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The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched - Helen Keller
But I think today we 'saw' d most beautiful thing..love...
The kind of love that Sanskaar has for Swara...the kind of love on which books have been written, sonnets have been made, movies have being created... the kind of Love which makes a person the strongest but also the weakest...Love which makes you whole but can also break you into pieces...the kind of love that till when you have it you have everything in life, and the minute it vanishes, you become a living-dead!!
The kind of love which is impossible to describe but magical to feel... And I want to thank Mr Varun Awesome Kapoor for making me see it & feel it..For making me fall in love WITH the love that Sanskaar has for Swara..It is just exceptional..
The love-magic happened today...& how...😭
When sanskar remembering his last moments with swara, holds onto that pendant like a lifeline, like its the ONLY thing that is keeping him sane...
When he spreads her sarees on HER side of the bed as if to fill her presence...
When he lovingly picks up that special saree and touches it to his face as if to feel her touch..
When he touches the bangles that he gifted to her and remembers the love that emanated from her eyes...
when he imagines her standing right in front of him and you see a light entering into his eyes,,,
When she vanishes, the eyes that were just glowing, start to dim again...
When he sees her again as she offers him chocolates, the smile that spreads on his face, the relief that he feels, the LIFE that seeps into his body..
When she vanishes again, the grief that engulfs him...
When she,even in her unconscious state feels his pain & starts dreaming...
When he reaches the terrace and remembers the night when there was light in his life in contrast with the total darkness of today...
when he keeps clutching that saree tightly as if it is his swara...
when he drapes her saree on his shoulder as if she is holding him..
when he dances remembering the time they danced at the very same spot, & imagines her in front of him..
when he brings his arms near him as if hugging her...
when he folds his hands and sends a heartfelt prayer to the almighty to send his life back to him..
when he crumbles with the heavy weight of his grief and brings that saree to his face as if he wants to drown in her smell, in her touch...
And when in answer to his prayers, she starts mumbling incoherent words (Which i am very sure were sanskar, not quite there but almost)...
when her incoherent ramblings reach to his heart and he gets assured that she is alive..
when he firmly states "you are fine swara", as if on cue,she opens her eyes...
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I dont know how else love can be seen.. I dont know how much MORE can it be felt...
This love, that SwaSan have for each other, it is the epitome.. it is THAT kind of love which makes you want to feel it too...and If by any chance you are lucky enough to feel it, it makes you want to hold onto it for a lifetime... it IS THAT kind of love, which is FOREVER and BEYOND!!
Thanks to the CVs...it was a beautifully executed sequence...the right kind of FBs, the achingly beautiful song... The whole feel was excellent...bravo!
PS: I am not sure how much sense I actually made.. I started writing this post 3 hours ago, but couldn't finish coz with every line i wrote, I broke down...The pain that I felt today was something else altogether.. and all thanks to that wonderful actor who BREATHES & LIVES Sanskar...Varun Kapoor, take a bow... Just take it...👏
Love, Sumi
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