ArShi FF : UNSPOKEN LOVE #4 (Ch 46 - Pg 121) Link to Thread 5 given - Page 34

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Unspoken Love

Chapter 41

Khushi couldn't understand Arnav's behaviour. She wondered what the reason for his strange actions was. She hurried to the car as she heard the ignition of the engine. She quickly opened the door and sat in. She looked at Arnav but he just looked ahead and drove on. Not once did he look at her. Khushi could see that he was angry for some reason, but why? Was he angry because she laughed at him while paying for the tea? No, he was not so childish to be angry for such small a reason. Khushi was perplexed at his sudden change of moods. She tried to make the environment lighter by trying to bring out some topics to speak on, but Arnav did not seem to like that for he ignored her completely. And when she did not stop, he scolded her telling her to keep quiet. Now Khushi dared not speak a word till they reached her place. She got down and before she turned to say 'bye', Arnav was off with his car. Khushi stood there in rain looking at the car moving away till it disappeared around the corner. Garima called out to Khushi seeing her drenched. Khushi's eyes watered for some reason as she went in, but the tears went unnoticed in the pouring rain.

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Arnav reached home and directly went to his room. Everyone could easily make out that his mood wasn't great. He locked himself into the room, and didn't come out even for dinner. He was awaited at the dining table by everyone. Ajinkya had returned after days from Mumbai after attending some business there, and everyone was glad to be dining together.

"Arnav hasn't come yet... Where is he?" asked Ajinkya looking around. Everyone exchanged glances.

Before anyone else could say anything, Lavanya spoke, "He is in his room... Wait I will call him right away!!" she said and excitedly went to his room before Payal could make up a reason to stop her.

Lavanya knocked on the door of Arnav's room calling out his name.

"Arnav!! What are you doing?!! Come, everyone is waiting for you downstairs!!"

There was no reply from Arnav. Lavanya knocked again repeating her words.

"I don't want to eat anything... You please go, Lavanya!" said Arnav.

"But Arnav, Papa has come and everyone is waiting to have dinner together...!!" said Lavanya, trying to convince Arnav to go with her.

"Sorry Lavanya," she heard Arnav's dull voice, "but I don't feel like coming... I am not quite feeling well... You all carry on.."

Lavanya now knew that Arnav wouldn't come and she went away not quite happy, wondering, "What has happened to him to be unwell so suddenly?"

No one knew the answer to this except Arnav, or he too was probably unaware of it!!

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Khushi changed her wet clothes and after partially drying her hair, joined her family for dinner. She made up some story supplementary to the truth to tell why she was late and why she was wet. Though she was there at the table, her mind was somewhere else. She was lost in her thoughts and had no attention in eating. And her parents and Dadi knew her well to understand this.

"Khushi? What happened? You are not eating properly dear..." said Dadi looking a bit worried.

Khushi smiled to clear everyone's concern and said, "Nothing at all Dadi... I am just too tired today... I need a good sleep...!!"

Saying so, she got up to leave for her room after washing her hands. The others decided to believe her and ignore their worries.

Khushi returned to her room and closed the door. She switched off the lights and lied down on her bed. But she was restless for some reason... she couldn't sleep. She sat up folding her legs and the memories of the day flashed in her mind as she recalled them closing her eyes... Shikha being fired, her last words to Khushi before she left, Arnav helping her to get the file, his not helping her, Arnav saving her from the auto-driver, the rain, the tea, the thudding of her heart when standing just a couple of inches away from Arnav... and then... then Arnav's words reverberated in her mind... Just stay away from me!!!... These words made Khushi suddenly open her eyes... she remembered how he had pushed her and walked away. Why did he behave so weirdly was not to be known... But those words of his had certainly hurt her... The pain had not vanquished yet... Why did he say that to her? Why so suddenly? Why so rudely? Why?... Tears welled in her eyes as she pulled her legs closer and embraced herself, trying to make herself comfortable... She tried to brush away those thoughts from her mind, but couldn't... She couldn't stop thinking that Arnav still hated her... She held herself tighter as tears rolled down her cheeks...

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Arnav sat on his bed, unable to sleep. He was uncomfortable due to his increasing closeness to Khushi.

"Why does her presence affect me so much?! Why is she in my thoughts all the time? Why do I care for her so much? Why do I worry when she doesn't pick up my call? Why do I fear when she is in danger? Why am I happy when she is around? Why am I so comfortable with her? Why do I trust her so much? Why do I so freely talk to her all that I had never said to anyone?" All these questions were making him restless. "This is not right!! This is just not right!! I can't do this!!" His heart was beating fast. He gulped down water from the glass kept on the side-table. He told himself to have control over his feelings... "I can't keep thinking of her all the time... I must stay away from her... I must not let her be in my thoughts all the time..."

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Arnav got up next morning to see Lavanya sitting ready on the sofa in the hall, yawning her sleep away. She did not notice his smile as she was trying her best to keep her eyes open.

"Good morning Lavanya!!" said Arnav.

Lavanya was wide awake now and stood up in response pretending to have slept very well. And it was indeed a very good morning for her that Arnav wished her so. She gladly greeted him in return and they went for their jog. Lavanya was not used to go long distances on feet and she naturally was tired after some time.

Arnav kept moving ahead with flashes of Khushi in his mind. Somewhere he feared of her moving away from him... He feared to lose the sight of those beautiful eyes of her... that glowing face, the long silky hair, her soothing words to make him understand life... He couldn't afford to lose all that... He was afraid he would miss it... afraid that he would miss her...

His link of thoughts was broken by Lavanya calling out to him breathlessly. He stopped and turned to see her resting on the road-side pavement, panting. She was tired and she requested him to wait for a while. He agreed and sat beside Lavanya. Lavanya began her non-stop chatter and showed no sign of stopping her immature childish talks. Arnav was amused to see that she could talk on any subject in this world, be it the price of the nail-polish used by Hariprakash's sister, or the signature of Riya's teacher, or the number of the car carrying the President of India, or Arnav's childhood habits or every other topic that can be thought of. Arnav had no interest at all in listening to her gossips. He was soon irritated and

Arnav cursed her in his mind. He regretted on bringing her with him for the morning jog. He was about to scold her with, "Oh please stop it!!" when he remembered all those times he had scolded Khushi in the similar manner. And then he suddenly realised that he had forgotten Khushi all this while. "Yes! I didn't think of Khushi... I was able to keep her out of my thoughts!!" he thought victoriously. And he then looked at Lavanya who still went on speaking of all irrelevant things. But he was not irritated any more, because she helped him forget Khushi... He thanked Lavanya in his thoughts, smiled at no one and suggested that they should return home now. She agreed and they jogged back to reach home.

As they were about to enter he home, Arnav stopped looking at Lavanya and said, "Thanks Lavanya!"

Lavanya was confused at this. "Thanks?! For what?" she asked.

He just smiled at her saying "Nothing!" and went in leaving Lavanya overjoyed.

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