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Posted: 10 years ago

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Posted: 10 years ago

#472

i feel like want to strangle khushi mother...

people like her do exists

arshi in pain

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Linsie

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Posted: 10 years ago

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is very intense... what is lavanya going
to tell arnav...

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hiya

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Posted: 10 years ago

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awesome teaser..
plz update soon...
waiting 2 read whole part...
thnks 4 d pm..

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Yagya

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Posted: 10 years ago

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Shocked and outraged, Khushi could feel her own body writhing in the deep pain tormenting her soul. Pain swam in those eyes in which Arnav didn't dare to look in. Someone whom she could trust her life with was not trusting her love for him. Someone whose wellbeing had turned out to be a bigger concern than her own happiness was accusing of her being selfish towards him.

Arnav thought it was wise to leave from there since both of them were not in the right frame of the mind to have a healthy conversation but that again pierced a dagger deep into her soul, cutting it through with immaculate precision. Khushi held his hand with her cold hands as her heart burned in pain, effectively stopping him from moving anywhere as Arnav turned around to face her but still unable to look into her eyes realizing that he went a bit too far with his words.

Drawing in a deep breath as tears pricked her pain-filled pools of crimson color, Khushi questioned a stupefied Arnav in a splintering manner,

" How can you even accuse me of using your love, Arnav? I had loved you, with all my heart. And the same love stopped me from reaching out to you. What is that love if it causes harm to the person whom you claim to love? It is not love Arnav, it is obsession. Pyaar Kiya Tha Isiliye Door Rahi, Taki Koi Tumhe Na Maar De. If my love for you is selfish, then even a mother's for her children is. I was ready to spend my life with the person whom I hated the most just to save your life. I was ready to die every moment of my life to secure your life. When all i wanted was to run into your arms, I was crying in the nights over my pillow so that my suhaag never gets off. All the time when my mother made me wear sindhoor for Rahul, I took your name on that. And what do I get in return? I get accused of my love being selfish. "

Arnav stood there sans an answer with pain, regret and anxiety written all over his face, as he felt his throat dry up in pain for hurting his love after meeting her after so long and in a manner that he wasn't sure if he could even erase the pain with his words or actions in the near future.

Arnav's silence hurt Khushi further as she felt that he was not even ready to accept his mistake, or maybe he still thinks that she is trying to cover up.

" I realized my love for you only the day I was leaving Lucknow. Rejecting you before that was my right, Mr.Raizada. It was my goddamn right. I had not loved you for a certain act which took place in between us, I loved you because my heart went out for you. I took your name on my Sindhoor not because of that act but because the only person whom I gave right on myself was always my love. Lekin Jiss Kshan Mujhe Mere Pyaar Ka Anubhav Hua Jab Main Na Usse Bol ke Tumhe Ashayein De Sakti Thi Na Chup Baith kar Apne Andar Ki Aag Ko Rokh Sakti Thi. Even then I chose your happiness. I know it for a fact that my family doesn't allow relationships and confessing back then when I wouldn't even stay back in Lucknow would have been giving you false hope. For 5 long years, I kept burning in the fire, fire of your love as the the want to confess fueled it. And when this happened, I went out of my way to stop this alliance but I was forced to accept it.

My family had imposed so much of emotional blackmail that I would have met the same fate of my aunt who committed suicide due to family's force, if not for the love I had for you and the faith I had in god. Finally I garnered enough strength to confess my feelings thinking but thank you so much for showing me the right thing. I truly might have been selfish to love you so much that it gave me so much of pain, after all Arnav Singh Raizada can never be at fault.

Thank you so much for making me see the truth, Mr.Raizada. Your help is really appreciated. Mera Pyaar Tho Tumhare Liye Kam Nahi Hoga Lekin Ab Woh Dard Ke Unn Paraton Ke Neeche Dabb Ke Reh Jayega. Mere Pyaar Ko Aaj Bhi Mujhpe Adhikaar Hai Lekin Tum Mere Arnav Nahi Kyonki Mera Arnav Tho Ankh Band Karke Mujhpe Vishwaas Karta Aur Meri Duvidhaa Samjhta Lekin Aap Tho Arnav Singh Raizada Hai, the rising business man who is known to be ruthless and cold.

All the best, Mr.Arnav Singh Raizada. May you have a great life ahead and may you get someone who wouldn't love you 'selfishly' like a certain Khushi Gupta did."

Khushi turned around, while letting down her tears finally. Memories of their past flooded in to her mind as looked at Arnav over her shoulder. Myriads of feelings enveloped her as her guts churned, skin burned and head spun.

She tried walking ahead but her knees didn't seem to obey her while her ears turned deaf to the words Arnav was speaking to her. Everything seemed tipsy-turvy to her as the ground shook. The rage of emotions went so high that she felt her own self shaking without control, before everything blacked out, leaving her in Arnav's safe arms which trembled in concern and fear.

Arnav patted Khushi's cheek like a man possessed as fear took over him as he called out to her and pleaded her to get up but Khushi wouldn't listen to him anytime soon for even in her unconscious state she was murmuring about her love for Arnav.

When would they find solace in their love?

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