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A shocking update...!
How many of you're feeling 'What the hell is this Gaya😡' Note for them:- I'm extremely sorry 😳
IMPORTANT NOTE:- I'm feeling a little ditached from wrting. And you'd be thinking why Gaya is not updatng anything. Yes...I wanted to sneak out from the forum 😆 Thanks to the horrible network and my cranky mood 🤣 But then decided against it. My sis suggested me to update any one of my stories and stay in touch with my buddies. That's a pretty good idea.
After checking all my on going stories I found this story (My entry in writing in IF) interesting. Though I've completed it long before...Its open endedness gave me the food to make it grow longer 😉 I hope you'll like it. If I'll get a bad response...I'd be happily stop writing and focus on reading and commenting as I'm not going to resume writing any time soon 😃
So here goes the next part. It's not proofread. So overlook errors and enjoy reading 🤗
Chapter-38
BAS KUCH ZYADA HI PYAR KIYA...
"I feel everything's perfect Raman...! Now see...main...ap...Ruhi...humare baby...aur humare pure parivar...we're complete...!"
(Me...you..Ruhi..our baby...our entire family...)
Ishita pecked Raman's left cheek and turned her face to look outside to enjoy the cool breeze. He chuckled looking side ways at her. She was feeling like flying. Not only because she is going to be a mother, but also that there is nothing about her husband that is unknown to her now. She came to know this man inside out in just hours because of Ashok. Though Ruhi being Ashok's daughter made her little sad she felt a relief on seeing how Ashok sacrificed his daughter for her own happiness, indirectly making her contented.
The smile on her face made his heartbeat raise. He could not help but stop the car aside and take her in a tight hug. She was pleasantly shocked by his gesture. Her hands where jammed between his and her body making her giggle asking him to give her space to take out her hands and hug him in return. He parted from her and looked at her glowing face.
"You look beautiful..." He said mesmerized.
"Wow...my dear pati found me beautiful!" She joked.
Pulling her to him by cupping her face he rammed her lips in a passionate yet gentle kiss. "Your pati is a fool that he didn't look at you this closely before..." He murmured thickly near her lips. She blushed red on that. "Let's go home Raman..." She begged in a low voice fearing the public eyes.
They reached home at half past four. Ishita was asking him to drive fast carefully as Ruhi would be home anytime until they entered the society compound. Above all there is no one home. She had asked her amma to take care of Ruhi until they come. Mrs Iyer had done her job of giving Ruhi her evening special milk shake. But Ruhi acted adamant to stay home alone awaiting her parents on which she could do nothing but open the door for the little girl.
"Ishima...papa...ap log kahan gaye the?"
(Where were you?)
Ruhi pouted at her parents sitting on the sofa arms across her chest. She was mad at her parents on not finding them when she returned home. Raman sat beside her to console her but she made a face and moved to the other end of the sofa. Shaking her head smiling at her princess, Ishita walked to the kitchen without heeding to her daughter's fake anger. Something was cooking in his mind to cajole her Rooh.
"Kisiko meri koyi parva nahi hai...!" She exclaimed throwing her hands on either side shifting her gaze from Ishita to Raman.
(No one cares for me)
"Ishima Ruhi ko noodles bana rahrahe hai...! Hai nah Ishima...?" Raman tried to handle the situation.
(Ishima is making noodles for Ruhi. Right Ishima?)
He looked at his impossible wife only to see her royal ignorance.
"Yeh kya hogaya? Kuch derr pehale toh sab tikh tha...!"
(What happened? Everything was fine just a while ago!)
He mentally took a ride to get the reason for her wierd behaviour. Finding none, he walked up to her and turned her to him by her arms. "What's going on? Hum donon kabse baat kar rahe hai...tujhe koyi farak nahin padta?" His voice raised a little making her eyes well up.
(From when we're talking. You just don't care!)
She felt her head aching but controlled it as she doesn't want to make the situation worse. Her end was something else. Something good and peaceful to make the situation light. Yet something so dramatic and naughty!
"Ap mujhse gussa ho rahe ho? Maine kya kiya? You're so rude! Chilla rahe ho mujhpar..." She was being unreasonably hanky-panky.
(You're getting angry on me? What did I do? You're shouting at me?)
"Dekho Rooh...papa kaise Ishima se chilla rahe hai..! He doesn't love me..." Ishita started sobbing looking at her daughter while all that Raman could do was just shift his eyes to Ruhi to know whether she would act sensible enough to support him as it is not at all his fault.
(See Ruhi...how papa is shouting at me...)
"You're right Ishima. He doesn't love us. See how rude is he..." She said throwing daggers at Raman. Pushing Raman aside she hugged her Ishima tight and said softly, "Don't worry Ishima...I'm with you. I'm not like papa...ap joh kahe main kar lungi.." She looked up at Ishita with her cute big eyes.
(I'll do whatever you say)
"Ab mera bacha chalke fresh hojao...aur bhir...homework...then...hum khelenge...aur saath main sojayenge...!" Ishita said kneeling down in front of Ruhi.
(Now my baby go and fresh up..and then homework...then we'd play and...would sleep together...)
Ruhi ran to her bedroom in no time while Raman looked on like a pressure cooker which is about to explode.
"Beti ko pataane keliye baap ko bura banaya...! Pagal aurat!" He hissed at her knowing well that she acted to manofy Ruhi. What made him fume was for making him wrong in front of his daughter. Not exactly. The reason for his anger was nothing but hearing that he doesn't love him. Though it was playful...he felt bad.
(You made me bad to cajole her!)
"You can also play this!" She said handing him over the coffee.
"Arey oh...main tum jaisa khatiya nahin hun. Pata nahin kaise manalunga Jr Jhansi ki Rani ko...! Are you happy now...see I'm trapped!" He cheekly smiled gritting his teeth.
(I'm not bitter like you. Don't know how to cajol Jr JKR!)
"Yes I'm sooo happy...!" She smiled dreamily sipping the coffee.
"Kya yaarrr..." (What yaar) He shook his head and pulled her by her waist while she could do nothing but smile naughtily. "Ab kya...?" (What now?) He asked making a face when she tried to keep a distance from him.
"Itna tight mat pakadiye Raman..." (Don't hold me this tight) She let out a small cry making him look at her stomach which is plastered to his. "Sorry...I forgot..." Making a puppy face he walked to Ruhi's room to start his drama to console his daughter. "You're gonna pay for this Ishita..." She heard him warning her. "I'm happy to pay..." She said herself giggling.
"I know Ishima drama kar rahe the...You know what papa...Jab meri friend Arjun ki maa pregnant thi tab voh bhi unusual behave karte the. Shayad isiliye Ishima ko aise weird plans aa raha hai..I thought she will come to me and give me a kissie...but what happened! She has changed...! She doesn't love us papa...She doesn't love us anymore...!" Ruhi said like a genius who found something great.
(I know Ishima was acting. When my friend's mom was pregnant she was also behaved unusually. Maybe that's why she is getting such weird plans)
Not understanding anything which Ruhi is talking about he nodded his head and walked out of the room after giving her a kiss. Ruhi could do nothing but laugh out loud looking at her dejected papa. She was playfully igniting a fire inside Raman which could be able to destroy many things. Especially his own sleep!
Raman tossed and turned in the bed when Ishita and Ruhi where sleeping peacefully cuddling to each other. He looked at her lovingly and caressed her forehead. She frowned in her sleep mumbling "Ap soye nahi...?"
(You didn't sleep?)
He hummed a yes and lay down dispersing his plan to go out to the balcony. Opening her eyes slightly to place his figure, she moved closer with Ruhi still laying in her arms. She could touch his left arm only as the little devil has took almost half of the bed for her royal sleep. He muttered an "It's okay you sleep..."
"Come this side Raman...I'd make you sleep..." She pressed his arms.
In no time he was on her left side obtaining his soft yet bony pillow, her arm. Caressing his hair she made him relax. He was smiling like a fool in darkness. He felt himself a fool who believed his daughter's pranks. He could not believe that this woman can take away his sleep so simply. Her being changed...her being away from him...her not loving him...it would really destroy him. But...the fact is, she can never change...no matter what. He realised it.
The next morning. Ishita got ready for the clinic when Raman was having breakfast with the family. He looked at her in shock when she came to the living room all dressed up to leave. Stopping eating in anger he asked her what is she up to. She shrugged off his anger thinking that he is playing as always. "Pagal hogaye ho kya? It's the first month. You should take rest."(Are you mad?) He roared on top of his voice making her hold her head in pain. She felt her head about to explode. Knees weak as if it can no more hold her weight. In no time she was on the floor unconscious.
"Yeh tune kya kiya Raman...?" Mr Bhalla shouted at Raman who was running towards Ishita.
(What have you done Raman?)
Meantime Mrs Iyer came there to give idli to Ishita who screamed on watching her daughter laying like a fallen leaf in Raman's arms. "Ayyo Kadavule...! Yeh meri Ishu ko kya hua?"
(What happened to my Ishu?)
Mrs Bhalla stopped Mr Bhalla before he could tell the truth that she fainted on hearing Raman's voice. "Kuch nahin Madhavi yaar...aise hothe hai..." She covered it up.
(Nothing. It happens)
The entire family followed Raman to the bedroom while Mihir dialled doctor Sushma. Mr Bhalla kept quite as he knows how intolerable Mrs Iyer can get sometimes. She may even jump in to get a divorce for her daughter stating this reason! Mrs Iyer tried to reach Ishita but all she could do was look on from among the audience while Raman was trying to get her into consciousness.
"Ap log bas jaayiye...let her relax." Raman said without looking at anyone.
(You people just go and let her relax)
When everyone went out he took her in an embrace saying sorry. She was dizzy. Keeping her head on his chest she let him know that she feels funny for fainting. She never thought that his anger would make her faint one day! She was clueless of her weakness which is the reason for all this.
"I couldn't bear the wait on my head. Apki avaz Ravan jaise the...Ravan Kumar...!" She joked while he smiled meekly.
(Your voice was of Ravan's)
After a good fifteen minutes the doctor came. She asked Raman to do some tests of Ishita as fast as possible. He nodded his head not even being able to fake a smile. The gut feeling in his heart was growing painful. He feared something wrong may happen. He knew the obvious which would happen!
They reached the hospital after making Ishita sleep for an hour. She was being pampered by everyone. When she was smiling her heartout he was getting more and more worried. What if it all changes? What if she would not be able to smile hereafter? His heart was beating like it is about to stop working soon.
The doctor checked Ishita's results and asked Raman to take care of all her report as for her she is just a patient not a doctor. She instructed them to ask her once before doing anything. Even her travelling. Ishita nodded happily thinking that she needs extra care because of her conditions. When they came out to the parking lot he realised that he forgot to take his mobile. Making her sit inside the car he ran towards the doctor's room.
"I knew you'll come back Mr Bhalla. But this soon...!" The doctor exclaimed.
"What's it doc. Is she alright?"
"Well...she is perfectly alright. But..." She hesitated to say.
"But what...?" He leaned forward not being able to hold back his tension.
"See Mr Bhalla...I've read her medical history. She has gone through a painful condition. The accident was so fatal that it can't be undone. Still...she got pregnant which is in some cases quite expectable. But...she can't carry the baby more than two months. It's impossible. And there is a possibility... which would be a great risk...and as a doctor I'd suggest you an abortion..." The doctor let the truth out with so much preparation not to make Raman regard her insensitive.
"Voh...kabhi bhi...?" Words died in his throat as he found himself drowning in guilt.
(She can never be?)
"Sorry Mr Bhalla. Now I want you to prepare her for the abortion. It's better she wouldn't dream about the baby which can never be real. Even if she completes three or four...or maybe six...It's hard...It'd be hard for her to overcome the lose at that time...So you just prepare her now itself..." She touched his hand in concern.
"I...can't doc...it's...not easy..." He started crying forgetting that the woman in front of him is a no one to him.
"I know it's not easy...and it's not impossible too. Make her understand..."
"She will hate me...It's all because of me..."
"No Mr Bhalla...don't cry like this. Just...be strong...Strong enough to hold her when she would be broken..."
NIGHT IN ISHRA'S BEDROOM
Ishita was relaxing in Raman's arms when he was watching some random channels. She drew patterns on his chest when found him not giving attention to her. In reality he was not at all in the world but in thoughts. Thinking of ways to let her know that she cannot carry the baby. His eyes welled up in no time recollecting the past. The tragic day of his life. Shagun's death...Ishita's accident...all came in rushing.
She looked at him for not finding any response from him. He was laying, eyes closed making the tears reach his ears. She could not understand what went wrong. Lightly pecking his lips she asked him if he is having a headache. He faked a smile and hugged her closer.
"Mujhe abhi yeh bacha nahi chahiye Ishita..." He managed to say kissing her hair.
(I don't want this baby now Ishita)
A sudden push. He fell back shocked. She sat up and held his collar in anger saying, "Aise mazak kabhi mat karna Raman..."
(Don't joke like this ever)
He released himself from her clutch and made her lay above him. She hugged him tight when he patted her back lightly. "I'm sorry Ishita...but...I just wanted to let you know that...I'm not ready for a second child...Don't mistake me...I mean...hmm...I wanted to spend more time with you...So..." He trailed off while combing her loose locks with his fingures only to feel his shirt soaking up in her tears. "Oh baby...I'm sorry...I was...just...letting you know...It's...alright...we're good...hmmm...see..." He tried to make her look at him.
"Apko pata hai Raman...maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki main...And when it's happening...how can I...Kya umid hai ki main dobara pregnant hoga? No Raman...I can't risk. It's a miracle. Ap joh bhi kaho...mujhe yeh baby chahiye..." She cried in his chest while he tightened his grip on her.
(You know what Raman...I never thought that I...What's the guarantee that I'll get pregnant again? You say anything...but I want this baby...)
"I'm sorry if I hurt you. I just wanted to let you know what I...Alright...see...Your happiness is mine. If you're happy with it...I'm more than happy..." he faked a pleasant smile at her making her nuzzle her face into the crook of his neck mumbling "I love you Raman..."
NEXT DAY RAMAN'S OFFICE
"Kya hua bhai...? Why are you so tensed?" Mihir asked while Romi closed Raman's cabin door behind him.
(What happened bhai?)
"I know ki apko personal matters office main bolna acha nahin lagta. But I know ki apko yeh joh baat tension kar rahe hai voh ghar main nahin bol sakta. So...bhai...tell us... What's the problem?" Romi asked sitting beside Mihir.
(I know that you don't like talking about personal matters in office. And I know that you can't talk the matter which is tensing you at home.)
"I can never live in peace! Ek nahi toh ek aur problem aa jaate hai...ab...Toh...Ishita...main use
kaise face karega?" He started blabbering not giving a chance for Mihir and Romi to understand what's going on in his mind.
(Always one or the other problem crops up. Now...Ishita...how'll I face her?)
"Bhai...tell us clearly...Bhabhi ko kya hua?" Mihir got worried so was Romi.
(What happened to bhabhi?)
Raman let them know everything which the doctor told him. He was unable to hold on his tears. Mihir and Romi were watching their brother crying like this after six years. It was Shagun's death which made him so broken. But now he is on the same state because of a different reason. They were also crying and consoling Raman when they heard the sound of something falling on the floor. They turned their face and froze to see the person standing there.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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A shocking update...!
How many of you're feeling 'What the hell is this Gaya😡' Note for them:- I'm extremely sorry 😳
IMPORTANT NOTE:- I'm feeling a little ditached from wrting. And you'd be thinking why Gaya is not updatng anything. Yes...I wanted to sneak out from the forum 😆 Thanks to the horrible network and my cranky mood 🤣 But then decided against it. My sis suggested me to update any one of my stories and stay in touch with my buddies. That's a pretty good idea.
After checking all my on going stories I found this story (My entry in writing in IF) interesting. Though I've completed it long before...Its open endedness gave me the food to make it grow longer 😉 I hope you'll like it. If I'll get a bad response...I'd be happily stop writing and focus on reading and commenting as I'm not going to resume writing any time soon 😃
So here goes the next part. It's not proofread. So overlook errors and enjoy reading 🤗
Chapter-38
BAS KUCH ZYADA HI PYAR KIYA...
"I feel everything's perfect Raman...! Now see...main...ap...Ruhi...humare baby...aur humare pure parivar...we're complete...!"
(Me...you..Ruhi..our baby...our entire family...)
Ishita pecked Raman's left cheek and turned her face to look outside to enjoy the cool breeze. He chuckled looking side ways at her. She was feeling like flying. Not only because she is going to be a mother, but also that there is nothing about her husband that is unknown to her now. She came to know this man inside out in just hours because of Ashok. Though Ruhi being Ashok's daughter made her little sad she felt a relief on seeing how Ashok sacrificed his daughter for her own happiness, indirectly making her contented.
The smile on her face made his heartbeat raise. He could not help but stop the car aside and take her in a tight hug. She was pleasantly shocked by his gesture. Her hands where jammed between his and her body making her giggle asking him to give her space to take out her hands and hug him in return. He parted from her and looked at her glowing face.
"You look beautiful..." He said mesmerized.
"Wow...my dear pati found me beautiful!" She joked.
Pulling her to him by cupping her face he rammed her lips in a passionate yet gentle kiss. "Your pati is a fool that he didn't look at you this closely before..." He murmured thickly near her lips. She blushed red on that. "Let's go home Raman..." She begged in a low voice fearing the public eyes.
They reached home at half past four. Ishita was asking him to drive fast carefully as Ruhi would be home anytime until they entered the society compound. Above all there is no one home. She had asked her amma to take care of Ruhi until they come. Mrs Iyer had done her job of giving Ruhi her evening special milk shake. But Ruhi acted adamant to stay home alone awaiting her parents on which she could do nothing but open the door for the little girl.
"Ishima...papa...ap log kahan gaye the?"
(Where were you?)
Ruhi pouted at her parents sitting on the sofa arms across her chest. She was mad at her parents on not finding them when she returned home. Raman sat beside her to console her but she made a face and moved to the other end of the sofa. Shaking her head smiling at her princess, Ishita walked to the kitchen without heeding to her daughter's fake anger. Something was cooking in his mind to cajole her Rooh.
"Kisiko meri koyi parva nahi hai...!" She exclaimed throwing her hands on either side shifting her gaze from Ishita to Raman.
(No one cares for me)
"Ishima Ruhi ko noodles bana rahrahe hai...! Hai nah Ishima...?" Raman tried to handle the situation.
(Ishima is making noodles for Ruhi. Right Ishima?)
He looked at his impossible wife only to see her royal ignorance.
"Yeh kya hogaya? Kuch derr pehale toh sab tikh tha...!"
(What happened? Everything was fine just a while ago!)
He mentally took a ride to get the reason for her wierd behaviour. Finding none, he walked up to her and turned her to him by her arms. "What's going on? Hum donon kabse baat kar rahe hai...tujhe koyi farak nahin padta?" His voice raised a little making her eyes well up.
(From when we're talking. You just don't care!)
She felt her head aching but controlled it as she doesn't want to make the situation worse. Her end was something else. Something good and peaceful to make the situation light. Yet something so dramatic and naughty!
"Ap mujhse gussa ho rahe ho? Maine kya kiya? You're so rude! Chilla rahe ho mujhpar..." She was being unreasonably hanky-panky.
(You're getting angry on me? What did I do? You're shouting at me?)
"Dekho Rooh...papa kaise Ishima se chilla rahe hai..! He doesn't love me..." Ishita started sobbing looking at her daughter while all that Raman could do was just shift his eyes to Ruhi to know whether she would act sensible enough to support him as it is not at all his fault.
(See Ruhi...how papa is shouting at me...)
"You're right Ishima. He doesn't love us. See how rude is he..." She said throwing daggers at Raman. Pushing Raman aside she hugged her Ishima tight and said softly, "Don't worry Ishima...I'm with you. I'm not like papa...ap joh kahe main kar lungi.." She looked up at Ishita with her cute big eyes.
(I'll do whatever you say)
"Ab mera bacha chalke fresh hojao...aur bhir...homework...then...hum khelenge...aur saath main sojayenge...!" Ishita said kneeling down in front of Ruhi.
(Now my baby go and fresh up..and then homework...then we'd play and...would sleep together...)
Ruhi ran to her bedroom in no time while Raman looked on like a pressure cooker which is about to explode.
"Beti ko pataane keliye baap ko bura banaya...! Pagal aurat!" He hissed at her knowing well that she acted to manofy Ruhi. What made him fume was for making him wrong in front of his daughter. Not exactly. The reason for his anger was nothing but hearing that he doesn't love him. Though it was playful...he felt bad.
(You made me bad to cajole her!)
"You can also play this!" She said handing him over the coffee.
"Arey oh...main tum jaisa khatiya nahin hun. Pata nahin kaise manalunga Jr Jhansi ki Rani ko...! Are you happy now...see I'm trapped!" He cheekly smiled gritting his teeth.
(I'm not bitter like you. Don't know how to cajol Jr JKR!)
"Yes I'm sooo happy...!" She smiled dreamily sipping the coffee.
"Kya yaarrr..." (What yaar) He shook his head and pulled her by her waist while she could do nothing but smile naughtily. "Ab kya...?" (What now?) He asked making a face when she tried to keep a distance from him.
"Itna tight mat pakadiye Raman..." (Don't hold me this tight) She let out a small cry making him look at her stomach which is plastered to his. "Sorry...I forgot..." Making a puppy face he walked to Ruhi's room to start his drama to console his daughter. "You're gonna pay for this Ishita..." She heard him warning her. "I'm happy to pay..." She said herself giggling.
"I know Ishima drama kar rahe the...You know what papa...Jab meri friend Arjun ki maa pregnant thi tab voh bhi unusual behave karte the. Shayad isiliye Ishima ko aise weird plans aa raha hai..I thought she will come to me and give me a kissie...but what happened! She has changed...! She doesn't love us papa...She doesn't love us anymore...!" Ruhi said like a genius who found something great.
(I know Ishima was acting. When my friend's mom was pregnant she was also behaved unusually. Maybe that's why she is getting such weird plans)
Not understanding anything which Ruhi is talking about he nodded his head and walked out of the room after giving her a kiss. Ruhi could do nothing but laugh out loud looking at her dejected papa. She was playfully igniting a fire inside Raman which could be able to destroy many things. Especially his own sleep!
Raman tossed and turned in the bed when Ishita and Ruhi where sleeping peacefully cuddling to each other. He looked at her lovingly and caressed her forehead. She frowned in her sleep mumbling "Ap soye nahi...?"
(You didn't sleep?)
He hummed a yes and lay down dispersing his plan to go out to the balcony. Opening her eyes slightly to place his figure, she moved closer with Ruhi still laying in her arms. She could touch his left arm only as the little devil has took almost half of the bed for her royal sleep. He muttered an "It's okay you sleep..."
"Come this side Raman...I'd make you sleep..." She pressed his arms.
In no time he was on her left side obtaining his soft yet bony pillow, her arm. Caressing his hair she made him relax. He was smiling like a fool in darkness. He felt himself a fool who believed his daughter's pranks. He could not believe that this woman can take away his sleep so simply. Her being changed...her being away from him...her not loving him...it would really destroy him. But...the fact is, she can never change...no matter what. He realised it.
The next morning. Ishita got ready for the clinic when Raman was having breakfast with the family. He looked at her in shock when she came to the living room all dressed up to leave. Stopping eating in anger he asked her what is she up to. She shrugged off his anger thinking that he is playing as always. "Pagal hogaye ho kya? It's the first month. You should take rest."(Are you mad?) He roared on top of his voice making her hold her head in pain. She felt her head about to explode. Knees weak as if it can no more hold her weight. In no time she was on the floor unconscious.
"Yeh tune kya kiya Raman...?" Mr Bhalla shouted at Raman who was running towards Ishita.
(What have you done Raman?)
Meantime Mrs Iyer came there to give idli to Ishita who screamed on watching her daughter laying like a fallen leaf in Raman's arms. "Ayyo Kadavule...! Yeh meri Ishu ko kya hua?"
(What happened to my Ishu?)
Mrs Bhalla stopped Mr Bhalla before he could tell the truth that she fainted on hearing Raman's voice. "Kuch nahin Madhavi yaar...aise hothe hai..." She covered it up.
(Nothing. It happens)
The entire family followed Raman to the bedroom while Mihir dialled doctor Sushma. Mr Bhalla kept quite as he knows how intolerable Mrs Iyer can get sometimes. She may even jump in to get a divorce for her daughter stating this reason! Mrs Iyer tried to reach Ishita but all she could do was look on from among the audience while Raman was trying to get her into consciousness.
"Ap log bas jaayiye...let her relax." Raman said without looking at anyone.
(You people just go and let her relax)
When everyone went out he took her in an embrace saying sorry. She was dizzy. Keeping her head on his chest she let him know that she feels funny for fainting. She never thought that his anger would make her faint one day! She was clueless of her weakness which is the reason for all this.
"I couldn't bear the wait on my head. Apki avaz Ravan jaise the...Ravan Kumar...!" She joked while he smiled meekly.
(Your voice was of Ravan's)
After a good fifteen minutes the doctor came. She asked Raman to do some tests of Ishita as fast as possible. He nodded his head not even being able to fake a smile. The gut feeling in his heart was growing painful. He feared something wrong may happen. He knew the obvious which would happen!
They reached the hospital after making Ishita sleep for an hour. She was being pampered by everyone. When she was smiling her heartout he was getting more and more worried. What if it all changes? What if she would not be able to smile hereafter? His heart was beating like it is about to stop working soon.
The doctor checked Ishita's results and asked Raman to take care of all her report as for her she is just a patient not a doctor. She instructed them to ask her once before doing anything. Even her travelling. Ishita nodded happily thinking that she needs extra care because of her conditions. When they came out to the parking lot he realised that he forgot to take his mobile. Making her sit inside the car he ran towards the doctor's room.
"I knew you'll come back Mr Bhalla. But this soon...!" The doctor exclaimed.
"What's it doc. Is she alright?"
"Well...she is perfectly alright. But..." She hesitated to say.
"But what...?" He leaned forward not being able to hold back his tension.
"See Mr Bhalla...I've read her medical history. She has gone through a painful condition. The accident was so fatal that it can't be undone. Still...she got pregnant which is in some cases quite expectable. But...she can't carry the baby more than two months. It's impossible. And there is a possibility... which would be a great risk...and as a doctor I'd suggest you an abortion..." The doctor let the truth out with so much preparation not to make Raman regard her insensitive.
"Voh...kabhi bhi...?" Words died in his throat as he found himself drowning in guilt.
(She can never be?)
"Sorry Mr Bhalla. Now I want you to prepare her for the abortion. It's better she wouldn't dream about the baby which can never be real. Even if she completes three or four...or maybe six...It's hard...It'd be hard for her to overcome the lose at that time...So you just prepare her now itself..." She touched his hand in concern.
"I...can't doc...it's...not easy..." He started crying forgetting that the woman in front of him is a no one to him.
"I know it's not easy...and it's not impossible too. Make her understand..."
"She will hate me...It's all because of me..."
"No Mr Bhalla...don't cry like this. Just...be strong...Strong enough to hold her when she would be broken..."
NIGHT IN ISHRA'S BEDROOM
Ishita was relaxing in Raman's arms when he was watching some random channels. She drew patterns on his chest when found him not giving attention to her. In reality he was not at all in the world but in thoughts. Thinking of ways to let her know that she cannot carry the baby. His eyes welled up in no time recollecting the past. The tragic day of his life. Shagun's death...Ishita's accident...all came in rushing.
She looked at him for not finding any response from him. He was laying, eyes closed making the tears reach his ears. She could not understand what went wrong. Lightly pecking his lips she asked him if he is having a headache. He faked a smile and hugged her closer.
"Mujhe abhi yeh bacha nahi chahiye Ishita..." He managed to say kissing her hair.
(I don't want this baby now Ishita)
A sudden push. He fell back shocked. She sat up and held his collar in anger saying, "Aise mazak kabhi mat karna Raman..."
(Don't joke like this ever)
He released himself from her clutch and made her lay above him. She hugged him tight when he patted her back lightly. "I'm sorry Ishita...but...I just wanted to let you know that...I'm not ready for a second child...Don't mistake me...I mean...hmm...I wanted to spend more time with you...So..." He trailed off while combing her loose locks with his fingures only to feel his shirt soaking up in her tears. "Oh baby...I'm sorry...I was...just...letting you know...It's...alright...we're good...hmmm...see..." He tried to make her look at him.
"Apko pata hai Raman...maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki main...And when it's happening...how can I...Kya umid hai ki main dobara pregnant hoga? No Raman...I can't risk. It's a miracle. Ap joh bhi kaho...mujhe yeh baby chahiye..." She cried in his chest while he tightened his grip on her.
(You know what Raman...I never thought that I...What's the guarantee that I'll get pregnant again? You say anything...but I want this baby...)
"I'm sorry if I hurt you. I just wanted to let you know what I...Alright...see...Your happiness is mine. If you're happy with it...I'm more than happy..." he faked a pleasant smile at her making her nuzzle her face into the crook of his neck mumbling "I love you Raman..."
NEXT DAY RAMAN'S OFFICE
"Kya hua bhai...? Why are you so tensed?" Mihir asked while Romi closed Raman's cabin door behind him.
(What happened bhai?)
"I know ki apko personal matters office main bolna acha nahin lagta. But I know ki apko yeh joh baat tension kar rahe hai voh ghar main nahin bol sakta. So...bhai...tell us... What's the problem?" Romi asked sitting beside Mihir.
(I know that you don't like talking about personal matters in office. And I know that you can't talk the matter which is tensing you at home.)
"I can never live in peace! Ek nahi toh ek aur problem aa jaate hai...ab...Toh...Ishita...main use
kaise face karega?" He started blabbering not giving a chance for Mihir and Romi to understand what's going on in his mind.
(Always one or the other problem crops up. Now...Ishita...how'll I face her?)
"Bhai...tell us clearly...Bhabhi ko kya hua?" Mihir got worried so was Romi.
(What happened to bhabhi?)
Raman let them know everything which the doctor told him. He was unable to hold on his tears. Mihir and Romi were watching their brother crying like this after six years. It was Shagun's death which made him so broken. But now he is on the same state because of a different reason. They were also crying and consoling Raman when they heard the sound of something falling on the floor. They turned their face and froze to see the person standing there.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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