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Hi Guys.I hope you read and enjoy my story.
We have our sweet Khushi and Selfish Handsome Arnav and thier funny sweet life,but If you don't love a little dark one,don't read this story,BUT I advice you to read it😉
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_Aman My Fashion week will show this week at any cost,UNDERSTOOD?
_But Sir...
_SHUT UP,YOU GET MONEY TO DO MY WORKS IN EVERYWAY
_Yes Sir,Sorry.
The call ended.With the ending call A little old man who was so sick fell on pool and strew dirty water on the tall man infront of him.
He raised and blocked his hands together
_Sorry My son..my ey...
_Just Close your mouth.
_my son you shouldn't talk to me like this,I'm eld...
Man came closer with anger face
_I don't need your advice gray.
_I should pay for dirty your coat
_Keep your money in your small packet...Do you know even caunting more than 4 zeros?
Oldman with teary eyes smiled
_No,My parents didn't let me go to school to work on farm and make this country than now Our youth make us proud,but I think I lost my life... God hel...
_Which God?That God which helped you to fall infront of my foot?
Old man's smile wided
_But...My Son...
_I'm not your son nor any one else.
_Sir...One day come that even one zero won't be important in your life.Nor this money nor power and any thing which you proud now.one day come that you should just fall infront of that God and pray to help you,that day you can't use your wealthy because that thing which make you pray is your only wealthy...
_Disgusting
The man pushed the old man and went to his car.
He picked his phone
_Yes Sir
_give my eastward farms back from this beggar people back.
_S..sir..they need...
_Just Do what I told you.
_Ye..yes sir.
I,Arnav Singh Raizada,am the richest tycoon of indian fashion.I'm not sure,but I think my age is 32 years old.Bussines is the only thing in my life which I pay my attention to.
Friend?..To hell anyone who wants come near me.
Family?..Oh Common,Nobody can love someone like that ...mmm..what do you call it?..Aha.yes..Mother..or Father...They dead,atleast for me.
God?..Don't tell me that you believe on God..This world made by Money,Power which I have.
my employes aren't my employes actually they're my slave.I can make anypeople as my slave,they just want money,I give to them,but they should pay for it.
See There is no God,otherwise Why do people should implore me?
Today is like other boring days.My daily works:Get up,Get ready,go office,have meeting,come back at home.Like Always.This is my Life.
***
It's 10:48 I reached my office.
_Aman come in my room
I sat on my seat when Aman
knocked the door.
Ah I didn't tell you about Aman,He's my assistant.All I know about him and that's important for me is this
_Comin.
_Hi sir.Today You've meeting with Mr Chopra at 11:30,at 1 pm meeting with Selax Company,Visiting Show station at 4:15 and Go party at 10.
_What The!!!What the hell is Party?
_Mmm...Sir actually That Party is from PrettBeaut Company,there will be nice models.
What a boring models.In my mind they're just some bitchs who just disgust me.
_Ok,you can go
_yes sir.
***
My boring day passed with 2 succeed bargains and talking to some bas***ds bussinesmans till now that I'm here
In this damnit party and bide all queasy looks.
Nice models?...Bony Girls...Offf ...Boring
The best work was make myself busy with drinks.
I was drinking and going near a seat when a small thing banged me and cause goblet heel on my coat.My white clothes got red.
I was too angry,I was sure that small damn thing was one of those idle models.
Before anyreaction from me,A soft sweet voice which made me calm cuddle my ears.
_Sorry...let me clean it.
I raised my head to see the possessor of that melodic voice.
With raising my eyes,my eyes cought just 2 lump round brown eyes,her lips which were Dark pink and a sweet smile on them what I felt on that time was just take them in my mouth and suck them.
With hearing that voice again I came back from my new stupid vagary.
_ Are you ok?
Her eyes was concern,for me.
Why am I happy for this concern for me?
Again her voice
_ Do you want help?
I opened my mouth,but there was no sound.
Oh damnit,where is my voice?
I touched my gullet.
I wanted my voice,but I couldn't speak.
Her eyes anguished more than.
I didn't want her in worry.
I wanted that smile on her lips which had disapeared.Where is it?
I tried,tried to make my voice back...I didn't want to worry her,but by coughing to get my voice back,Her lips pouted,but which I got from this worry made me happy,her touch,her hands on my back,on my chest,rubbing me to make me calm...That was not on my hand,but I kept coughing on,Fake coughing...
_Oh sorry..pls come...sit here.
I,Arnav Singh Raizada,Just Obeyed that little girl.
She made me sit on one of the sofa in the corner of dark club.I wasn't sure anybody can see us or not,but I wished I just can see that girl,hide her against all world,lock her with myself.
She was keeping rubbing my chest and back on and me?
I just continued to stare at her face,I didn't know what I want from that small cute face,I wondered to find somthing more beautiful,but Is there something more beatiful than those eyes?
_Sorry Mr...err ... Sir...If you're not okay let me call doctor.
Sir???!!!For the first time in my life this word was the Stupidest word in the world.
I didn't know what happend,but I felt her spaced between us,without my control my hands stoped her,my head shook as a sign of opposition.
She sat next to me
_ Let me go and find a doctor.
Again my head shook
_Okkk
Her voice was nervous.
_Are you ok now?
I just shook my head and with this tell her "yes".
But in reality No I was not good,I wasn't Arnav.
_ Mmm...I'll sit here for few minutes and then I'll go,just to be sure about your healty.
No I didn't want to let her leave.
I felt calm,I passed my calmest 15 minutes in my life and then she left,she told me she should go and I didn't do anything except let her go.
I,Arnav Singh Raizada,couldn't do anything.
I Just sat near her,stared at her,Without any word...
What a stupid man!!!
A week was passed after that night.
I made myself busy with my bussines..atleast I tried to do it...ok let me be honest...My mind was rounding only around her.Why should I say lie?Actually I searched for her whole of that week,but she had gone into the ground.
I couldn't sleep,I couldn't work I couldn't do anything.
I was sitting in my office,I tried to focus on my work,but again her thoughts,her dreams.
I was sure If I found her I would hit her hard that she took my life.
I was seeing her everywhere,in street,infront of my car,inside my car,next to me,in my office,even on my laptop screen.
That was enough,more than my tolerance.
I shut my laptop and shouted
_ Aman
He ran into my room
_ Yes sir
_ Find her
_ Sir I searched for her whole week,but th
_ Just Find her,find her today Aman...Just Find her
_ Sir I didn't see her,even didn't know her name,how can I find her,when you saw her yourself and now can't find her?
I can't remember before that Aman said s.th compeletly against of me,but infact I agreed with him.
I prefer to not say anything and sat on my seat
He came closer
_ But sir I have an idea...mmm Sir go to that club again.Tonight is Sunday like that night,maybe she come again.
He was right.I just nodded my head and he left.
I didn't tell anything about my feeling to Aman,I acted like that girl was one of my anger's victims.
Even I didn't know what was my feeling,I didn't know why I wanted to find her,maybe to find out what my feeling is.
I followed Aman's advice and went to that Club again.
1 hour passed,but I didn't find her,She was nowhere.
Damnit!!!
I found my way to leave hopelessly when My heart stoped and then my heart started beating fast..I felt my heart wanted to go out of my chest.
My ears didn't hear anything.
What happened to me?
This feeling...yeah...this the same feeling I had at that night.
I couldn't help but I turned and saw those eyes and that smile.
She was standing near a girl and talking to her.
My legs moved ahead.I looked at them...I couldn't control them,maybe I wanted them to go near her.
What Should I tell her?
Who am I?
Why am I here?
I didn't have any answer for my questions
No I should stop
No I can't stop
No I don't know her
No I should talk to her
No I..
No I..
No I.
STOP
STOP RIGHT NOW.
I can't bear this much.
I've never talked to my heart,I've never let it speak,but Now...
DamnIt Girl!!!This's your fault.
My heart wanted me to go and speak to her..About What?
My mind wanted me to stop and forget her..the only work which my mind couldn't do itself.
But I stopped,I was near her,but I turned back,not because I listened to my mind Nor I listened to my heart,I listened to myself,to both my mind and heart.
I should have knew where she was living.If I went and talked to her that time,after few minutes she would left and again remained me and her dreams.
So I just watched her from far,corner of the club.
After few minutes which passed for me as a year,she went out of the club and
again there was my legs that followed her.
I went every where she went,I stopped every time she stopped.
I just imitated her like a fool.
I,Arnav Singh Raizada,was become a slave,A slave of her.
I didn't know how much we walked,infact I didn't care...She stopped near a Jalebi Shop and bought some ones for herself,I was watching her when unlike my supposition she turned and got a jalebi near my face
_ Would you want one of them?
I was shocked...again my voice gone.
I just shook my head as a sign of opposition.
She turned back that jalebi and bite it herself.
With full mouth said:So why did you approached me in the club and then turned back?watched me in the club? And following me?
I stared at her.Damnit She knew All Of them.
Suddenly she started moving her hands,head,she was trying to inform me s.th which I coudn't understand.
Is she crazy?
Ofcourse Not,If there is a crazy here,it would be you Arnav Singh Raizada.
She seemed to beacome tired and with pouted face said:Offf,I don't know how to speak with you?Why don't you make a sound?I think you're mute,but you don't even shake your hands and head like me.
_mm...me...
Her eyes shined,slapdash she started jumping like a little girl.
_ You're not mute .That's great finaly you made a sound...
Like her sudden jump,she suddenly stoped
_ So now tell me Why are you following me?
_ Me...I...Nothing...
My mouth asked a question which I didn't know where it came from.
_ Why are you so sweet?
Her eyes wided
_ What?
Damnit Arnav,what did you ask?
Now what does she think about you?
Without saying anything I turned but again her voice made me shrivel in my place.
_Do you always come without saying Hello and leave without any Goodbye?
Why is this girl like a sudden heart attack?
I turned back and stared at her cute small mouth which was seeking the jalebi.
Why I want to kiss them?
_Heyyy...I'm talking to you...
_Mmm...Sorry bye.
What???!!!!!...Did I tell sorry???
_For what?
_What's for what?
_Why did you say sorry?
_ Fo..for ... I don't know...
_Good...I didn't think you say sorry for nothing,hmmm sorry.
_What?Why did you say sorry?
_Because I judged you without knowing you.
Like the first time she made me amazed how can she say sorry this easily?...that night that was my fault that we banged together,but she told me sorry.
_ Why do you say sorry for this small things?
She turned and started walking,but didn't leave my question without anwere.I followed her again.
_ Maybe you call them small,but Small or Big they're faults,so need Apologize...And you..why do you say sorry for nothing?
_I...I just..I didn't control my mouth when I told that world.
_Hmm...Ok...again you're following me.
_mm...yeah..
I tried to change the subject.
_How can you say sorry easily?
She turned to me.
_Do you want me to teach you?
I was confused.Why does she always shock me?
_Aaa..
She again turned and keep walking on
_ What does it take from me if I telk sorry?What does it come different?Tell sorry to world and
watch that nothing changed,but just try to understand your feelings,you feel happy,you feel calm and that's the point.
She was strange,like she came from another world.I've never seen someone like her
Is she spatial?
I shook my head and came to reality.
_Are you Ok?
_Y..yesss.
_Hmm..Good.
She was near to turn,but stoped and faced me again
_ Do you want to follow me again?
I was speechless
What Should I say?
In fact yes I want,but what do you think about me girl?...Girl???...Is it your name?...No Ofcourse not.
Again my mouth opened without my permission
_What's your name?
_Is it your habbit that you answer a question with another question?.
I opened my mouth,but she cut me and forward her hand for shaking
_Anyway...I'm Khushi...Khushi Fernandez.
She was nonstop jumping and talking excited
_You have wonder about my Sure name,right?...actully I'm not indian,I'm Philippian...So now you're wonder about my name,right?...My Mom had a friend from india and she selected this name for me...ohhh...I'm sure now you're wonder about my existence here,Am I right again?ha?...I just love india...Full Of color...I love coloring places...
Finally she stopped,atleast I thought
_Any question?
_Do you live here?
_Ohhh...I forgot to tell you...No ...I just travelled here for sometimes.I will return.
Again I became silent..and one more time her question about my following.
_Do you want to follow me again?
Yes...I want to follow you everywhere.
_No...Mmm,but Where do you stay now?
_Sharma's Hotel
_Do you know where it is?
_Mmm...Yes...
_Do you want to squire with me to there?
My heart danced in joy
_Mmm...Yes..may I?
_Are you always this much prim?
_Prim?...Am I prim?
_Yes,you 're...actually I can choose a name for you.
_ I have one.
_But I don't know it.
_Arnav
What The hell??!!! I let her know only my first name?...I was ASR for anyone and now this girl?I mean Khushi can call me Arnav?
What's wrong with you man?She is just a little girl.
No She's not,She makes you changed,she's big very big.
_Oh nice name Arnav,but I prefer to call you with that name which I choice.
_And What's that?
_Laad Governer.
My eyes jumped out of my head
_ WHAT??!!!...What does it mean?
_You're so rudy,I just feel call you that.Don't you like it?
I like it,but why?why haven't I killed you yet?if anyone else was in your place,her/his family should burn her/his dead body right now.
_It's ok,call me what you want.
_Ok now let's go,It's late.
I again Obeyed her.For the first time squired a girl.During the way she was just jumping,talking even dancing.She was crazy,this was a real fact that she proved to me.But I liked her crazyness.
She was to talktive but Again I liked.
I just wished nobody see me with her,because I was sure everyone who knew me see me with her,he/she would thought that I became crazy like her,and that wasn't good for ASR to show his reality to any one
Madness about a girl?
Crazy ASR!!!!
At the time of Goodbye she again repeat her question
_Do you want to follow me tomorrow too?
My Mind said No,but my heart controled my mouth and said
_Yes...I..I mean If yo..
_Ok,be here at 8 am...Bye
She shook her hands and disapeared.
I turned and came back to my big dark home.
I lied on bed to go to sleep,but ...
Left...No Sleep...Right...No sleep...My mind was full of her images,her voice...her laugh..her smile...her eyes...
_Why are you so sweet girl?
I'm counting the seconds to see you at 8...
I Jerked suddenly with wide eyes
What?????!!!What I've done????...I have my bussines,how could I go with a girl?What about my Job?My company?the most important thing in my life?...No..Noway...I won't lose my work...I should cal...Call?But with which number?...Oh damnit...why didn't I get her number?..Why should I have to do?..I'm Arnav Singh Raizada..why Should I beg for a girl's number?...Offf All of these stupid thoughts are result of insomnia...Sleep ASR and don't be like a stupid 16 years old boy.
Finally at 3 am,My mind let me sleep.
***
With a bad headache I woke up.
Like always I took shower and then eat just one Tost.
I looked at my watch and my eyes jumped
It was 7:40...My meeting was at 8:30...
I sat on my car and was tieing the belt when my mind stopped me,my eyes wided
KHUSHI!!!!
I should go for her,but no I have my own work,I talked to you Arnva Singh Raizada,So now just go and be ready for your meeting...She must be wait for me.
I picked my phone and pressed some numbers.
My body except my fingers was numb
_ Yes sir..
_Aman I won't come to office today..cancel all meeting
_Wha...
_Just do what I said
I hanged up and drove to her.
I stopped the car infront of Sharma's hotel,there was not Khushi,I looked at my watch that was 7:57...I waited in my car...
Why are you doing here Arnav Singh Raizada?What's wrong with you damnit?...
I was deep in my thoughts when s.th knocked on the window.
I turned my face and drown on her smile.
She opened the door and sat next to me.With wide smile turned and forward her hand
_Hi Laad Governer!!!
I took her hand in mine and shook my head
_Hi Khu..Khushi
_Woo look at the watch...you're so on time.That's great.
I didn't help but smile
Wooo HeadLine Of news
" ASR SMILED!!!! "
_Ok now let's g...oh do you have anyplace which you want we go ...or..
_No...I just come.
With doubted eyes she turned to road and smiled
_Ok so let me guide you...
She suddenly turned to me
_Are you sure you want to follow me today?It would make you tired
_Yes,don't worry I...
She cutted me again like last night
_Ok anyway you will escape tomorrow yourself
She giggled and told me a name of one street and I started my NEW day.
She guided me and I just drove.
Finally she consented to stop infront of a building.
She untied her belt and turned to me.
_Ok Let's go...Ah...If you don't want come it's ok...I just come back in 10 minutes.
_N...No I co...
_Ok so jaldi(Hurry)
She entered the building and
I followed her.
I wonder to know where we are,I looked at my round and I shriveled in my place.
" kindergarten "
What the hell?
What's this?
She turned to me
_Why are you standing?Come...
_W..why are we here?What do you want to do?
_ Nothing...I just want to play.
My eyes jumped
_WHAT??!!!
She chuckled
_ Don't look at me like that...just come and try it...I'm sure you'll be the first one who come tomorrow here.
Enjoy???!!!...Children????...NoWay!!!
_Any way...you can go and wait in car,I'll back soon.
She turned and went to one room.
I don't give up...What's this?you go and just sit there...just this.
I went there too.
Enetered the room,my eyes jumped and backed.
There were almost 20 children and All were on her...on her head...on her foot...some of them was pushing her hands...Some of them was shouting and screaming her name.All knew her.
And Khushi...She was laughing...hugging them...kissing them...shouting with them...Some times I couldn't recognize when she shouted and when the children
She was not That 20/... Khushi...she was just a little 4 years old girl who should be controled and who can do this?No one.
I was watching her when my hand was pushed and my leg was shook.
I looked at down and see a little 4 years old girl whose hair was tied like Rabbit.She smiled and shook my hand
_Uncle would you pls play with me?
I jerked...I was shocked...
Uncle???...me????...playing with a child???
I shouted:NO
With no second her eyes filled with tears and unlike my suppotition she
Just sobbed and without any sounds.
I heard her when she was turning and going to the corner of the room
_Sorry Uncle.
My heart cramped.
Why is she crying?...what did you say ASR?
I stared at her...she went to her doll,hugged it and started speaking with the nonspeaking doll.
I didn't know why I felt sad with her first tear which dropped from her eyes.
I was watching her when I saw Khushi went near her and wiped her tears and hugged her,then looked at me with pouted eyebrows.
***
We went back to the car after 15 minutes.
Khushi was silent and it was impossible.
I didn't know where I should go.
I turned to her to ask her,but my mouth opened with no sound when I saw her pouted eyebrows.
She was sad and angry.
Should I ask her?
No who are you?
But She was happy
That's not your bussines.
But Now I'm her partner.
WHAT!!!???PARTNER????FROM WHEN ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA IS SOME ONE'S PARTNER?
I turned and kept driving on.
After 5 minutes I heard her low voice
_Stop the car.
I looked at round and saw we where near a park.
_Here?
_Just Stop
Her voice was still low,but angry.
Before I completely stopped the car she had opened the door and jumped out.
She went to the park and sat near a tree.
I went near her and stood there.
Khushi took out s.th from her packet and then threw them on the floor after few minutes some birds gathered around them.
They were seeds.
She kept doing that work on till 5 minutes later that I heard her anger voice.
_Your position become low if you sit on green?
I was shocked by her harsh question
Where is that sweet girl?
She raised her head and stared at me with moody face.
_Again you lost your voice?Or you don't want talk as always?Or maybe you want to shout and say NO?
She was too angry and Me?...What happened to me?...She shouted at me,at Arnav Singh Raizada,You should choke her..why are you staring at her like a pusillanimous person?...
She faced me.
_ How can You be so harsh?...She was just 4 years old..How could you shout at that little girl?
My heart stopped...She was angry at me for shouting at that little girl...was that important?..She was just a little girl...she would forget with just a little box of chocolate.
She turned and left me,but at the last second I saw her eyes teary.
Is she crying?for that girl?...Why is she so sweet?
I ran to her and tried to stop her
_Stop...I...
She turned and make me jerk
_You what?
Her tears was on her cheeks...She didn't cry,she was raining.
My mouth opened
_I...I..S..I..
_You ...you ..you...Always You?You are just important?..what about that little heart which you broke?...what about those tears which you made them drop from two cute pure eyes?...Do you know what did you do?...
_I Just...I didn't wan..
_Just think and then lift your finger on something Mr Arnav.
She turned and without let me say a word took a taxi and left me.
She called me Mr Arnav.Not laad governer.I was laad governer for her,but why didn't call me that when I really was that?
I lost her
I just felt that I lost her.
But why I feel like this?
Was she mine?
Ye...
NO...She was not mine that now I lost her.
She was nothing in my life...she was just a crazy girl,that's it.
Stop your fool mood ASR and back to your work...what is lost is your meeting with one of the best company.
I turned to my car and drove to my office.
I tried to forget that stupid meeting with her and that crowded kindergarten.
But again let me be honest with you...I wasn't succeed,but I didn't give up I just tried and tried,I used all ways to forget them...walking,sitting,focusing on the screen of laptop,shouthing at Aman and other employees,but none of them worked.My headache which had disapeared by seeing Khushi came back and was killing me.
I shut my laptop and left the office to my home.
I believed cold shower make everything fine.
***
That was 2 am,but I hadn't slept yet...When My eyes closed,her small eyes with her sobs came on my mind,her small hand which hold my hand removed my sleep...and Khushi's tears...Khushi's scream...How could I think that she was harsh?...I took her sweetness.That was my fault.
I jerked and sat on bed with my hand in my hair.
What should I do now?I really broke two hearts.
To little hearts.
Yeah I should call Khus...DAMNIT...DAMNIT...You Stupid ASR why didn't you get her number?Was it too much hard?...INPET!!!
I got up and went near the pool which was out of my room infront of my room's glass door.
I was awake whole that night and just thought,thought about Khushi...her sudden arrival
Her influence on my life.
***
Next morning again I told Aman to cancel all meetings.
I got ready and picked my car's key.
The result of my whole night thoughts: Go and say SORRY.
I parked the car infront of The sharma's hotel.
It was 7:30...
What are you doing here man?
I waited for 10 minutes,but she didn't come out...
What do you want to tell her?
That you're sorry?
For what?
For making her cry?
But how did you make her cry?
Right,by misbehaving with that little girl...
Oh That girl?
What about her?
Whole night you were sad for both of them.
No I should go and tell her sorry too.
What???You want to go and tell that damn word to a 4 years old girl???...UnBELIEVABLE!!!
...yes I should go...Infact at first I shoud go and search for her forgiveness and then is Khushi's turn.
I upstarted the car and drove to that kindergarten.
Oh Man,Keep Calm...you are Arnav Singh Raizada,why are your legs shaking?
It's simple
You'll go and say SORRY and then come out
That's it.
Go Man
Go...GO Damn.
I put my leg inside the room which there were those kids in.
My heart beated fast,All turned to me,they were staring at me.
Relax man,relax...they're just little kids...Relax
I did my best to be calm and then searched for that little girl.
She was no where.
DamnGirl where are you?
I searched everywhere when a little voice called me.
_Uncle...who are you searching for?
I turned to a 7 years boy.
_I...I searched fo..for no One.
_Oh...ok uncle.
He turned to leave
Why did you lie?Don't waist your time on searching for that a little girl.
_ Stop...I search...yes I'm searching for a little girl who wa...
He turned to me and smiled.
_I saw you last day when you came with Khush aunti...And I guess I know who you are searching for...come with me
Those days I didn't help except following people,So I did again!!!
He took me to A garden which was back of the kindergarten building.
He shook my hand and signed a place behind some Red Roses,then he left.
I was wonder.
Should I go there?
Oh Man Don't be stupid,ofcourse you should go there.
Is it this much value that I've done this much for it?
Fool Man!!!
I went behind the Roses,but I froozen.
Everywhere was full of red roses
And..and...A Sweet Girl who'd wore A Red Dress was Playing with them.She was Like those Roses
Her back was facing me,but I felt her femillar.I don't know why,but I felt that I knew her.She remaind me the same feeling which I had with Khushi,like,like She was Khushi...Small Khushi...a 4 years old Khushi...I wanted sit there and watch her playing with Roses whole day.
She turned and made me Numb.
Tha...That...Yes I saw right...She was that girl...But...Khu...That Girl...I was Confused...My mind blocked...She smiled at me...Why?...wasn't I that man who made her cry?...Why these girls are strange?...She opened her small mouth and Made me more confused...Her Voice...I knew her voice...I had heard her voice once time,but That voice...No I could swear on God that I heard that Voice more than one time...Like Khushi's Voice...Khushi???...why all the time she comes in my thoughts?...
_Unc..Sorry Sir I'm so...
_NO
I just shouted...I didn't want her to say s.th which I should say.
Her eyes became Teary...
Oh Damn Why did you shout at this little girl?
I step ahead,but she scared more...
_So...Sor...
Oh Damn Man say it...SAY IT RIGHT NOW...
_Sorry Girl...
YES..YES...YOU'VE DONE MAN.
She was staring me .
_What?
_Sir...
_Uncle
Did I just tell that?..UNCLE???
I heard her laughing and felt a small thing hugged me bellow of my legs.
_You're sooo kind uncle like Khussiii...
I didn't know what was that smile which apeared on my lips.
I kneeled and hugged
Her back...I had felt good,but Just before my ears jumped out of my head...
Why do all the girls like to scream?!!!
_KHHUUUSSSIII
_Hey Red Dolly
Then I just saw my embrase empty.
She ran to my these days' girl and jumped on head of her.
_Khusssiii Where's my Gift?...
_Hey You first come down,then get your gift Dolly.
Khushi tried to take her down and finally succeed,but still She was jumping and shouting
_ Wh...wher...Where's my Gift?...Giv..Give me
That's when I found Khushi 's not more than that little girl...Both were 2 BodyJumping
_Yo...You first Give me My Gift then get yours
Small Dolly pouted and unlike my supposition turned to me
_Uncleee pls tell her give me my gift..pls pls pls
That moment Khushi's eyes cought me Sharply
Maybe She is still angry Or she is ready to attack me...O...
_ Unc...
_Khushi Give the gift of hers
Her eyes Jumped...
Did I tell s.th rubbish?...Did I destroy?...Why is she staring me like this?...Her mood changed by Jumping Dolly
_ Yeah Yeah...Khusssiii Givvveee
_O...Okkk Dolly,bu..,but Still I want my gift at first...
_Stoburrrnnn
Dolly pouted and raised on her small toes when Khushi leaned and forwarded her face to her and Dolly put a small kiss on her cheek...
_Awww Eat your heart out,my Gift thousand times is better.
Then took a small Pink Doll from her back.
_And Now My Dolly's Doll...HooHoo
Dolly Jumped and hugged her tight...actually I should say She sagged of her neck and again pecked on her cheek
_I love you khusssiii
Khushi hugged her and raised her up
_I love you too Dolly
Dolly turned to me
_Uncleee Would you come with Khusssiii always?
I was speechless...
_ Maybe He wants Come Dolly...Maybe
Then they went inside.
And AGAIN I FOLLOWED THEM...
Offf I hate myself.
They went and sat next to others kids.
Dolly again surprised me
_Uncleee Come sit here
She signed a place next to khushi and her.
Should I go?...Offf Go...don't break her heart again...Hers and Khushi's.
I saw in Khushi's eyes that invitation which Dolly said.
Unbelievable I went there and sat next to group of Kids.
I heard one of kid spoke
_Khushi ji pls start the story
_WHAT THE!!!
All turned to me...
_Ooo..Ohh I mean What 's the story's name?..ha. i meant that
I saw Khushi's smirk
_The Name Of the Story is Beauty and The Beast.
_Wooo I know Who Beauty is.
_Oh Really Rohan?Tell us Who she is.
_ She is Sooo Beautiful and kind and laughing,but I don't believe her name..
_Why?
_Because YOU're beautiful,kind and laughing and your name is Khushi...She is Fake...Beauty is you.
Khushi's cheek burned and I just felt s.th Which proveked me to hit that boy...How Can this little boy flirt with her?
_ Thanks Bhaii(Brother)..But I don't have any Beast
Then She giggled,but Her mouth Opened and I freezed by Dolly's inecont words.
_ But You have Uncleee
_ No Rozmi he's not a beast..he's prince..Am I right Khushi ji?
If I wanna describe our sitution I should say Two Speechless Eyes were staring into each other
Who made her this much beautiful?...who made her eyes so attractive?...
My collar shooked...
_Uncleee Can we come in your wedding party?
_WHAT THE!!!!!!WHICH WEDDING PARTY????
Dolly with those innocent eyes stared at me and said
_ You and Khusiii Wedding party...
She slaped her hands together and continued
_ Of you invite me I'll dance and give my one of doll to khusii...
Then she turned to the kids
_Rohan you give one of your Car to uncleee
_Yes Rozmiii I'll give him
Wedding Party of me and Khushi?...Where is that come from now?...
I turned to her whose cheeks were Tomatoes.
Dolly took her arms and shook
_ Khussiii Don't tell the beauty and the beast story...tell your story.
Khushi jerked
_What????...Our story???...Which story?...we don't have any story...Ok Now Go and play,We should go,I'll back tomorrow
_ With Uncle?
Khushi make Dolly sit on the floor and jumped
_ NO...I mean I don't know maybe he wants come...Bye little birds,take care...Love you All
She almost ran and left the sitution to me.
All turned to me
_Oo..Ohhh I should go too...Bye Kids
I left too.I felt cold sweat on my skin.
I reached her at the door of kindergarten.
_May I drop you?
She turned to me and just nodded.
We were at the way and both quiet
_When Rozmin Called you Uncle,I expected you shouting.
Finally she broke the silent
_Why?...Just because she called me uncle?
_No Just Because She Called MR Laad Governer as a Uncle.
_Mmm...So what?...Even I'm not laad governer,but you call me that and Now
She called me uncle...I lost my real name
She giggled and then turned to me seriosly
_ What's your problem?Yesterday You got angry for her little requist and today you yourself came there...What's the point?
I stoped the car next to that Last day Park and turned to her
_ I...I'm really Sorry Khushi...My behavior was wrong,I got it and Now I'm really sorry
She stared at me stupidly
_Did you just tell SORRY?
I chuckled...She knew me verywell just in 3 days.
_Yes I just told SORRY to you and 1 hours ago to That little girl.
She sat in her seat right
_ Unbelievable!!!
_ I know...Ok now tell me Where should we go?
_You want to come with me?
_Yeah Sure
_Mmm Ok Go to Sidni park.
_OKay
***
After 5 minutes we reached Sidni Park.
I followed her and She nonstop walked to where I don't know.
_Her name is Rozmin...
_What?
_A Little girl who called you Uncle
_Dolly?
She turned to me wonderfully
_Dolly???!!..So You saw her like a little doll too?..She's so cute
_Actually No...I just Called her dolly because I heard it from you.
_Mmm...She lost her mother when she gave birth to Rosmin and Her father died 5 months later in an accident.She lives in that kindergarten.
I was numb...Tha...That little girl doesn't have anyone?That Small girl.
I don't know since when I was standing there like a stone.
Khushi turned to me.
_So You Have Heart...mmm Good...Okay Now Come Laad Governer,let's Enjoy
With that she ran to the Thousands Stairs and climbed them
I lost my breath but I kept following her on
_Kh..Khushi Are you sure you want to do it?
She shook her head impatiently
_OOfff Laad Governer how many times do you want to ask this question?...YES I want and I do this...(She turned her head)I haven't should let you come here.
_Hey...There was not you who let me come here,I came myself without any force.
_So Just Keep Queit Without any force too.
Again that Stupid Words came in my mouth
_BUT That's craziness,You can do this.Just watch the height.OMG How can you jump?No Khushi I don't let you do this
She jerked suddenly
_Excuse me?????...Who are you to let me or not?I'll jump and that's it.
I was confused.
She is Right Arnav,Who are you to her?..NOTHING
_Wooo Soo...But why do you want to do it?What's the point of this action?
_Having Fun,exciting,risky,Craziness and There's a special Life in it
_WHAT THE!!! A Life???In this???...Khushi do you lost your mind?there's no life,All I can see is death...Whatever ..Why don't you try other ways to have fun?
_Offf Arnav You make me bored,I want to do THIS and I will,and Also We have just one life with short time,so just enjoy it,risk on which you doubt and people call it craziness,then you'll become your hero.
_Bu...
(unkown)_Ma'am It's yout turn
_ Bye Arnav See you soon
She left a buttefly kiss on air for me and went to that Craziness Jumping which they called it Bungee Jumping and She jumped.
God Where the hell is she from????
After that stupid jumping she was excited to do it again and YES she did it for twice more.
And then we went to hospital,but Not just for her, astually For ME whose sugar dropped.All I got from her was her nagging and laughting at me.
YES you read right.LAGHTING AT ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA!!!
*
Day by Day passed with her craziness,screaming,Shouting,Playing,nagging and everhthing which make her different with others.
I wasn't That ASR who people obey,I was Laad Governer,actually I prefer to call myself STUPID Laad Governer who just was following A Stupid Girl.
But truly I should say she shown me everything which I couldn't see before her or I hadn't pay any damn attention to them.
Playing with kids was the first of them.Day by day her wishes,her works and her craziness became more and bigger.
One day She wanted to dive under the Indian ocean and made me take her there and dive with her.GOSH I was dying when I saw her near a Big Fish and She just went near and tried to kiss it.When I felt a Sharp and She just laughted at me and Made some jokes for me
I never forget that day,infact I should say that hours of Night(2 am) she knocked my window by stone and broke it,when I came to know why the hell was her there at that time she just hugged me and with a poppy face asked me to take to her Ranveer Singh's house(Her fav actor)
_Are you crazy Khushi?at this time even your fav actor is asleep
She pouted:Yes maybe he is asleep,but he's so kind and cool and hot and ofcourse gentel man that
wake up for his fan and actually his one of pretty fan.
My anger heat my soul and I just threw it out by shouting at her.
_ YOU WANT TO SEE HIM?WHY?IS IT TO IMPORTNAT THAT YOU SHOW YOUR BEAUTIFULNESS TO HIM?IS HE RIGHT ON YOU?
She scared,but she surprised too infact I myself got shocked too.
Was I jealous?For Khushi?But Why?
_HOW DARE YOU SHOUT AT ME AND SAY RUBBISH ABOUT ME?... just for your inmormation MR Laad Governer that I just pained s.th and I want to show it to him for his birthday which is tomorrow and I want to be the first one who give his gift.That's it.
Then she turned,but my anger became more to this fact that That Man Is this much important for her that she's done this for him,but in the same time her childish work made me laught.
So Miss Khushi You gave me a point to tease you.
_WAIT RIGHT THERE PAGAL(Crazy)
She turned with anger
_Don't call me that.
I went forward and she stepped back.
_Why?Don't you think that You're a really crazy girl?
_N..NO
_But You pained like a kid for your love.
_Who said that he is my love?and Paining is not kiddish work
_ Ofcourse he's not,actually He can't be(I mumbled)...Yes it's...Whatever Ok I drop you at his house.
_Thanks I don't need your help.
_you need and ofcourse I WANT to drop you there.
_Won't this work make your Limit down?
_KHUSHI...Stop it...But before we go you should answer my quesition
_OKk
_Why do you do these stupid and childish Work?Why don't you call your familly?Why don't you back to your country and spend
Your time with your friend and familly?Why are so strange?Why do you behave like there's no tomorrow?Why are so in hurry to get all your wishes?why d...
_STOPPP...You've should told that I should Answer All Your Stupid questionSSS Not a question.
I went close to her.
_Why Khushi?Why do you do All these?
_Because We just live Once,that's it.. ok now let's go otherwise I'll go myself.
Damn Again For the thousand times she escaped from my questions.
That Night her Work done and I should say that even her crazy actor was amazed by her this much craziness.
Our daily Work was meeting kids
I felt in love with Rosmin,I felt her like Khushi...But..But is it mean if I felt for Khushi?...NO...
***
She tought me manythings,she tought me to be kind,to be helpful,to not to be angry,She was Divine.
My world changed,my world became her and her wishes suddenly.
Her wishes to be a actress,to be a singer,to be an aivatrix,to be doctor.
And I was her Rat to achivieng her goals.
When we went to Sonakshi's concert and Khushi was jumping all the time to go on stage and when She got what she wanted,All I could do was try to take her from there and stop all people to hit her because of her voice.
GOD How can I forget that day when She made me to bring her my copter and Unlike my begs she made me sit naxt to her and She raised it.All I could do there in the heigh of sky was shout at her and changed our seat,because she just read in net how to start the copter and didn't know how to use it. we were near to went to a rock.
She made me wish never I get cold and be sick.She didn't let any doctor visit me,also I didn't want too because I was just alittle sick but due to her doctor duty I begged her to take me to hospital and she just denied and kept her doctor wish and duty on.If there was no Aman I take an oath that I died there in her arms.
_Center Cinema
_WHAT THE?!!..Cinema?..No I don't like it.
_Ok you don't come,I go alone.
She acted opening the door of the car.
DRAMA QUEEN!!!DRAMA KHUSHI!!!
I pulled her and made her sit on her seat.
_Don't act Drama Girl for me.Let's go where you want.
She giggled.
_Buy RamLeela ticket.
_What the!!!..Bollywood movie?
_Ofcourse...What did you think?
_Khushi I don't want to watch these drama movies.I prefer Hollywood movies.
_So you go and watch your fav and I'll watch mi...
_You kill me damnit...Let's watch your RAMLEELA.
She smiled.
Pagal Girl!!!
***
She bought all things which people can eat in entire their life for 2 hours movie.
***
I turned to her and saw her deep in movie her eyes were wet.suddenly she turned and hide her face in my chest and sob.
_Shhh Khushi..are you ok?why are crying?
_W..why(sob)..why should 2 lovers tolerante all these pains?
_Khushi shhh ...it's just a mov...
_No..Movies are made after real lifes.
_O..Okk..Now don't cry,pls...
I tried Calm her when I heard her scream and The movie finished.
Her couple dead.
GOSH!!!Who wants to calm her?
Who CAN?
I took her out and made her sit in the car and I sat next to her and hugged her.
_Shhh Khushi pls Stop.Don't cry.
_They dead How can I stop crying?My Ram dead,my Leela Dead...How can I stop crying when They dead before having a good life together?.OH GOSH how dare you except me to stop crying when MY RANVEER dead?
I don't know,but I felt bad when I heard her say MY Ranveer.
_Sshhh Khushi Jaan,He didn't
dye..He just acted,he's alive.Pls Don't cry.
"I WISH He dead...when he is your fav I wish that."
She calm,but sobbed sometimes.
_They loved eachother
_Who?
_What do you mean who?...ofcourse RamLeela.
_Hmmm..Yeah
_They really love eachothere.you could read it in their eyes.
_Did you read?
_Ofcourse.They really fell in love.You know Love is like this.
_Like what?How do you know?
_My Mom told me.Love is pure,but burns Love birds.Lover should suffer manythings,like her/his love's distance,Lover is jealous,confident,brave.A lover should do everything for his/her love,acually S.th in her/his heart,right in depth of her/his heart makes her/his do everything.Even Die for her/his Love.She/he can't bear her/his love's sadness,tears.Love burns the lover,but she/he never lets this love burn her/his everything,Love!!!
SHE was speaking Like heaven.Love,Something which I've never noticed,which I've never knew.
I turned my face to her when a littke tear dropped from her face.
_Khu...
_JALEBIEEE!!!!!!Stop the car I want Jalebie.
Khushi...Khushi...Khushi...Pagal Girl!!!
_Next Plane?
She chuckled
_Laad Governer you came in the way.
_Hmmm
_Ok I have a gift for you today
_Gift?Why?
_Because you're a sooo good partner
I stared at her with smirk,suddenly she changed her word
_I I I me..an you're a good friend,partner of Craziness
She smiled widely to hide her confused.
_Hmmm...Thanks and what's my gift?
_ Deevani Club(Crazy Club)
_Are You sure?
_Yeah,let's go there,have Fun Laad Governer.
_Okkk Pagal(Crazy)
She jerked suddenly
_WHAT?...why are you calling me Pagal?
_Because you're,don't argue and accept Bab...I mean Khushi
She sat on her seat straight.
***
We arrived the club at 11:15.
_You know I don't like these crowded plac...
_Offf Boring...COME
With that she pulled my hand and took me inside.
The club was full of Girls and Boys.
I stopped her.
_Khushi do you usually come here?
She was watching round with a wide smile on her lips.then notced me and shook her head when was keping her abservation on
_Nop...this is my first time that I come in this kind of club.
I tried to pulled her hand
_Ok now let's leave,there is nothing to have fun.
She pulled her hand away and excpected:Areee waaa...Laad Governer If now it's not a good time for me to come here,then when will be?
_Never
_What???But I want to have fun atleast for one time here.
_Khushi here is not a good place for you,these people are different to you.
_No they're not differnet,they're just have fun and I want to have it,too.
_You ...You,a alone gir...
_What?Alone?...Who is alone Arnav?
...I've never come here,but now you're here so I can come and have fun...I know my limits and I know I'm not a girl of this works,So I am here now with you,So what's the problem?
I was speechless,Shh..She wants to have a fun with me?here?..LUCKY MAN!!!!...Offf you lost your mind ASR,you lost you're mine.
YES!!...I lost my mind and I love not to find it FOREVER!!!
Unaware I took her hand and pulled her to the dance floor.
But before I make her dance with me she'd stopped me and chuckled and said s.th which I didn't hear because of the loud sounds.
_WHAT???
she came close and said near my ear
_You're so impatient,let us eat s.th at first and get energy then loose it by dancing.
Her breathe burnt my skin.
I shook my head and we went to bar.
After few minutes she jumped and pulled my hand
_It's The show time!!!
I followed her and we started to dance.
At first we danced near togheter,but by changing the song our eyes devoured eachother,then one of my hand grabbed her one hand and put it on my shoulder and grabbed her waist and my other hand grabbed her another hand near my heart.She started to move in my embrasse ,I loved her cute shy face which was towards floor and her eyes which were moving everwhere but my face.
I started to dance and move with her.After 5 minutes I felt her tired,but ME!!!...No I've just had more energy,I could dance All The night with her,having her in my arms,staring at her cute red face,but I couldn't tolerante see her in torture.I raised her a little
and put her on my shoes.She raised her head and with wided eyes stared at me.
_Whh.what are you doing?put me down.
She tried to push herself away from me
I locked my hand around her waist and stoped her
_Sshhh...relax...relax...keep calm and Dance
_Bu...
_You're tired of dancing I know,but I want to dance more...("with you"-this was the words which I whispered and I just heard it)
Khushi blushed and put her head down again.
Offf Only God knows How much I adore this blushing girl!!!
WHAT HAVE I JUST SAID????ADORING A GIRL???
I was deep in my mind when the song finished and khushi pulled herself out of my arms.whatever she tried more to pull away from me,my hands hugged her tighter.
WHAT are you doing man?let her go.
Bu...
LET HER GO...
_LET ME GO...Ahh...Offf Arnavvv Leave me,You're killing me.why are you get my waist this much tight?Ooohhh Let me Gooo
My mind came in my head suddenly and left her.
_OOFFF finally...ohhh I go WC and then we can leave,ok?
_Okkk..Yeah Go,go.I'm here.
She left and I went to bar and sat on a chair.
What were you doing man?Why did you accept her?Why are you following her everywhere?Why do you want to fullfill her wishes?Why are you here now?why did you dance with a girl?Why didn't you want to let her go?Why are waiting for her like a fool?...Go damnit.She's not nothing in your life,NOTHING.
Go,Go damnit.
Yes I should go.
I stood and wanted to go.
BUT If she back and doesn't see me,what ...
It's not your bussines,You Just GO.Back to your ASR.
Do you know how many days have you lost in this stupid works?her stupid works?Do you know how many days haven't you go to your office?how many times have you canceled your meetings?...Back..to hell anyone...to hell any girl,to hell this girl...TO HELL KHUSHI.
I decieded,I should have left
I was going out of The club when I heard a screaming and sounds of breaking glasses.
All people who were on the club turned to voices.I heard some screamings and at last her...Yes That was Khushi's voice
_Khushi(I whispered)
I ran to sounds and pushed aways all people.
I reached Khushi who was angry and tried to get rid of a drunk disguting man.I was wonder No one tried to help her.
That Beast pulled her and tried to kiss her.
My blood boiled.I didn't have my control in my hands,I just nearer and pulled and puncked him hard.
_BASTARTD...HOW DARE YOU THINK TO COME NEAR HER?(punch on his face)HOW DARE YOU TOUCH HER?(another punch and he fell down on the floor)...HOW DARE YOU TRY TO KISS MY KHUSHI?(I was near to punch him again when my shoulder grabbed by a small hand)
I raised my angry face and saw her.Her red moist face.
She shook her head.
_No Ar..arnav(sob)...Let him...leav..leave him...you kill him...he ...he..don't bother yourself I'm fin..fine.let's go.
_But Khu...
_No I can't tolerante this place,please let's go.
I saw her pain and I couldn't bear it.I've should took her away from that hell.
I pushed that beast on the floor and took khushi out.
We were at the car.Both were quite,but
I hardly heard her sobs.They bothered me.Offf GOD I hate her tears.
I didn't know where I drived to.
***
_S..stop the car.
I heard her low shaking voice.
I stopped and turned to her,but before I see her she hugged me tight.
_Thanks...Thanks Arnav,if you were not there He..he ..h..
_Sshhh...It's ok.I'm here don't think about it.
_I was going out of WC when he raped me.
_Shhh Khushi BAS(Stop)...Forget it.I was there for you,so he couldn't do anything,no one can do anything with you,NO ONE.
_You're too good Arnav,You're too Good...I really LO...
She jerked suddenly and sat straight.
_Ta...take me...take me To..to the hotel pls.
I forward my hand to her shoulder
_Are you ok Khushi?
She shook her shoulder.
_Yes...yes...Go..take me to the hotel.I'm just tired.
TIRED?KHUSHI AND TIREDNESS?SINCE WHEN?I knew she was lying,but I couldn't help.
When we reached the hotel,she jumped out of the car and with a Word of " GOODBYE" left me.
It's almost 2 hours of the midnight,but I'm still awake.
She's stolen the dream of me,in fact She's stolen everythings of mine Even Myself,That Arnav Singh Raizada!!!
_Offf God She's a divine.
What do you want from her Arnav?Be honest
At last Be honest with yourself.
I WANT HER,I JUST CAN'T BE FAR FROM HER.I WANT HER HERE,NEAR ME,SO CLOSE TO ME LIKE...AS..
As What Arnav?Come one Say it.
AS...AS...AS MY WIFE!!!!
The Bomb Worked!!!
He said that,Finally!!!
All of him was Shocked,his heart,his minds,his body,his mental were shocked.All the sudden there was no sounds from nothing.
After 5 minutes,I sat on chair and put my hands in my hairs.
Did I just say that?
Wife???Married Life???Me???
Who believes it?
But Yes,that's what I want.
Be honest Arnav,You've changed,You're no more that ASR.You're Arnav,at least in front of That Girl,your Khushi.
You love this Arnav,You need him,need her,so just go ahead.accept and love this life,this girl.try to understand and joy.you deserve it.
Do I really deserve it?That Monster Deserves this kind of life?
Off God Help me.
After lots of stupid thoughts,I decieded...HER!!!
She should say I deserve it or no.
I'll propose her tommorow with no doubt
7 am.
Stupid!!Who proposes at this time of the day?
I was deep in my mind's war when The door of the car opened and the car was filled with Sounds Of Joy.The Joy of my these days.
_Hey Arnav...Again you're ready at the correct time.
Suddenly my cheeks was parted from my face.
_You're so sweeet my Laad Governer.
_What The!!!
She raised her finger in front of my face
_Hey,Don't "What The" me...And Let's Go for a new dayyy
"What the"...don't worry I said it in my thoughts.
_Where?
_Mmm ...Aha...Shopping.
I jerked Suddenly.Me???Shopping???With a woman???feminie Shopping???
NO WAY!!!...
*********
_Arnav What about this green dress?Ohhh Just Look at it,It's so beautiful.
I just nodded my head and smiled.(Foced Smile)
And then Her scream
_What's this?Don't you have tongue?Move it,make a sound.I've asked you a simple question and you've only move that big heavy head.
_Khushi,this is 14th dress which you've choice and asked me if it's good or not.
_And How much you're respondent.
_Ok Ok...let's me say the truth...actually I think All of these dresses are ugly NOW...
Her mouth shaped "O",She wanted to attact me when I stop her with my hand
_BUT They can be beautiful just in one way... And...that's on you.
WOOO HAAA!!!
I Couldn't believe it!!!Khushi and Shyness????Her Red Bloody cheeks showed that how much she was embarrassed.
Help me God...Help me.help me
It's not the good time to kiss her ,BUT I can't wait to kiss that red cute face.
I was So close,I could feel her heavy breathe.Our eyes were close.Just few inches.
_Ehem...Sir Which one do you choose?
MAYBE THIS NOT THE GOOD TIME FOR KISSING,BUT I'M SURE IT'S THE GOOD TIME FOR KICKING THAT LEECH.
_Aaa...Yeah I want That one,I mean the red One.How much should I pay?
That was the big Offence!!!
_Excuse me!!!How much should YOU pay?...So What Am I here?Am I a cabbage?!!!
_Bu...
_No But,No Nothing...Just keep your tongue up.
I was series and She understood,so she keep quiet
***
I was carring her Big Colorful packets.
And She was Singing her best song
" Aaj Musem hai Suhana...Kapili dum ka bahana...What the What the What the"
_Ohhh Laad Governer let's eat s.th I'm damn hungry and tired.
I nodded my head with forced smile Again.
SHE'S TIRED!!!OOHHH HOW SWEET!!SHE'S TIRED OF CARRING PACKETS OR MAYBE CHOOSING DRESSES!!!!
***
She was busy with her dish,but I was fighting with myself.
It's the time Arnav,Say it.
Be brave..
_Laad Governer!!!Why don't you eat?aren't you hungry?
_Ahhh...No...I mean...Actually Khushi I want to talk to yo...
_AAreee Wahhh...Just look at there Laad Governer...Oh how sweet,they're twin...no I can't sit here and watch them,I need to kiss them.
She ran to other side of resturant and left me numb.
_What the?????
Crazy Girl!!!
Look God! I wanted to tell her,but she didn't let me.That's not my fault...Offf Right the time I felt brave.
***
_Laad Governer let's watch a movie
_What?
_What what?A movie...Are you tired?
_N..no...let's go,but which movie?
_My hero's movie...Dil Darakne Do.
Offf That rakish.
_Okkk
***
She was so deep in movie and I just wanted to keep her hand in mine,like other couples in the cinema.
Excuse me!!!You answered yourself...they're hugging eachother because they're couple,but What are you?...Just friend...at least Now
I threw out all these bad thoughts when the romantic scene came and I forwarded my hand to keep hers,but in few inches to reach them the romantic scene finished and she raised her hand to clap like others.
GOD!!!THIS TIME...ANY WAY!!!
***
The way of back to hotel.
Say It Arnav,Say it.It's the last time.
I stopped the car near that park where we came for the first time.
_Ah...Why did you stop the car?
I turned to her.
_Khushi I want to talk to you.
_Oh Ok Say...Ohhh Yeah You wanted to talk to me in resturant,too...oh sorry I forgot it when I saw those babies.
_It's Ok ...Ahh...May we walk?
_This much series?
_Very series.
_Sure Laad Governer.
She jumped out of the car.
And We started to walk.
After 10 minutes Of Silence she turned to me with angry face.
_OooFff LAAD GOVERNER...In fact Liar Laad Governer,you told me you have s.th to tell me,but now you zipped your mouth.Am I a toy which you want to play?
_What the???No sorry...actually I don't know how to start.
_Open your mouth,move your tongue then you can see that you made a sound...Offf
She turned and keep walking fast.
I walked fast to reach her and then stopped her.
_Ok Ok...Wait...mmm...Come...come let's sit here.
She pushed my hand
_No Say it NOW...I've never ever thought ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA get confused for s.th
_ I'm a human.
_I didn't say against of it...But I can say you've changed,you're not that Arnav who I met that night.
_ Exaclly...That's what I want to say.I've changed,You've changed me
_Me?Ho...
_No...Let me talk.Yeah Khushi You've changed me,my world.I'm not that Monester,Even If I want to be,I can't.Khushi I've seen a world which I've never exprience.You brought me to this world.You welcomed me with warm arms.I don't how,when,why?,But Now I'm here.I'm part of it,I can't run away,I don't want it.I love this world,this cute simple pure world which is full of color,full of joy,happyness,smiles.(I nearer her)Khushi I've never been close to a child,never spoken,played and laughed with children,never be called Uncle.I've never shopping,never huggwd people,never done crazyness at midnight,even at any time.Khushi I've never been in cinema.Khushi I've never known how to Like,Love...But Now I know how to live.I don't know how I called that world"life".(Keep her arms).Khushi I've boren,I've boren when I saw you.At that night,that Club.You gave me a life.Before you I was just a locomotive dead man.Khushi ...I...I don't want to loose this life.I want it forever.(I cupped her face,her eyes were different,but I kept saying my feelings)...I can't have this life without you.I want you to be here,close to me forever(Her eyes were moist)...
...I want to feel you every seconds with every breathe of me...I LO...
My mouth cupped by her hand.A tear rolled down from her eyes and then another one,they get more and found their way to come down from her beautiful eyes.she was shaking her head to the negative sign.
_N...N...No...Stop it Arnav,just Stop it...You can't say this.You can't want this.Yo..you can have your own world,this world,but...
I pullovered her hand from my mouth.
I was confused
_What are you saying?...Khushi look...Look Khushi...Damnit Look At me...I know,I know I don't deserve this life,but I decieded to tell you,to ask you that you choose,you judge that I deserve or not,I knkw I'm a monester.
_Shut up,Ofcourse you deserve it.What do you mean that you're monester.How could you call yourself like that?When I told you don't deserve this life?Who Am I to choose?I'm a simple girl from phylipin.
_Not for me.You're an angel from God for me.
_NO NO...I'm a simple girl.Just don't make it bigger.You deserve this life.I understood you Arnav,I know you now.Your heart is so pure,so Beautiful against of this Man who you made and show to people.Yes You've never played with childeren because you didn't know how to play,because you never had a good childhood,even I can say you've never had childhood.Am I right?...You've never laugh because you never knew when you should laugh,with who.You've never been in cinema,because you've never seen A man go there alone.And Yes I was a man who come and give you all this,but
If you didn't want it,I've never be able to force you to do these works.Your heart wanted them,But it doesn't mean you can't be able to do these when I'm not here.I didn't do anything.I just started,but that was you who completed it.So go on.Keep on.Continue without me.You don't need me.
No,I didn't want to hear her.I want her support.I wnat her say s.ths better.
_No Khushi Listen.Ok Yes You started and I completed,but in this kind of life,there is s.th which people call it LOVE and I fell in love with yo...
_NO..Don't say it.
Her tears never stops.
_We can't Arnav.At least I can't.So pls Don't say it.Don't ask why.Don't pls,but I'm sorry.Sorry For coming in your life.I didn't want to force you in this sitution,but I can't help.everything was wrong from the beging,that's my fault.
I tried to near her,but she steped back and...she was escaped from me.She was saying something which I didn't hear,Or maybe didn't want to hear.she was going far and far from me.
_Sorry Arnav.That's my fault.I shouldn't have let us come in this sitution,I should have ended earlier.I can't say my feeling so you don't say.It's better for both of us.you deserve more.Sorry for breaking this dream.for give me for coming in your life.Don't lose this cute heart,show it to people.I'm not bad,I can't stay.I want,but I can't sorry.Forgive me.Forget me Arnav.Forget me.Pls for both of us,just Forget me.There was No khushi in your life.Forgive me Arnav,Forgive.
****
That was all I remember from that horrible night of my new life.
My Surviver,My girl,My angel,My Khushi left me.
And I like a Dumbo was standing there for a halp an hour.After that I went to her,went to that Hotel where she was,but I was late.She left.I went to airport,but there was no Khushi.
And Yes since then I started to search for her in eveywhere my mind guess.I was really changed.If anyone does this to ASR,for sure she would die,but this New Arnav Was crazy,He became more crazy,He was lover.He fell in love with a girl,with his Khushi.I couldn't stop loving her.I want to search her,find her and Love her.I wanted to know Why she left and then hug her and say that "Never Leave me Again"
I was dying without her.I needed her.I wanted to feel her in my each cells.
My work was changed to Seatching Khushi.I got everyone Work to find her.
And Finally I went to where she came from.Her Country. Phylipin.
With my men' help I found her home.
WAIT FOR ME MY KHUSHI.I'M HERE TO TAKE YOU BACK.
After 2 months I found her home,After 2 months I was in her country.
Without loosing the time I arrived at her home.
There were a simple aparteman.
2nd floor was her home.
" I'm here Khushi,I'm here "
I steped forward and with a deep breathe Put my legs in the labi that I regret Now!!!
I went to 2nd floor and reached the door of her home.
"Now Arnav,It's the time "
I knoched the door.(If I never did that!!!)
And then A man opened it.
I forward my hand for him
_ Hey,I'm Raizada..Singh Raizada
He Shook his hand with mine.
_Hey.How can I help you?
_Aaa,I want to see Khushi.Is she here?
He raised his eyebrows,but his eyes when I said her name...I was not sure,but I felt they chenged.
_Khushi?
His voice,His voice was not the first one I heard.
_Yes,Khushi.I'm a friend of her.
_Which friend that doesn't know...Ok Come inside.
I was confused.He was not the first man I saw,He was not happy or even usual at first,but After our conversation he was sad.I felt it.My heart was telling me s.th Which I didn't want to trust.It made me confused,made me scared,sad,worried.These feelings was not new,They had come for
2 weeks,but That day at that home they wanted to kill me.
I went inside.He came behind me and then called someons.
_ Dad,Mom,...Payal,Payal come.
Then A girl came out from kitchen.
_What Jacky?
_Pls Go and call Dad and Mom
_You Know th...
_I know Payal,I know,But till when?They want to lock themselve in that dark room forever?I'm burning too Payal,you're burning?But we should ...
"Tears????Is he crying???What the hell happened here?"
Payal wiped her tears and ran to a door which was in the corner of the home and the nocked.
_Mom...Mommy pls come.pls stop.Dad we're worried.We don't want to loo...
Her tears stoped her.
Jacky went there and nocked.
_Dad,Mom we have the same feeling which you have.We shouldn't do this.Do you forget?Do you forget what we should do?...Dad Mom come out.we have a guset.Khushi's Friend.We're waiting.
Then they came to me.Jacky leaed me to sit.Payal went to kitchen and brought a coffee.
They sat there.
_I've never seen you.
_Aa Yeah,I'm new...I mean a new friend of her.
I moved my head to find her.
_She never speaked about you.
_I don't know.
_singh Raizada?Yes?A hindi name if I was right.
_Yes.Singh Raizada.Compeletly Hindi.
_So You should met eachother in india,just 2 months ago.
_Yeah you're right.we met eachother there.In fact I was her only friend there.We had lots of memories togheter...Can you pls tell me where she is?
_Aa Now she's not at home.
_Oh,Yeah.
_Why did you come here?
_I should talk to her...about an important subject.
_And Wha...
The door of that room opened and a old couple came out.
Payal ran to them and I and Jacky stood up.
_Mom,Dad!!!
Payal Hugged them.
_You don't know how much we were worried.Thanks God.
Jacky helped them to sit.
The old man looked at me.
_Are you Khushi's friend?
_Yes.
_What's your name?
_Arnav
Their faces changed.
Payal ran to the kitchen.
I heard the old woman's shaky voice
_Aa...Arrrnav?
I was shocked.
"Why are they like this?"
_Yes.Arnav.Arnav Singh Raizada.
Jacky stood up with yallow face and went near the window.
I saw a tear rolled down from Their dad's eyes.
Their Mom came and sat near me.
_Sorry My son.Pls forgive my daughter.
Khushi's mom.Woo
She held my hands in hers.
_Pls,Pls forgive my daughter.pls
Her tears rolled down.She was crying blood and keep saying "Pls Forgive Her"
Jacky ran to her and tried to make her calm.
_Mom..Mom pls stop...PAYAL come,Take her to room.
Payal came and tried to take her to room,but she reject her and promiced to be calm.
I was Confused,Angry.Those Bad feelings was killing me.
" NO,I should Stop this confusion,NOW"
_What The hell Happened Here?Who are you?Why are you crying?Why should I forgive you Khushi?Why are you saying the same thing which she told me?Where is she?Where is my Khushi?Ha?Where THE HELL is She?
I lost my voice,I just shout.I didn't know why,But I wanted to burn that house.
Jacky made me sit again.
"where did I stand?"
_Sit,I'll tell you.
He sat in front of me.
_What do you mean we're saying which Khushi
told you?
_Who are you?Why should I tell you what she told me?
He jerked and shout.
_I'm her Brother(he signed to the old couple)They're Khushi's parents(then signed to Payal)She's my Wife,Khushi's sister in law.Now Do you tell us What My SISTER Told you ?
_Sh..she ...she told me...she asked me to forgive her.That night,When ...I...Where's Khushi?
_When you what?
_Where's Khushi?
_Which night?
_Where's my Khushi?
_On that night what happened?
_WHERE THE HELL IS MY KHUSHI?(I shouted)
_SHE'S DEAD!!!
I can't believe what I heard that day.I never will able to believe My Khushi dead.I can't believe that naughty girl had the cancer.Never believe when she was laughing,when she was making everybody laugh She was fighting with her cancer.I can't believe all those times she was laughing in pain.Her sounds of laughs was sounds of pain.My girl,My naughty Khushi left her country when she'd found she had cancer cross her family.When she found her cancer was in last limit.She prefer to go where she want and enjoy in every ways she always wanted.She didn't want to spend the last days of her life in hospital on a bed.She wanted to laugh,make everyone laugh.My khushi wanted to feel life in a way she wanted.She wanted to make some lives after hers.
I didn't understand when I came out of her house,when My face got wet with my tears,But my tears dropped down from my eyes faster when I remember the last thing she and her family wanted me"To forgive her,because she made me love her,because she felt in love me,because she wanted to be with me,but she couldn't.She asked her family to give my forgivness for her.She wanted my forgivness,But why?she,her love was the only good event in my entire life.Her laughs,her screams,her smiles,her talks,her voice,her eyes were the only good memory in my entire life.I want them.I need them.Why should I forgive her?For the best things which she gave to me?for brought the life to me?For made me learn how to smile,laugh,cry?How to live?
I never found out how I arrived at her new house,where she sleeps peacefully.
"God,how can you do this to her?how could you make her to sleep here?She can't be calm,she wants to jump.How could you make her to be quite?She wants to scream,laugh loudly.I need her voice.God I need her call me LaadGoverner.God my name sounds so beautiful only in her mouth.God My Khushi is naughty,...Oh no My Khushi afraid of darkness God!She can't tolerate this small dark house.God..."
She is dead and I can't do anything.My power,my money don't work.I want to give my body,my life,but they don't work.Only God can take her back.
I broke.I fell on my knees.My voice broke.My tears was washing my face.
"Khushi I need you.Khushi you've not done yet.Khushi see I'm crying.you tought me cry.My life needs you.[My voice get louder]Khushi you're to younge for die.Khushi you should live.[I was shouting]Get up Khushi,Get up good girl,Get up damnit.Khushi you shouldn't leave me before we get married,you can't die before we become parents,before we hug our grandchildrens.Khushi I need you.I don't want to be alone.Khushi pls.pls ...pls.."
By a scream and a doll which threw on my face I jerked.
_DADDD...It's 9 and you're still asleep.Dad you promise me.
I was watching the jumping sweat girl who was angry at her Dad.
And again her scream.
_Daddd I'm talking to you.Where Are you?
I came out of my dreams.
_What?...Nowhere.
She smiled and sat beside me.
_Oh really?Or maybe you lost in your jaan's dream?Ha?
I leant thowrds her,then she ran out of the room and scream
_Daddd get ready.If you don't want to be late.I want you on time in my last day of collage and
don't forget what you promise to get me as my gift.
I smiled at this naughty girl.My girl.
**
After the party of her collage.we went to airport.
After 1 hour we arrived.
_Offf Papa everywhen I fresh up this breathe I want to fly of joy.
I hugged her and kissed her head.
_Let's go jaan.Let's give you your gift.
_The best gift you give me always.
I smiled at her innocent.
**
Again I'm here where I should be.
_Hi Mamy.Today was my last day of collage.Dad promised me that he take me here.Oh I forgot s.th.[She tried to whisper,but she wanted me to hear,too]This morning he was dreaming you.I don't know what you did at his dream,but after he woke up he was smiling and he couldn't understand What I told him.He was deep in dream of you in his wake.
_Stop It Rosi.Don't be this much naughty.And Aha Go and find th.
_Ok Ok Dad.Don't make me fool.I leave you and mom alone.tell her what you want,I won't disturb you.BUT don't be naughty guys
She giggled and ran away before I cought her.
I smiled and turned to her.
_Hi Jaan.How Are you?do you see?She's look like you.She's so naughty.makes me laugh.What are you doing there?,look our Dolly still call me dad,call you mom.She wants us as her parents.She's so sweat.Do you remember the first time she call me uncle?I shouted at her.Hahah I never forget when She hugged me and call me Dad for the first time.She was afriad,but she called and then she thought I wanted to shout at her.I was speechless,but she thought that.She Told me that she loves us
and I don't dare to shout at her.I was speechless where this bravness came from.and then I hugged her.I saw you in her.When I hugged her I felt you.I smelled you.Jaan She grew up,she is near to marrige,but I can't.I can't loose her as I lost you.Khushi She is in my life.She 's naughty likes you,but Nobody can fill your place in my heart,in my life.You know why I never came here to live.Our every memories were in the india,I can't forget them,I don't want,But I have some feelings this time.I feel I'll stay here longer this time.Khushi For the first time in these 18 years,I want to ask you s.th,don't become angry.Ok jaan?I need my answer,so answer me in my dream tonight.Ok?
When I meet you again?Hug you again?
I need it verymuch,Like if I don't I'll die.So don't forget to answer me.Love you Jaan like always I do.
_Hey Dad,stop it...Mom we'll come later again,but Now dad is tired,I know.Let him sleep.I'll take him here again.
_You'll take me here?(I laughted)
_Yes This time I'll take you here.
I hugged her.
_Ok jaan.This time you'll take me here.
I turned to my Khushi and winked at her.
"Let see,how she will take me here,maybe I got my answer,Bye see you soon Jaan"
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