Sonakshi stormed into this office, thrashed him and left. Yet he had that bemused smile on his phase. He had the same smile as he answered his mom's phone call. Her first question was why he didn't answer the phone. His reply -
Kho gaya tha!
And whatever she said after that, about dinner and eating together as family - it was like she was pulling him back to herself from wherever he'd gone.
His smile slowly faded away and disappeared.
She asked if he was OK. His reply -
Kuch samajh mein nahi aaraha hain.
He was lifeless until she walked into this room. He couldn't breathe. He couldn't smile. Then in she walked and he felt... alive. He was breathing again. He was smiling and grinning again. Like she brought his life back to him when she strode into his cabin.
And when she walked out, he found himself turning into the same lifeless toy again.
Dev Dixit had killed a part of himself the first time he let Sonakshi walk away. He knows how it feels. Yet he let her walk away last night for the second time. How could he do that?? How could he let her walk away a second time? Kuch samajh mein nahi aaraha hain.
Kya samajh mein nahi aaraha hain beta? Ishwari had asked.
I think more than the question; it was the beta that got to him. Reminding him of why he did what he did. Of why he did what he did - again.
Koi chinta ki baat nahi hain. Hota hain.
Haan hota hain. Aadmi zinda rehte hue bhi mar jaata hain.
Haq jaan pe ho jiska uske bina jaan ho
Jeena na bhaye phir bhi ho jeena zaroori
Kaise bhi...
Kuch Rang Pyaar Ke Aise Bhi