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BAGGAD BILLE KI PANNIKA
It was a chilled morning in Dehradoon, and Annika as per her daily routine was roaming around the city when she saw a man wearing a simple cotton shirt feeling cold...
She being the all time pure soul took out her shawl and make him wear on his back... She was leaving from there when she heard the guy murmuring a THANK YOU in a shaken voice...
Annika was shocked hearing THAT voice... Though the voice was shaken but still she can recognize it... It has been years since she last heard HIS voice... She turned around happily and asked...
"Shivaay? Is that you?"
"Annika ..." he too turned around and was shocked to see her there... It has been two years since he was finding her and when he finally lost all his hope, he she was standing in front of him...
Annika was shocked watching his state... He was not anymore the Shivaay she used to know... He was looking like a young guy who has just lost his beloved and is unable to accept the truth...
"Annika...I need to talk to you... " he said breaking her thoughts...
"Shivaay... We will talk but not here... It's getting too cold and snowfall can occur anytime and you too are not looking In a state to bear it, so let's move to my house, it's nearby only..."
"Hmm..."
Annika was a bit surprised with this behavior of his... Just a "Hmm" ... This was not the Shivaay she used to know... It looked like he was not her Baagad Billa anymore... But she didn't said anything and just showed him the way to her home..
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Shivaay was little shocked knowing the Annika took him to some "Singhania Mansion" but he didn't questioned her and silently followed her...
She took him to the room and gave him a men's pullover from the cupboard...
"Annikaa woh..."
"I will get a espresso for you...Till then you take rest..." She said cutting him in between...
He just nodded and watched her going away... Just then he realized that Annika gave him a Men's pullover...
"Does that mean, Usne Shaadi kar li Hai..." It was the first thought which came into his mind...
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After some minutes, Annika comes with two cups, one filled wih espresso and other with Adrak Wali Chai...There was a pin drop silence between them...
"Tum abhi tak nahi badli...Wahi Adrak wali chai..." Shivaay tried to start the conversation...
"Yeah... Jagah badli hai... Aadatien nahi..." That was all her reply... "Vaise tum bahut badal gaye ho..."
"Yeah... Vaqt sabko badal deta hai..." she didn't expected such a philosophical reply by him...
"Hmm... Sahi kaha waqt sab badal deta hai... "
"By the way, yeh ghar Kiska hai?" Finally he asked her out of curiosity ...
"Mera Hai... "
"Oh... You mean your husband's..."
"Nahi... Am single... " he couldn't show but he was really relieved listening this...
"Itni haldi tumne itna bada ghar khada kar liya... Am impressed... "
"Yeh ghar actually mere Papa ka hai... "
"Papa? "
"Yeah... Papa..." With this she told told him that after leaving from job of planning his wedding in rage after Priyanka and Dev's marriage scandal, five years ago, she left Mumbai and came to Dehra with Sahil and got the job of cook in this mansion which belongs to Rakesh Singhania... He saw her and got shocked as she just looked like his departedwife Swati Singhania, and after knowing her background, he told her that she is his missing daughter and from that day she is living here only,..
Shivaay was all shocked hearing this and unknowing said...
"Kitni ajeeb baat hai na... Jo hum sochte hai woh kabhi Nahi hota aur jo hota hai woh hum kabhi soch bhi nahi sakte..."
Annika realized that his words had some deep meanings and thus said "Shivaay mai tumhari koi apni toh nahi but if you want you can share it with me, I promise I won't judge you... aur Vaise bhi Shivaay Singh Oberoi ko toh kisi chez se farq bhi nahi padhta..." she said the last line jokingly but little did she knew that the line hearted him to the core...
Just as she mentioned the last line, a lone tear fell from Shivaay's eyes and fell on Annika's arm...
"Am sorry Shivaay, if I hurted you but really I didn't meant to..."
"It's okay Annika... It's just am not an Oberoi anymore..."
"Not an Oberoi? "
"In fact mai toh kabhi Oberoi tha hi nahi... I was adopted from a orphanage as my mom wanted her son to be the hier of Oberoi Empire and she couldn't carry a child in her womb, thus she adopted me...Like seriously... Itne saalon se jiss Naam, paise aur khaandaan par maine gumaan kiya...woh toh kabhi mera tha ki nahi..."
Annika was really shocked, actually shocked was an understatement to define her state at that time... She couldn't digest this fact...He continued...
"Do saal pehle jab mujhe iss baat ka pata chala, tab mujhe sabse pehla khayaal tumhara aaya, jo maine tumhare saath batsalooki ki, sharm aati hai mujhe woh sab yaad karke... Pichle do saalon se dhoond raha hu tumhe ki ek baar maafi maanglu, lekin aj yeh jaanne ke baad ki tumhare paas apni khudki pehchaan hai, jiske na hone ke liye I abused you, mai tumse Nazre milaane ke kaabil bhi nahi hu... jisse beintehaan pyaar kiya aj Nazre bhi milaane ke kaabil nahi hu... Haa Annika, pehle mai paagal tha jo apni feelings ko accept nahi kar pata tha... Oberoi hone ke gumaan ki wajah se mai Patthar bann gaya tha...Par ab nahi, I LOVE YOU Annika... I really do..."
Annika was all teary listening to his words... She doesn't know how to console him, what to say and what not to... But then his last words were dropped as bombshell to her...
"You know Shivaay... Paanch saal pehle jab mai tumse door gayi thi tab I realized that I loved you... Bahut pyaar kiya tha maine tumse... Par fir kabhi zaahir nahi kiya kyoonki uss time par tumhare liye khaandaan hi sab kuch tha, aur aj tum yeh sab keh kr mujhse kya chahte ho ki mai ek aise insaan ko accept Karlu jiske khaandaan ka usse khud nahi pata..." Her words pinched him hard but he knew he deserves it...
"Mai jaanta hu ki past mei mujhse galtiyaan hui hai aur mai tumhe apna pyaar accept karne ko bhi nnahi keh raha hu... Mai toh bas apne dil ki baat tum tak pahuchaana chahta tha...bass... Aur ab mai chalta hu... ho sake toh meri galtiyon ke liye mujhe maaf karna..." saying this he turned to go...
"Shivaay..." He turned ...
"Pyar karte ho na mujhse?"
He nods...
"Toh yeh bhi nahi jaante ki maine pyaar tumhare khaandaan se nahi tumse kiya tha... Uss Shivaay se kiya tha jo ji se mera usse Billu bolna pasand tha lekin kabhi express nahi kia... Uss Shivaay se jispar sirf mujhe paani phekne ka haqq tha... Uss Shivaay se jo mere saamne Oberoi nahi Balki apni Dadi ka Billu tha... Aise hi chal doge ek baar phir se apni Annika ka Dil Dukha ke... Ek mauka nahi donge hamare pyaar ko?"
Shivaay was really overwhelmed with her words... He didn't knew how to express what he was feeling right now...
"Lekin meri ek shart hai" said Annika which startled Shivaay...
"mujhe mera Bagad Billa Wapas chahiye..."
He happily nodded and just went and hugged her really tight and heard her whispering in his ears "I LOVE YOU MERE BAGAD BILLE"
He too whispered back "I LOVE YOU TOO BAGGAD BILLE KI PANNIKA"[/COLOR]
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A/N : Ohkay... So I know you all must be ready with your chappal, tamatars and eggs to throw on me...So I am ready to bear it...But I gave you guys warning note in the beginning only... This was my first ever OS on Forums... I didn't knew what to write and what not to...Was so confused... This little piece took my 2 precious hours and I just posted it...Haven't read this myself...Pata nahi kya likha hai and kyun likha hai bass Mann tha toh likh dia...Though this isn't good but do give your precious comments, will take negative one's in consideration too...Just want your feedback so that I can improve my writing...Hope you guys will help me in improving...and sorry for the highly hindi words used...do let me know in comments if you didn't got the meaning...
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