Manan Lovestories ...Fs Sanam Ray.. Note on pg 143 - Page 72

Manik shook his head to and fro to gain his conscious back and then decided to read further.

Ayiyooo. Amma you know ajj tou yeh Fab 5 mujhe red handed pakar hi lete... u know na main to apney Manik ko chup chup k dekhti hoon... samne kaise jaon ... aur kya kahon os se... K Manik... I am Nandini jisey tum ne apni GF kaha tha...Na aaa...I don't think k osey yaad bhi hoga... (Jokingly) waise bhi Amma aisey secrectly kisi ko follow karne ka apna hi maza hota hai na ... Right...and 2ndly wo hamara colg villan osey pata chala k main Manik ya os k friends se milti hoon to... Wo tou jab mujhe dekhe ga alert ho jae ga... phir os k plans ... jo sub k sub evil hote haan un se kaise bachon gi main Manik ko...

Now Manik's Mind clicked on this GF thing... he thought... Main ne isey GF bola... kab?...is ne pahle bhi yeh likha na... and with this he slided back the screen towards 1^st entry...

After reading that agin... He came back to the same note...

Now he placed this Tab on bed and started thinking about this incident...

After recalling that time now he understood how and when she came in his life... and how after that day... She was protecting him from that evil harshad ...

Manik's POV

Oh God yeh itna kuch mere samne hota raha ... But main ne kabhi notice hi nahi kiya...But how can she love me like this... She even didn't meet me at that time... She never told us all this... We thought it was our luck which helps us to escape from those crucial times... but no... we are wrong ... Totally wrong...It was Nandini...She was the one ... Who saved us all time...Then how can she think about herself that she is a badluck ...Pagal hai yeh larki...

But Manik wo kidnapping and all... wo kya hai...

He again placed his eyes on tab to read further.

Ayiyooo yeh is jerk villion ki problem kya hai... mujhe pata karna hi hoga... kyo yeh har time mere Manik aur os k friends k peeche para rahta hai...Amma u know ajj o ski kya planning thi...he was planning to be friend with mukti and then used her for his ill motives... I heard his planning so I sent msg on Manik's number and told him that there is an emergency in Manik's house so they all left from there immediately... and before coming home I went at Manik's address and handed over a letter to his guard for Manik... Amma in that letter I wrote all about Harshad's Plan... I hope unhe wo letter time pe hi mil jae...

Manik eyes became wide when he read this entry... In frustration he pulled his hairs and said in anger

Harshaddd... Tu agar ajj zinda hota na to tujhe mein apney hatho se ajj ki ajj zinda garh deta... Tu itna cheap ... itna ghatiya soch sakta hai... I cant believe it...

Tu ne Mukti k bare mein yeh sub planning kiya...he felt a shiver in his body when a thought came in his mind that Agar aisa ho jata tou?... NOOO ( a loud sout came from his mouth) NEVER...(then his mind Stopped on Nandini's name and he thanked her from his heart to save mukti...)Thank you Nandini ...thank you for saving Mukti...she is like a sister to me... (tears came in his eyes and he in emotional state said) Thanks you... U don't know agar mukti k sath kuch ho jata to... To main kabhi khud ko maaf nahi kar pata...

After about 5 mints he controlled his emotional and after removing tears from his eyes he started reading further

Ayiyooo (blush blush) Manik kitna handsome and sexy lag raha tha ajj... Kaash main os k samne ja sakti ... Osey bata sakti k I love him very very very much.He is my Chocho candy, My sohna munda, My sweetpie...( Aaa I want to be with u but I cant)

Ahhh Ayiappa yeh app kya kar rahe ho... app kyo mere Manik aur os k friends ko safe nahi dekh sakte... Pahle Manik... Then Mukti... phir kuch time pahle Cabir ... Aur ab aliya...Ayiappa...No plzzz...plzzz aliya k sath kuch ghalat nahi hone dena...

Manik : Cabir... Matlab hum sub k sath jo jo kuch hoa os Jerk ki wajha se hoa...Harshaddd...tujhe itni asani se marna nahi chaheye...Nooo... Tu ne bht ghalat kiya... hum sub k sath... aur itni asani se tu chout gya... ( in frustration he threw his blanket on floor )... Aur Nandini...wo hum sub ko tujh se protect karti rahe wo bhi bina kuch kahe ...

Manik's POV

Oh God... Yeh sub... Mujhe ... Mujhe pahle kyo nahi pata laga...I knew k koi mujhe purey colg time mein follow karta tha... but I didn't knew that ... that she was Nandini ...she followed me to save me and my friends...She is our savior all that time... Kyo Nandini... kyo save karti rahe hamein... kyo nahi bataya kabhi... kyo kabhi samne nahi ayi... kyo?

After about 5 mints he thought to read further. But now he noticed that next entry date was after 1 month...

Ayiappa Thank you for saving me as well as for saving Fab 5...Ajj app meri help nahi karte to seriously main tou gayi thi...Pahle Manik... ... main os ka samna kaise karti...U know ajj 1^st time tha jab main ne osey itnaaa kareeb se feel kiya... os ne jab mujhe uthaya...I feel his touch even in my unconscious state...and when he was about to see my face... I thought ajj to main gayi...But thanks to u ayiappa... app ne mujhe bacha liya... then os harshad k logon ne jab mujhe hospital se kidnap kiya aur baad mein harshad that jerk ... how dare he said that... khobsorat chirya hai ... jo karna hai kar lo is k sath... Yuckkk... Ayiappa agar ajj mujhe kuch ho jata to...

Manik in austonished voice mumble: Whattt? Harshad k logon ne Nandini ko...hospital se kidnap kiya...? Bloody hell... How can he and his men touched My angle ... and how we didnt consider this point... Kya guzri ho gi os time Nandini pe...Ahhh yeh sub kyo hoa... kyo God...Nandini...( with horrified expression) isey agar kuch ho jata to...Nooo ... ( he like pleading prayed to her ayiappa)Nandini k ayiappa plz plz Nandini ko hamesha save rakhna... plzzz...He continued reading ...

Appa don't know y but jab se wo kidnapping wala incident hoa hai I am feeling that someone is following me...Appa now mujhe dar lag raha hai... abhi to main ne dobara colg jana bhi start nahi kiya...to phir yeh kon hai...Appa mujhe dar lag raha hai... plz wapis a jao app... plzzz I need your protective arms around me... plzzz hug me like u do in my childhood...plzzz

Now Manik noticed that again there was a long gap and the next note date was after 2 months...

Ayiappa... give me strength...i want to fight back with this...i am feeling very alone and helpless today...Amma Appa ki death k baad... Rishab hi to hai... I don't want to loose him... os k yeh attacks day by day increase ho rahe haan...Plzzz ayiappa help me...

Amma u know what today I am feeling like all those aunties who said I am very unlucky girl... I thought they were right...app dono mujhe chor k chale gaye... Colg mein jab main ne khush hona seekha to meri is bad luck ne unhe effect karna start kiya... and jab wo... Incident...jab un larkon ne dobara mujhe kidnap kar k rape karne ki koshish ki...wo drak room... Amma that incident shattered my confidence...my soul... even my mind... My mind is not working properly...App hi batao amma k main kya karo...

Manik stopped reading further and his eyes popped out on this news that those boys kidnapped her again ... and tried to rape... His mind stopped working after reading this word rape...He was feeling like burn those boys alive and buried them with his own hands...

Manik in shock : Nandini... Meri Nandini k sath... rape... who were those Bast****... I will kill them... I wouldn't leave them like this... No... No...

And in his rage he threw diffent things which were placed on sidetable of his bed...

Manik: No way I will not leave them... un ne Nandini k sath aisa karne ki koshish bhi kaise ki...Mujhe abhi Nandini se milna hai... os se pochna hai kon they wo...aur wo... wo thek hai na... ab osey tension lene ki zarorat nahi... I am there for her...

But his chain of thoughts broke with the knock on his bedroom door...

Cabir: Manik open the door... yeh awaz kaisi thi...?

Navya: Manik tum thek ho na?

Mukti: Manik bol na...

Dhruv: Buddy plz say something.

Manik takes a deep breath to calm his nerves and said in loud voice: I am fine ... kuch nahi hoa mujhe ... Wo ghalti se hath side table pe lag gya aur glass gir gya bus... tum log jao and don't take tension.

Gang members left from there having no other option...

Manik closed his eyes to control his anger ... then he decided to read all the notes 1^st.

So he placed his eyes again on that note

Os din Dr Aushotosh ne mujhe bacha liya... Nahi to...Appa I am loosing all my courage...U know na Amms se main kuch nahi bol sakti... She is already not feeling well... And ab to rishab bhi sahi nahi rahta... Chachi ne kitni baar mujhe pocha... But... I don't know y... I don't want to talk with her on this topic...app hi batao kya karon kis se baat karon main...

Manik in his heart unknowingly thanked Dr Aushutosh to save his angle.

Appa I got admission in my medical college today and all thanks to Dr Ausutosh... He is really a nice person...Appa I know k wo mujh se os incident k bare mein janna chahte haan... but main kaise bataon k wo boys os Harshad k bheje hoe hi they...agar unhon ne police ko involve kiya...to... to...wo Hrashad phir se kuch... Appa main nahi chahti k dobara se meri wajha se Manik kisi mushkil mein pare... is liye main ne decide kar liya hai... k main is bare mein kisi se baat nahi karon gi...

Manik:What... Sirf is liye k wo jerk phir se kuch na kare Nandini ne kisi se is bare mein baat nahi ki...Not Fair Doc... Not fair...

Amma u know ajj Manik ki pic aye hai newspaper mein wo last night k award function ki... Wo to pahle se bhi zyada handsome ho gya hai...I really wish k main osey dekh sakon dobara... but dar lagta hai... ... Nahi ... Mujhe ...mujhe aisa sochna bhi nahi chaheye... No... Mujhe Manik se nahi Milna...No...

Manik with teary eyes placed that Tab at one side and rested his head on headboard... He thought... Meri wajha se Nandini ki life kya se kya ban gayi... Wo Harshad o ski dushmani meray sath thi... Lykin os ne is dushmani me Nandu ka bohat nuksan pohanchaya na... Hamein to Nandini ne angle ban k bacha liya... but os ka kya... os ko hum mein se koi nahi bacah paya...Hamari wajha se os life itnaaa change ho gayi...itnaaa change k wo hum se dor ho gayi...aur agar abhi main aise bemar nahi hota...to hamein kabhi Nandini k bare mein pata nahi chalta...Nahi pata chalta k you are our angel in Disguise...

His chain of thoughts disturbed with the knock on his door... and a voice came...

Navya: Manik come for breakfast all are waiting for you...

Manik in surprise looked at time... and saw that it was already 8... and he spent whole his night awake while reading her life...

Manik placed her Tab under his pillow and left to freshen up...

He came out after 15 mints and moved out for breakfast...

On breakfast table all gang members with happing faces were busy in their gossip session... Manik was the one was not their fully... He was sitting there with them but neither eating nor listening to their buk buk... he was only thinking about all what he read ...

Navy observed his silence and she asked: Manik... Tum thek ho...? Kya hoa... kuch kha kyo nahi rahe...

But Manik was in his own land... Now others also observed this change and Cabir who was sitting next to him placed his hand on his shoulder...

Cabir: Manik( jerked him a lil)Manik... tu sun raha hai...

Manik came back to the world and looked at cabir's face... Cabir noticed his swell eyes and said jokingly: Kya hoa Manik ... Tujhe dekh k to lagta hai... Tu puri raat pani os long lost crush k bare mein sochta raha...Kahen wo crush Love main change to nahi ho gya raat bhar mein...

Others smile on this joke... but Manik whose mentle condition was not correct at that moment shouted on Cabir...

Manik in emotional state placed his hand on table with full force which caused loud voice: Shut up Cabir... Just shut up... With this he pushed his chair back and then he stands from his seat... before leaving from there he said:Har baat mazak nahi hoti... Samjhe...and with this he left from there...

Others mouth and eyes opened wide on this blast... they looked at each other and then babblers : Isey kya ho gya...

Manik came back in his room and in his rage started throwing things...

On other side when gang members heard this they at once ran towards Manik's room...

Cabir came in and hold Manik tightly who was about to throw the vase on mirror ... and Abhi pulled that vase from his hand...

They observed that he is in such a vulnerable condition but didn't knew Y...?

With their confused minds they tried to calm him down...

Cabir while holding him from back said: Manik... Kya ho gya hai tujhe... Tu ... tu aise kyo behave kar raha hai...

Mukti: Manik tu thek to hai na...kya hoa tujhe...

Dhruv: Buddy tell us na kya problem hai...

Aliya: Haan Mnaik tell us na agar koi problem hai to hum osey mil k solve Karen gey...

On aliya's words Manik's mind moved towards what Nandini did for them... so he blabbers in his vulnerable state: We cant do anything... we even didn't knew what she did for us...

Abhi in surprise asked: She did? Who Manik... tu kis k bare mein baat kar raha hai...?

Navya:Cabir Manik ko pahle bethne do... hum pani le k ate haan is k liye...

Navya came back and gave glass of water and handedover to Manik... Manik drink a lil bit and then cabir took that from his hand...

Manik sat on his bed and with lowered head tried to gather himself...

Where as all friends sat around him... and wait for him.

After sometime cabir asked again: Manik kuch to bol kya hoa...aur yeh abhi tu ne kya kaha... kis ne kya kiya hamare liye...dekh tu ab hame pareshan kar raha hai.

Dhruv: Buddy bata na kal jab hum doc ki taraf se ae tab se tu apney room me hai aur ab yeh anger... kya hoa hai tujhe...

Mukti doubtely asked: Manik... Kal doc ki Chachi ne kya kaha tujh se... tu ne hamein nahi bataya... aisa kya kaha chachi na?

But on all these question there was a complete silence from Manik's side...

Navya came forward and she sat on her feet infront of Manik and like a ture sis ... She placed her hand on Maniks and asked in concern: Manik... plz tell us... Aise chup rahne se kuch thek nahi hoga... Agar koi problem hogi to hum mil k os ka solution nikal sakte haan na... plzzz...

Manik looked in Navya's eyes and thought to share with them...

Aliya again asked: Mnaik plz tell us na kis ne kya kiya...aur tum itney sad kyo ho...

So he said: Nandini...(paused)

Cabir at once asked: Nandini... u mean Doc ... kya kiya os ne... Manik Bol na...

Mnaik looked towards his friends and then told them all what he read pervious night... and what chachi told him... except 2/3 thing which he don't want to disclose...

When he finished ... he saw others expression were same like his...

Girls have teary eyes and Boys they were also in emotional state...

Mukti said 1^st: Nandini did all this...

Aliya continued further: For you... for us...

Cabir: and she didn't came infront of us ... and

Dhruv: She even didn't mention that she saved us that time...

Abhi:haan aur abhi bhi jab wo yahan aye tab bhi os ne kuch nahi bol... infact os ko pata chal gya hoga k hum sub wapis a rahe haan so isi liye wo yahan se chali gayi...

Navya removed her tears and said in sad voice: But guys tum logon ko to bacha liya but os ka kya...itna kuch jo os ne bear kiya kya wo sirf crush ki basis pe tha... Hamein nahi lagta... She turned her face towards Manik and said: Manik I am sure k wo crush nahi love tha...

Manik wo already knew this didn't said anyword...

Mukti: But Navya agar wo Mnaik se pyaar karti thi to os ne batay kyo nahi...

Navya while guessing: May be wo dar gayi ho... Ya wo kisi ko batana hi na chahti ho...

Cabir like a tube light said in confused voice: But kyo nahi batana chati ho gi... tum ne suna nahi pyaar kiya to darna kya...

Navya while explaining Nandini's side : Cabir pyaar to Nandini ki side se tha na... I mean one way... Manik ne to kabhi osey dekha nahi tha os time... to ho skata hai k wo dar gayi ho k kahen manik osey dekhne k baad inkar na kar de... aur yeh bhi ho sakta hai na... k manik ko agar yeh sub pahle pata hota jo kuch nandini ne tum sub k liye kiya to Manik os k pyaar ko accept bhi kar leta... but is ki kya guarantee hai k wo pyaar hi hota...badla utarna nahi... I mean tab wo puri life ye sochti rahti k Manik ne yeh sub sirf oski favors ko return karne k liye kiya...

Manik in shock looked at her face... and then thought that Navya is right...jitna kuch os ne hamari wajha se saha hai os k baad wo yeh sub kuch soch sakti hai...

Mukti: But Navya ab bhi agar Mnaik dobara Nandini se milna chahe to tab bhi to yeh soch sakti hai...

Navya: Ya right mukti...

Cabir: hy girls stop stop... yeh sub to tab hoga na jab Manik os se milna chahe ga... agar yeh ab os k liye kuch feel karta hoga ... (now he turned towards Manik and asked) to bol Manik itna kuch janne k baad kya tere dil main kahen os k naam ki koi ghati bajti hai...

Manik with surprise looked at them...

Dhruv: Ya buddy as u said ... Nandini ne pahle hi bht suffer kiya so ab sub kuch soch samajh k karna ho ga... but agar tu os k bare mein kuch feel karta hai to?

Manik's mind stopped working so he said: Guys I don't know anything at this moment plz leave me alone for sometime...plzzz

All looked at him with surprise and then Navya with her eyes told them lets leave