ISHRA TS: JOURNEY OF LOVE ..shot 9 on pg70 updated on NOV 5 - Page 38

Raman cant believe that Ishu tried to seduce him. This caant happen. When he innititaed 2 days ago, she was mad at him and even injured him but today she just seduce him. Oh my god!! Did she feel something about him too??? I haven't want any woman in my life so much. It feel like he was in cloud nine when she is so close to me. he have to do so many things to her but then he controlled himself. Mihir had strictly warn me to not to do any sexual thing with her yesterday. he knows that Mihir was protective of her, any brother would have done same thing. he don't want to take advantage of her but he have his own needs too.

He just imagine as how ishu straddled his lap last night, pushing her core again against his hard member...it felt so good. He looked down, urgh great. Just thinking about it makes him go hard. He need a cold shower again. He glanced at Ishu one more time, she looks so peaceful while sleeping. He guess, he should go and take one cold shower quickly.

When he came back, he saw her stirring in her sleep. He knows that she is soon going to wake up now. He throw on his jeans and shirt and sat next to her on the bed. He can see her peeking through her eyelashes. He smiled, ohh shit! She must be embarrassed about last night, he better say something.

"Ishu, I know your awake... about last night..." he started when Ishu's eyes shot open and her light brown eyes locked with his... he get lost in them every single time. he shook his head to fall out of her trance. he shut his eyes tight and reopen them to find ishu having tears running down her cheeks. he feel saddened. he reach his hand out and cup her face, he use his thumb to wipe away the tears.

"Don't cry ishu, I am not mad about last night. I wasn't expecting anything like that to happen, I don't hold anything against you, you were drunk."He told he softly. Ishu cocked her head to the side, she was probably surprised he was not pissed, he have been treating her strangely. he just want to be cautious with her. he don't wanted any sexual tension between them. He wanted to be her friend whom she can open up to . he look down at his lap. ishu bursts into fits of laughter, he snapped his head up to see her smiling widely

"I didn't expect you to be mad, most guys like it when I 'seduce' them. I was just nervous you would... be more strange around me then you already are." She shrugged. She has noticed the way he act.

I groaned possessively. Not liking that she has seduced other men. His eyes were red shot due to anger and he saw the worry and fright in her eyes, she was clinged for her dear life on him. No one can touch her, she was his. he flip her around so that he was laying on top of her on the bed. Last night he shoes off because he thought she would be uncomfortable.

. "You cant seduce any other guy but ME" he half yelled at her.

She got scared, Damn!! He was so possessive of her even she cant get why...ignoring his thoughts he bit back him

"I can do whatever I want mister. You don't control my life. Its my life. I can seduce anyone or have sex with anyone I want." He yelled at her

Just imagining seducing and having sex with anyone just put his rage on fire. He tighten his holds on her hands and yelled each of clearly

"You .are .Mine. DOT. No one..I repeat No one can touch you or have sex with you except me"

His hips push her legs apart and his put my hardness against her core. he heared her breathing quicken and he also heared her throaty moan. he unzip his pants so his erect is poking through his briefs. He push her hardness against the wet pool in her panties.

he groan at the feel of her. "We shouldn't be doing this" He moaned.

"Don't stop..." she moaned

He push with much more force then last time into her core, her moans make him even harder, if that was possible. he push again and he have finally lost control. But he cant do that to her. she was virgin and he don't her to be one of his flings. He don't want this to be only sex but wanted to make love to her. He Zipped his pants

"I am sorry..we cant do this..."he said and I was going out

"you are rejecting me again like you rejected me last night. Huh?? That's why first you seduced me and then you promised Mihir that you wont do anything sexual with me. Not only this I saw you kissing that naked girl yesterday in the party. I just don't get you. At one time you are saying that I cant do what I want, I should do everything with you only and at other hand you are having flings and promising my brother not to do anything sexual to me" she half yelled at her. he was such a complicated man she had ever seen in her life.

"Its not like that.." he started but she cut his sentence in mid

"don't tell me its not truth. You just wanted to make me open up to you. Tell me had you made any bet with anyone or my brother is paying you to do these things.., who the hell are you? Why do you care so much huh??? Sorry I should correct my sentence you care for one time, you told me you like me but you were having your fling with deffirent girl in th e party.., what the hell do you think you are to me???? She just shouted at him pouring her heart to him.

She was crying now heavily with her head in her hands.

Raman now understand that she was seducing him to prove herself. She was jealous of that women but he know he has just kissed her hand as he was greeting her like a gentleman and she had offered to dance with him. He said no to her but she dragged him on the floor hence he had to stay their for a minute because she was member of the shoot. She belonged to management unit. So this was all because of the jealousy because she had some feeling for him too... he was happy to know that she wanted to claim him, she have some feeling for him, but when he saw her crying, she was sad again because he never want to make her cry ever...

He went towards her and put her in his lap and gently rocked her

"hey sweetheart I just kissed her hand as a gentleman, I haven't had sex with anyone at the party I swear" he told her in a calm voice by drawing circles on her back and rocking her back and forth...

"no..even you would leave me one day. If I wont be better in the bed you will me. Everyone leave me. My parents, my sister, friends, everyone...all leaved me alone and now you will leave me too. He said in a baby voice.

"No princess, I wont leave you ever. And who told you that you are alone???huh?? you have so protective and carrying brother like Mihir and caring and loving friend like Mihika, even I an Nishu both are their for you. I said her . he was rubbing her back continuously as she was sobbing in his chest

"No..i don't wanted to be third wheel in them, they have their life ahead. I had to achieve what I want too. i don't want them to worry about me. They had done a lot for me."

"Its okay. I am always there for you I promise I wont leave you ever." He said promising her. they were sitting like that for almost 10 minutes. A complete silence was there but it was peaceful.

"we have to go for sight seeing today. Go and take a shower. Till then I will order our breakfast. We will take this slow okay?" he asked her or soothed her by taking his head in his hands.

She just nodded at him and then they parted their ways. Nothing was awkward between them ever. He also wanted a cold shower now but he control himself and went downstairs to order their breakfast.

A/N: Hope u like the update...finally the differences are clear. What do you think, what will happen next? Will Raman be able to get more close to her close enough for her to trust him and tell her past to him?? if the answer is yes then the question is how? what is her past though that she is so insecure about herself? Is this a week ishita inside with strong outside...???

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