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Disclaimer: Kavya used to do these daily last year. I am just using her idea. It's just my analysis of the episode.
At the end of the day it's about how much you can bear, how much you can endure. Being together, we harm nobody; being apart, we extinguish ourselves."
Tabitha Suzuma, Forbidden
Swasan and Vahe set my screen on fire today. Varun Kapoor and Helly Shah hats off both of you for acting brilliantly. The episode starts with Swara accusing Sanskar and you can see how hurt he is. Man VK's eyes here portray so much pain. There is one thing Sanskar Maheswari hates and that is mistrust. "Bina bharsoa ka koi rishta meray liay koi mainay nahi rakhta" I don't blame Swara though I means the writers needed her to say such stuff to drive a wedge between Swasan. However she is making the same mistake that Sanskar made she is letting her ego and anger govern her emotions. Ego and love our sworn enemies. Man when he tries one last time to stop her but she just leaves. That lone tear that escapes his eye and the way he furiously wipes it away. I so wanted to hug him in that moment. Just like that we see the rebirth of old Sanskar. The cold, manipulative and sadistic Sanskar Oh how much I missed this persona of him.
Than that phone convo reminds me of the song that I listen to often nowadays.
Jaao le jaao neend meri
Uff na karenge hum
Jo le jaaoge khwaab mere
Toh kaise jiyenge hum
Jeena humko aata hi nahi
Teri saanson ke siva
Marna bhi ab na mumkin hai
Teri baahon ke siva
Lo maan liya humne
Parwah nahi tumko
Tum yaad nahi humko
Hum yaad nahi tumko
The way that they are so attuned to each other that Swara just knows that it's him. The way he mocks her. It reminds of something he said ages ago.
"Dard toh hoga tumhay main jo tumhari zindagi main hun"
There relationship was forged in pain. Ironic isn't it that there love story started when they hated each other and presumably to them also ends in hatred. Isn't hatred though a form of love too since the person we hate engulfs our thoughts every now and then. This intensity is Swasan's trademark. I just hope CV's do justice to this track😉
