SHEHNAAZ KI HUI ENTRY EPISODE-215

Hiii frnds d epi was again good. so jalal after seeing that there were no signs of jo coming to amer he decides to leave in search of her... 😃

jalal tells BM that since jo had not yet reached amer and there were no news of her so eh would leave asap to search her...BM assures him that she mite reach 2nite but jalal doesn't budge and leaves...assuring maina that he was jo's culprit and cause for her probs so he would bring her back and that was his promise... 😃 he self confesses of how he was missing jo...and he leaves... 😃 maina is in distress but her SIL assures her that jalal would defo bring her back and nothing would happen to jo... 😛

jo reaches one ashram and asks for water...where she is given water and also shelter to stay... 😃

jalal is in search of jo when he sees few ladies who seeing Mughals run away... 😕 😆 but he stops them and asks them about jo by describing about her looks... 😉 but receives no info about her and feels dejected... 😕

cheapu near d pond and self talks about y jo had to marry jalal as in return she got only pain 🤓 BB hear it and confronts him but he defends himself finally he misbehaves with her yelling at her and finally leaves behind a crying BB...🤓

jalal reaches a temple where he describes about jo's looks to d priest who gives hi ma hope of d same lady being present there... 😕 jalal is happy thinking that he would meet jo and ask sorry but after seeing that lady he again feels dejected and leaves... 😕

SB and ruks scene where SB is worried about jo and shows her concern of not getting any news... 😕 ruks tells her that no to worry as jo would b fine and moreover jalal had gone to search and get her back...but SB tells her jalal would defo find her but whether jo would return after this incident... 😕 ruks tells her that if she doesn't return then jalal would leave her and come back as his emperor ego was much bigger and sharper than d sword... 😕 SB explains her how for love sometimes ego has to b killed and leaves... 😃

jo prays to kanha to always support her in her difficult times as always he did and also prays for d good will of jalal... 😃

jalal is in total distress searching jo and one of d soldier tells to other that some one should advice jalal to stop as his health mite go down... 😕 so d one of guard tells him to take rest but jalal refuses saying that he wont stop until he doesn't find jo... 😕

meanwhile jo is in shock as kanha's idol goes missing... 😕 and then we have d boring shehnaaz entry she runs away with d idol and jo chasing her...that means start of d Mathura track

jalal reaches one place where all d banjarans were there and they ask him if wanted to eat or rest but he tells them that he had all d necessary things... 😃 and thinks that even god wanted him to struggle and so he wasn't getting any way to reach jo... 😕

one messenger from amer comes and jalal is happy but that messenger informs him that he should inform BM if he gets any news of jo... 😕 and poor jalal is all again upset...and sits at one place out of dejection...praying to god...

waiting... 😃

episode really gloomy
poor ja searching everywhere for his Jo
Jo got shelter in mathura in our loving kaanhas birth place
ja get hope when pandit said that a girl like his given descriptions but alas its not Jo
allall soldiers r feeling pity on jas conditions but our ja just don't wnt to stop for a min
ruks Salimas scene good ruks is so wrong that ja will come if Jo wont agree on coning back in one say
Jo's praying scene for all especially for ja really heartheart touching
so finally shehnaz came to be honest I don't like shehnez at all
lastly ja again drown in past memories of his journey with Jo during Ajmer Sharif
thanks for pm

thanks Harshu...ok ok episode...

the points below will be random... just the thoughts that come to my mind ... and plz this is not to offend anybody...

So finally Jodha did something that was long overdue...Jalal feels she punished him...while leaving him, she wrote him that she is following his order... is it true? did all these things just mean only this much? is Jo really punishing Jalal? when she expects him to understand her feelings, can't she understand his? and if she did, still why she behaved that way? was it coz she felt Jalal didn't trust her enough, or did she felt she is incompetent in winning his trust, and so doesn't deserve his trust and love?

what will be on her mind, when she took that drastic step, which has pushed everybody in such spot, that all of them really need to reform themselves, and this includes Jodha too...

while accusing her of infidelity , Jalal has broken all ties with her... remember he said, he frees her of their relationship... for Jo that was end of her life, coz later when she is alone , she says to herself, that when he finished their relationship, she parted herself with her life... when a person detaches himself with his own life, nothing else matters... so while Jalal is looking at her act as punishment from Jo, for her it's freeing him from every responsibility of that relationship which is broken by himself...last time when he had freed her like this she has tried to commit suicide, coz her parents refused to be with her... this time again she was at same point, but this time she took some different decision... why so? Just coz last time she has promised Hamida, that she will never do it again? And promises for Jo r more imp than her own life? Or

Is it coz the innermost part of her heart knows that Jalal loves her and has accepted his love, and she knows very much that now since he knows why she was hiding the truth, he won't be able to stay away from her... that he will find her out and will take her back with him... i think it must be somewhere on her mind... else what was to stop her from committing suicide?

is it that she wants a very strong relationship btw them?... a relationship that will be based on love a trust... love is there but trust? a small MU or silence of one of them and other one starts drawing all kinds of conclusions from it... I m not blaming Jalal... even Jo has behaved like that earlier... so why her sudden decision of staying away from him?

i felt one strong reason for her decision... Fear of rejection... same fear, Jalal has suffered after that Dhakka incident... both of them have changed completely... from hardcore hatred, they have come to deeply loving eachother... so much love that , just thought of eachother give them peace, happiness, and feeling of completeness...and this love is the thing that has made them weak also...

love that has come btw them now... previously, when he has insulted or blamed her, she didn't paid much importance to that... coz that time she hated him, and his actions only increased her hatred for him... but now since her feelings for him r changed completely, a smallest hurt from him has broken her... and when he breaks all ties with her, for her life has ended...

today when she says , she loves him and wants only his well being, it's her love that is speaking... but that love only has made her take that drastic step of leaving him ... had it been old Jo, she would have taken this insult as just one more cruel and heartless act of him and ignored and taunted him... though she would have felt the hurt, still she would not have broken... but this Jo is broken, who has lost interest in her life... and so she is behaving this way... just like Jalal always feared that Jo might not accept his love, now same fear Jo is facing... that after this incident , though Jalal knows abt Suja, still he won't be able to trust her now, and when there is no trust, there won't be any love also from him...he will never accept her love , nor love her back... may be she fears his rejection, and so she has taken the another way of leaving him... this way she need not fear his rejection and her love and pride is intact too...

surely there will be hope somewhere deep inside her heart, that Jalal will find her, will try to pacify her, will give her same love, she wants... and till the time Jalal does not convince her fully of his love, she will stay adamant... but when Jalal will finally make her realize that he truly loves her, the first thing she will do , will be to ask for his forgiveness for hiding Sujamal truth from him, and for leaving him...

same way, previously when she had attempted that suicide, for him she challenged 'Izzat of Mughal Sultanat'... he cared more for it than anything else, even her... now he does not care more for his own kingdom, he cares more for her, else he had not set himself out for searching her... he would have sent his army to find her or to summon her... but he too has changed long way...

and so now when she has left, he feels she has punished him for not trusting her, for accusing her wrongly... this is not same old cruel and arrogant Jalal... this one is that man who has changed for betterment, who has finally accepted that the relationships he wanted all his life,: a true love, a true companion in better or worse , a caring and supporting partner who can take what he is ready to give without a single question or other demands... and he had lost every hope to ever get it from anybody, r right there in his life in form of Jodha... and now when he has accepted it , he just can't take that he would lose it all just coz of one MU btw them... he is ready to apologize forgetting his arrogance, his pride, even forgetting that he is An Emperor... right now he just wants to be a husband, a lover with only one wish... his love back in his life... and he is even ready for any punishment from her, just that finally she accepts him, his love...

the fear he always felt after that dhakka incident, that she may again reject him , no longer exist for him... this parting of them, has made him overcome his fear of rejection from her... and now he is all set to get his love back in his life at any cost...to claim what is rightfully his... and to give her what belongs to her only...his heart and his love...

and ya u updated really awsm 😳

Thank you so much for another nice writeup.

Harshu, just like in past we had one Ben circus episode, tomorrow will be Shehnaz special episode...not much going to happen...

Originally posted by: sweet_diksha

thanks Harshu...ok ok episode...

the points below will be random... just the thoughts that come to my mind ... and plz this is not to offend anybody...

So finally Jodha did something that was long overdue...Jalal feels she punished him...while leaving him, she wrote him that she is following his order... is it true? did all these things just mean only this much? is Jo really punishing Jalal? when she expects him to understand her feelings, can't she understand his? and if she did, still why she behaved that way? was it coz she felt Jalal didn't trust her enough, or did she felt she is incompetent in winning his trust, and so doesn't deserve his trust and love?

what will be on her mind, when she took that drastic step, which has pushed everybody in such spot, that all of them really need to reform themselves, and this includes Jodha too...

while accusing her of infidelity , Jalal has broken all ties with her... remember he said, he frees her of their relationship... for Jo that was end of her life, coz later when she is alone , she says to herself, that when he finished their relationship, she parted herself with her life... when a person detaches himself with his own life, nothing else matters... so while Jalal is looking at her act as punishment from Jo, for her it's freeing him from every responsibility of that relationship which is broken by himself...last time when he had freed her like this she has tried to commit suicide, coz her parents refused to be with her... this time again she was at same point, but this time she took some different decision... why so? Just coz last time she has promised Hamida, that she will never do it again? And promises for Jo r more imp than her own life? Or

Is it coz the innermost part of her heart knows that Jalal loves her and has accepted his love, and she knows very much that now since he knows why she was hiding the truth, he won't be able to stay away from her... that he will find her out and will take her back with him... i think it must be somewhere on her mind... else what was to stop her from committing suicide?

is it that she wants a very strong relationship btw them?... a relationship that will be based on love a trust... love is there but trust? a small MU or silence of one of them and other one starts drawing all kinds of conclusions from it... I m not blaming Jalal... even Jo has behaved like that earlier... so why her sudden decision of staying away from him?

i felt one strong reason for her decision... Fear of rejection... same fear, Jalal has suffered after that Dhakka incident... both of them have changed completely... from hardcore hatred, they have come to deeply loving eachother... so much love that , just thought of eachother give them peace, happiness, and feeling of completeness...and this love is the thing that has made them weak also...

love that has come btw them now... previously, when he has insulted or blamed her, she didn't paid much importance to that... coz that time she hated him, and his actions only increased her hatred for him... but now since her feelings for him r changed completely, a smallest hurt from him has broken her... and when he breaks all ties with her, for her life has ended...

today when she says , she loves him and wants only his well being, it's her love that is speaking... but that love only has made her take that drastic step of leaving him ... had it been old Jo, she would have taken this insult as just one more cruel and heartless act of him and ignored and taunted him... though she would have felt the hurt, still she would not have broken... but this Jo is broken, who has lost interest in her life... and so she is behaving this way... just like Jalal always feared that Jo might not accept his love, now same fear Jo is facing... that after this incident , though Jalal knows abt Suja, still he won't be able to trust her now, and when there is no trust, there won't be any love also from him...he will never accept her love , nor love her back... may be she fears his rejection, and so she has taken the another way of leaving him... this way she need not fear his rejection and her love and pride is intact too...

surely there will be hope somewhere deep inside her heart, that Jalal will find her, will try to pacify her, will give her same love, she wants... and till the time Jalal does not convince her fully of his love, she will stay adamant... but when Jalal will finally make her realize that he truly loves her, the first thing she will do , will be to ask for his forgiveness for hiding Sujamal truth from him, and for leaving him...

same way, previously when she had attempted that suicide, for him she challenged 'Izzat of Mughal Sultanat'... he cared more for it than anything else, even her... now he does not care more for his own kingdom, he cares more for her, else he had not set himself out for searching her... he would have sent his army to find her or to summon her... but he too has changed long way...

and so now when she has left, he feels she has punished him for not trusting her, for accusing her wrongly... this is not same old cruel and arrogant Jalal... this one is that man who has changed for betterment, who has finally accepted that the relationships he wanted all his life,: a true love, a true companion in better or worse , a caring and supporting partner who can take what he is ready to give without a single question or other demands... and he had lost every hope to ever get it from anybody, r right there in his life in form of Jodha... and now when he has accepted it , he just can't take that he would lose it all just coz of one MU btw them... he is ready to apologize forgetting his arrogance, his pride, even forgetting that he is An Emperor... right now he just wants to be a husband, a lover with only one wish... his love back in his life... and he is even ready for any punishment from her, just that finally she accepts him, his love...

the fear he always felt after that dhakka incident, that she may again reject him , no longer exist for him... this parting of them, has made him overcome his fear of rejection from her... and now he is all set to get his love back in his life at any cost...to claim what is rightfully his... and to give her what belongs to her only...his heart and his love...

Originally posted by: sweet_diksha

thanks Harshu...ok ok episode...

the points below will be random...
just the thoughts that come to my mind ... and plz this is not to offend
anybody...



So finally Jodha did something that was long overdue...Jalal feels she punished
him...while leaving him, she wrote him that she is following his order... is it
true? did all these things just mean only this much? is Jo really punishing
Jalal? when she expects him to understand her feelings, can't she understand
his? and if she did, still why she behaved that way? was it coz she felt Jalal
didn't trust her enough, or did she felt she is incompetent in winning his
trust, and so doesn't deserve his trust and love?



what will be on her mind, when she took that drastic step, which has pushed
everybody in such spot, that all of them really need to reform themselves, and
this includes Jodha too...

while accusing her of infidelity ,
Jalal has broken all ties with her...
remember he said, he frees her of their relationship... for Jo that was end of
her life, coz later when she is alone , she says to herself, that when he
finished their relationship, she parted herself with her life... when a person
detaches himself with his own life, nothing else matters... so while Jalal is
looking at her act as punishment from Jo, for her it's freeing him from every
responsibility of thatrelationship which
is broken by himself...last time when he had freed her like this she has tried
to commit suicide, coz her parents refused to be with her... this time again
she was at same point, but this time she took some different decision... why
so? Just coz last time she has promised Hamida, that she will never do it
again? And promises for Jo r more imp than her own life? Or

Is it coz the innermost part of her
heart knows that Jalal loves her and has accepted his love, and she knows very
much that now since he knows why she was hiding the truth, he won't be able to
stay away from her... that he will find her out and will take her back with
him... i think it must be somewhere on her mind... else what was to stop her
from committing suicide?

is it that she wants a very strong
relationship btw them?... a relationship that will be based on love a trust...
love is there but trust? a small MU or silence of one of them and other one
starts drawing all kinds of conclusions from it... I m not blaming Jalal...
even Jo has behaved like that earlier... so why her sudden decision of staying
away from him?

i felt one strong reason for her
decision... Fear of rejection... same fear, Jalal has suffered after that
Dhakka incident... both of them have changed completely... from hardcore
hatred, they have come to deeply loving eachother... so much love that , just
thought of eachother give them peace, happiness, and feeling of
completeness...and this love is the thing that has made them weak also...

love that has come btw them
now... previously, when he has insulted or blamed her, she didn't paid much
importance to that... coz that time she hated him, and his actions only increased her hatred
for him... but now since her feelings for him r changed completely, a smallest
hurt from him has broken her... and when he breaks all ties with her, for her
life has ended...

today when she says , she loves him
and wants only his well being, it's her love that is speaking... but that love
only has made her take that drastic step of leaving him ... had it been old Jo,
she would have taken this insult as just one more cruel and heartless act of
him and ignored and taunted him... though she would have felt the hurt, still
she would not have broken... but this Jo is broken, who has lost interest in
her life... and so she is behaving this way... just like Jalal always feared
that Jo might not accept his love, now same fear Jo is facing... that after
this incident , though Jalal knows abt Suja, still he won't be able to trust
her now, and when there is no trust, there won't be any love also from him...he will
never accept her love , nor love her back... may be she fears his rejection,
and so she has taken the another way of leaving him... this way she need not
fear his rejection and her love and pride is intact too...



surely there will be hope somewhere deep inside her heart, that Jalal will find
her, will try to pacify her, will give her same love, she wants... and till the
time Jalal does not convince her fully of his love, she will stay adamant...
but when Jalal will finally make her realize that he truly loves her, the first
thing she will do , will be to ask for his forgiveness for hiding Sujamal truth
from him, and for leaving him...

same way, previously when she had
attempted that suicide, for him she challenged 'Izzat of Mughal Sultanat'... he
cared more for it than anything else, even her... now he does not care more for
his own kingdom, he cares more for her, else he had not set himself out for
searching her... he would have sent his army to find her or to summon her...
but he too has changed long way...

and so now when she has left, he
feels she has punished him for not trusting her, for accusing her wrongly...
this is not same old cruel and arrogant Jalal... this one is that man who has
changed for betterment, who has finally accepted that the relationships he
wanted all his life,: a true love, a true companion in better or worse , a
caring and supporting partner who can take what he is ready to give without a
single question or other demands... and he had lost every hope to ever get it
from anybody, r right there in his life in form of Jodha... and now when he has
accepted it , he just can't take that he would lose it all just coz of one MU
btw them... he is ready to apologize forgetting his arrogance, his pride, even
forgetting that he is An Emperor... right now he just wants to be a husband, a
lover with only one wish... his love back in his life... and he is even ready
for any punishment from her, just that finally she accepts him, his love...

the fear he always felt after that
dhakka incident, that she may again reject him , no longer exist for him...
this parting of them, has made him overcome his fear of rejection from her...
and now he is all set to get his love back in his life at any cost...to claim
what is rightfully his... and to give her what belongs to her only...his heart
and his love...

welcum...ya d epi was fine...now only boring epis will have... 😕 I think trust should b from both d sides... we alwys blame jalal dat he never trusted her but even jo dint trust him abt suja thing and I knw u will repeat dat he told her to stay away frm dis matter and all. but jo is stubborn she could have somehow convinced him coz now d equation was totally diff from wat it was in ben track...there he wasn't ready to listen to her but here I feel if she had told him d matters could have been diff...we alwys tend to think negative...but it could have been jalal at least considering suja if at all jo had spoken to him but anywys its no uses speaking d same thing over and over again.. 😉 so dis boring track will go on fr another 2 weeks till she will return bk 2 agra if at all any ME comes in btw dn dis track mite end lil bit early... 😃

Originally posted by: Donjas

Thank you so much for another nice writeup.

In this episode we saw the beginning of Jalal's struggles, he wanders from place to place, thirsty and tired. His determination to find his Jodha Begum remains steadfast. This Rajat portrayed very well.

ur welcum...ya it was beginning of jalal's struggle and also d boring track of shehnaaz... 😕 ya RT nailed it... 😃 he emoted well as a restless hubby who in distress was searching his wifey... 😃

Originally posted by: sweet_diksha

Harshu, just like in past we had one Ben circus episode, tomorrow will be Shehnaz special episode...not much going to happen...

ya re ...in fact dis entire shehnaaz track is no less d na circus but 2mrw it will b d peak...I think on Thursday and Friday we will have ME wala epi where jalal acts dead... 😕