After seeing such rushed Dhani's realisation. I was just wishing that atleast there should have been 1-2 episodes where they would have shown her realisation atleast in FB. So... this is what I imagined.
This starts after that hair cutting incident. Here I have assumed that instead of telling Dhani he is going to Boston. Viplav said that he won't come to Aashram or never try to meet her.
Sorry If there are any mistakes...
It's been an entire week today since she has last seen him. Dhani was standing next to the wall where Viplav had put turmeric hand mark. Her hand touching that imprint n his image etched on her heart. Since last week she has placed her hand on that mark countless times.
He was gone from her life. He said that he won't come to meet her. But instead of feeling relieved she was feeling this deep emptiness inside her.
It was not easy for her to hide her feeling... to push him out of her life. She knew that she had hurt him badly by saying that he was after her beauty. But she had to do that to put end to this turmoil...to push him away.
He will always be there in heart she loves him...yes! she doesn't remember how n when it happened...But it was truth of her life, truth which she was afraid to even say out loudly when she was alone...how she couldn't love him...after knowing him so well...after seeing him helping her, guiding her so many times. She lost her father when she was too young to remember anything n her husband...she lost him on wedding day...before they could build any relation. So Viplav was first n d only man who stood for her...made her feel safe. He had not only colored the wall of aashram but had put colors to her life too...with his lively, playful nature. She could not remember exact moment when she started loving him. Was it when he saved her from Tripurari's goons under disguise of Arab or was it when they were at Sarla kaki's place?
No, it must be much before that...He held some special place in her heart from the day when she came running at home after Phoolchand insulted her on temple stairs. That day the way he became her strength...gave her courage to fight her own battle. That day things changed... some thing started growing within heart unknowingly. She could feel the pull n effect he was having on her but she also sensed that her Maiyee was not happy with her new formed attachment. So she tried to distance herself.
She had misunderstood him on many occasions, may be sometimes knowingly, sometimes unknowingly. But deep inside she knew that her Vakil Babu can never do anything which may harm or hurt her. Whenever she had been in any problem her Rakhsas (yaa sometimes in her thoughts she still address him Rakhsas... with that word some unknown yearning flutter within her heart) had always been there to rescue her from that difficult situation.
Time spent at Sarla Kaki's place was like dream for her. She will always cherish those memories. She lived a life which she yearned for in those few days...taking his care, feeding him, being so near to him, seeing all his sweet acts to tell her about his feelings. Hmmm She had realised that he was about to confess his love for her hence purposely she tried to avoid giving him any opportunity to that...sometimes by making fun of him...sometimes by being stupid.
But all this efforts didn't dither him from making him confess his love. He confessed in front of entire Banaras that he loves her n wants to marry her. She was so shocked with entire events of that day that it took time to sink in what he actually said. With her past n his social standing it was unthinkable for her to even think in that direction. N She knew his family will never accept a vidhva as a Bahu for their son. Hence, it was very important for her to hide her feelings n make him go away. But even after making him go away, there was not a single second passed without him being in her thoughts. She had thought that if she stops seeing him, life would be easier. But day by day it was getting difficult to go on without seeing him. Coming out of her thoughts, Dhani realised again she had sleepless night with all thoughts running thru her mind.
Friends So, How was it. From here on story continues as she gets to know from Rajlakshmi that VT is going to Boston next day...haha my silly attempt do give some sukoon to my heart😳
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