Ignore mistakes please, I have not checked even once after writing.
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YOU ARE THE ONE I LOVE
"Thaddd"a loud sound of crashing the cups full of tea with ground and falling tray down, echoed into the room where two families were sitting and having talks about marriage plans of their children.
Everyone's attention shifted towards the noise. The, would be bride, who carried tea and snacks for those who might can be her future husband and in laws had dropped everything in her hand the soon her eyes caught the image of him, sitting there.
He stood up seeing her almost after a year. "Beautiful" he muttered under his breath admiring the breathtaking beauty standing in front of him dressed in a beautiful white anarkali. Her open long waist length hairs were perfect to give her final touch up. He soon noticed the frown and anger on her face as he found her glaring at him. "Cute" he again muttered staring at her angry frown on her face.
"Mom, what is he doing here?" Swara literally screamed, stepping towards Sharmishtha making everyone in the room to go stunned and shocked at her behaviour.
"Beta you know him?" Sharmishtha asked being quite surprised that her daughter knew the guy came to see to her. When she had tried showing picture of him to Swara, Swara had clearly refused to even hear his name, leave the photo aside. Swara had sharply said yes for the marriage no matter who the person was.
"Sanskar Maheshwari" Swara uttered throwing disgusting looks at Sanskar. Her tone had nothing but hatred, anger for him. He smirked at her feisty attitude. She was still the same just as she used to be a year before.
"So good to see that you remember my name, Shona" Sanskar said with a charming smile playing over her lips as he walked towards her.
"Stop right there Mr. Maheshwari...dare you call me that again...you have lost that right before one year... it's Swara for you...actually it's nothing for you..."Swara corrected him pointing her finger at him not caring about their families who were witnessing an totally unexpected scenario. They were absolutely clueless about what was happening between their kids.
"Swara I can explain..." Sanskar said softly, trying to make Swara listen to him once.
"I don't want to listen...you better leave from here right now...sorry uncle and aunty...I do not mean to insult you but I can't marry your son"Swara said before she left the house running outside.
"Swara...Swara..." Sharmishtha called out for her daughter, trying to stop her but she was already gone.
Both Swara's and Sanskar's parents looked at each other with, absolute confusion visible over their faces. Sujata turned towards Sanskar. Holding his wrist, she asked, "What is this Sanskar? How you both know each other? And why Swara reacted like this? Speak up" Sanskar made his mom sit down. "Relax mom...mai sab bataunga lekin baad me...now I need to talk to Swara" saying this Sanskar ran behind Swara.
"Swara listen...Swara" Sanskar ran behind her, calling her name but she was quick enough to increase her speed not wanting to have a faceoff with him, again.
Sanskar almost rushed chasing her. He stopped her from moving further locking her wrist in his grip. Swara had enough. Turning back, she slapped him hard. "Thaddd" Sanskar felt a burning stinging sensation on his cheek where she had just slapped him on road. To his fortune, no one was there to witness that.
Tears brimmed in Swara's eyes as her mind played flashes of her past, again.
Getting closer, Sanskar said cupping her cheek, "Shona please listen baba...I can explain everything...I love you"
That was enough for Swara to jerk his hand and to push him away. Her tears soon changed into anger. "You love me? Hahaha...biggest joke of the century Mr. Sanskar Maheshwari" Swara mocked at him laughing bitterly
She turned to go but could not take even a step further after hearing his words. "Pyar kiya tha na mujhse...to apne pyar pe bharosa bhi kar lo ek bar" Sanskar got her weakness. He knew after saying this she would definitely listen to him once.
"Yahi to badkismati hai...ke tumse pyar kiya!" Swara turned to his side with a reflection of pain and hurt in her voice and silent tears in her eyes which she was trying her best to hold them back, to not let fall them in front of him. She didn't want to accept and present that he still affects her.
Sanskar's heart cried hearing that she believes that it's her bad luck to love him. Something tore inside him making him to go weak at his knees as his legs were ready to give up at any moment. But he held himself because he couldn't afford to lose her, again.
"She is not my girlfriend Swara...she never was and she never will...YOU are the only girl I loved, I love and will always love, Shona" Sanskar assured her and at the same time begged her to trust on him that he loves only her.
Swara's eyes widen at Sanskar's statement. "Wh...what? What did you say?" she asked him, stammering over her words. Though she knew he was lying but she didn't want it to be a lie. Her heart wanted to believe whatever he said to be true.
Turning back, Sanskar said, "Ragini is my cousin sister Swara"
Swara got one more shock which was clearly visible over her face. "Sister?" she mimicked his words thinking over them.
"Yes, cousin sister...that day...in coffee shop she declared that we were in relationship...was nothing more than a lie Swara...she just wanted to make Laksh jealous...with whom she was in love with...even I got a shock when she said all those things and kissed me saying I love you...but then she told me that it was her plan and she is my kiddo sister...I couldn't refuse her...see my bad luck...you came there and witnessed that drama...and when you asked me I couldn't say truth in front of everyone Swara...that would have flopped Ragini's plan and I can never see her upset...and you ran from there...after an hour, when I came to your hostel for telling you the truth, you had already left...I searched for you...EVERYWHERE...your roommates didn't tell me anything as you had asked them not to...You never told me where you belong...so I had no idea about you being in India...I tried my all contacts but couldn't find anything related to you...Finally Uttara [swara's roommate] told me about you being in India and your address...she had seen me going mad for you...she got it that I love you...and finally I found you"
Before a year, Swara was in US and so was Sanskar. They were in same college and were together from two years. They fell for each other and got into relationship. They had almost finished their course as it was their last year. Swara never really mentioned about from where she was so when she left, Sanskar was clueless about her original home. After that coffee shop incident, Swara left US within an hour unable to handle his betrayal which he himself had made visible to her. But he had no idea that she would take such an extreme step. He had gone at her hostel, but could not clear things with her as she was not there to listen to him. She had already left US and came back to India. Sanskar searched her everywhere, but she had even told her friends not to tell him that she was from India. Sanskar too apparently was from India. This was unknown to Swara as well.
Swara didn't know how to react. She just stared at him blankly. Before Sanskaar could say further, she lost her unconsciousness and her balance. Sanskar ran towards her and held her from her waist. Her head fell back. She had fainted in his arms. Sanskar patted her cheeks, asking her to wake up. He panicked seeing she was not responding. Within a moment, he picked her up in his arms and carried her back to her home.
At swara's home:
"Don't worry. She has fainted because she hasn't eaten anything since morning...I have given her medicines...she will be fine very soon...let her rest"Doctor assured her family who were too scared seeing unconscious Swara. Everyone finally took a sigh of relief hearing that she would be fine soon and it was just because of weakness.
"Thank you so much Doctor...mai aapko bahar tak chod deta hu" Shekhar said taking Doctor's bag. He smiled at Shekhar who looked so grateful to him. As a doctor, it wasn't new for him...parents panicking about their children's health. He nodded and they went outside.
Sanskar was standing in a corner, leaning against a wall, with his eyes not shifting from Swara for even a second. He blamed himself for her condition, from inside. He went blank when she fainted in his arms. For a moment, he thought he would lose her and that mere thought left him shaken all from inside and outside. He was numb from inside, looking at his life, laying their unconscious. After almost a year, he had found her and his hope of getting her back. But what he never wanted was, to hurt her, in a slightest way. He could not bear even a smallest scratch over her so how could he bear that she fainted because of him. Though doctor had cleared that she fainted because of being empty stomach from morning but Sanskar believed it was him also, she fainted because of.
He came back to reality by the touch of Sharmishtha on his shoulder. He tilted his head towards her mom. She smiled softly at him. "Don't worry. She is okay and will get up soon" she assured him softly about Swara.
Though Sanskar was yet to tell them how he knows Swara, why she reacted like that after seeing him, what had happened between them, but Sharmishtha had seen through things. She had seen that no matter how Swara was reacting, but this guy, surely loves her daughter more than anything else. She had seen the depth of his love for Swara in his eyes. The mother in her, was sure that no one, no one could love her daughter more than him. She didn't miss when he had brought Swara home. He looked visibly tensed more than others. His concern for Swara didn't go unnoticed by Sharmishtha.
He could only return a smile back to her. Sharmishtha had got by then that this duo certainly shares something. She was clear about Sanskar's love but she was yet to get confirmed about Swara but the way Swara reacted seeing Sanskar, it definitely gave her a glimpse that Swara too feels something for Sanskar.
Moving away from Sanskar, Sharmishtha said turning towards everyone standing there, "I think we should let Swara rest for some time...ham bahar chalte hai"
Everyone nodded in approval. Sanskar who was still staring at Swara, broke his trance hearing Swara's mom. He straightened himself, and glanced once at Swara before he turned to make his way out of the room.
"Sanskar...you stay with Swara here" Sharmishtha permitted him to stay with her. He was surprised. He observed her. Her mom was only smiling. She had given him a chance to be with her daughter. She had given him a chance to sort out things between them because she was way too sure that no one except him could keep her daughter happiest. He walked towards her. Taking her both hands, he did nothing but silently whispered a thank you. She blinked her eyes in a nod before she left.
The room was alone with those two. Everyone had left the room. He rushed back to her, and sat on the bed besides her, holding her palm in a soft grip. "I never wanted to hurt you Swara...I never wanted to hurt you!" he mumbled as he kissed the back of her palm. His tears fell on her hand sending a life within her. Her fingers moved a little in his hand. He instantly wiped his tears as he felt she may wake up at any moment.
Her eyes opened slowly and she found him, sitting right next to her. He finally took a sigh of relief. She tried getting up but she was too weak to do that on her own. He kept her hand on bed and helped her to sit, with. He adjusted pillows behind her back, against bed post, making her sit comfortably. "Are you mad? Pagal ho tum? Subah se kuch kyu nahi khaya?" his care came out with his scolding. He was too scared to lose her. She was just staring at him. He hung his head down and within a moment, placed a kiss on her forehead, leaning forward. He walked little backwards from the bed. "Do you even know how scared I was?" his throat was almost chocking. His voice was all shaking. His expressions showed nothing but only fear and concern about her.
"Tum jao yaha se"she uttered turning her gaze away from him.
Her words made him go mad. "What?" He said, stepping closer. His eyes caught a tear which fell down from her eye which she quickly wiped not wanting him to witness. His eyes got closed momentarily as he got it what was on her mind that time.
"Tum sach me chahti ho ke mai jau?" he asked sending shivers down her spines.
No! She didn't want him to go. She wanted to melt in his embrace. She wanted to cry to him. No! She didn't want him to go.
"I don't deserve you Sanskar! You deserve someone better than me" her guilt spoke. She could not even dare to look at him. She could not even dare to look at her own. She herself could not forgive her own self for what she had done so how could she expect anything from him! How could she expect him to understand her! How could she expect him to forgive her!
That's it! Sanskar had got it when he saw the tear from her eye. He knew she was uttering it through guilt. He immediately sat beside her, and made her look at him, by keeping his hand on her cheek. She had fixed her gaze at down. She just could not gather enough courage to meet his eyes. "Shona...baba, won't you even look at me?" his words were so sweet that it was a melody to her ears. She didn't uplift her eyes but tears started falling down from her eyes which she could not hold back anymore.
He closed his eyes seeing those tears in his sweetheart's eyes. He knew how sensitive she was. She must have been cursing herself from inside. He took no time to pull her in his embrace. She unknowingly clutched his T-shirt in her fist and started crying by hiding her face in his chest. His heart cried with her. He kept caressing her hairs and whispering sweet nothings to her. "Sab meri galti hai...sab meri galti hai...Mai ese hi wapas aa gayi...maine tumhe time nahi diya...ek sal...one damn year...you suffered because of me...I...I...am...I am sorry" she felt suffocating from her inner self. She didn't even realise what she was speaking.
He was just holding her, letting her say what she wanted to. He pulled her out, and cupped her face, wiping her all the tears. "Shona...bas baba...meri shona ki koi galti nahi thi...tumne mujhe chance diya tha...poocha tha mujhse coffee shop me...wo mai tha jisne kaha tha ke mai tumse nahi Ragini se pyar karta hu...wo mai tha jisne kaha tha ke tum nahi wo meri girlfriend hai...bhale hi wo jhooth tha leking wo tumhe thodi na pata tha...aur suffer sirf maine nahi kiya...mujhse jada tumne suffer kiya hai...iss sab me galat mai tha...to meri shona ki galti kaise hui?" He was neither right. They both were at fault. No one was singly responsible for what happened. She had asked him in coffee shop and he had said that he loved Ragini and she was his girlfriend. It left her broken. She could not bear it and came back to India leaving everything, leaving him. When he came to clear things, she had already left.
"See Swara, we cannot change the past. We cannot change what had happened before a year but we can make our future. Tumhe khud ko blame karne ki koi jaroorat nahi hai...nahi tumhe mujhse mafi maangne ki jaroorat hai...mujhe tumhari sorry nahi chahiye...mujhe bas meri shona chahiye...aur kuch nahi...aur mai tumhe kabhi khudse dur jaane nahi dunga...you are too precious to lose! YOU ARE THE ONE I LOVE SWARA" he had made it very clear that she had done nothing to apologize about and he wanted nothing but her.
She felt beautiful...something which could not be expressed in words. He made her feel like she was priceless. He made her feel special. He could have easily got someone in past one year and so as she...she could have also got someone else. But no...he came all the way to India just for her. In past one year, she did nothing but only suffered. She was not living... but was only breathing. She had said yes for the marriage for her family...who were getting worried by seeing her like that. But she had no interest in anyone. That's why when her mom tried her showing the picture of guy; she refused to see him. That's was the proof of the kind of love they shared! It was beyond everything! Pure and sacred! Amazing and eternal! The love which even time could not lessen or weaken! The love which no one could break! The love which was too sacred and strong to get defeated by anything!
Hearing someone's footsteps, Sanskar get off from her a little, making presentable distance between them.
"Swara, are you okay?" Sharmishtha asked, who had came to look for her. Swara turned her gaze to the door and nodded. Her mom saw a very different satisfaction on Swara's face which she was longing from a year to see. She looked at Sanskar and took no time to understand what was missing in her daughter's life. It was him! She silently blessed them together. "I will bring something for you to eat" Saying this; her mom went to bring some food for her.
"No mom..." Swara said but Sharmishtha had already left. Sanskar made her turn towards him, by holding her arm. He asked glaring at her, "What do you mean by no? And why didn't you eat anything since morning?" Sanskar was angry at her for being so careless and playing with her health like that.
She bit her lower lip. She shifted her gaze from him. She answered without looking at him, "Wo...wo...Aaj mera fast hai" He took some moments to register what she said. He shook his head, not understanding her. "Fast? Which fast?" he demanded an answer. "Wo chodo na...bas ese hi" she tried changing the topic. She didn't want to tell him what exact reason was, behind her fasting. He narrowed his eyes at her. She avoided his eyes. It made him sure about she was hiding something from him. And for some unknown reason, he felt she was hiding something which he should know about. Before she could realise anything, he held her hand and placed it on his head making her eyes to go widen. "Ab batao...kis cheez ka fast hai?" he had made sure that she had no options of escaping from his question. She tried getting her hand off, but he held it for firmly letting her know, he was not going to leave the topic until and unless she answers him.
Swara looked around. He had left with no other option. Her hand was on his head. She could not lie now. "Actually..." she stuck on words. She didn't understand how to tell him. He became more curious. His all attention was on her.
"Okay fine...remember we went to one astrologer when we were in US?" she finally gave up seeing he was not going to leave the topic. He closed his eyes to remember about the incident she was speaking. He took no time to remember it. He strongly disliked such people who claimed to verdict someone's future. He never believed in such things. But Swara did. She forcefully took him to an astrologer. Sanskar stayed there not more than five minutes and even dragged Swara out of there.
"Haan. What about that?"He nodded at Swara but didn't understand how that thing and her fast were related.
She again roamed her gaze here and there. She feared for his reaction. She very well had idea how he was going to react after hearing her. "You remember, when you dragged me outside, I again went inside saying I had to pay him money?" she again asked him.
"Haan..."now Sanskar was getting some idea. It had started angering him. But he waited for Swara to complete.
"I lied to you. I had already paid him. I went inside to ask him about you and that time he told me, you have problems awaiting for you in your future and even some threat to your life...and he had told me if I fast on 8 th of every month...it will protect you. So I fast on every 8th since that time"she finally revealed her reason of fasting. It was him! It was him, she was fasting for. It was for his good!
He looked at her in absolute disbelief. He could not believe she actually did that thing on saying of that astrologer, just for him. He could not believe she loves him so much that she was fasting every month, just for him. She was very petite. He was well aware about her tender health. He knew she could not bear things, they affects her health badly. And today he saw it again. She had fainted because of that fasting but she never stopped doing it, just because of him, just for him. He wondered what had he done to deserve someone like her. Even after she was hurt, he told her that he loves someone else; she left him but did not stop fasting. Even when she was in pain, she could not stop doing it just because some astrologer had told her, it would protect him. Seriously? He felt nothing but extremely lucky at that point of time. Though he was against all this, but it would not affect how much she loved him.
He just kissed her hands, expressing his gratitude towards her. He knew she did this fasting this, just because she loves him, she could not see him in pain, she wanted to protect him. But he had to get her out of this. He even knew, he had to take it cautiously because she believes a lot in it. "Swara, I know you love me...more than anything else and cannot see me in pain...I know you want to keep every evil away from me...but Swara, jab tak tum mere sath ho, mujhe kuch nahi ho sakta...no problem can touch me...you don't need to do all this...I know you believe in all this but I believe in YOU...and thats it...I do not want you to fast anymore...It is affecting your health...and if you still keeps doing it then I will also do it with you. Is it okay with you?" he had very softly made her understand that if she continues to do it, he would do the same.
She felt so touched at that moment. Though, neither she was superstitious, but its just that she loved him to the extent, where she was ready to do anything for him, which would keep him happy, which would protect him from all the evils. She knew he would never like doing her that. Today, he had let her know that he loves her no less. Though he doesn't believe in all that, still if she doesn't stop, even he would start doing it with her. But she would never want him to do so.
"But Sanskar..." she tried saying something.
"Shh"he stopped her from saying further, keeping his finger on her lips. He nodded his head negatively asking her not to say what she was going to.
"Mujhe kuch nahi hoga...tum mere sath ho na?" he said what she was fearing inside from. She nodded her head positively. "Bas to phir..." he assured her.
She threw herself in his embrace, seeking that love, attention and protection for which she was longing from past one year. He smiled at his innocent lady love before he put his arms around her. She felt complete at that moment and so as he. He knew, she loved being in his arms. After one whole year, they were together, like how they always wanted to be.
"Come with me"he said getting out of the hug and down the bed as he pulled her too. She looked at him in confusion, in a questioning mode. His that one charming smile, came over his lips, which was disappeared a year back when she disappeared from his life. He didn't say anything but just walked out of room with her. She did let him do what he was doing.
He took her to the hall, where everyone from both of their families was sitting. Almost everyone stood up on their entry. Except Swara's mom, almost everyone stared at them, very weirdly. Sanskar brought Swara in centre among all. He himself sat on his knees in front of her. Taking out a beautiful platinum ring from his pocket, he forwarded his hand in front of her and said nothing but, "Will you marry me?"
They both had confessed just some time before. They both knew they love each other. Words were never medium for expressing their love. They never needed them. He did not say much but just asked her for marriage. She could not be happy more. That was the happiest moment of her life when the one she loved the most, the one she wanted to be with always, was asking her to spend her rest of the life with him. Nothing can be more beautiful than that moment.
She looked around, at their families. Everyone was smiling. She saw satisfaction and happiness on faces of their families. She looked back to him. Her soft smile was turning into wide grin and on the other side seeing her so ecstatic, his heart warmed up. "Yes" she accepted his proposal, forwarding her hand to him. He slid the ring in her finger and clapping sound of everyone brought the two lost souls in each other's eyes to earth. Getting up, he ran his fingers through his hairs in embarrassment. Swara ran to her mom, hiding her shyness in her Sharmishtha's embrace.
And happily ever after
Aaye Ho Meri Zindagi Me Tum Bahar Banke
Mere Dil Me Yuhi Rehna Tum Pyar Pyar Banke
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Hey guys, no no...please don't think I have lost it😆 I am yet sane😉
I just don't know how am I feeling...definitely not good with the fact that I will be soon leaving you all😭😭😭
This is something I penned down today...I am still wondering how I completed this today...but couldnt resist doing it
This is my last work here...I will complete my both ongoing stories before this Sunday and I wont be here from monday...
I am so gonna miss you all...so this is just a gift from me to you all for being as amazing as you have been towards me and my works...
Would greatly appreciate if everyone who read and liked this could put some words for this as I won't be irritating you guys after this...
Love
-Harshada
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