Sigh...after that confusing episode which left me with serious angst, the SwaSan OS I'm writing is temporarily stuck. 😕 I'm really wondering:
1) Has Swara even told Sanskaar about the "kidnapping" and the photos which happened before the KC puja? Or has she conveniently forgotten, for them to surface and hurt Sansku like mad later?
2) Couldn't she have told Sansku the same thing she said while doing the arti, that she only wants to give this "ek mauka" to Lakshya for him to just talk to her. So that he doesn't feel she has "given him a dhoka"? 😕
Firstly, wherefrom is the question of a dhoka, I dunno. Secondly, when she so clearly wants Sanskaar to come along, why not just tell him this? Arre yaar, they speak 2 languages in common--Hindi and English. Maybe Sansku knows Bengali too. Couldn't she have freaking tried one out of the 3 languages to TELL him?
Anyway, to get rid of the angst from my system, here goes: 😊 😊
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Doggerel from Swara:
Lakshya, Lakshya everywhere,
Not a sanskaar in sight;
I looked for my pati here & there,
But all I got was plight!! 🤢
Lakshya & Ragini took me for a drive,
"We'll go to the farmhouse" they said;
I've heard wasps live in a hive,
But these two buzz around my head!! 😡
Even amid bright & azure skies,
With a glorious sun overhead;
These two roll in like fog & ice,
And turn my spirits heavy as lead!! 🤢
Sanskaar, my Darling, I know I've hurt you,
I'll make up for it my whole life;
I swear to you, My love is true,
I want us to be Husband & Wife!! ☺️ ☺️
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There... I felt a little better after that...😆 😆
Anyway, am off to attempt to finish my OS. Do let me know what you thought of this doggerel. As always, your feedback means a lot!