
Part-1
Sanam's POV
It has been a month, Aahil doesn't remember. Maybe God is punishing me for what I did to Aahil. But What is the fault of mine? I lost my memory in an accident and made my life a mess. But Why blame me? I am just a puppet of this whole show. That Army guy made my life hell. He made my life a illusion. He made me live in a lie. At many points I felt like it is just waste of time for me to live. I don't deserve to live this life. I hurted Aahil, my Love and my husband. Aahil doesn't deserve this, the way I treated him during my memory loss phase is really horrible. I made my self believe that Shaad is my husband. Somewhere I am at fault. I never used my brain for purpose. I just got drown in the darkness without even knowing. I made my life a hell. I feel so unwanted sometimes.
Sometimes I wish to die...I feel what is the use of living when you made yourself so unpure...I will never forgive Shaad for what he did! He will pay the price one day.
But just for the sake of my love...I want to live again! I want to go back to my old self. I want to live my life!
I want my Aahil back...
Once again Nayi Sanam got success in her tricks. First she made my life hell, now she is turning it Worst!
She did some kind of black magic during the Eid Event held in Nawab Villa. And Aahil lost his partial memory while saving me from a severe accident.
I got my memory back by miracle. But I lost Aahil.
He doesn't remember me now...not even a single moment I spent with him.
He has gone back to his old days. The Aahil which used to hate me, the Aahil whom I disliked, a player, manipulator and Jallad Jin. But now I can't even hate him...it hurts me so much when I realise Aahil doesn't remember me. I then realise how much tough it must have been for him to see me in the same situation. He remembers me as a cook only. The cook whom he met in Punjab and burnt the Dhabba . He remembers me till I came to his house as cook and he started throwing challenges at me. Nayi Sanam has told him happily that she is his wife whom he loves so much. And Aahil looked at her as if she had grown two horns on her head. He seriously found Nayi Sanam a Joke. And I just loved that wonderful reaction of Aahil to that witch. He just barked at her just like he used to do at nonsense people. Sighs...seems like I do miss his Jallad Jin behaviour a Lot. But Not Like This! When he shouts at me as if I am a piece of shit. Trust me...it hurts a lot! And when he insults me it feels as if he just spat on my heart. One thing which is just fantastic, he doesn't let Nayi Sanam stay close to him or even in his room. But sad thing is each night he brings a new girl in his room and I lock up myself in a room crying all night . I got big dark circles under my eyes. Karma bites and when it bites it hurts. That Army Guy is unseen since the day I got my memories back.
Aahil let me stay in his only because he remembers me as the assigned cook. At one point Nayi Sanam was on the verge to kick me out. But Aahil stopped her saying Tanveer kept me as a cook so I should stay at least for few months more.
Aahil got to know from Nayi Sanam that Tanveer died out of heart attack. Of course it was simply a cooked up story. And Aahil found it hard to digest. He was upset and sad hearing this while I mentally cursed my fate.
I told Aahil that I am his wife and the person he loves. But he joked with the fact insulting me more and accusing me as money hunger. I tried my best to make him accept the truth but all went in vain. According to him, he can never fall in love with me. And of course the witch was feeling so proud.
Today as usual, Aahil didn't return home and it is 12 o clock. I am awake for him to serve him his dinner. He must be bringing some new chick to spend his night with. My throats dried up thinking this.
Aahil hates simply the sight of me. But I saw he had still some feelings for me which he doesn't realise. Or maybe I am just over imagining? !
Suddenly I heard a door bell, I looked at the main door and I heard it again.
Aahil must have come back. I went to the door swiftly and opened it and was shocked seeing the sight.
Aahil looked drunk and surprisingly there was no woman with him today.
He gazed at me with his drunk eyes as shiver ran through my spine.
I gulped...thinking he must be in mood to shout at me again. And he looked too much drunk today.
I quietly moved aside allowing him to come inside...without any word.
Suddenly I had a pull in my Dupatta which stunned me. I slowly turned back and was shocked to find Aahil holding the end of my dupatta with a evil smirk .
I was confused with such gesture. Aahil fingered at me to come close to him. I didn't know what to do but went close to him instead. I could smell wine in his breath. He has returned to his old habits a month ago which upset me a big time.
Aahil wishpered in a low tone- You are looking so Beautiful today! You know...Sanam!
The way he said my name , I felt current running down my spine.
I composed myself as said- What do you mean?
Aahil suddenly pulled me close as he encircled his arm around my waist which made me gasped loudly with his sudden act. I was standing so close to him after such a long time. I stared at him with my wide eyes.
He spoke with mischief in his eyes- I mean...you look damn Hawt Today! Just out of the world! Am I clear, Dhabevaali?
God his voice...it does things to me.
He trailed my face with the back of his hand seductively which made me close my eyes.
He pulled me more removing every space of air to pass between us. I was shocked.
His face was so close to me...and his manly arm! Gosh!
He held my chin up and made me look at him. I stared back at his deep brown eyes which was filled with desire. He leaned forward and tilted my face as to kiss me. I closed my eyes in anticipation as I leaned forward. We were just an inch away when suddenly I realised the reality.
I swiftly opened my eyes as I pushed him away quickly.
He came on the earth as he stumbled.
I breathlessly- What...what were you doing?
Aahil raised his one brow as he said in drunk voice- Trying to fulfil your desires which you were holding for so long! You want it right, to enjoy a night with me?
I felt insulted as if Aahil just broke my heart just into pieces in one second. As if he just threw away whatever we had just like that.
I felt disgusted as I said- You are drunk! I think you should go to your room...
I was about to go when he swiftly held my hand and twirled me around as I ended up bumping on his chest by my back.
He pulled me closer as his hand went to my stomach as he squeezed sexily on my skin making me gasp. His hold was strong on my stomach as he made me pressed up against his body.
Aahil wishpered near my ear as I could feel his hot breath- Not so Soon, Dhabevaali! I am still not done. I have more work to do.
Saying this he nuzzled near my ear making my senses lose.
Aahil wishpered again sexily- I was thinking how about getting married today?
I opened my eyes wide...what the hell is he talking! Does he even know?
I pushed him away as I removed his hand from my stomach.
I looked at him and asked confused- What?
He smirked- You always claim as my wife! Why don't you make it reality? Get married to me.
I frowned- I am already married to you.
He scowled- Nonsense! I don't believe it, but will believe now. If you marry me today...at this moment!
I was shocked- are you mad? Do you even know what are you saying? I think you lost it. Go to Bed!
Cause I am very sure , the old Aahil will never want to marry me.
I started to go when suddenly he said- I don't know what is the problem with you. But I will marry you today, right at this moment! That's it.
I turned around and said sharply- This is not a joke Aahil. You don't know what are you saying! You are drunk!
Aahil growled- Believe it as you want...but you are going to be my Begum right at this moment.
I gave him a look as if he has grown two horns.
I curtly told him- What about your beautiful wife Sanam Khan?
Aahil made a disgusted look- Yuckh! How can you even take the name of that Witch? Cheee She Sucks. And that frog can never be my Begum.
I rolled my eyes and started to walk back to my room after having enough of the drama which was going no where.
I said- Well I kept your dinner in the table. Good Night!
As I was walking, suddenly I felt being swept away from the floor. I was stunned as I realised Aahil carried me in his arms.
I started to jump being all shocked- Put me down! What are you doing? Aahil what's wrong with you!
Aahil didn't speak instead held me strongly and started to walk towards his room as I continued to struggle.
Aahil's POV
Just as I stumbled to the door, I rang the bell. I think I have drank too much today but well who cares! The Dhabevaali must be waiting for me just like she does from past 1 month .
Arrrgghh she is a trouble for me, for her ,my mind and heart is messed up. Unbelievable!
I just don't know why whenever I am near her I feel a soothing feeling inside me.
Just for her, I am unable to sleep with any girl. And I feel highly guilty when I drink. Every time I come with a new girl inside my bedroom, I see Sanam's face. I don't know what is happening with me? I can't concentrate on my work properly nowdays too. She claims as my wife but I don't remember a single thing about her. All I know she is the girl I met in Punjab whom Dhabba I burnt! She was fire by then but now she looks a broken woman who lost everything. I wonder what happened with her during my stay in coma . I miss Ammi! She was my support and everything, according to the other Sanam she died out of heart attack. I don't know what exactly happened in my absence.
That new chick is a joke...yeah that New Sanam. I just cant stand her face. I don't understand what's her problem with Sanam. Each and every time she is behind her. And most annoying part, she also claims as my wife and mother of my child. As far of my memory I don't remember doing ding dong with her.
Well Whatever! Right Now...I am seriously not in senses! Through out my journey from office to Home, I was thinking about Sanam. This girl just doesn't get out of my mind. I feel as if I am getting effected by her presence. And I hate this big time. But today I am going to confront her! I am gonna ask her why she effects me so much? Why I feel so close to her? There must be some answers to these questions.
Before my so called accident I clearly remember I never wanted to see a single sight of Sanam, nowdays I feel tortured if I don't see her face!
I don't find any interest in my girlfriends. Today I am going to end this topic once and for all.
I heard the door opening...ah there she is! My Dhabevaali! Yuck What The Efff I Am Speaking! From when did I start to claim Dhabevaali as mine!
Well Whatever, She is looking gorgeous. But Sanam started to go away and I didn't get enough time to drool. I quickly held the end of my dupatta with a smirk .
She looked confused with such gesture. I fingered at her to come close to me. She came close to me.
And I realised she was actually looking stunning! Am I dreaming or illusioning? !
I wishpered in a low tone- You are looking so Beautiful today! You know...Sanam!
I could say she was surprised.
She asked- What do you mean?
I rolled my eyes mentally and pulled her close to me as I encircled my arm around her waist which made her gasp loudly with this sudden act .
And I guess I got turned on at that moment. I could feel her slim waist under my skin. And was trying hard not to squeeze it.
I spoke - I mean...you look damn Hawt Today! Just out of the world! Am I clear, Dhabevaali?
I am sure I was effecting her cause her expression said it all.
I trailed her face with the back of my hand seductively which made her close her eyes.
I pulled her more removing every space of air to pass between us. I don't know what was happening to me. All of a sudden I felt as if to remove all the distances between us and become one.
I held her chin up and made her look at me . I stared at her wide eyes and leaned forward .In response she closed her eyes and came forward. I am not in mind to think what is wrong and right! But all I know is...Kisss that luscious Lips. We were just an inch away when suddenly I felt my self pushed away with a jerk. I came back to my senses partially.
Sanam looked at me shocked- What...what were you doing?
Helll I even don't know!
I said in drunk voice- Trying to fulfil your desires which you were holding for so long! You want it right, to enjoy a night with me?
Of course she claims herself as my wife so I suppose...its my right only to touch her. God What am I saying?
But her expression said otherwise, she didn't like the statement at all.
She said calmly- You are drunk! I think you should go to your room...
She started to go when I swiftly held her hand and twirled her around as she ended up bumping on my chest . Of course I am not done yet!
Today I am going to demand my answers which I has been searching from past 1 month!
I pulled her closer as my hand went to her stomach , just then I squeezed her skin making her gasp. Gosh she makes me get turned on, each time I get close to her!
I wishpered near her ear - Not so Soon, Dhabevaali! I am still not done. I have more work to do.
Saying this I nuzzled near her ear making as I felt I am not in my right senses.
I wishpered again sexily- I was thinking how about getting married today?
Damn What just I said? I am seriously a gone case today! Aahil Razaa Ibrahim Wake Up!
She was shocked too cause she immediately pulled away herself from my arms.
She asked confused- What?
I smirked- You always claim as my wife! Why don't you make it reality? Get married to me.
Errrmm...I am seriously doubtful if its me talking? !
She frowned- I am already married to you.
Ah I hate that answer, I am seriously bored hearing that very f**king thing from her mouth each time. I guess I seriously should get married to her!
I scowled- Nonsense! I don't believe it, but will believe now. If you marry me today...at this moment!
Oh yeah it was nonsense, though I don't know if I will believe even if I marry her right now.
She was shocked- are you mad? Do you even know what are you saying? I think you lost it. Go to Bed!
Well...well! I think I have actually become mad cause 24 hours every day I keep thinking about her! Yes that's the truth. And right now I don't know what am I doing! I tell ya drinking is too bad!
She started to go again when suddenly I said- I don't know what is the problem with you. But I will marry you today, right at this moment! That's it.
She turned around and said sharply- This is not a joke Aahil. You don't know what are you saying! You are drunk!
Aahil growled- Believe it as you want...but you are going to be my Begum right at this moment.
She gave me a look as if I have grown two horns.
She curtly told me- What about your beautiful wife Sanam Khan?
Cheee How can she even take her name?
I said feeling disgusted- Yuckh! How can you even take the name of that Witch? Cheee She Sucks. And that frog can never be my Begum.
Did she just rolled her eyes?
She said- Well I kept your dinner in the table. Good Night!
Holy Crap! She doesn't even care of whatever I said! Wait and watch will make her mine tonight!
Just as I walked quickly towards her and swept away from the floor. She was stunned and began to jump.
She shocked- Put me down! What are you doing? Aahil what's wrong with you!
I didn't speak as I didn't feel to, instead held her strongly and started to walk towards my room as she continued to struggle.
Sanam's POV
I felt myself being thrown on the bed with a bump. I was hell shocked with such behaviour of Aahil.
I asked being all stunned as he pressed the remote and the door started to get closed " What are you doing? Aahil I am talking to you! "
Aahil turned around and smirked at me- Suhagraat!
I was more than shocked with that reply as I stammered- W...h...aaa..ttt! Suh...
Before I could complete he spoke- Not! I know your naughty mind always keep on thinking that!
He looked so evil when he smirked. Just like those Jallad Jin days.
He continued- I was just wondering why...
He stepped towards the bed.
He kept on saying-...not...we...
Each word he was saying with interval as he continued walking towards me sexily- ...I...mean...Us...
I was getting more and more nervous and anxious as he came near to the bed and started to crawl on the bed slowly towards me and as response I started to go back till I hit the head board.
I closed my eyes as he leaned on my face. My lips were trembling and I could feel his hot breath on my face.
He spoke with passion in his voice sounding a bit drunk too- Us...You and Me...Please each other?
I opened my eyes wide as I stared at him back- What?
He came more close to me near my lips as he wishpered huskily- You Don't Understand?
Of course I didn't understand exactly what he meant...though I kinda got the hint but didn't understand as whole!
I nodded in negetive quickly without understanding his hidden meaning and I regretted big time.
Aahil spoke with his sexy voice- Then let me show you the demo!
Saying this, he quickly covered my lips with his as I froze on the spot.
For a second I was numb, I don't know how to react! But Aahil knows well how to initiate my feelings and bring them out! He kept on sucking my lips passionately.
I couldn't help but went with the flow...
Aahil's POV
Ah she tastes so good! I kind of felt as I have already tasted those lips long back but I don't remember when! Anyways right now I am busy in tasting those luscious lips.
She asked for a demo and I dont know from where the hell I just felt liking kissing her for real and just fulfil my fantasies! I am sure I am totally gone case today!
I never felt this much addicted to a girl in my life. And Sanam...never ever in my dreams I would love to go near her. But something has changed! I have noticed, something is wrong with my heart! My brain tells a different story while my heart goes to some other direction. Am I actually falling for Sanam? I don't know how much truth is there in Sanam's saying! But I do want to be with her. I some what feel lonely when she is out of my sight! I did have many flashbacks quite often of which I couldn't recognise. Many of them included Sanam. But I don't remember properly when did they took place!
I kept on kissing her as if this was the end of the world. Suddenly we found ourselves breathless!
I left her lips as our foreheads touched with each other. She was still in daze as if relieving this moment with her eyes closed.
She looked so beautiful. I held under her chin and made her look up towards me. Her eyes was still closed. I couldn't decide what to do next! Must be effect of being drunk. So I decided to follow my heart!
I leaned on her forhead and kissed...I went towards her eyes and kissed both of them passionately! She sighed...
I trailed downwards as I kept on kissing her on her cheeks then her jaw! I went near the edge of her lips and rubbed my lips there. Sanam clutched my shirt! I smirked! Let me tease her a bit more...
I held her by her waist as I squeezed it slightly. Sanam opened her eyes and looked at me in daze...
I sighed! This is gonna be really long night!
Sanam felt as if it was a dream for her. She felt as if her Aahil was back. Sanam was melting under the passion. It was like a fire was igniting in her body by each touch of Aahil.
Aahil stared at her dazed eye and leaned towards her neck and started to nuzzle there with his nose. Sanam moaned under the touch as she clutched his shirt more tightly as she gave him more space.
Aahil went near the ear as he wishpered- Sanam you look gorgeous in Saree! Wear a saree for me now.
Sanam opened her eyes as she stared at Aahil back shocked from the corner.
Aahil went down her shoulder as he started to give open mouth kisses. Sanam pushed him away suddenly.
Sanam nervously- I think I should go!
Sanam started to get off when suddenly Aahil held her hand.
Sanam turned around and found Aahil looking at her.
Aahil huskily- Not so Easy! Its okay! You don't need to wear a saree...You are looking sexy itself!
Saying this Aahil all of sudden pulled Sanam on bed. Sanam lost her balance and fell on top of Aahil directly.
Aahil's hand ran on her back as she looked at him with passion. Sanam was laying just on the top as their body touched setting the fire. Aahil held her securely with one hand while the other ran up and down her body. Sanam could feel he was turned on. Their lips were just an inch away.
They were in a trance when suddenly someone knocked the door.
To be continued...
P.S Do Comment and Ignore the mistakes😛 Next Update will be something which majority of you will love to read 😆 I kind of wished Aahil's memory loss during the Eid Event but unfortunately it all went in vain. This is just my imaginary scenario😆