I Love You Dammit!!!

The moment I had started climbing the terrace stairs, my heart had suddenly started beating faster. It always did when I had Khushi near me but that day right at that moment my heart was beating faster for some reason. I had the odd feeling of something happening good or bad no idea. But I was sure this wasn't my condition when Khushi was near me and we both were alone.

Still keeping my thoughts positive, as I learnt from my Khushi, I took slow hesitant steps towards the terrace. Hell I was so nervous that time. The great ASR was nervous just to propose a girl. Funny, isn't it? But that's true I was too nervous to even meet her. Yet taking a deep breath I had taken determined steps forward. No sooner did I open the terrace door, the earth beneath me seemed to slip off. I had seen my love, my life in the arms of who... My own jijaji whom I have lately given a position of my father. I was shocked at the sight. I knew both my so-called jijaji and Khushi. I had known Shyam from since about 4 years and Khushi at that time and entered since abt a few months ago but I knew both well or so was what I thought.

I remember how hurt I was seeing that scene. I didn't know how to react. I had gone to the terrace thinking I'll answer Khushi Mujhe kyun farak padta hai??. Mujhe farak padta hai kyunki woh Khushi hai... Meri Khushi.. Meri Zindagi... Kyunki Pyaar karta hu main usse...

How ironical it is na! I fell in love with her but I failed to trust her. Love is something that comes from trust and here even without trust I claimed to love her.

That day or to say night I heard Shyam confessing his love towards Khushi. The lust which he named as love.

Hum sirf aap se Pyaar karte hai Khushi-ji. Hum Rani Saheba se nahi sirf aapse lyaar karte hai

I can never forget those words uttered by that disgusting pathetic excuse of a man. How dare he even say that he loves my Khushi. That time I, ASR, for the first time din know how to react. I was baffled, shocked, and what not. Somewhere my heart wanted Khushi to slap that idiot not once but twice. But her answer has made the ground beneath me slip off!

Agar aap Anjali-ji se pyaar nahi karte toh chodd kyun nahi dete unhe?

I was more than shocked to react. My senses betrayed me. The girl whom I had loved the most was asking that beast to leave my Di. That time I din even wait for a second longer. On a single day, two people broke my trust or so I thought.

Not staying and listening to the whole conversation was my first mistake and not asking Khushi abt the same my second. Only if that time i won't have been scared to ask her maybe I won't have made her cry for the 5 months. *sigh* I don't know too feel happy or sad. Tomorrow is the day when I had married in front of Devi Maiyaa with her blessings. Should o feel happy and proud for a loving, caring and protective wife I got that day? Or should I feel sad that bcoz of me this Angel head cried?

*beep* *beep*

-Stop thinking so much about me. My hiccups aren't stopping ;-)

-What to do Khushi? Am missing you a lot Jaan.

-Your bad luck. I had asked you if I can go and you had agreed. So now pay for it :P

-Yes I had to agree. After all it's your favorite sister Vani's Birthday tomorrow. How can I deny her wish to have you beside her that day? Wish her on my behalf too.

-You know you're the best human being in the world Arnav

-Oh! Is that bcoz I allowed you to go to Vani or for something else?

-Hawww! U think this is why I said u that?

-Relax Jaan I'm just joking. Why aren't you asleep yet?

-Was missing you a lot.

-Me too. You're looking at mumma, Amma and Babuji, aren't you?

-You know me too well Arnav. They'll be so happy seeing us like this

-Yep. And proud too