I watched the previous episodes of this week and I'm confused about new Sid/ Raghu/ real ML/ fake ML etc. For the time being I'm leaving it aside, will make a post on it later.
I'm also finding 2 version of Roshni😕. Old Roshni,the original one ie, Sid's Roshni and the Roshni I loved❤️ and a new Roshni, post Sid's death. From the death, till yesterday's episode I can clearly point out how the original Roshni, my Roshni would have behaved differently from this new Roshni, whom I can't relate.
So, let me start from Sid falling off the cliff
1. My Roshni would have tried to search for Sid's body in the valley in hope of him just injured even if fallen from the cliff. She would have went to the police station, shouted at the police men to come and search for Sid's body or injured Sid first and then accuse anyone of murder.
2. My Roshni would have accused or atleast asked DD whether she did something to Sid as an initial reaction to police men saying the finger print on gun is of DD. My Roshni would have never blindly trusted DD when Sid is dead. She would have doubted DD atleast for a sec, since she gave him dhamki the previous night😕. Later she may believe DD when DD tells her she didn't do anything. But Roshni would have atleast asked DD.
3. My Roshni would have never believed Sid is dead unless she sees his body. She would have never attended the pooja in Khurana house like a widow and would have told Mr. K and Beeji that Sid has promised he will be back, so he is not dead and he'll be back.
4. My Roshni would have left Patel house with head held high, along with Nani and Ayesha and whoever wishes to go with her. She would have done some small jobs and fended her family and struggled rather than staying as a doormat to Shabnam🥱. She would have made DD understand leaving the house is the right thing to do, even if DD asks her to stay in Patel house🤢.
5. My Roshni would have NEVER EVER forgotten about the MMS issue. She would have done everything possible to find some clue and clear Sid's name. She would have searched for Shambu Kaka, that police men or begged Shabnam to clear Sid's name in return of anything she asks for. She would have went to Mr.K and asked his help to prove Sid innocent.
6. My Roshni when unable to prove Sid innocent in the MMS issue would have cried out of helplessness and would confessed her failure and helplessness to DD or Nani and would have been angry on herself for not able to do atleast this much for a man who have done everything for her😭.
7. My Roshni would have talked with Sid's photo every now and then and would have conveyed him what he was to her😭.
8. My Roshni would have broken down in front of DD, about the inability of police to find out Sid after 6 months. She would have told DD that she can act to be strong in front of Shabnam, but is very incomplete without Sid and won't be able to live long without him.She wouldn't have casually talked about Sid's body not found and hence DD's case not valid. She wouldn't have told Leave it mom and have halwa'😲😆 when DD was saying something about Sid.
9. My Roshni would have never accepted easily when Raghu said he is not Sid💔. When she feels she can identify his touch and heartbeat, she would have made more effort and followed him everywhere to prove that he is her Sid. She is not someone who gives up on Sid that easily.
So, all in all, the new Roshni is not my Roshni, not even the original Roshni. Maybe not everyone is feeling it but I'm feeling it in every scene post Sid's death.Either the writer changed or he is having partial memory loss where he forgot about the essence of Roshni's character. I really hope, the original version of Roshni is given back ASAP. For the time being I'll adjust with this new Roshni and pair her with Raghu, but when Sid comes I want the old Roshni back. Otherwise SidNi, the couple which I adore will fail me big time. I can never love a couple when I don't love both person of that relation. Hope CVs give back original Roshni soon and keep SidNi intact😳..
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