IshRa OS || Dhadhkan - Page 4

"Raman." She turned him around making him face her. "Raman, I'm unavailable. I used to belong to you, but I don't anymore. You had the chance but you screwed it up. You let me go, you didn't fight for me. You let me go, Raman. So don't you dare come here and claim you know the way my heart feels. Don't you dare. I waited for you."

"You don't think I want to be a better man? You don't think I want to let you go and let you live the life you want? You don't think I want you to get all that you deserve? You own me. You control me. I wait for you. I love you. You're the love of my life. I can't breathe without you. I belong to you. I exist for you. You don't think I thought about this? You don't think I killed myself deciding whether to let you go or get you back? Do you think this is easy for me? Do you think I want this? To take away your happiness? Do you think I will be able to sleep at night thinking that maybe, just maybe if I had let you go then you would have been living a peaceful life? Do you think I don't think about how much I hold you back?"

"How can you even thinking Mani is my happiness, Raman? My happiness lies with you. how can I be happy with someone when I don't love him? When I love you? how can I be at peace when I am thinking of you when I am with him? How can I be happy when I am anywhere but with you? You're my dhadkhan, Raman and don't you ever think you're incapable of keeping me. Because only you have the power to truly keep me happy. I never should have let you let me go. But Raman, if you want me, you have to earn me."

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