THE STORY OF MY LIFE......

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Raveena

@Loveforlife

Sparkler

+ 2

Posted: 10 years ago

"Mere Mulk ke liye I took a bullet, now for my family I need to endure the pain...they cannot know my truth because if this happens dying will be easy...but more painful would be my family despising me..."

They keep telling me..."Hooda's are not your family...Preet is not your wife...Kavya is not your daughter...they are just an illusion" They are right..they are aren't they? Of course they are right!! But then when I spend happy moments with Sid, Trisha, Neeti, Kukku, the kids, Bebe, Papa, Mummyji, when Kavya smiles and hugs me, when Preet senses my every mood...my every pain... Why do I feel that Hooda's, Kavya, Preet are the only absolute truth and everything else is an illusion?

"When Preet asked me to hold her hand...look into her eyes and tell her my pain... All I wanted to do was to hug her tightly and cry my heart out... Wanted to tell her that I was in so much pain...not because of the bleeding gunshot but because of my bleeding heart... It's true...I am Rizwaan Khan.."

"I am tired...so tired..I just want to rest my head in your lap...let my tears flow... Run your fingers through my hair Preet...Let me just for a moment forget my past and my future...Let me live in the present...for a moment let me be Ishaan Hooda.."

"I know Preet that you are disturbed... You can sense my dard...No one knows me the way you do...You kept asking me why I looked so much in pain?... I had no answer... You asked me to look into your eyes and tell you the truth... Do you think it's easy for me? To break that bond of trust you have in me... Do you want me to burn my perfect little world with my own hands?"

"I stumbled... You supported me... Very soon the reason for this stumble will be out.. Will you support me then?...Will you still look at me then the way you look at me now?...When I tell you that I am Rizwaan Khan?..will you smile and tell me everything will be fine?...will your eyes then see only Rizwaan or they will see both Ishaan and Rizwaan together?"

"Because this my reality...the story of my life... I am from another Mulk...came here for a mission...my hate...Preet, Kavya and Hooda's are my family.. My love... I was born as Rizwaan Khan but evolved into Ishaan Hooda... Like a butterfly.. My body is Rizwaan Khan but my wings are Ishaan Hooda..."

❤️

Not sure if I have succeeded in putting across my feelings perfectly..

But I had tears in my eyes when I wrote this...IshRizReet move me like no other... ❤️

Edited by Loveforlife - 10 years ago

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ScarletGWTW

@ScarletGWTW

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Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: Loveforlife

"Mere Mulk ke liye I took a bullet, now for my family I need to endure the pain...they cannot know my truth because if this happens dying will be easy...but more painful would be my family despising me..."

They keep telling me..."Hooda's are not your family...Preet is not your wife...Kavya is not your daughter...they are just an illusion" They are right..they are aren't they? Of course they are right!! But then when I spend happy moments with Sid, Trisha, Neeti, Kukku, the kids, Bebe, Papa, Mummyji, when Kavya smiles and hugs me, when Preet senses my every mood...my every pain... Why do I feel that Hooda's, Kavya, Preet are the only absolute truth and everything else is an illusion?

"When Preet asked me to hold her hand...look into her eyes and tell her my pain... All I wanted to do was to hug her tightly and cry my heart out... Wanted to tell her that I was in so much pain...not because of the bleeding gunshot but because of my bleeding heart... It's true...I am Rizwaan Khan.."

"I am tired...so tired..I just want to rest my head in your lap...let my tears flow... Run your fingers through my hair Preet...Let me just for a moment forget my past and my future...Let me live in the present...for a moment let me be Ishaan Hooda.."

"I know Preet that you are disturbed... You can sense my dard...No one knows me the way you do...You kept asking me why I looked so much in pain?... I had no answer... You asked me to look into your eyes and tell you the truth... Do you think it's easy for me? To break that bond of trust you have in me... Do you want me to burn my perfect little world with my own hands?"

"I stumbled... You supported me... Very soon the reason for this stumble will be out.. Will you support me then?...Will you still look at me then the way you look at me now?...When I tell you that I am Rizwaan Khan?..will you smile and tell me everything will be fine?...will your eyes then see only Rizwaan or they will see both Ishaan and Rizwaan together?"

"Because this my reality...the story of my life... I am from another Mulk...came here for a mission...my hate...Preet, Kavya and Hooda's are my family.. My love... I was born as Rizwaan Khan but evolved into Ishaan Hooda... Like a butterfly.. My body is Rizwaan Khan but my wings are Ishaan Hooda..."

❤️

Not sure if I have succeeded in putting across my feelings perfectly..

But I had tears in my eyes when I wrote this...IshRizReet move me like no other...❤️

Loved it!!! We all felt his pain yday and now today through your post!!

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pinkeye

@pinkeye

Stunner

+ 2

Posted: 10 years ago

Reserving Raveena. You write like poetry and you know that. I need to finish mine too. This character wpuld make me jobless for sure.

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Samy.123

@Samy.123

Voyager

Posted: 10 years ago

Well written
I even cried yesterday .
Really liked the way Preet could feel his pain and amist hiding something.
The second time when Ishaan removed his hand saying everything is okay Preet got teary eyed

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Rupali

@rupsii

Rocker

+ 3

Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: Loveforlife

"Mere Mulk ke liye I took a bullet, now for my family I need to endure the pain...they cannot know my truth because if this happens dying will be easy...but more painful would be my family despising me..."

They keep telling me..."Hooda's are not your family...Preet is not your wife...Kavya is not your daughter...they are just an illusion" They are right..they are aren't they? Of course they are right!! But then when I spend happy moments with Sid, Trisha, Neeti, Kukku, the kids, Bebe, Papa, Mummyji, when Kavya smiles and hugs me, when Preet senses my every mood...my every pain... Why do I feel that Hooda's, Kavya, Preet are the only absolute truth and everything else is an illusion?

"When Preet asked me to hold her hand...look into her eyes and tell her my pain... All I wanted to do was to hug her tightly and cry my heart out... Wanted to tell her that I was in so much pain...not because of the bleeding gunshot but because of my bleeding heart... It's true...I am Rizwaan Khan.."

i choked on this.. while watching the scene.. and now reading this..👏👏

"I am tired...so tired..I just want to rest my head in your lap...let my tears flow... Run your fingers through my hair Preet...Let me just for a moment forget my past and my future...Let me live in the present...for a moment let me be Ishaan Hooda.." ❤️

"I know Preet that you are disturbed... You can sense my dard...No one knows me the way you do...You kept asking me why I looked so much in pain?... I had no answer... You asked me to look into your eyes and tell you the truth... Do you think it's easy for me? To break that bond of trust you have in me... Do you want me to burn my perfect little world with my own hands?"

"I stumbled... You supported me... Very soon the reason for this stumble will be out.. Will you support me then?...Will you still look at me then the way you look at me now?...When I tell you that I am Rizwaan Khan?..will you smile and tell me everything will be fine?...will your eyes then see only Rizwaan or they will see both Ishaan and Rizwaan together?"

"Because this my reality...the story of my life... I am from another Mulk...came here for a mission...my hate...Preet, Kavya and Hooda's are my family.. My love... I was born as Rizwaan Khan but evolved into Ishaan Hooda... Like a butterfly.. My body is Rizwaan Khan but my wings are Ishaan Hooda..."

❤️

Not sure if I have succeeded in putting across my feelings perfectly..

But I had tears in my eyes when I wrote this...IshRizReet move me like no other... ❤️

cried reading this.. you have summed it up so beautifully..thank you for sharing..

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Fantasia.

@Fantasia.

Stunner

+ 4

Posted: 10 years ago

Ravenaa .. as if the pain depicted last night wasnt enough that you write this clenching piece of poetry? It was beyond beautiful. An insight to the disorganized mind of Rizwaan Ahmed Khan. Your lines of his desire to hug Preet made me cry .. he was despertaly trying to avoid her. Her soft hold od hands was making him weak and vulnerable. It was sensitizing him to feel the pain. He was running away from her because her exsistence made it hard for him to stay silent on his pain, and yet .. what was more painful? The bullet wound? Ir the reality that he will be leaving all this one day.

Thank you for writing this raveena .. going to read it again. How addictive is his pain .

Edited by Fantasia. - 10 years ago

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K.AJAY MANIKANTA

@ajay227

Dazzler

Posted: 10 years ago

Wow yaar...U actually surfaced Rizwans heart and his feelings when Preet asked him to tell d truth and hold her hand...I have nthg much to say!!!!MS&IK were just bang on in d scene and we can actually feel Rizwan's pain..(courtesy IK's splendid performance)...Actually we have bought this show only to share d pain of their love becoz at d end we cant hope for a usual culmination with hero-heroine holding hands and walking away into the deep gardens during sunset!!!!But I loved this sentence"His body is of RAK's but wings are of IH"...Nobody could have put it in a much better way!!!And d only way for Rizwan to get out of this pain is to share truth with Preet but unfortunately he cannot becoz of his inhibitions!!!!Such a heart wrenching episode was if yesterday's!!!!

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Raveena

@Loveforlife

Sparkler

+ 2

Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: ScarletGWTW

Loved it!!! We all felt his pain yday and now today through your post!!

Thanks you dear for you kind words..glad you liked what I wrote..😊

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Raveena

@Loveforlife

Sparkler

+ 2

Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: Samy.123
Well written
I even cried yesterday .
Really liked the way Preet could feel his pain and amist hiding something.
The second time when Ishaan removed his hand saying everything is okay Preet got teary eyed

It was overwhelming yesterday... Preet felt bad when he refused to share his pain with her... She knows him so well.. She kept on searching but he did had nothing to give her... Someday I keep thinking Preet will say this to Ishaan when he is in his Rizwaan moods...

"You know Ishaan...sometimes I think you are a different person altogether... And when you are in this mood I worry more about that other person you are then...tum sacchi mein Ishaan he ho na?

Thanks Samy! 😊

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Raveena

@Loveforlife

Sparkler

+ 2

Posted: 10 years ago

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Originally posted by: rupsii

"When Preet asked me to hold her hand...look into her eyes and tell her my pain... All I wanted to do was to hug her tightly and cry my heart out... Wanted to tell her that I was in so much pain...not because of the bleeding gunshot but because of my bleeding heart... It's true...I am Rizwaan Khan.."

i choked on this.. while watching the scene.. and now reading this..👏👏

"I am tired...so tired..I just want to rest my head in your lap...let my tears flow... Run your fingers through my hair Preet...Let me just for a moment forget my past and my future...Let me live in the present...for a moment let me be Ishaan Hooda.." ❤️