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Raman woke up as the Car came to halt... He woke up his children...
"Papa Ishima?? "
"Woh khud aajayegi... chalo... Adi beta tumhe jo bhi dekhna tha dekhana apne beta... aur koyi jagah dekhni hai..."
"Mujhe sirf Mumma se milna hai papa..."
"Woh bhi jald hoga..."
"Kaise???"
"Ishita ka pata lag gaya hai..."
"Kya... chalo naa papa fir hum Ishima se milne jate hai..."
"Haan papa... chaliye... idhar kyun hai hum... what are we waiting for papa????"
Said Ruhi and Adi...
"Apki maa dono se milne khud aayegi... khud gayi thi naa... "
"Aap mumma se naraz ho...??"
"Haa Adi main tumhare maa se naraz hoon..."
"Papa main bhi Ishima se naraz hoon... unhone Ruhi Promise kiya tha kabhi mujhe chod ke nahi jayengi... fir bhaiyya ko bhi promise kiya tha... unke saath hamesha rahegi... fir bhi chale gayi..."
"Ruhi ... Aap ishima se isliye naraz ho ki woh tumhe chod ke chale gayi..."
"Haan."
"Apko Mujhse naraz hona chahiye beta... kyun ki apki Ishima apse nahi unke pati se naraz hoke gayi hai..."
"Par woh mujhe aur bhaiyya ko bhi apne saath le ja sakti thi naa... hume kyun idhar chod gayi..."
That sentence of Ruhi Hit Raman... That child didn't know what she has just uttered... and the deep meaning inside those words of her... Realization dawned upon Raman... He has been the reason for their separation... Only because a Husband failed... the mother in his wife failed... He couldn't utter a word more to Ruhi... Other Than a heartfelt Apology..
"Sorry "
"Aap kyun Sorry ho papa... main ishima se baat nahi karungi papa... "
"Apki Ishima galat nahi hai beta... Main galat hoon... woh apko mere saath isliye chod gayi kyun ki... Main apke dadi dadu nani nanu chacha chitti bua... sab apko missi naa karen... Aap Ishima se gussa mat ho... woh aur toot jayegi..."
"Main janti hoon... Aap log mujhe missi karoge ... par aap nahi jante Ishima mujhe kitna missi karenge... unka din nahi gujarta mujhe aur Adi bhaiyya ko ek baar hug aur kiss naa karde toh... Aap nahi samjhoge papa ... humare bagair Ishima nahi reh sakti... Mujhe unki Fikar ho rhi hai... woh kuch batayegi nahi... Main unse naraz hoon papa... humesha dusron ko nahi khud ko hurt karti hai... bohot buri hai Ishimaa..."
She started Crying Hugging her Dad... Again it dawned upon him that... He would never be able to Love Ishita as much as his Daughter... Till now he just was angry on her as she left him but he never thought about how will she survive as her lives whom she survives are her ... his children and he himself... his daughter though Smaller taught him, Love is to think about the other person and understand the other person's love and not what you expect and want from them... he darted his eyes to Adi who was lost as he was...
"Ruhi Aap andar jao beta..."
Ruhi silently left the place to go wrap her with Ishima's saare around her as she was missing her a lot right now...
"Adi..."
"..."
"Beta..."
Raman came closer to her and patted him to get him out of his trance...
"Papa... Ishima tekh toh hongi naa..."
"Kyun adi..."
"Papa unhone mujhe ek baar kaha tha... hum teno unke zindagi main nahi honge toh woh unki zindagi jeena nahi chahegi... papa mujhe bohot darr lag rha h... Ishima kahan hai papa... woh tekh hai naa...?? "
"Adi... Apki Ishima tekh hai beta... aap pareshaan mat ho... Apke fufaji se woh har hafte baat karti hai... hum logon ka khabar rakhti hai... aur ab usse pata chalega ki main badal gaya hoon toh woh khud aajayegi beta... Aap pareshaan naa ho... chalo..."
"Papa main Ishima se baat karoon... mere aur Ruhi ke bulane se woh aajayegi... woh hum dono ko kabhi mana nahi kar skti ... papa please..."
"Adi tumhare papa hone ke naate mujhe tumhe kehna chahiye ki tum unhe bulao... par main ek pati hoon beta... jisko apni patni chod ke gayi hai... mujhe apni biwi ko apne balbute pe wapas lana hai naa ki apki dono ki maa ko... and i promise beta apki maa jaroor hongi idhar bohot jald... sorry beta..."
"Nahi papa... Ap sorry mat kahiye... main ruhi jitna chota nahi hoon ki yeh samjh naa paun... Main janta hoon papa aap sabko bohot pyaar karte ... mujhe mumma ne bhi ek baar bataya tha ... ki aap sabse itne pyaar karte ho ki aap bhul jaate ho... sabko apka pyaar kaa hissa milna chahiye... Aap bas unpe apna pyaar zahir kr dete ho jinko uski bohot jaroorat hai... par papa aap yeh hamesha bhul jate ho... ki hum sabko apki jaroorat hai...Ishima ko bhi apne pati ki jaroorat thi papa... sirf tamanna ke papa ki nahi... woh apke samne kuch bolti nahi thi... par unhe hamesha dukh pohochta tha papa aap jab bhi mujhe aur ru ko dant te the... Ruhi sirf unke aanson najar aate the... par mujhe unki tadap nazar aati thi... woh apne Ravan Kumar ko miss karti thi papa... main apse baat karne se bhi darta tha... par ishima hamesha kehti thi Aap hum sab se khud se jyada pyaar karte ho... apko sirf izhaar karna nahi aata tha..."
Raman was in trance... We didnt know what should he be doing... should he be crying that he didnt see through these things or should he be smiling that his son is just a carbon copy of his madrasan... he didn't had word to say anything he just did one thing that was the easiest to do... express your love... through actions... for the first time in two years he wholeheartedly hugged his son and kissed his tears... mumbling a I love You Beta near his ears...
"Chaliye papa... bohot der hogaya... dadi pareshaan ho jayegi..."
"hmm..."
Toshiji was sitting in the sofa awaiting the other two kids of her... that's when Raman and Adi made their entries side hugging... A scene which played before her eyes after 2 years or so...
"Kya baat hai baap bete pe pyaar jyada ubhar rha hai..."
"Dadi papa humasha se hi humse bohot pyaar karte hai... sirf aap dekh nahi paayi..."
"Oye khohte... papa ne amritsar kya dikha diya... papa ke chamche ban gaye tum dono... abhi ruhi rote rote aayi pucha papa ne kuch danta kya toh... boli ki mere papa kyun dantenge mujhe..."
"Maa... aap bhi naa... bachchon ke muh kyun lagte ho..."
"Oye sun... yeh madrasan kahan gayi pata hai kya... kal raat ke 4 baje aake bolti hai main kahin jaa rhi hoon... wapas jaldi aaungi..."
"Kahan gayi amma...??... mujhe nahi pata.. appa gaye h kya saath..??"
"Nahi woh khud pareshaan hai... Mani ko pucha toh woh keh rha hai ki... woh bata nahi sakta... baat karle usse.."
Raman called Mani while Adi went to his room to get some rest and to cajole his princess sister..
"Haan Raman aa gaye Amritsar se... trip kaise raha... enjoy kiya... mujhe photos bhejo... taki main ishita ko send kart sakhun... bohot khush hogi ishu..."
"Mani... amma kahin Ishita se milne toh nahi gayi..."
"Raman... woh... tumhare aas paas koyi nahi hai naa.."
"nahi ... bolo.."
"Haan amma ishu se milne gayi hai... mujhe unhe batana pada..."
"Amma mujhse gussa hain kya..."
"Nahi Raman ... Amma tumse gussa kyun hogi..."
"Maine jo bhi kiya unhe ab pata chal gya naa... "
"Nahi ... Unhe maine bas bataya ki Ishu sahi salamat hai...aur.."
"Woh kahan hai... humm... Ishita se naraz hoke gayi hai... fir se woh Ishita ko dukh nah pohochaye... tum chale jao... udhar please..."
"Raman... woh..."
"Kya..."
"Kuch nahi... main jata hoon..."
Raman sighed a relief that Amma after seeing Ishita after 2 years won't yell at her instead she will hug her daughter... whom she missed even though she never showed it out... He took out his wallet which had tammana's last scan ... Tears made their way to his eyes...
"Beta... Tumhari amma ko maine unjane mein bohot dukh de diya hai... par main kya karoon beta... tum mera sapna thi... jo pal main khushi khushi apne adi aur ruhi ke saath naa reh paya tum woh sapna thi beta... tum mere aur madrasan ke pyaar ka taufa thi... jo bohot mushkilon se gujarne ke baad mujhe aur madrasan ko mili... main tumhe khone ka himmat nahi rakhta hoon beta... tum hamesha woh sapna ho jo mukamal nahi hoga... Humari Adhuri Tammana..."
Precap
"Amma aap mere bachche ko mujhse alag nahi kar sakte... please amma... mere jeene ka sahara hai woh..."
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