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*CHAKOR P.O.V*
I sat at the edge of the bed in the room washed in darkness. The darkness mirrored my life. Disgust, hate,confusion rose within me. A sense of fatigue overpowered due to the excess amount of crying my duppata was a wet mess. Flashes of Suraj forcing himself onto me played like a movie, my breath hitched almost so that I nearly stopped breathing. I rushed into the bathroom and tried to wash away the feeling of disgust that ran in my body. Cold water ran over me as I turned the shower on. I rubbed my body once, twice, thrice until I lost count I don't know how long I've tried but I finally gave up and fell on the ground. The water still ran over me but I felt numb. I didn't know what to do or feel should I cry or laugh at my pathetic condition, Shout or stay quiet about what I'm going through,should I curse or be patient with my fate. I've heard that time heals all wounds, but will mine ever heal? Or will it remain as fresh and raw? Will i ever be able to move on? A million questions bubbled in my mind. I needed peace but it seemed unreachable even hoping for basic happiness felt unrealistic. I hoped, prayed, and cried sitting on the cold tiled ground hoping atleast someday I'd be able to feel safe and sound.
*SURAJ P.O.V*
I gulped down another shot. My anger has always destroyed me and the people around me. Anger, a feeling I had no control over. Each time anger ruled over me I turned into a destructive monster. Today my conscience knew very well that I went over board in the name of revenge. I felt sick of myself trying to force myself onto her I truly was the cold hearted monster created to destroy the beautiful of all creations. Chakor was beautiful, she was brave but today she was a lost warrior cursing her fate all thanks to my skill of being abke to inflict pain to people. I just wanted to threaten her but things went out of control it took a turn I didn't expect my hatred and anger blinded me. I took in another shot and another and another trying to wash away the guilt. I felt inhuman if I could only turn back time I'd make it all right but time obviously did wait for no man. I chuckled at my cursedself, I carried the soul of a burden. I have to apologize but I know she'd never accept it and that's understandable what else can I expect I've broken her, wounded her and dumped her. I promised myself that I'll unbreak her, treat her wound and make her stronger than she's ever been. Maybe this time it was the monster that had to heal the angel.
The end.
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With lots of love Maryam.
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