As an elder, i feel like entering the idiot box and giving her two tight slaps.. and shake the hell out of her obsession for prime place in Dev's life.. You are his mother, damn it, not his bloody wife!!! He adores you for all the hard work that you have done for him / sacrifices in the past, not to give him love and pleasure!! stop living this life of illusion and do take those sleeping tablets in ample measure.. tonight. Yes, you are a terrible mother because you have forgotten that you are a mother and think that you are a wife!!