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*Meri Har Kami Ko H Tu Laazmi*
Doesnt tht most famous line these days applies so aptly to our shivaay..
As If this girl..this ever so strong ,precious nd beautiful girl was send on planet earth by almighty to just improvise him only..as if she is laazmi for his every KAMI.
He knows tht too
She too realizes it now
But still there lies between them
Whole world nd its various how(s)
Ohhh shivaayyy!!! As I start writing this piece on tonight I will try not to be biased nd will give a rational pov...but if I defer her nd there then u must understand tht its bcoz of my deep running(almost pissed off type) anger against u.
Log lad jaate hain zamane se
Ishq ko paa jaane ke liye..
Log lad jaate hain zamane se
Ishq ko paa jaane ke liye...
Main lad raha hoon khudse
Tumko bhool jaane ke liye.
Damn! If today episode was a symbolic beauty or not..it was dark at places..it was bright too somewhere but overall symbolism was running thru every vein of todays' episode's body.
Although it left me sad nd crying for these fictitious characters..still would like to thnx creatives for giving me this episode tonight.
It was OZONE for my sadness sucking heart.
Ok enuf of my blah blah intro..lets start with d point where shivaay is doing his worse BLAH BLAH of d series till now.
Wohaaa!!! Ur vocab Mr. HIGH MIGHTY..
which royal prince of oberois has ever used or even learnt words like this..than u..
Nd then when doing this bakwaas..u use d word CLASS...my heart screams in pure sarcastic agony..U R CRASS .
"Mujhe koi pharak ni padta..mere aur uske beech main koi connection ni h"
Na jaane yeh words itni baar sune sune se kyun lagte hain..lol..hehe!
GROW UP SHIVAAY!
she enters d room nd u feel her without even looking and u lie tht there is no connection.
If u have no connection to annika
Then u have no breath too dude
Period .
Its as simple as tht.
Aukat *class* khoon*khaandaan*sadakchaap*roadtrash*kurra*tooti hui chappal waali mamooli ladki*
FHAT D WUCK SHIVAAY!!
woh ladki tumhare level se itni upar h jahan tak tumhari lineage kabhi ni pahunch sakti.
U GET THT!!!
and there she was standing..stoned.
Listening to her tareef from his mouth.
Ahhh baby!!
Tbh..I felt as if #omru were more guilty than shivaay in d moment..I wanted shivaay to show some more expression..some more guilt but then I asked my dramatic heart to control my feminist needs..it was him..nd more than blood..his ego runs him.
He was guilty at once but his ego prevailed.one look into her eyes nd he couldnt look anymore...he looked everywhere but in her eyes.Yet He is far away from d world of sorries ..even if deep down he is feeling sick of his own words..
Nd what can I say about this lady which will do justice to her bravery in d moment.
The man u love is calling u road trash..sadak ka kurra and what not..
What r u expected to do in d moment.
If u were any other girl, u would have cried or asked an explanation or screamed at him to shutup nd said HOW DARE U?
BUT THEN U R NOT ANY OTHER GIRL.
U R ANNIKA.
THERE WAS A TIME WHEN U WOULD HAVE DONE D ABOVE ONLY
BUT NOT NOW.
U ALWAYS DO WHAT HE NEVER EXPECTS U TO DO..
U GIVE HIM D BEST SLAP OF UR UNAFFECTED SILENCE.
Ofcourse it wasnt an intentional or 'thought of thing' on ur part but u dont know it yet annika...ur undisputed strong attitude nd total disregard of his words is what sliced down his very core.
As she moved forward,broken inside strong outside and carried out her routine chores,shivaay was engulfed in his own shame...
But ofcourse he was still not meeting d eye,looking everywhere but there.
She asked him to choose d clothes for his wedding ritual nd their eyes met.
Ahhh...d excruciating pain started...
She was showing him d clothes nd he was lost in her eyes...how symbolic was d conversation tht followed...clothes were just an excuse..they were doing one of their most heart wrenching conversation here.
"Aapne decide kar liya"?
**as if she was asking is this marriage ur final decision**
"" Hunhhh!! ""
He came out of his annika trance with a zolt.
*and u say she doesnt affects u shivaay..kill me god..urghhh*
"Ek baar phir se soch lijiye, jaldbaazi main galat faisla mat lijiyega"
**how beautiful nd forgiving is a women's heart..despite his words nd his said pov abt her..she asked this ques again not for herself but for him..bcoz she truly loves him nd doesnt wants him to take a wrong decision abt his life**
"Aapki kya pasand h"
"Yeh h...mujhe yeh pasand h"
(*ahh!!
This time..he was not drunk.
This time..he was not just saying
This time..he was in his sane senses,fully aware of his words...nd he said to her..looking straight nd bold into her eyes
U R MY CHOICE.
no its not my overimagination..no its not what I want to feel to justify him ..this is what actually happened.
On d behest of clothes..shivaay singh oberoi looked eye into eye with love of his life nd confessed it so...
Damn!! My heart somersaulted from its lowest low to its highest high in Tht one second.It was goosebumpy.*)
Nd just like me , as expected..annika shivered down to d core too..in her jumbled thoughts..she actually couldnt hold her feet in place nd slipped a little.(*can we blame her..this paradoxical man goes from one extreme to another in matter of seconds*)
He held her..nd yet again ..like any other touch of theirs..fire started forming in my eyes(*just like tht heart emoji where hearts replace d pupils*) damn! They r chemistry.BAS.
He always touches her gently..nd yet for my eyes d hold is almost as strong as deadly.ohh myyy!!!
"Pasand tho bahut h,aur sabse alag bhi h,
par class ni h"
DAMN U SSO...STOP KILLING ME HERE...
stop mincing ur words..stop this symbolism..stop giving hints...say it directly na tht u love her..u dumbass!!
(*ok! What I m going to write down next maybot go well with d janta who is fuming over shivaay for last two days..I was too part of tht grp after watching tht 20 sec crappy precap but today after watching it in whole..I do understand him too.
If I held a theory on which my life is based than its not tht easy to let go of the theory in a single day..just bcoz there has came a girl who defies my every logic applied in my theory.
For shivaay LIFE IS A DEAL..has always been so..some thanks to his family nd its broken relations,some thanks to his expereience of years as a businessman..success always comes with a price nd shivaay's success has gifted him this firm belief in his theory...taking away his belief from love and other wordly thoughts.His upbringing nd d society he moves in has taught him tht people r judged according to their rank in society..he isnt alltigether wrong there..think practically..arent we too part of tht society only?
(But his extremism about the same is d issue here.)
Nd now has came a girl..who makes him wish to change himself ..she is just A PERFECT VICE VERSA REPLICA of his theory...as if she was crafted by god tht way to take some kindaa cynic revenge from him ..nd biggest problem..he is falling for her..one look into her eyes..he wants to forget every damn deal..
This shivaay..this man fighting against his lifeling theories is not a man to be felt angry of..he is d one to be pitied.
I pity u SSO...
I pity u when ur hurl worse words at her
Bcoz thts all ur hiding mechanism.
[[If screaming meant truth
Then I would be d most truthful person around.
If saying bad words meant I mean them
Then there will be all donkeys around]]
so stop fighting dude..I hope by 2umrow u will realize how much SHITTT!!! #SHITIA is nd u will make d best deal with urself accepting ur love for annika*)
Okk..ok...coming back to d track...
She replied sumbolically...
"Tho theek h..mera kaam khatam"
**Nahinnn...!! Plz dont say so annika...mujhey rona aata h...aur ullu sso ko bhi..but woh stone kabhi royega ni**
She asked with her eyes to let go of her hand which he was still holding..nd he very hesistantly did so..
Damn! This sad version of #OJaana song will be my death.
Ishq main adhoora sa,Rooh main h poora h
Dard hai yeh saari umar ka..
O JAANA!!!
**give me my bucket..mummaaa!!!!**
U talk with her thru just eyes mahnnn!!
Nd u say there is no connection there.
f**k UR OWN WHUT SSO!!
She turned and she went. Tht call of shivaay was my hope...it was my only thread of hope..I got up nd ogled without blinking tht maybe..maybe he will accept or still maybe he will apolozise for his wordz of before..
But alas! Nothing happened.
Shivaay had risen to get out of sso but was again held by needs of business nd his own crappy life theories.
U know SSO ...2umrow shivaay will come out of ur hold nd then i will show u my thumb nd do..wHat we call in hindi...A THAINGA!!''
HAHA!!
The way she was shown going out of his room was like she was going out of his life nd yup he was affected...
**bucket again puhleeezzz**
There in d kitchen,ridz was all excited abt the wedding asking abt d clothes and rudy told her abt his plans to wear purane holi kapdey((**haha! I FEEL U RUDY...WOULD HAVE DONE D SAME**))
ridz went on to ask sso abt d clothes when annika entered too..
"Tumharey boss se poochna chahiye usse thi sab pata hoga"
**haayee ridz I like u today..hehe!!
Yup she is his boss..nd my feel. Tht in boss ishtyle..annika shud beat up sso with a broom..nd order him to not marry..bas.**
Ridz continued her questions..what r u going to wear annika?
"Kal tum aur shivaay hi tho sabse important log ho"
She meant he is getting married and u r the organizer..but who cares what she meant.. i will extract my own meanings nd hope tht all happens d way I wNt it to happen..
*(bas please woh forced marriage mat karwa dena shivika ki...no plzzz)*
"Inhone sab kuch itna zaldi decide kar liya ki mujhe samjh hi ni aa raha ki main kya kahoon,kya karoon ..aur kya pehnoon"
Ahhh!! She has always been strong to say her truth not cowardly like u shivaay.
Her pain came out as a taunt nd he accepted it..bcoz he too knows tht he deserves it.
Thank gawdd! For sumo to take ridz away.
Annika too turned to go when she hurt herself with a table nearby..nd look who came running all worried..
Duhhh!! Shivaay..
Ab bas bhi karo ullugiri ..
"R u okay?tumhari problem kya h,khayaal ni rakh sakti,agar tumhe chot lag gayi tho mera kya hoga"
D look of om was our look..haha!!
TUMHARA WAISE BHI KUCH NI HO SAKTA SHIVAAY!!
U ASS SINGH OBEROI.
and she gave a reply which did make me jump up and clap nd show middle finger to sso and scream..."AT UR FACE BUDDY"
MAIN ITNI SI CHOT SE NAHIN GHABRATI.
ATTA U GURL!!
I LOVE U..ND I LOVE U EVEN MORE 4 THIS.
yes! Shivaay. When she didnt gave up on ur verbal poetry of abuses in her honour..then this pain is nothing.
Rest tht followed was sso's emotional blackmail of his brothers..
He used their immense love for him in convincing them for tia.
Precap...she is decorating mandap of his marriage..havent I cried enuf??
In last..who r still reading..read this too..
Woh betaabi hi kya,,
jo ishq-e-junoon na bane
Woh zid hi kya,,
jo mohabbat ke aage na bikhrey
Woh ishqbaazi hi kya,,
Jo toofan se na guzrey.
They will fight their storms nd give our shivika back..yay! to tht
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