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This is a heart touching OS written by one of our Twitter friend Naina.
It is about SwaSan's pain when she is leaving MM.
I felt it beautiful.
Now all of us are waiting for Sanskar's monologue..
So I am sure you all will like it.
I am posting it here on behalf of Naina, as she doesn't have an account here..
Enjoy!!
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Sanskaar through his bedroom window watches Swara leaving from the MM.
Swara turned to look at their bedroom window & her heart was right. He is standing there.
Sanskaar was not expecting Swara to turn hence he freezed for a second but then closed his window curtains immediately.
Disheartened Swara- *in tears*
"mehsoos kar sakti hu tumhara dard Sanskaar..
jaanti hu ki maine khud hamare rishte mein darar laayi hai.. magar iss darar ko apne pyaar aur hamare bharose se bhar kar hamara rishta sudhaarungi.. main sab sahi karungi Sanskaar bahot jald.."
She*holds her mangalsutra*
"ab yeh hi mujhe himmat dega.
Tumhare liye, tumhare pyaar k liye, hamare rishte k liye, tumse jude harr rishton ko nibhane k liye, hamare parivaar k liye..
main ladungi Sanskaar.
main haar nahi maanungi...*softly* i love you... *
She doesn't even bothered to wipe her tears as she knows that they are not gonna stop. she gives one final look to their bedroom window which is casted by curtains & leaves MM*
Unknown to Swara, Sanskaar had heard evrything & watched every single tear that trickled down from her beautiful face.
He watched his love broken & shattered yet he couldn't be there to hold her tight securely in his arms & tell her that everything is gonna be alright.
It took everything in him to not rush down the stairs, stop her, hold her close to his heart & shower her with every emotion he feels for her. But he couldn't, he had to hurt his love to keep her safe.
Sanskaar is battling with so many emotions at this time. But at the most, what he feels is pain.. heartache.. tears are flowing from his eyes but he feels his heart bleeding..
He remembers how Swara was on her knees and begged him to end all this nonsense and not let her go & to give her another chance.
Her cries & her pleeds echos in his mind again & again.
He cluthes his head in frustration & breaksdown.
He falls on his knees and screams a cry of pain, agony, frustration & hearbreak.
Sanskaar- *like a lost soul*
"i am so sorry Swara.. please mujhe maaf kar dena.. tumhari khushi k liye, tumhari zindagi k liye mujhe yeh karna pada.. kabhi nahi chahta tha tumhe khudse iss tarah door karna.. haa main hurt hu ab bhi ki tumhe mujhpar bharosa nahi tha.. magar mera pyaar mere dard se zyaada hai.. maine vada kiya tha ki harr waqt tumhaari dhaal bankar khada rahunga.. tumhe kabhi akele takleefon se gujarne nahi dunga fir kaise aaj main tumhe aane wale toofan se na bachata? tumhe iss aane wale khatre se bachane k liye mujhe tumhe yeh dard dena pada..."
His vision blurred with fresh tears falls on Swara's photoframe. He gets up from his position, wipes his tears, walks towards the frame & picks up her beautiful smiling picture.
Sanskaar - *with immense love*
"main vada karta hu tumse swara ki main tumhari smile vapas laaunga.. jaanta hu hamare rishte mein darar aayi hai magar main tumhari madad karna chahta hu voh darar ko mitane k liye.. main nahi jaanta ki yeh sab jab thik hojaayega tab mujhe kitna waqt lagega fir se hamara rishte ko pehle jaisa ek atoot bharose wala rishta bana ne k liye.. magar main usme tumahara saath zaroor dunga.. hamare rishte ko fir se ek naye sire se jodne k liye..."
*he kisses her beautiful smile in that photo*
*closes his eyes & vows*
"I'll love you Forever Swara"
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