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Hi guys,
This idea was in my head for quite some time. Thought to write something about it. Hope you will like it. Compliments and comments both are welcome.
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The Confession
There was a sinking feeling in my heart which was growing with each passing second. The each step she took in the direction of our group, panic Rose within me and every lost opportunity of the last month came in front of my eyes.
My heart told me to run from the scenario but my mind rooted me to spot. I could not move from here. I will never be able to unsee the scene which was about to unfold in front of my eyes. My world was about to crash.
I had flashbacks of the most joyous 2 months of my life. My world rotated on its axis when maa entered my life again. I came to know that my mother was not wrong she loved me then and she loves me now. It was just my dad's insecurities and his doubt on her character which drove her away.
I was beyond angry with my dad. furious is a word which would not cover even an ounce of what I felt at that time. The things which I believed from last 10 years were lies. Each and every one of them. That was the darkest phase of my life after the incident which happened 10 years ago. Then I lost my Maa and this time I would have lost my dad if sumo would not have interfered and knocked some sense into my thick skull (as she loves to remind me that only my height has increased my brain is still the same).
Well I accepted that what was done cannot be changed now, I cannot bring back those lost 10 years of my life but I can make new happy memories with my parents everyday so I should not waste my time in mulling over the past and focus on the future.
And then came their decision because of which I am telling you my story now. my and sumo's family decided that they want us to get married as they think that no one can be better for us than each other.
It was awkward at first, after all we were best friends. Yes she was my first love but I moved on atleast it was what I thought. I did not know when this time she slowly and steadily crept back into my life and heart. This time her presence became more stronger. She became my own personal sun which shone whenever darkness tried to catch up with me.
Her antics cracked me up every time, every time I fell she supported me, she stood by me in my worst times. Whenever I thought I will not survive the situation, the darkness in my life will engulf me again she fought against every odd and stood by me always.
Her presence in my life is something which I have started to consider as constant. She always says that she'll be there for me no matter what and I have made the same promise. To her and to myself that I will never let her down no matter what and her happiness will always come first.
Those repressed feelings of love rose again in my heart this time stronger than ever. I thought that I can not love her more but each day the feelings only grew. I have tried to tell her many times but stopped myself short thinking that I do not want to pressurize her. Hoping that someday she will love me back.
But right now I was cursing myself for all those lost chances. I should have told her that I love her. But every thought of mine was in vain now. I wished that I could steal her away from all these people who are eagerly waiting for her next move. They are excited to know the name of the person sumo loved in school. Her first love, as Purna has called it, But I know the name it's the same person with whom she went to the prom. The same person who has been flirting with her shamelessly throughout the day. It is that stupid jerk Manish whom she is about to kiss.
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Shivangi
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