Wine Shot - Baby I'd love you to want me

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When I saw you standing there
I about fell off my chair
When you moved your mouth to speak
I felt the blood go to my feet
Now it took some time for me to know
What you tried so not to show
Something in my soul just cried
I see the want in your blue eyes
Baby, I'd love you to want me
The way that I want you, the way that it should be
Baby, you'd love me to want you
The way that I want to if you'd only let it be

hola my lovelies ...

Tonite please bear with me .. this is not going to be a pure analysis post ... but an ode to love ... the love which is almost pure in its portrayal ...

With a trembling hand ... but a firm resolve in his heart he scribbled out lines on a sheet of paper ... the emotions pouring out in those simple words were to big for a mere teenager ... but the words were pithy compared to the huge maelstrom of emotions which were swirling in his heart ...
At the end of his outpour .. he asked a very simple question ... Is this love ???? a rhetoric cause his fate was sealed the moment he articulated the word ... LOVE

Yes it was love ... love when the meaning of the word was not clear .. love when the deep emotion behind those words were not understood ... love when the commitment of those words was not deciphered... love when the feeling of peace behind the word was not felt ... love when the feeling of belonging was not held ... love when the power behind those words was not witnessed ...but it was love ... because he could not help love ...he could not help love her ... cause simply she was the other half of his whole ... she was his soulmate .. the one who destiny had fated to be HIS ...

A few tumbles & rocky journeys passed ... with the new word in his heart ... MOVED ON ...a mask he wore ... to quiet the war between the heart & mind .. he had thought he had succeeded ...he had thought he had conquered the weak debilating emotion .. an emotion which had the power to hurt ... an emotion which had the power to change the course of his destiny ... an emotion which made him WANT & NEED ...

But, All it took was a glimpse of her back in a dark evening ... a small trinklet of hers in his palm ... & the emotion which was like a volcano bubbling just below the surface of his heart ... came gushing out ... but he fought .. like a drowning man clings to a meagre lifeline he clung to MOVED ON ... a litany he kept repeating to himself ... to her ... so that he could believe in it ... he fought himself .. he fought her ... he fought destiny ... but he failed ... he failed to the small word he had written on a sheet of paper a decade ago ... LOVE ...

Then one day tired of fighting this huge tsunami of emotions he gave in ... he saw her trust .. he saw her belief .. he saw her absolute faith in him ... & he crumbled ...the mask lay on the middle of the road abandoned ... like he had obliterated the feelings of love from his mind & heart ..this time he obliterated the fear ... the fear of indifference from his mind ... he let go of MOVED ON .. & peeped out ... with the letter in his hand ... and a rose in his palm .. he carried the feelings of pure innocent unfettered unadulterated INNOCENT love .. he came to her as a teenager ... obliterating the 10 years between them ...he was back to the boy wearing his heart on his sleeve ... wanting to ask a very simple question ... IS THIS LOVE??????

But there was a lesson waiting for him ... one could not turn back time ... he could not go back & rewind ... because the past was not ready to be faced ... the past was not ready to be laid to rest .. the past carried the weight of destroying love ... the past had the power to SEPARATE ... & it did that ... it broke the fragile hope ... it devastated the sliver of emotion ... it killed the innocent rose ...

Once again he stood alone on the middle of the road .. while she looked on ... once again he turned the car around & drove away ... the letter forgotten between pages of a long forgotten book ... a book of crosswords ... ironic .. a jumble of letters which one had to bring together to form a word ... just like his life .. it was a jumble of emotions which the mind had squandered & the heart would need to put them in an order & make the one word stand ... LOVE ...

Then destiny played a sleight of hand ...& his love lay on the road .. a road on which he had left her abandoned ...he ran back to her ... to claim her .. to shelter her .. to hold her ...only to see.her face bore the colour of his innocent love ... rose ... his heart tore out of his chest just like the paper on which he had once written that letter tore from the book ... just like the letter which never met its destiny ... his love lay there bleeding ... far far away from destiny ...

He nurtured his love back to health ... obliterating every voice which shouted him to abandon ... he fought her .. he fought him .. he fought nature .. he fought destiny ... he changed the course of life ... he changed the course of nature .. he changed ... He had able help ... he had able guidance ... he had someone holding his hand guiding him through this arduous journey ... DESTINY ... the destiny of that letter .. which was not yet fulfilled ...

But even as he nurtured his love ... he held on to a sliver of his mask ... his safe place ... MOVED ON ... this time he did move on .. he left her once again .. but this time in a safe cocoon ... thinking this was destiny ... this was fate ... his destiny was to worship from afar ... cause his love his heart was making him choose ... the battle he waged with her sickness .. was also a battle he waged internally ... a battle of choice ... the choice only showed a dark tunnel ... one which travelling alone seemed nigh impossible ... so he walked away ... he walked towards the periphery .. peeping in .. happy to be able to glimpse his love occasionally ... he thought that was the fate of his LOVE ... always to be hidden between pages of jumbled letters ... never to be deciphered.

Then out of the darkness a voice called out to him ... amidst a downpour of jumbled thots came out one word CARE ... she cared ... it was the meagre lifeline his heart wanted to grab & come on board ...

He saw her sitting there ... a sweet smile gracing her face ... honesty shining out of her eyes ... words of a deep emotion pouring out of her mouth ... & destiny once again threw a lifeline... she threw a rope at him ... his love asked him not to choose but to accept ... accept that as he would do all in his power to nurture the love ... she would do all in her power to nurture him ... the heart which was gasping for that one drop of emotion .. was swamped wit the storm it was dealt wit ... out of the storm came the understanding ... came the courage .. came the belief .. came the certainness .. came the LOVE ...

He walked in the dead of night in the path of darkness to the one who helped frame his destiny ... he sat on the feet of the one who made him ...he thanked him for all that it had given him ... and said he would always nurture it & let it flourish ... but for him to flourish ... he needed the manna of LOVE ... He needed to embrace love ... he needed to fulfil his DESTINY ... destiny which was LOVE ... a destiny which was SUMAN TEWARI ... the woman he loved since when he was but a boy...

i don't want to write more on this post ... but please feel free to discuss any part or the episode ...
This is a a humble ode to the brilliance of the writer ... & a dedication to them ... take a bow guys .. But i would be remiss in not mentioning the one who took this tale & brought it to life .. the male lead .. Shravan Malhotra .. the war of heart & mind he mouthed many episodes back .. he showed it to us clearly thru is very expressive eyes ... take a bow Boy ...










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Posted: 9 years ago
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Red🤗

A cracker of a post. You have explained it so well... I really do not think one can add more to it...

And J also has beaten me to it with her super prcis, grrr😡... Add to that she has updated sooner than me...(someone gnashing her teeth😆)

Rekha, has already entered the lyrical world of Christiana Rossetti...phew

What now for me...😕

Well, yesterday's ambience, atmosphere was another key persona to this love drama being enacted by these characters. Rain, the sign of romance, of spring, of a time when the earth is reborn again and life is rejuvenated to its pristine glory was beautifully enacted in the first scene with Sumo and Shravan. Over a cup of coffee.. she told of her initial misgivings and her final realization that Shravan cant mete out a wrong to her. In saying so, she opened up her own case that if he cant do a wrong to her ..why does he believe she can do so? Sumo's dialogues could be far more understood in the reactions which were being etched on Shravan... his feelings of helplessness, sense of wonder and finally, bright smile figured forth in a quiet question so is the coffee session and your talk over? I found that beautiful... he letting himself to be the bystander (and yet wanting more😉) and follow Sumo's narrative... letting her pay the bill. Not because he couldn't do so but today was her day to make it count, her honesty shone through as light...And he soaked in her honesty and her love. And, when she said that she would wait for the day when he tells his narrative over a cup of coffee ...that was sublime. ❤️Love is not a matter of upmanship as to who controls the narrative but is a text which offers multifarious possibilities, a fact which was conveniently forgotten by Ram and also Niru. Ram accepted her money till the time he was not earning... there was question of a choice... but, the day his coffers started filling... he asked his wife to back off. And the chance of an option being postulated as itself erased. Here, Shravan and Sumo learns to value each other's narrative...because... love like rain washes off ill-feelings and clears misunderstandings. Rain leads to rebirth after waste and destruction... And options are offered... friendship or rishta both offered... the choices plenty.. ..Her trust, her love, her feelings as omnipresent but never forced... like his love, which has transcended time and difficult circumstances...not imposed...but, offered as a possibility...One can draw again.. eyes closed, with entwined hands

As much as the lead characters soaked in the beauty and delight of the downpour... and enjoyed the scene without any dialogues ... eagerly waiting to create new patterns in their lives... Shravan decided to reveal the truth to his father. That the scene was immensely powerful is an understatement... what it did was bring out a quality as to what is so special about SM, the man Sumo loves😃

The man who had once stated as a gawky, scrawny teenager... Is this love? A question which could be attributed to his age, lack of knowledge and also to his lack of belief in himself... went on to express his love to his father...As if it could not be restrained or locked up any further. If a Jairaaj was required to let him pose the question "Why Is It Still There?" yesterday... it was WHY IT HAD TO BE THERE...❤️

His love... which he explained with a quiver, evocative of a raging storm outside, crashed against the exteriors of his personality. The die was cast and the mask was peeled off and he sitting humbly before his father... confessed that he has lost a battle to his heart... and that too a long time back. The honesty, the sincerity of this scene just blew me away... he knew his love will not abandon him.. so much so, that he was willing to negate the presence of Nirmala Ahuja as a mere opinion. 😳I had mentioned few days back that this show is unique in presenting many truths, perspectives where all have a say and do matter in their little ways. One can go back to Shravan and Pushkar's scene during the Chachi -London drama. Pushkar upheld one essential truth while Shravan was willing to pay cognizance to several possibilities... as the opposite of Truth is not often the untruth...

Yet, as always there is a Truth we all aspire, we all reach out to, we potentially want to recreate in our world. And Shravan in exercising his choice to uphold truth as represented by Sumo and Ram.. still ...caught hold of an essential, Absolute Truth... Love.🤗

Love, as Sumo explained in her ramble, means to care, to cherish every moment, to luxuriate in the presence of the other... love which means the other shall not fail and in so doing.. he/she will not fail. It was as if Shravan Malhotra was again standing on the ledge with Sumo tightly held in his arms... Love meant hope which flutters and continues to do so, Love meant belief in the other which invariably spelled as a belief in oneself, Love meant trust where even before the question is posed.. the answer is known merely over a cup of coffee, Love meant trust ...to follow the tight course...

Love "tis true as light"...that this scene expressed... one which had the capability to not to negate or erase out previous relationship as signifying them as lesser truth or a lie. But, love as light, as a truth leads to the drawing of a new pattern (as of now on the window sill). But, a pattern which is not entirely new but, one which makes both the past and the present come together...make the mind and the heart to sync together. Love which like the rain soothes, comforts and brings forth new saplings was mirrored in both Shravan and Sumo. Both had healed and stood coloured in golden hues... luminiscient...

Ram had said to Chachi, his son will not renege on his promise... he didn't...and neither did Sumo...

He might have been sitting at his father's feet... yet he stood tall. 🤗Chachi thought her game would lead to SS coming together and Ram offended... little did she knew that where there is Love, there is light and one which pierces the darkness...it illuminates. Likewise, Shravan punctured the darkness of Ram and Chachi...to posit a beauty of light ... of a truth that creates new configurations amidst the certainties of old. Rains for few people is also, however, the season when the dust and the grime bother like hell, when floods could torment, when the raging thunderstorms lead to more darkness.. one which was pictured in the conundrum of a la Ram and Chachi shall face its potency today...😆😉

Henry David Thoreau wrote:

A man may love the truth and practise it,

Beauty he may admire,

And goodness not omit,

As much as may befit

To reverence.
But only when these three together meet,

As they always incline,

And make one soul the seat,

And favorite retreat,

Of loveliness;

When under kindred shape, like loves and hates

And a kindred nature,

Proclaim us to be mates,

Exposed to equal fates

Eternally;

. . .

In such case only doth man fully prove

Fully as man can do,

What power there is in Love

His inmost soul to move

Resistlessly.


Today all beauty, goodness and truth in the form of light shone in the persona of Shravan Malhotra, who emerged as the man...the queen bee of the school once fell in love with and continues to do so


Red... your post was a masterpiece🤗

So also, of someone called J 😃😉

Rekha was poetic...❤️

Edited by indranigupta - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Wonderful post Red.

I hope Sumo's love also will be revealed in the coming days.

For Shravan love is all about faith and trust. The first time he saw implicit trust for him (in her eyes and words) was when she stood on the terrace. He was ready to propose to her the next day. Without discussing with Ramnath. Because at that time there was no hatred between Ramnath and Sumo.

The second time she expressed faith in him he goes straight to Ramnath. It is an ode to the trust Ramnath has on his son. Shravan who values trust most will never go against his father's wishes and propose to Sumo. The very basic character trait will be lost then. Such a beautiful direction and script.

One relation cannot be built by breaking other equally important relations.

Did you guys notice that Sumo said Hamara Rishta after Hamari Dosti ? Gave great hopes to our lover boy.

I had written to you guys two days back the following. It is probably coming together now 😆

Her wish His command

She wished to clear her mother's name.
He made it happen.

She wished to spend an entire day with him.
He made it happen by hurting himself.

She wished that somebody will push her in the swing.
He made it happen.

She wished to have a dinner date
He made it happen.

She wished to find a place for PCT
Her made it happen by opening her eyes

She wished to paint her dream
He made it happen holding her hand

She wished to cook again
He made it happen

::::

She has to now wish for them to be a couple
He will make it happen

Edited by JJKKL - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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thanks was waiting for a post from u lovely read
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Red i feel like I am reading ur post after ages ..so welcome back 🤗 .
Brilliant as always 👏
Great wine shot superb u are simply awesome ⭐️
Thank you 😛
Waiting for indrani, JJKL and sanfan for analysis
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Posted: 9 years ago
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RES

Had to quote Christina Rosetti today after your post...also for the next half of this love journey that you Red so know will unravel...😉



I loved you first: but afterwards your love
Outsoaring mine, sang such a loftier song
As drowned the friendly cooings of my dove.
Which owes the other most? my love was long,
And yours one moment seemed to wax more strong;
I loved and guessed at you, you construed me
And loved me for what might or might not be -
Nay, weights and measures do us both a wrong.
For verily love knows not mine' or thine;'
With separate I' and thou' free love has done,
For one is both and both are one in love:
Rich love knows nought of thine that is not mine;'
Both have the strength and both the length thereof,
Both of us, of the love which makes us one.


EK DUJE KE VAASTE

Will come back to do a detailed post...
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Res!!
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Damn Red!
You moved me to tears!
This was so heart wrenching.
It was one thing to see Shravan Malhotra torn between the two people that meant the world to him and it was another to read the pain he went through. You have out done yourself...

It's been a while you have written, but if this is how you make up for it, take a bow!
I don't have anything else to add save, your ode touched the heart!
Left me wanting more..
I hope you write today, tomorrow and after each episode!
🤗
Edited by orion23 - 9 years ago
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Res... almost missed this! Was expecting you to post today and you did too 😆

Yesterdays episode was a class apart. So beautifully directed and enacted.

They, could see each others intentions and appreciate it too. Everything was cleared out. Sumo communicated beautifully and Shravan showed by his deeds how much he loved her by being by her side at all the times, she needed him.

Sumo is breaking all the ties that tie Shravan with Ramu. So much so that Shravan meets and spends some happy moments with Sumo inspite of his promise to his dad, without a thought about those promises.

Ramu is shaken by this very fact! Shravan through out his conversation with Ramu tells tells him that he is important to him and if he so wishes he 'MAY' leave Sumo.

The 'MAY' becomes a 'WILL' only towards the end. But will Shravan seriously be able to stay away from Sumo? I think not!

Shravan is connected by invisible strings to her... one small pull and he would be by her side. If you noticed, Shravan could not take Ramu saying anything wrong about Sumo. For the first time, here is the man who always says 'Papa I will do this', 'Papa I will do that' but the minute Ramu says a word about Sumo, jumps to her defense, even with the Nirmala matter. Looks like Nirmala hatred towards nirmala is already getting neutralized.

As for Shravan realizing Sumo loves him... I think it is open for anyone to see. She was there when his father's accident happened. She put up with him when he was blowing hot and cold. She staked everything to help him overcome his past by bringing Nirmala. When he was angry with her she sat waiting for him in his office for 2 days. And the famous conference room scene... where Sumo says that she would wait for him however long it takes. Finally, yesterday she says their 'Relationship'.

Ramu knows that there is no way to separate Shravan from Sumo. So he is going to try to get Sumo to move away. The question now is... would Shravan really let her get away? I guess that is anyone's guess.

I would love to see Shravan wooing her... 😃 Would really be amazing to see what really happens. And we have our Kameeney the Cupid with us to help these two too.



Edited by poppinss - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: sanfan

RES

Had to quote Christina Rosetti today after your post...also for the next half of this love journey that you Red so know will unravel...😉



I loved you first: but afterwards your love
Outsoaring mine, sang such a loftier song
As drowned the friendly cooings of my dove.
Which owes the other most? my love was long,
And yours one moment seemed to wax more strong;
I loved and guessed at you, you construed me
And loved me for what might or might not be -
Nay, weights and measures do us both a wrong.
For verily love knows not mine' or thine;'
With separate I' and thou' free love has done,
For one is both and both are one in love:
Rich love knows nought of thine that is not mine;'
Both have the strength and both the length thereof,
Both of us, of the love which makes us one.


EK DUJE KE VAASTE

Will come back to do a detailed post...



Lol reks .. u know me to well now ...

Yep will do a Sumo one soon ... when lil daughter permits me to pen ..

heres the sneak peak into it .. the title

The boy i cherished The man i love ...😆


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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: sravya

Red i feel like I am reading ur post after ages ..so welcome back 🤗 .

Brilliant as always 👏
Great wine shot superb u are simply awesome ⭐️
Thank you 😛
Waiting for indrani, JJKL and sanfan for analysis



Awww thank u Sravya ...

i discuss this show so much with the "intellectually mad 3" that i forget to post simply coz i feel all talked out ...

will try to be more regular from now on

BTW thank u ... i am super touched by ur poll & all the people who like my analysis

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