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NisBeer OS
Yaadein Teri
The morning was not bright instead it was gloomy and the cloudy sky was about to cry at any moment...trees on either side of the road shed their leaves like never before...while the road was covered with dead leaves...
The morning breeze gently blew the leaves forward and the leaves travelled along the road without knowing their destination...
One ripe red leaf settled down near a pair of legs...Nisaar gave no attention to the leaf circling round his legs...
He was standing in front of the gate and staring the house for quite a while...
The breeze that disturbed the leaves now rubbed his face gently...
He wiped the hair out of his forehead and pushed it to one side...And then Abeer read his expression...
It was difficult to read his eyes...anxiety, fear and desperation flashed in his eyes as he watched the house beyond...
Nisaar never went inside the house and that's why Abeer felt suspicious...
Abeer was on his way to his house when he saw Nisaar standing there...
Abeer went to him to talk...but his legs darted towards him and before he knew it , Abeer was standing next to Nisaar while Nisaar gave no attention towards him...
Nisaar saw the house beyond where a lot of activity was going on...something terrible had happened there...people were standing outside and crying...perhaps someone was dead...
Abeer didn't spoke to him but without even looking at him...Nisaar said...
I love the girl in that house bhai...
Labon pe baat thi reh gayi
Zameen thi adoori beh gay
Khoya tu rah kho gayi
Dhoondu tujhe mil jaa kahin
Lafz de thoda thoda vaise detaja...
Yaad de thodi thodi jeene ki duaa
Mere jeene ki duaa
Yaadein teri
Abeer was confused what to speak...but he asked the question instantly that came to his mind ...Is rati the one...dead?...
Nisaar didn't answer the question but his tear drops did...his girl...his rati was indeed dead...
Why don't you go inside and see her for one last time?Abeer asked...
Nisaar wiped his tears and tossed the drops to the ground...
Abeer was confused to watch him...when Nisaar said...
I never said it to her bhai and more tears fell from Nisaar's eyes...
Abeer once was familiar to this feeling of love but after his divorce with meher love was nothing for him but as he stood there seeing his friend Nisaar crying for Rati...he once again understood how deep his love was for meher...he could feel Nisaar's pain as his own because he had realized that moment that he has always failed in hating meher...he missed her every second in past eight years and now when she was near him...he was doing his best to keep her away from himself...
I never had the courage to say it to Rati...Nisaar continued...and then he didn't speak again...
Tujh bin.. khali din khali khali dhadkanein
Tujh bin khoye khoye
Feeki feeki khushbuein aake dekh tu
Tujhbin kaise hum jiyein
Yaadon ke nishaan
Apne seene mein liye
Mere jeene ki duaa
Yaadein teri
Rati's deadbody was brought outside followed by a procession of people...they stood aside as they passed them...
Nisaar stood like a statue beside Abeer watching his Rati go...never showing his emotions...
After the long line of people...a girl came and stopped right in front of them noticing Nisaar...
She was Rati's friend...Abeer assumed as he saw...she was deeply depressed...
She came closer to Nisaar and said...
Rati always loved you Nisaar and she wanted me to give you this diary after her death and after giving diary to Nisaar...she went away...
With his shaking hands Nisaar...turned the diary & saw the cover mentioning...''Nisaar's Biggest Fan In The World''...then he opened some random pages of her diary...
It was written by Rati for Nisaar...she had said all those things in that diary which she hadn't said Nisaar during her life...she was not so bold enough to confess her feelings...but she had poured out her heart...her feelings in that single diary...
Nisaar slowly fell to his knees but didn't cry...but Abeer did...
Both of them loved each other but never expressed it...but now it was too late...Rati was gone and Nisaar...his friend was left alone with Rati's memories only...
Nisaar said no more and walked on his way...
Abeer wanted to stop him but Nisaar reached the end of the street without turning back...
Abeer wiped his tears...now there was no one except the red ripe leaf with a single drop of tear on it...so his friend Nisaar was still shedding tears for Rati...today this world was nothing to him...no one mattered to him...and the only person which mattered was gone...making his life colourless forever...
Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean,
Tears from the depths of some divine despair
Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes,
In looking on the happy autumn fields,
And thinking of the days that are no more
Abeer didn't know what made him cry again...but he understood the pain of losing someone special in life...and after thinking for few minutes...he decided one thing that he will patch up with meher...he will give a second chance to their relationship...will let her know how much he loves her...because he don't want to lose her...like Nisaar lost Rati...
Nothing is ever really lost to us as long as we remember it
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