Khushi:"Awww" Arnav get panick to see her state he kneeled down and hold her bump.
Arnav:"What happen Jaan ?Why are you screaming?Are you okay ?Are babies fine?Tell me Jaan what happen..?"He got panic to see her in this miserable state..
Her painful expression curved into beautiful smile
Khushi:"(while smiling through tears) Arnavji our babies kicked.."
Arnav:"Our babies Kicked ?What ? Jaan they kicked.."Khushi immediately nodded her head.."(excitingly) Jaan did they really kick?..."
Khushi placed her hand on the bump and Arnav can feel kick of his babies this time..
His eyes went wide to feel moment of tiny creatures so fragile so soft he once again all over again fell in love...But his heart skip a beat to see her painful but suprised and happy expression on her face.She is feeling so much pain only for him
Arnav:"Jaan is it hard ?Are you hurt?"He said in chocked voice.
Khushi:"(placed her hand above his) I am not hurt Arnavji ..Our babies are just like you naughty but caring.."Arnav kissed her bump...
Arnav:(He said while tucking hair behind her haiir)"Jaan I cant believe we have created them..And I can feel their movement their first movement ..I am dying to hold them in my hand to protect them in my embrace to love them till my last breath..I want to feel them Khushi..I want to feel them inside you now.." He was in adaze image of him and Khsuhi playing with their babies came in front of him.He forgot every thing in this moment.Their fight miss understandings everything .All he want to feel little symbols of love in her.Like every lover and husband he too has a dream to make love to his lady love when she is carrying his seeds.He didnt notice when these words slip from his tongue.These words were surely blast for both Arnav and Khushi which brought them back to reality..Khushi moved two steps backward in shock..Arnav cursed himself for such demand but he became furious on himself how could he ask something like this from her?They are not sharing this relation like normal couple ? Both are blaming each other for there current miserable fragile state.He gasped to fill air in his lungs and she chocked back her tears.Both didnt have courage to loook in eachother's eye and witness that pain which still have ability to burn their hearts. ..He grabbed his car keys and went outside ..
Khushi broke down on her knees
Khushi:"Arnavji what you want ?Why still I cant understand you?Sometimes you became my Arnavji and cares and loves me alot sometimes I can see hatred and hurt in your eyes...I want to love you Arnavji .I want you to love me.But still I am not able to forget your betrayal ?..."
Arnav was harshly driving car
He was not able to forget the shocked and hurtful expression on Khushi's face
Arnav:"Why you hate me so much khushi?Why? I know what I said was wrong at this time? But I really love you Khushi after what you had done with me ? I cant able to mask my feelings when it comes to you? Now a days I cant breathe without seeing you?What happening to me dammit?"
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Khushi was not able to sleep Arnav left the house he was furious. Khushi was worried for him she was pacing in her room.
Khushi:'Her DM please take care of my Arnavji and protect him ..I should not behave like that "..He said all those words in daze and happiness ..I hurt him badly with my behaviour ..."Tears brimmed in her hazel orbs.
Door open with THUD and KHushi turned to see Arnav his hand and forehead was badly injured he was not able to stand properly because he was highly drunk..Khushi shocked to see his state she rushed to him and hold him in her arms..
Khushi:"(crying) Arnavji what happen to you?Why are you so injured?"
Arnav:"( shoved off her hands) Go away Khushi..Go away from here..."
Khushi:"(again holding his hands) Arnavji what are you saying ?Are you drunk? What happen to you? *Sob* You are bleeding so badly ?"
Arnav:"( again try to push her but Khushi held him tightly) What do you want dammit ?Why cant you leave me alone ?This what you wanted right? Why you hate me so much ..Why you can't bear me near you and our children? Whats my fault in all this ?..Only this I fell in love with you..."
Khushi was startled to hear his confession but she was more scared to see his wounds were bleeding badly ..Khushi made him sit on the bed without caring for his protests and start to bandage his wounds while she was applying medicines he was hissing in pain ..Seeing him so him pain Khushi start to blow air and kissing his wounds..Her tears fell on his eyes he tilted his head and see her tears strain face..Without caring anything he pulled her in one swift she was on his lap he cupped her face and pecked her lips..
Arnav:"I am fine Jaan..Don't cry.."Khushi cant control her sobs she throw herself on him and hugged him tightly.
Khushi:"(still hugging him) Why are you doing this Arnavji?Why you are hurting yourself so much?You are so much in pain just for me..I dont want to stay from from you not a single moment..I dont ant you to go away from your kids...Then why you are punishing yourself .You had accident because of me ..Why can't you understand you have whole family to look for your di she loves you like her kid, your nani for her you are her only support ,Misha who considered you her father figure, For Dia you are her father ...For me you are my every thing my life , my love my soul , my everything, father of my children ?.I swear to DM i never want anything bad for you even when I was living on reads...
Hum na aap sa toot ka mohabbat ki hai Arnavji !!Aap humari Zindagi ka pehla insaan hain jis na huma mohabbat karna sikhaii!!Jis na hum sa mohabbat ki.."
"I Aap humari have loved you immensively Arnavji !!You are first man in my life who had taught me how to love !! Who had loved me !!"
Arnav:"(in alcoholic effect)Even I love you Khushi !!You had taught me how to become human from monstar..When there were no one to love me you were always there to embrace me whole heartly..You are my life Khushi and result of my true love is in your womb.."While leaning on hardboad taking her on his lap still hugging her close to his heart"Dont ever leave me jaan nor try to live away from me..He leaned kissed her throat while she arched her neck closed her eyes to feel this moment...
Khushi:"(in thoughts) I can never leave you Arnavji !! But you are the one who left me when I need you the most..Still you are not in your senses and you want me to be with you but what if tomorrow you will regret this moment.."She try to free herself from his grip when he uttered"Dont leave me Khushi..i need you.I need you love.Dont go away from me."
Khushi:"How can I leave you Arnavji"hidding her face in his chest "When you need me.."Arnav make her sleep comfortably on himself and protactively wrapped his hands around her bump...
Khushi snuggles more into him and in no time fell into deep slumber..Arnav was feeling contented and blissful all the night even in his deep sleep he was kissing her head and caressing her bump..Both slept in much needed slumber after ages .
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