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Hello friends I m back to bother you again .Actually I never thought that I will again write anything on current track but these CVS ,they always do blunders which I so wanted to correct. This is my take on the fact which CVS are totally ignoring .They are showing ishita happy with bhallas but never shown ishita POV so here it is in my words .
WITHOUT YOU
Bhallas has organised a get together party as Ruhi has come back and slowly she is accepting everybody in her life .she already had a lovely relationship with her dadu ,dadi ,simmi and Romi .The only persons whom she was angry was her parents and now she is melting towards them also .she has almost forgave raman but was still lil angry woth ishita .
All the family member along with iyers were having good time enjoying party except ishita .she was standing in the corner and was smiling witnessing the family moments with teary eyes .Till now she was holding the tears in her eyes nbut now it has become impossible to hold them .ishita gave a glance to the hall and assured that everybody is enjoying and they are not at all looking to her .After assuring that nobody is looking at her she Rand out from bhallas and entered iyer house .she sat on counch and started crying bitterly assuring that noone is looking at her .
She was crying and suddenly ishita noticed a hand on her shoulder ,ishira turned in a jiffy and found mihika standing behind her .she immediately wiped her tears and spoke sweetly" arey miku you here ,go and enjoy party ,I will be there soon .".
M- Akka don't try to fool me just tell me why are you here and moreover why are you crying .
I( again wiped her tears)- crying ,I m not crying ,something has gone in my eyes ...
She cannot complete her words and mihika stopped her in mid and spoke
" akka you very well know that these excuses are not going to work on me .now tell me why are you crying and why are you not in party .see everybody is enjoying with ruhi ,you should also go and enjoy your happiness .
Listening to this ishitas eyes brimmed with tears she spoke dejectedly "my happiness ,which happiness are you talking about miku .that is not mine ,I m not a part of this happiness ."
M- ( surprised)- what are you saying akka.This family is yours ,Raman jiju kids everything and everyone here is yours .
I- no miku ,no this all is not mine .I was living in this house only till ruhi comes and accept everyone .I only come here to give ruhi back to raman .Now she us back and my work is done ,now I have to go .I will ask Mani to book our tickets of tomorrow itself ,now this pain had become unbearable .miku bahut takleef ho rahi hai mijhe .
M- akka you are mad ,why are you doing this .you know everyone lives you and no happiness is complete without you .
I-( crying bitterly)- no miku ,the reason for all this happiness ,my rooh and my Raman ,they don't want me in their life .and I will not be able to bear if one more time they will say that they hate me .
M- akka please don't say this .you know you are their life .
I- not any more ,now they hate me and more over Raman has given this place to shagun .They had perfect fimily ,Raman shagun ,ruhi ,adi and pihu ,perfect family .see there is no space for me ,so its better I should leave .
M- akka how will you live ,if you will go from here .
I( without any expression)- jeena bhi kaun chahta hai ,I was dead on the very first day when I saw hatered in Raman's eyes .I was just breathing because I have to return the favour of Mani since he list his legs because of me .Now everything is done ,Ruhi is with Raman ,Raman has a perfect family ,Mani has recovered and can walk on his own legs ,here my works end .Now I should get going .
M( crying )- you always think about everybody's happiness ,what about you ,what about your happiness .
I( laughing sarcastly )- my happiness ,miku seems you forget ,I m infertile ,main baanjh hoon and I don't have rights to be happy .The happy days which I lived was my luck ,don't you remember how Raman told that I m worst that ste mother .yes miku I m worst my ruhi suffered a lot because of me .
M- but akka jiju still loves you a lot .
I( crying again )- no miku he don't live me anymore ,he only hates me and he was only tolerating me because he wanted ruhi back in his life ,you know na his children's are his life .
M- and you .
I- I m nothing but a bad omen who ruined his life .
Saying so ishita burst in tears .Mihika was trying but this time ishita was unstoppable,she also cried with her .This all was witnessed by a pair of eyes ,he was non other than Raman .Though he always says that he hate ishita but his eyes were always on her .The moment he saw that she was missing he came in search of her and listened all the sisters talk .Listening to ishita he cursed himself that his ishita ,love of his life is in somuch pain and the reason behind her pain noone but he himself is .Raman also cried knowing that ishita was hiding somuch pain in her heart which she was hiding behind her similing face .He promised himself that now he will place everything in place and will never let ishita suffer again .
That's all friends .Hope you like this .I only wanted to write ishita POV so there will not be any other part. Do hit like buttons and give your valuable comments .
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