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Jab Dil Apni Pe Aata Hai...Love is Effed Up!
So I say love is Effed Up...it has a reason...and many would relate...I was watching Tum Bin 2 yesterday and its tagline is, love is unreasonable...pyaar bewajah hai....by the end of the movie I was sure Pyaar is Effed Up.....I thought the movie is crap...but then I thought again and realized, it happens with so many of us...we get confused, we run away from our true feelings...we run towards the wrong person or the one we do not love just to figure out / hide those emotions for the one we actually love...we try to suppress those emotions coz of maybe various reasons, personal life, family, some other priorities, some other commitments, some fears, some misconceptions, some stale beliefs...or some Prejudices like Shivay Has???
People are questioning why Shivay behaved the way he did...why he was so mad at Daksh for proposing Anika wen he himself is engaged and abt to get married, wen it was one of his own wedding ceremonies, his Sangeet...why he said a 'No' on behalf of Anika,...No means No...na ...na"???
Bcoz Anika is a part of him now...coz he considers her as his own!❤️ Just like Om said, If Rudra is Dil, Shivay is Dhadkan...but Shivay's heartbeats start racing seeing her...the dhak dhak dhak dhak in the background everytime they cross paths! ❤️
He is dancing, enjoying, not saying anything, busy with family and living his usual life and heading towards a new relation as well...but wat about his heart and his mind? Both are so occupied! He is always worried about her...He SENSES her the moment she needs him, she remembers him...he knows she is thinking of him...HE JUST KNOWS IT EVERYTIME SHE DOES!!
He already starts looking into the direction from where shes gonna enter,...and everything takes a pause wen he sees her!! She breathes life into him...she is the one who brings out the real SHIVAY from Shivay Shivay Singh Oberoi!! <3
And wen today, he saw that girl going away from him forever...His whole world shook... it came crashing down!
Just a second back he was sure she wanted only him...but the moment she said a yes to someone else, everything broke...his heart stopped beating for a few seconds! He felt suffocated! He died a thousand deaths in those few seconds...he felt like throwing up
He kept looking at her unable to believe her words, with a hope that she might have said this just to hurt him...he didn't even know the real reason of her hurt...he just thought she was upset coz he couldn't reach there wen she needed him the most...wen she was on the verge of losing her life...he knows he sensed her in danger but he also feels guilty that he couldn't be there in the hour of need!
He didn't know there's more to the hurt...she heard those dreadful words of him where he actually quoted Tia to Om...he doesn't know the way Tia humiliated her...he doesn't know how she feels...and she doesn't know wat he actually thinks of her and the fact that all that he said was just a mere misunderstanding on her part!
The moment someone else slipped the ring in her finger...everything faded...he stood lifeless...didn't know how to react...wat to say...coz in his case he already left the Mandap once, just at her one call... and he sure is capable of doing it again and was not even sure if he would really marry Tia, his actions never showed this and he was reminded again n again by everyone that its his marriage...but in her case, he knew she no more belonged to him and that it cannot be undone as its Anika...just Anika...the girl who wen once decides something, won't ever back off, until something major happens ofcourse!
He just left the place to deal with his emotions all by himself...!! Some feelings are such that no one can really understand and u cannot explain them to anyone! :(
He again came to her after gathering some courage to talk to her but like everytime, he saw her and was out of words again...he didn't know whether to scream, or shout at her, question her or cry infront of her or just confess his own feelings...he mustered all the courage he could and just said a Congratulations...and his heart broke into a million pieces wen he said that to her 💔
Her heart broke into equal pieces hearing him 'Congratulating' her...she expected him to Stop her...question her...say that she belongs to him...she wanted him to prove her wrong and right...wrong for watever she heard him say about her and right ...that yes, she was right in loving a man like him!!
She retaliated the hurt, the anger and pain with a 'Thank You'!! She wanted to hurt him and she knew this thank you would...and yes he felt the pain again wen she displayed her little happiness with those words but couldn't hide wat was in her eyes...the plethora of emotions in her eyes that he could read!
Both had so much to say but still stood silent staring each other as it was a Clash of their Egos...If Their Pyaar is Takkar Ka...the Takraar is Takkar Ki too!!! Its Tashanbaazi Wali Ishqbaazi <3
And their music played and both kept turning back to see if the other person was waiting only to find they are looking in some other direction...both were waiting, standing at the same place, but both showed themselves moving on!! Both wanted to stop each other but as usual, Ego over Love it was and now self respect too as both belonged to someone else!
And both cried later like never before...he showed his tears and she cried her heart out...but like Om said through his Shayari...Picture abhi baaki hai...Jab Dil Apni Pe aayega, Wo Wala Hissa Abhi Baaki Hai!! ❤️
So this picture has more to it, wen their heart plays its games...they both won't care for anyone around them...just waiting for him to hold her hand and get her out of the wedding knot with Daksh and marry her with his own will...show everyone wat happens jab dil apni par aata hai <3
And for Daksh...I just have to say...he is that wrong person in everyone relationship that is needed to realize the importance of the right ones...we all do this, knowingly or unknowingly...that one wrong person who makes us realize why the right one is soo right and why we cannot live without him...why is he the 'one'...so Daksh is that unintentional cupid...that catalyst...which is only gonna be one of the reasons this story would soon be 'Mukammal' !! ❤️
And neither Anika is butchered by saying a yes to Daksh nor Shivay is someone who is being a hypocrite for expecting Anika to say a No to Daksh wen he himself is getting married...its a Game of feelings and a War of Emotions...both are confused, shaken up...hurt...pained...and both are equally heartbroken...both love each other so much still are on the verge of losing each other, and self...to someone they do not love.. 💔
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