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Nazdeek Hai Dil ke, Phir kyun lage milke
Jaise ho milon door ho
Jazbat hai anjaana, Mushkil hai samjhana
Apna hai ya hai ghair woh
Ishq mai adhura sa, rooh mai hai poora sa...
Dard hai saari umr bhar ka...
O jaaanaa...
LOVED the episode. OMG LOVED IT.
No comedy, no dramatic drama, no gayu.
PURE ANGST, Obro, Shivika.
Personality does not chnage in a few moments or overnight.
Shivaay has been feeling, he has been aware of that feared feeling. So what he does when it becomes all too real, runs away from it, pushes it aside, builds his hard exterior to hide it
Shivaay cannot accept that he might love someone with no family name, no pretentious high class values, no like mindedness. But yet his heart bleeds for anika, WHEN she walked in smiling, and tia asked him that question, his eyes could not get off anika. He was afraid, to hurt hrt, he was questioning every inch of shitia
but alas, he cannot let her affect his perfect plan, perfect deal. Love?
Anika knows that she is here for the wedding, she wanted so bad to get it over with so she does not have to see him again, but yet when he told her that "that day" is coming up, she couldn't help but feel like something was TAKEN away from her again
She was left standing ALONE AGAIN. She did not want to feel so, but tears did flow. LOVE?
"What do you want"
"YOU"
She said it. She did not know why but she did, She PAUSED. intentionally, waiting for his reaction, He was shocked, he wanted to give himself to her but alas, HE CANNOT. Love?
OmRu espeically Rudra, cannot see his brother living a loveless Ishqbaazi'free life, THAT SCENE WAS EVERYTHING.
Shivaay said those mean things on purpose. HE LIED TO OMRU. he wanted them to stop showing him his true feelings so he covered it up BUT WHEN HE SAW THAT SHE HEARD IT ALL, HE BROKE. He was shattered, afraid that he had hurt her so bad. Love?
She, much like him, will not accept her feelings, as confusing as they are right now. She hates that she is so affected by him.
Every scene was BEAUTIFULLY SHOT, WRITTEN AND PERFORMED
Shivaay and Anika are drowning in DENIAL. They both know they don't want to let go, but they don't want to acknowledge that.
Ankhon mei basa hai woh...
Fun and games are over, it is getting real for both. They have to come out of the blissful times together, and face their reality that has not changed but it is shocking now because they themselves have changed.
THE BG MUSIC!!! Mirroring of the O Janaaa and SAD VERSION!!! THE LYRICS ARE PAINFULLY BEAUTIFUL!!
AHHH this is Ishqbaaaz at its best.
RuMya are getting strong too!
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Anupamaa
