Hi friends I m back .Here's the next update.
Part - 9.
R- yes ishita you are not pregnant ,me and doctor lied to you.it was my plan to make you mine because I don't wanted you to marry that subbu.
Before he completes his sentence ,her hand hit his cheek hard for a tight slap.
R-(shocked )- hey what are you doing woman.
I- ( angrily) I can't believe you .you defamed my family and me only to marry me.they were calling me characterless because of you ,this is your love.my father broke all relations with me this is your love.you cheated me by lying this is your love.now everybody will badmouth and mortify me..
Saying so she sat in the corner of bed and started crying bitterly hiding her face in her palms.
Raman know that her thinking is right as everybody in society wants to make mountain out of mole.
He walked and sat on knees in front of her.He held her face with his hands and make her look and him.she tried to turn her face to either side.He turned her face to him again this time with a little force and spoke " ishita look at me.
I- ( angrily ) why should I look at you ,you are a cheater.
R( sofly ,cupping her face) ishq look into my eyes ,keep your hand on your heart and say true.look now we are married so there no need hide anything.
I- ( trying to free her face) why should I answer any of your question first you answer my question why did you do this to me.
R- I will answer all your question but at first you have to answer my only one question that to only true.think thoroughly before you answer.Because your answer will decide our future.
Ishita didn't mouth any word but looked him quizzically.
R- ishita do you love me.
She didn't spoke anything but looked at him deeply and a fresh set of tears made their way.
Raman wiped her tears and spoke again " ishq now i don't want to be the reason of your tears further ,just give me answer of my question and I will fix everything.
She again remain silent.she was in deep delimma as always .Nighter she wanted to confess her love nor she wanted to loose him.
R- ishita speak something .OK I will make it more easy for you.me or subbu.now tell me do you wanted to marry me or subbu.if you will take my name I will try to fix everything and if you take subbus name then I will go from your life for ever of course after marrying you with him.
Listening to this ishita immediately opened her mouth and said " no no I don't want to be with him ever.I don't like him.
R- ( smiling ) that means you love me.
Ishita looked at him and shooked her head negatively.
R- okay you don't love me ,but at least you want to live with me na.
Ishita looked down and nodded slowly.But she was still crying.
Raman hugged her and said " listen now you are Mrs ishita raman Kumar bhalla and nobody ,I repeat nobody in the world has that courage to speak a single word against my wife and you don't have to worry about people because they always want a topic for gossip .they will talk about you for some days and then will shift to another person."
I- but you can't deny the fact that you was wrong.
R- not at all ,I had tried my level best to convince you people but none of you move a little from your place ,nighter you and your appa nor my mom.
I- then you should have left me on my condition thinking that its my destiny.
R- I had almost decided to leave you but that night changed my decision.
Ishita again got angry reminding that night.
She shrugged his hands and went to window .
He walked to her held her by shoulder and turned her to him.
Raman side hugged her and walked to bed .she tried a lot to free herself from his grip but can't as he was strong as well as she wants to remain in his embrance also.They reached the bed and half layed in bed .he took support of bed while she rested her head on his chest.
R- ishq now what I m going to tell you is just true nothing else and its up to you to believe me or deny.
R( again) ishq I know very well that you love me a lot as you herself had confessed it .
Ishita pulled herself and look him in disbelief.
Raman continued and spoke all the hapoenings of that day to her.How she was so disappointed with her appas decision and how she ppleaded to make her him so that nobody will force her to marry subbu.
Ishita pulled herself from his embrance and spoke angrily " I don't believe you ,you are lying .how could I be so shameless ."
R- I told you earlier its up to you to believe me or not but its true.you were in so vulnerable state that I could not deny your plead.
I( making a dirty face)- I was drugged but you were in your senses ,you should have denied na.
R(teasing ) - I tried but you were looking so tempting ,how can I disappoint my love.
I( again making a dirty face)- I can't believe that you are telling that, I m feeling shame on myself ,how could I love such a disgusting person.
After spitting out everything in anger ishita closed her mouth as she realised that she has confessed her love to him out of anger and frustration.
Raman again pulled her to him ,smiling and make her head rest on his chest.
R- arey madarasan ,now you yourself have confessed your love and that to in your all senses.
I- but that doesn't make any difference that you used me when I was not in my senses.
This time raman got angry listening to her that he used her.Raman almost roared in anger " don't ever use that words again ,I my love is not so small that I will do these cheap tricks to get you."
Ishita got furious listening to him ,she threw her both hands in air on either side and she tauted him " still you did that."
Raman was still angry so he held her both the shoulders by his both hands tightly digging his nail on her flesh and spoke " nothing happened between us that night ".
Ishita eyes widened in shock listening to him and she again spoke blaming him" oh really then why you were silent in the morning when I was cursing you."
Raman saw up as if remembering something and spoke dreamingly" I was lost in you .you were looking so beautiful and fresh in the morning that I was unable to speak anything and before I realised that you were cursing you left the place .after that I tried to talk to you many times buy you always tried to ran away from me."
I( confused) but you told that you couldn't stop yourself as I was pleading.
R- yup ,I was about to do that mistake ,but you know as my love is true god helped me and before I loose my sanity you lost your senses and slept in my arms.after realising that what I was about to do ,I thank god thousand times for helping me.
I- ( confused again) but you were sleeping beside me .
R- ( lovingly) thats because you were holding me so tightly that I can't release myself without disturbing you and you know I never can disturbe you.
I- but if nothing happened then why I was having nausea that day ,my head was spinning and also I fainted .
R- After that day I tried to talk to you many time but you always ignored me .so to reach you I met swati ( ishitas best friend in hospital as well as the doctor who declared her pregnant)and asked for her help.you had already told her everything about your feeling towards me and also that you are not happy with your marriage.she was more than happy to help me.she went to your home to convince you to meet at least once but god helped me again and you fainted in front of her because of your weakness.After leaving your place she called me to inform about your condition.I meet her ,she told me that you are not taking care of yourself and also pleaded me that I should do something either you will die if your father marry you to subbu.Then we planned to declare you as pregnant so that subbu himself will refuse to marry you.
I- if you had planned that before fifteen days of marriage then why you chose the marriage day. Only to mortify my family na.
R- ( angrily) ishita I m clearing all your doubts but after that I will not be answerable to anyone because I m tired of convncing everyone.if we declared it earlier your father must have forced you for abortion and pressurise you for another marriage and all.so to avoid all these drama we chose the day of marriage as he will not have any option except me.
I- and how I got fainted at the time of pheres.
R- we drugged you.
I- you did same thing .then what's the difference between you and subbu.
R(roared) - ishita I have told you each and everything and also the reason behind my action.After this I m not going to give any explanation to anyone and its up to you to decide future of this relationship .
"yaar I m also human being. I m tried of fighting with everyone and now I want a fullstop for this.you decide what you want .if you want to live with me ,you are most welcome in my life and if not I will walk out of your life forever.and I m very sorry for everything ,feel free to mouth you true feelings .I will be happy to fufil your wish " he completed his sentence with teary eyes and walked out of the room.
She looked him going ,glued to her place with teary eyes and spoke "raman you know me that I m very bad in taking decision still you left such an imp.decision of our life to me."
That's all friends for now .hope you like this part and I m able to defend Raman's action.enjoy reading and do comment .
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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