Part 24
(Teri Khushboo - Mr.X Female Version)
Teri khushboo aur Teri saansein
Katra katra sab bhulayengi
(RIA started singing while sitting in heaven with sadness to let her armaan go to her someone else)
Silvatein jo tumne chhodi hain
Dheere dheere sab mitayenge
(Ria decieded to let armaan go fully from her heart for armaan and her sisters sake. Imagining her moment with armaan vanishing)
Kaatne ko itni lambi umr aage hai
Jaane kiske peeche tu bewajah bhaage hai
(Ria Soul came down on earth standing beside armaan who was drowning in her memories with teary eyes)
Aankh nam hoti hai hone do
Honth lekin muskurayenge
(Ria's soul with her hand wiped his tears and armaan look here there feeling ria near him. Remembering some old memories armaan smiled even in tears)
Uski raaton se subah apni
Rafta rafta kheench laayenge
(Armaan then took out a heart shape crystal show piece with RIA and armaan's name encraved on its base. Ria's soul was watching armaan though out.)
Aisa koi dil nahi jo kabhi toota nahi
Kaanch se ummeed kya rakhna...
Aisa koi dil nahi jo kabhi toota nahi
Kaanch se ummeed kya rakhna...
(Suddenly that crystal fell from armaan's hand and he bend down immediately to pick but got hurt with blood snoozing out of his hand.)
Kaatne ko itni lambi umr aage hai
Jaane kiske peeche tu bewajah bhaage hai
(Ridhima came in with loud sound of breaking an ssaw armaan's hand bleeding. She pulled his hand and stated bandaging his hand while armaan staring at the broken pieces beside.)
Aankh nam hoti hai hone do
Honth lekin muskurayenge
Uski raaton se subah apni
Rafta rafta kheench laayenge
(Ria's soul cared armaan's hair with her hand armaan look up felling ria but never get a glimps of her but found ridhima with pained eyes dressing his hand which he never new was hurt and ria's soul cleared her own tears)
Chal nayi shuruaat kar
Bhool ke jo ho gaya
Haath pe yun haath kya rakhna
(Ria's soul raise her hand in air and we saw some magical power coming out of her hand over armaan ridhima)
chal nayi shuruaat kar
Bhool ke jo ho gaya
Haath pe yun haath kya rakhna..
(Armaan kept looking at ridhima with lost eyes imagining his RIA in her then realise its ridhima taking care of him and imagining RIA going very far from him leaving him with ridhima with a smiling face.)
Kaatne ko itni lambi umr aage hai
Jaane kiske peeche tu bewajah bhaage hai
(ridhima make armaan stand up pulling him to bed making him lay down on it and closing his eyes with her palm over his eyes.)
Teri khushbu aur teri saansein
Katra katra sab bhulayengi
Silvatein jo tumne chhodi hain
Dheere dheere sab mitayenge
(Then song fades with armaan sleeping on the bed with ridhima caring his hairs putting him to sleep sitting beside him while on other side of bed ria's soul was looking ridhima with happy smile. And then her soul vanishes in thin air Leaving ridhima with her armaan.)
Following Day
Armaan was all broken knowing unknowingly for his father he is now married to the girl next door then from his room. He felt like he had betrayed RIA and her love.
He was feeling so helpless that he locked himself in ria's memories neither eating nor drinking Neither talking to anyone nor listening to any voices around. He was emotionalyy getting drained.
He pulled on the memories ride and settles himself on the emotionally broken side of the ride.
Each and every thing was another shark turning of the ride making armaan loses more in sentiments.
Suddenly this ride of his sentiments took a sharp turn making armaan fall on the groun with a great thump as if he had been pushed off in the deep hole in the ground which has no ends and his body falling in that hole after getting hit by one or other stone in that mercyless hole.
Asking the reason of this sudden fall from the memories ride was the reports that was now resting on his palm wide open for his eyes to read the content.
There were papers or better to say these papers as report. These were of RIA's some test.
Armaan's happiness snatched from him. Armaan with sudden pain screamed RIA's name.
Armaan - kyun ria.. kyun kiya aisa tumne...
Janti thi ki ye sab kuch humein alag kar dega phir bhi tum ne mujhe kabhi nahi bataya kuch bhi...
The reports that were in front of armaan stated that RIA was having major complication in her pregnancyto continue further. She knew that since the start of her pregnancy , she knew that there will be only 1% chance that she will be revieve to life back after giving their baby to armaan even then she never informed him and showed him all those report which never stated anything serious to never let him doubt.
Suddenly on dairy fall over armaan from the Almira with few other things.
And lay open for armaan to read out on her dairy.
Armaan picked ria's dairy with shaking hands.
When suddenly a flash back ran infront of his eyes.
Flashback.
Ria - armaan... !!!
Armaan - hmmm...
Ria - armaan tumhe pata hain na mein dairy likhti hun..
Armaan - hain ismein kounsi nai baat hain tum bachpan se likhti aai ho vo toh...
Ria - hain...
Armaan - toh aaj kyun puch rahi ho phir... kya baat hain ...
Ria - armaan mein chahti hun ki jab mein chali jaun na kahi toh tum meri dairy padhna aur please meri likhi hui baat maan lena mera ko dekh ke acha laega...
Armaan - acha kahan ja rahi ho tum...
Ria - arye kabhi kahin jaana padha toh tum dairy padhna aur vo sare kaam karna jo min ne likhe hain is mein.
Armaan - ria batao kahan ja rahi ho yaar,, mein bhi chalunga tumhare sath...
Ria - nahi sath nahi le jaungi tumhe...
Armaan - kyun kyun kyun...
Ria - arye yaar kahin toh picha chod do mera...
Armaan - nahi chodunga... kahin bhi jao tum mein tumhe apne dil se toh kabh nahi jaane dunga...
Ria - duniya se chali gai mein agar toh dil se bhi jane dena mujhe nahi toh chain se nahi rahe paunga mein Bhagwan ke pass...
Armaan - acha Bhagwan ke pass kisne kahan tum Bhagwan ke pass aogi... tum toh yumraj ke pass jaoge...
Ria - hawww... Kyun kyun kyun...
Armaan - kyun ki papi ho tum...
Ria - aur kya paap kiya hain mein ne...
Armaan - aabhi kiya tho... mujhe chod kar jaane ki baat kar ke aur mera bechare dil ko dukha ke jaane ki baat par... pakka yumraj ke pass rahogi tum...
Ria - hump... !!! I hate you armaan...
Armaan - but I love you ria.
Flashback Ends.
Armaan dared to read the entries of RIA.
Random Entry
Kismat...!!!
Kismet bhi kitni ajeeb hoti hain na. aaj mein ne armaan ke sath ek naya rishta banaya hain jaisa maa hamesha chahti thi. Par dekho kismet ka khel meri shaadi dekhne se pehle hi Bhagwan ne maa ko apne pass bula liya. Par armaan hamesha mera saath khada raha meri life ke tough phase mein bhi usne mera sath nahi choda kabhi. Par jaane se pehle maa kuch kehna chahati thi mujhe par mein samjh nahi paai pata nahi kya bolne wali thi maa. Par mein khush hun ki aaj meri maa ki last wish mein ne puri kar li hain apne armaan ke sath ek naai shuruwat kar ke.
Aab mein aur armaan hamesha sath rahenga. Shaadi ke attut bandha nein bandchuke hain hum. Aur armaan ina acha hain ki papa ko bhi hamare saath le aaya taaki papa kabhi akele na rahen aur na mein dukhi rahun papa ke liya. Mein promise karti hun maa apse ki aab apni saari jimedari ache se nibhaungi. Aapki achi beti toh hamesha bani rahi aab ek achi bii bhi ban ke dekhungi.
Another Random Entry
Aaj armaan ne apni ckhud ki mehnat par ek company kholi mein bahut khush hun. Dua karti hun ki armaan ko har success mile bahut jaldi armaan ki company one of the best company mein hogi aur armaan one of the best business man. Mein bhi armaan ko help karna chahati thi uske is mushkin safar mein par phir armaan ne kahan mein papa ko dekhun unke sathtime bitaun toh vo jayada khush rahega. Aur phir jab bhi use meri hep chaiye hogi vo khud ake bolega. I know mera armaan bahut mehant karega hamari company ko aage le jayega.
Armaan turned few pages without reading out all that entries.
Another Random Entry
Jindagi...!!!
Jindagi ka bhi kehl anokha hain. Aaj mein janti hun ki mera aandar ek naai jindagi janam le rahi hain. Aaj mera andar koi hain jo saaseine raha hai jo mujhe maa kehyega. Par kya mein uske muh se maa sun paunga. Kya mein usko baad hote dekh paunga...
Ek nai Jindagi toh aane wali hain hamare jindagi mein par kya meri Jindagi rahega us nanhi si Jindagi ko dekhne ko.
Aaj mein doctor ke pass gai thi aapna test karwae. Doctor ne bataya ki mein maa banne wali hun par meri Jindagi ko bahu baad akhatra hain is nanhi si Jindagi ko jeevan mein lane ke liya. Par mein jaanti hun armaan kitna khush hoga sun kar ki uska apna pariwar shuru hone wala hain.. mein uski khushi aadhi nahi karna chahati. Mein is nanhi si Jindagi ko duniya mein laungi apne armaan ke liya.
I love you armaan.
Another Random Entry
Aaj pata nahi kyun par di bahut ghabra raha hain . aaj armaan ko do din ke liya out of city jana hain par jane kyun usko jane dene ke liya dil raaji nahi hain. Armaan khud bhi nahi jana chahate the par mein jaanti hun armaan ne kitni mehenat ki ahin is project ke liya jo out of city scheduled hain. Armaan toh project chodne ko taiyar ho gaye the. Par is project emin sirf armaan ki mehant nahi balki is project mein armaan ke bahut sare sapne bhi jude hain.
Ye project armaan ko milega tab armaan I company apne ek alag mokam par pahuch jayegi aur armaan one of the best business man keh layega. Armaan ko jaana toh padegi after all uske mehnat uske sampe aur kafi logo ki daily life ka sawal hain. Mujhe apne dil ko samjhna ahoga jo baar baar dhoka de raha hain mujhe bol bol ke ki rukh lu armaan ko aapne pass.
Na jaane kya hona hain in do din mein.
I Will Always Love You Armaan and Our Baby too.
The last entry was of the day when RIA left armaan forever to deal with all the pain alone without her by his side. Armaan have skipped few of the entries in between. He was reading those entries with the air wanted him to read. Armaan was reading the entries when suddenly air comes in from the open window infront of armaan making the page to turn few all together bring fresh new emotions scribes in the dairy from ria stating her sentimental state.
Love
Aayushi
CID
Kumkum Bhagya
Pyaar Kii Ye Ek Kahaani
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
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