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What a SwaSanlicious episode after ages... eekkksss!
Seriously my feels are at an all time high after watching that awesomeness. Brilliantly executed, acted & directed episode which showed the perfect amount of love, angst, pain, selflessness on both SwaSan's part. Ah, this is the kind of angst I love & crave for in a couple, where both want are so in love, want nothing more than to be with each other forever but cannot do anything about it due to their own reasons *sighs* ❤️ Today's episode would have been really heartbreaking & disturbing if not for the positive upcoming tracks & those news segments 😆
Awww again cosmic connection, these two are like so so sooo MFEO ❤️ That cuckoo cooing outside & Sanskaar remembers the moment where Swara tells him how your wish comes true when the cuckoo coos, (IDK what they call that sound 😆) that tidbit where she adds her maa-baba example & how her wish of them coming together forever was granted was so uber adorable & relatable, awww how happy & content these two used to be with each other even when there was no/one-sided love between them, sigh what a blissful complete bond that we've been missing for so long BTW does this really happen? I heard it for the first time. I know about wishing upon a falling star but not this. Anyways, the selflessness that these two have within themselves was so purely shown here ❤️ Both having a chance to wish for their own happiness & togetherness but not being able to be selfish enough to ask for it over somebody else's happiness who's important to them, god such a poignant scene this one. I am actually angry at them for not being selfish enough & thinking of their own happiness now but still I get them today, I strangely do. When Sanskaar said, jab iss baat par vishwaas nahi karta tha, tab kuch nahi maangna tha aur aaj jab karne ka mann karta hain, tabhi vo nahi maang sakta jo chahta hu. I don't exactly remember the dialogue but I guess this is what he was trying to say. Gosh so much pain in his voice, so much eagerness to finally believe in Swara's words but still not being able to go ahead & demand for what his heart desires- THEM ❤️ He finally closes the window when he realises that he might end up wishing for what HE really wants & in the process breaking up his resolve. Varun here, absolute brilliance ⭐️ I can never have enough words for the powerhouse performer this man is, absolutely mind-blowing ❤️
There Swara opened the window as soon as Sanskaar closes his, gosh their cosmic connection is really something to rave about & I LOVE how the makers keep emphasising upon it & reinstating how made for each other these two are As soon as Swara hears the cuckoo, she instantly asks it to just fly away from her window, far enough that it's sound doesn't reach her, for she still believes in that wish theory & doesn't want to wish for something that would be soothing but selfish, that would stake somebody else's life, a truth she even admits to herself. She still isn't able to help herself & finally asks for something far more selfless, to finally give Sanskaar enough strenght that he does not become weak, that he fulfills his promise, that he doesn't regret & is happy with the 'right' path that he has chosen. This line is so symbolic cos both in their hearts know this is NOT the right path & so destiny has to play it's game again to bring these two on the right path which is destined to bring these two together again. How much ever these two try, destiny does find its right way. You can stop yourself from mouthing your heartfelt desires through your self control but how does one stop their heart? How can one stop their heart yearning for what it really desires & wishing for it? Nobody can. Inspite of resolving to not wish for their selfish demands to be fulfilled, their hearts still on their own accord asked for their togetherness in unison which WILL be fulfilled ❤️ Gah, I've enough experience in this matter where I know I shouldn't ask for something but still that plea which is heartfelt still reaches the almighty & same is going to happen here <3 VaHe were so brilliant here, my mom who's generally unaffected was actually looking at them with pain today & said, I hope what Swara says is true & their wish to be united comes true 😳 These two ❤️
How can Swara be so strong? How can she put up that facade where she shows she's happy & smiling but is actually dying every second? How can this girl be so strong? Gosh I would have had a serious mental breakdown the moment I would see the love of my life & his would be fiancee walking down the stairs hand in hand. I really want to repeat what Sujata said to Swara today, tu kiss mitti ki bani hai Swara? Bohot bahadur hai tu! Seriously Swara, how can you not fear a serious nervous breakdown in front of everyone? You tried to be happy & smiling while crushing inside every single moment, how can you be so self-destructive? I loved the SwaSan moments that we had today but TBH, she shouldn't have come. This girl is seriously self-destructive & needs to protect herself now that even the one who used to protect herself from her own demons needs protection himself. These two would make me wail like a baby someday :'( Sanskaar just couldn't take his eyes off Swara, feeling suffocated to hold Kavita's hand in her presence. He constantly kept looking at her, urging her to look back at him as he walked down hand in hand with an another woman. Maybe he wanted to see whether her eyes reflected the same agony of pain & seperation that his reflected & yes they did. So much pain in both their eyes & hearts conveyed when they finally met <3 Gosh what absolutely heartbreaking scenes these were throughout the episode 💔
Okay now coming to the moments that brought along immense joy & happiness, as if asking us to keep faith, for everything will be alright very soon ❤️ Loved the cliche'd ring falling & landing up at the right person's feet, a sign of them being your true companion which has been used infinite times, I cannot express how happy this cliche'd repeating here made me 😆 Swara found the ring & Sanskaar automatically got pulled towards her, taking the ring from her hand & glancing at it. I am kind of sure he would've lost it & slid the ring into Swara's finger if Kavita didn't interrupt them. Khair, the ring will anyways end up with the one it belongs to & not just the ring but that sindoor & mangalsutra as well ❤️ oh yeah & let me just mention two brilliant VaHe moments here, the one where Varun closes his eyes as if in a daze & about to run to Swara & upon opening it, steadies himself & finally goes through the painful ring ceremony & for Helly, when Sanskaar is finally sliding the ring into Kavita's fingers, the way she stumbles back as if she'll break into pieces in this exact moment, finally dropping the 'I am fine' facade & revealing her true hurt self for a single moment. I cannot express how amazing these two were here, I am seriously short of words, just absolutely splendid ❤️
Okay & now the best moment of the episode, the super romantic moment between the curtains, eeekkksss ❤️ I have always wanted a SwaSan moment between the flowing curtains & my wish is finally granted Although I wanted it during their SR, where the place is decorated with white flowing curtains & Swara is teasing Sanskaar to follow & catch her if he can But this was so damn awesome, so so so intimate. The whole white curtains flowing between them made the sequence so romantic & intimate, I am seriously short of words at how spellbinding all of it was The male lyrics completely suited Sanskaar here in their dreams, where both want to run away from this world & circumstances that are trying to seperate them & finally finding the strenght to do so while feeling like a theif. Tere liye aaj khud se hi bhaage hain, himmat ke tukde bator, ho bhaage zamaane se chup ke dabe paaon jaise koi chor, jaise koi chor, manchala mann chala teri ore ❤️ What a brilliantly executed romantic sequence <3 The teasing from Swara, the eagerness to find her from Sanskaar's side & finally not letting each other go when in each others embrace. Those back hugs, that chin on her shoulder & hand on her waist while swaying to the music & finally rushing into each others arms to hug each other happily, FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER OMFGGG MY FEELS HERE I WAS LEGIT GRINNING LIKE A FOOL HERE. MY SISTER WAS TOTALLY MIRRORING MY EXPRESSIONS & I SAW MY MOM HAVE A SLIGHT HAPPY SMILE ON HER FACE TOO, OMG THIS WAS SOOO MAGICAL FFHRFGFGHHKLJ I actually felt like the day when we got Sanskaar's dream sequence during diwali where he marries her again & then seals it by kissing her forehead fgffhghhklj my feels ❤️ Their first front hug happened in their dream too just before their first real hug & then Swara snapped out of the beautiful scenario she just imagined for themselves & unable to control herself anymore, rushes to him to embrace him with all her might, as if he's her only lifeline, not caring for the world around her & Sanskaar finally having her holding onto him so tightly as if her world is slipping away & his too, he just drops that mike & hugs her back immediately wrapping his arms around her & finally giving into his suppressed passion & desire to hold her tight as if never letting her go away from him. It was so passionate, so intense, these two put the screen on fire today. Just look at their eyes reflecting so much emotion, love & passion for only each other *sighs* sooo dreamy <3 Everyone was baffled to see this, expressions ranging from shock, disbelief, silent agreement & joy. Oh there was delusion too on Kavita's face or maybe not, cos maybe she finally saw the obvious which even a blind man can feel? The hug is REAL, everyone's reaction just showed it ❤️ Swara is probably going to cover it up tomorrow but it'll be way too obvious to ignore especially when she runs away during the aashirwaad ceremony :(
The other person who I really liked today was Lakshya. Seriously I was actually anticipating to watch his expressions which I caught a glimpse of during the segment & boy, was he genuinely pained today to see his bhai & Swara tear apart? He even talks to Swara only about Bhai & herself, how he couldn't fulfill his promise of always taking care of him & then laughing painfully along with Swara when she sadly but in a laughing tone says, somebody else has come to care for him, it was such a nice moment between the two where it actually felt like Lakshya has moved on or is trying his best too while feeling extremely sorry for what the two deeply in love souls are going through. His expressions throughout the episode ranging from slight irritation at seeing Kavita coming down with Sanskaar, to seeing Sanskaar & Swara look at each other with pain filled eyes & having tears in his own eyes, when Sanskaar comes towards him while singing the song & holding him, closing his eyes to let the pain out & Lakshya looks at him empathetically & finally that slight smile of relief when Swara finally rushes towards Sanskaar & hugs him, wow. Behaved like a true blue Lakshman today, I was actually delighted to watch him 😳 His anger towards Ragini just got more fueled when she was rubbing salt on Swara's wounds AGAIN & Swara gave her back properly. Seriously Ragini, you have such a good life, such a forgiving & loving family from both sides, PLEASE mind your own business & stop interfering in others life, getting them married & then divorced as per your whims & fancies. For god sake, go live your own life & make something of it. AP too looked at SwaSan lovingly & I loved it when nobody clapped after the ring ceremony happened & Sujata ka pachka hua 😆 Why the hell was Shomi smiling? Are you feeling too mahaan today Shomi? :O I loved Shekhar today when he stood upto Maasi & supported Swara, finally out of the spineless mode & behaving like a father should. I should be hating Maasi for her bitter words for Swara & her totally trying to get into Shekhar's good books by apologising to Swara but I just can't after I know that she, like Mohini Daayan indirectly ships SwaSan & is the main person to make them meet at the mandir again & reunite 😆 I love you Maasi ji, just like I love Mohini Daayan, thank you 😳😆 Sujata's panchayat today with Urvashi, lmfao 🤣
OMGGG the heck is that precap? Dream sequence again? Who's dream sequence? The sindoor part is real we know that & they will reunite there but what about Sanskaar proposing to Swara with the red rose & super smiling face & Swara yelling I love you to him on the top of her voice & hugging him happily in response to his proposal? Now this is like, hugs ki barsaat, CV's jab dete hain to chappar phaad ke dete hain I think this might happen after Kavita tells them that they are MFEO & they should reunite cos we saw Kavita running down the stairs & crying her eyes out downstairs near a wall after she sacrifices which means SwaSan are still upstairs & finally reunite? *sighs* this whole sequence is going to be sooo epic, I can hardly wait Gaaahhh ❤️
Please keep the hugs & A LOT MORE (😉) coming in now 😆
Seriously my feels are at an all time high after watching that awesomeness. Brilliantly executed, acted & directed episode which showed the perfect amount of love, angst, pain, selflessness on both SwaSan's part. Ah, this is the kind of angst I love & crave for in a couple, where both want are so in love, want nothing more than to be with each other forever but cannot do anything about it due to their own reasons *sighs* ❤️ Today's episode would have been really heartbreaking & disturbing if not for the positive upcoming tracks & those news segments 😆
Awww again cosmic connection, these two are like so so sooo MFEO ❤️ That cuckoo cooing outside & Sanskaar remembers the moment where Swara tells him how your wish comes true when the cuckoo coos, (IDK what they call that sound 😆) that tidbit where she adds her maa-baba example & how her wish of them coming together forever was granted was so uber adorable & relatable, awww how happy & content these two used to be with each other even when there was no/one-sided love between them, sigh what a blissful complete bond that we've been missing for so long BTW does this really happen? I heard it for the first time. I know about wishing upon a falling star but not this. Anyways, the selflessness that these two have within themselves was so purely shown here ❤️ Both having a chance to wish for their own happiness & togetherness but not being able to be selfish enough to ask for it over somebody else's happiness who's important to them, god such a poignant scene this one. I am actually angry at them for not being selfish enough & thinking of their own happiness now but still I get them today, I strangely do. When Sanskaar said, jab iss baat par vishwaas nahi karta tha, tab kuch nahi maangna tha aur aaj jab karne ka mann karta hain, tabhi vo nahi maang sakta jo chahta hu. I don't exactly remember the dialogue but I guess this is what he was trying to say. Gosh so much pain in his voice, so much eagerness to finally believe in Swara's words but still not being able to go ahead & demand for what his heart desires- THEM ❤️ He finally closes the window when he realises that he might end up wishing for what HE really wants & in the process breaking up his resolve. Varun here, absolute brilliance ⭐️ I can never have enough words for the powerhouse performer this man is, absolutely mind-blowing ❤️
There Swara opened the window as soon as Sanskaar closes his, gosh their cosmic connection is really something to rave about & I LOVE how the makers keep emphasising upon it & reinstating how made for each other these two are As soon as Swara hears the cuckoo, she instantly asks it to just fly away from her window, far enough that it's sound doesn't reach her, for she still believes in that wish theory & doesn't want to wish for something that would be soothing but selfish, that would stake somebody else's life, a truth she even admits to herself. She still isn't able to help herself & finally asks for something far more selfless, to finally give Sanskaar enough strenght that he does not become weak, that he fulfills his promise, that he doesn't regret & is happy with the 'right' path that he has chosen. This line is so symbolic cos both in their hearts know this is NOT the right path & so destiny has to play it's game again to bring these two on the right path which is destined to bring these two together again. How much ever these two try, destiny does find its right way. You can stop yourself from mouthing your heartfelt desires through your self control but how does one stop their heart? How can one stop their heart yearning for what it really desires & wishing for it? Nobody can. Inspite of resolving to not wish for their selfish demands to be fulfilled, their hearts still on their own accord asked for their togetherness in unison which WILL be fulfilled ❤️ Gah, I've enough experience in this matter where I know I shouldn't ask for something but still that plea which is heartfelt still reaches the almighty & same is going to happen here <3 VaHe were so brilliant here, my mom who's generally unaffected was actually looking at them with pain today & said, I hope what Swara says is true & their wish to be united comes true 😳 These two ❤️
How can Swara be so strong? How can she put up that facade where she shows she's happy & smiling but is actually dying every second? How can this girl be so strong? Gosh I would have had a serious mental breakdown the moment I would see the love of my life & his would be fiancee walking down the stairs hand in hand. I really want to repeat what Sujata said to Swara today, tu kiss mitti ki bani hai Swara? Bohot bahadur hai tu! Seriously Swara, how can you not fear a serious nervous breakdown in front of everyone? You tried to be happy & smiling while crushing inside every single moment, how can you be so self-destructive? I loved the SwaSan moments that we had today but TBH, she shouldn't have come. This girl is seriously self-destructive & needs to protect herself now that even the one who used to protect herself from her own demons needs protection himself. These two would make me wail like a baby someday :'( Sanskaar just couldn't take his eyes off Swara, feeling suffocated to hold Kavita's hand in her presence. He constantly kept looking at her, urging her to look back at him as he walked down hand in hand with an another woman. Maybe he wanted to see whether her eyes reflected the same agony of pain & seperation that his reflected & yes they did. So much pain in both their eyes & hearts conveyed when they finally met <3 Gosh what absolutely heartbreaking scenes these were throughout the episode 💔
Okay now coming to the moments that brought along immense joy & happiness, as if asking us to keep faith, for everything will be alright very soon ❤️ Loved the cliche'd ring falling & landing up at the right person's feet, a sign of them being your true companion which has been used infinite times, I cannot express how happy this cliche'd repeating here made me 😆 Swara found the ring & Sanskaar automatically got pulled towards her, taking the ring from her hand & glancing at it. I am kind of sure he would've lost it & slid the ring into Swara's finger if Kavita didn't interrupt them. Khair, the ring will anyways end up with the one it belongs to & not just the ring but that sindoor & mangalsutra as well ❤️ oh yeah & let me just mention two brilliant VaHe moments here, the one where Varun closes his eyes as if in a daze & about to run to Swara & upon opening it, steadies himself & finally goes through the painful ring ceremony & for Helly, when Sanskaar is finally sliding the ring into Kavita's fingers, the way she stumbles back as if she'll break into pieces in this exact moment, finally dropping the 'I am fine' facade & revealing her true hurt self for a single moment. I cannot express how amazing these two were here, I am seriously short of words, just absolutely splendid ❤️
Okay & now the best moment of the episode, the super romantic moment between the curtains, eeekkksss ❤️ I have always wanted a SwaSan moment between the flowing curtains & my wish is finally granted Although I wanted it during their SR, where the place is decorated with white flowing curtains & Swara is teasing Sanskaar to follow & catch her if he can But this was so damn awesome, so so so intimate. The whole white curtains flowing between them made the sequence so romantic & intimate, I am seriously short of words at how spellbinding all of it was The male lyrics completely suited Sanskaar here in their dreams, where both want to run away from this world & circumstances that are trying to seperate them & finally finding the strenght to do so while feeling like a theif. Tere liye aaj khud se hi bhaage hain, himmat ke tukde bator, ho bhaage zamaane se chup ke dabe paaon jaise koi chor, jaise koi chor, manchala mann chala teri ore ❤️ What a brilliantly executed romantic sequence <3 The teasing from Swara, the eagerness to find her from Sanskaar's side & finally not letting each other go when in each others embrace. Those back hugs, that chin on her shoulder & hand on her waist while swaying to the music & finally rushing into each others arms to hug each other happily, FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER OMFGGG MY FEELS HERE I WAS LEGIT GRINNING LIKE A FOOL HERE. MY SISTER WAS TOTALLY MIRRORING MY EXPRESSIONS & I SAW MY MOM HAVE A SLIGHT HAPPY SMILE ON HER FACE TOO, OMG THIS WAS SOOO MAGICAL FFHRFGFGHHKLJ I actually felt like the day when we got Sanskaar's dream sequence during diwali where he marries her again & then seals it by kissing her forehead fgffhghhklj my feels ❤️ Their first front hug happened in their dream too just before their first real hug & then Swara snapped out of the beautiful scenario she just imagined for themselves & unable to control herself anymore, rushes to him to embrace him with all her might, as if he's her only lifeline, not caring for the world around her & Sanskaar finally having her holding onto him so tightly as if her world is slipping away & his too, he just drops that mike & hugs her back immediately wrapping his arms around her & finally giving into his suppressed passion & desire to hold her tight as if never letting her go away from him. It was so passionate, so intense, these two put the screen on fire today. Just look at their eyes reflecting so much emotion, love & passion for only each other *sighs* sooo dreamy <3 Everyone was baffled to see this, expressions ranging from shock, disbelief, silent agreement & joy. Oh there was delusion too on Kavita's face or maybe not, cos maybe she finally saw the obvious which even a blind man can feel? The hug is REAL, everyone's reaction just showed it ❤️ Swara is probably going to cover it up tomorrow but it'll be way too obvious to ignore especially when she runs away during the aashirwaad ceremony :(
The other person who I really liked today was Lakshya. Seriously I was actually anticipating to watch his expressions which I caught a glimpse of during the segment & boy, was he genuinely pained today to see his bhai & Swara tear apart? He even talks to Swara only about Bhai & herself, how he couldn't fulfill his promise of always taking care of him & then laughing painfully along with Swara when she sadly but in a laughing tone says, somebody else has come to care for him, it was such a nice moment between the two where it actually felt like Lakshya has moved on or is trying his best too while feeling extremely sorry for what the two deeply in love souls are going through. His expressions throughout the episode ranging from slight irritation at seeing Kavita coming down with Sanskaar, to seeing Sanskaar & Swara look at each other with pain filled eyes & having tears in his own eyes, when Sanskaar comes towards him while singing the song & holding him, closing his eyes to let the pain out & Lakshya looks at him empathetically & finally that slight smile of relief when Swara finally rushes towards Sanskaar & hugs him, wow. Behaved like a true blue Lakshman today, I was actually delighted to watch him 😳 His anger towards Ragini just got more fueled when she was rubbing salt on Swara's wounds AGAIN & Swara gave her back properly. Seriously Ragini, you have such a good life, such a forgiving & loving family from both sides, PLEASE mind your own business & stop interfering in others life, getting them married & then divorced as per your whims & fancies. For god sake, go live your own life & make something of it. AP too looked at SwaSan lovingly & I loved it when nobody clapped after the ring ceremony happened & Sujata ka pachka hua 😆 Why the hell was Shomi smiling? Are you feeling too mahaan today Shomi? :O I loved Shekhar today when he stood upto Maasi & supported Swara, finally out of the spineless mode & behaving like a father should. I should be hating Maasi for her bitter words for Swara & her totally trying to get into Shekhar's good books by apologising to Swara but I just can't after I know that she, like Mohini Daayan indirectly ships SwaSan & is the main person to make them meet at the mandir again & reunite 😆 I love you Maasi ji, just like I love Mohini Daayan, thank you 😳😆 Sujata's panchayat today with Urvashi, lmfao 🤣
OMGGG the heck is that precap? Dream sequence again? Who's dream sequence? The sindoor part is real we know that & they will reunite there but what about Sanskaar proposing to Swara with the red rose & super smiling face & Swara yelling I love you to him on the top of her voice & hugging him happily in response to his proposal? Now this is like, hugs ki barsaat, CV's jab dete hain to chappar phaad ke dete hain I think this might happen after Kavita tells them that they are MFEO & they should reunite cos we saw Kavita running down the stairs & crying her eyes out downstairs near a wall after she sacrifices which means SwaSan are still upstairs & finally reunite? *sighs* this whole sequence is going to be sooo epic, I can hardly wait Gaaahhh ❤️
Please keep the hugs & A LOT MORE (😉) coming in now 😆
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