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chapter ten

It's better this way. It is.
As the days pass, I realize that I'm glad I met his
girlfriend. It's actually a relief. There are few things
worse than having feelings for someone you shouldn't,
and I don't like where my thoughts were headed. And I
certainly don't want to be another Amanda Spitterton-
Watts.
zain is just friendly. The whole school likes
him"the professeurs, the popular kids, the unpopular
kids"and why wouldn't they? He's smart and funny
and polite. And, yes, ridiculously attractive. Although,
for being so well liked, he doesn't hang out with many
people. Just our little group. And since his best friend
is usually distracted by Aayat, he's taken to hanging
out with, well . . . me.
Since our night out, he's sat next to me at every
meal. He teases me about sneakers, asks about my
favorite films, and conjugates my French homework.
And he defends me. Like last week in physics when
Amanda called me la moufette in a nasty way and held
her nose as I walked by her desk, Zain told her to
"bugger off" and threw tiny wads of paper into her hair
for the rest of class.
I looked up the word later, and it means "skunk."
So original.
But then, just as I feel those twinges again, he
disappears. I'll be staring out my window after dinner,
watching the sanitation workers tidy the street in their
bright green uniforms, when he'll emerge from our
dorm and vanish toward the mtro.
Toward Sanam.
Most nights I'm studying in the lobby with our
other friends when he comes home. He'll plop down
beside me and crack a joke about whatever drunken
junior is hitting on the girl behind the front desk.
(There's always a drunken junior hitting on the girl
behind the front desk.) And is it my imagination, or is
his hair more disheveled than usual?
The thought of Zain and Sanam doing"things"
makes me more jealous than I care to admit. Rehan and
I email, but the messages have never been more than
friendly. I don't know if this means he's still interested
or if it means he's not, but I do know that emailing is
not the same as kissing. Or things.
The only one who understands the Zain
situation is Shazia, but I can't say anything to her.
Sometimes I'm afraid she might be jealous of me. Like
I'll catch her watching the two of us at lunch, and when
I ask her to pass me a napkin, she'll kind of chuck it at
me instead. Or when Zain doodles bananas and
elephants into the margins of my homework, she'll
grow rigid and silent.
Maybe I'm doing her a favor. I'm stronger than
she is, since I haven't known him as long. Since he's
always been off-limits. I mean, poor Shazia. Any girl faced
with daily attention from a gorgeous boy with a cute
accent and perfect hair would be hard-pressed not to
develop a big, stinking, painful, all-the-time, allconsuming
crush.
Not that that's what's happening to me.
Like I said. It's a relief to know it won't happen. It
makes things easier. Most girls laugh too hard at his
jokes and find excuses to gently press his arm. To
touch him. Instead, I argue and roll my eyes and act
indifferent. And when I touch his arm, I shove it.
Because that's what friends do.
Besides, I have more important things on my
mind: movies.
I've been in France for a month, and though I
have ridden the elevators to the top of La Tour Eiffel
(Shazia took me while Zain and Aayat waited below
on the lawn"Zain because he's afraid of falling and
Aayat because she refuses to do anything touristy),
and though I have walked the viewing platform of L'Arc
de Triomphe (Shaz took me again, of course, while Zain stayed below and threatened to push Rizwan and
Aayat into the insane traffic circle), I still haven't
been to the movies.
Actually, I have yet to leave campus alone. Kind
of embarrassing.
But I have a plan. First, I'll convince someone to
go to a theater with me. Shouldn't be too difficult;
everyone likes the movies. And then I'll take notes on
everything they say and do, and then I'll be
comfortable going back to that theater alone. And one
theater is better than no theaters.
"Aayat. What are you doing tonight?"
We're waiting for La Vie to begin. Last week we
learned about the importance of eating locally grown
food, and before that, how to write a college
application essay. Who knows what they'll drag out
today? Shaz and Riz are the only ones not here,
Riz because he's a junior, and Shaz because she's
taking that extra language class, advanced Spanish. For
fun. Craziness.
Aayat taps her pen against her notebook. She's
been working on her essay to Brown for two weeks
now. It's one of the only universities to offer an
Egyptology degree, and the only one she wants to
attend. "You don't understand," she said, when I'd
asked why she hadn't finished it yet. "Brown turns
away eighty percent of its applicants."
But I doubt she'll have any problems. She hasn't
received less than an A on anything this year, and the
majority were perfect scores. I've already mailed in my
college applications. It'll be a while before I hear back,
but I'm not worried. They weren't Ivy League.
I'm trying to be friendly, but it's tricky. Last
night, while I was petting her rabbit, Isis, Aayat
reminded me twice not to tell anyone about her,
because animals are against dorm rules. As if I'd tattle.
Besides, it's not like Isis is a secret. The smell of bunny
pee outside her door is unmistakable.
"Nothing, I guess," she says, in response to my
question about her evening.
I take a deep breath to steady my nerves. It's
ridiculous how difficult a question can be when the
answer means so much. "Wanna go to the movies?
They're showing It Happened One Night at Le Champo."
Just because I haven't gone out doesn't mean I haven't
pored over the glorious Pariscope.
"They're showing what? And I'm not gonna tell
you how badly you just butchered that theater's name."
"It Happened One Night. Clark Gable and
Claudette Colbert. Won five Academy Awards. It was a
big deal."
"In what century?"
"Ha ha. Honestly, you'll like it. I hear it's great."
Aayat rubs her temples. "I don't know. I don't
really like old movies. The acting is so, Hey buddy, ol'
pal. Let's go wear our hats and have a big
misunderstanding.'"
"Aw, come off it." Zain looks up from a thick
book about the American Revolution. He sits on my
other side. It's weird to think he knows more American
history than I do. "Isn't that the charm? The hats and
the misunderstandings?"
"So why don't you go with her?" aayat asks.
"Because he's going out with Sanam," I say.
"How do you know what I'm doing tonight?" he
asks.
"Please?" I beg her. "Pretty please? You'll like it, I
swear. So will Riz and Shaz."
Aayat opens her mouth to protest just as the
teacher arrives. Every week it's someone new"
sometimes administration, sometimes a professeur.
This time, I'm surprised to see Nate. I guess all staff
members are forced to take a turn. He rubs his shaved
head and smiles pleasantly at our class.
"How do you know what I'm doing tonight?" Zain repeats.
"Pleeease," I say to her.
She gives a resigned grimace. "Fine. But I'm
picking the next movie."
Yippee!
Nate clears his throat, and Aayat and Zain
look up. That's one thing I like about my new friends.
They respect the teachers. It drives me nuts to see
students talk back or ignore them, because my mom is
a teacher. I wouldn't want anyone being rude to her.
"All right, people, enough. Amanda, enough." In his
quiet but firm way, Nate shuts her up. She flips her
hair and sighs, with a glance toward Zain.
He ignores her. Ha.
"I have a surprise for you," Nate says. "Since the
weather is turning, and there aren't many warm days
left, I've arranged for you guys to spend the week
outdoors."
We're going outside for class credit. I love Paris!
"I've organized a scavenger hunt." Nate holds up
a stack of papers. "There are two hundred items on
this list.You'll be able to find them all in our
neighborhood, but you may have to ask the locals for
help."
Oh hell no.
"You'll be taking pictures of the items, and you'll
be working in two teams."
Phew! Someone else can talk to the locals.
"The winning team will be determined by the
total number of items found, but I'll need to find
photos on everyone's phone or camera, if you expect to
earn credit."
NOOO.
"There's a prize." Nate smiles again, now that he
finally has everyone's attention. "The team that finds
the most items by the end of Thursday's class . . . gets
to skip class on Friday."
Now that might be worth it. The classroom
erupts in whistles and clapping. Nate picks captains
based on who begs for it the loudest. Steve Carver"the
guy with the faux-surfer hair"and Amanda's best
friend, Nicole, are chosen. Aayat and I groan in a rare
moment of camaraderie. Steve pumps a fist in the air.
What a meathead.
The selecting begins, and Amanda is chosen first.
Of course. And then Steve's best friend. Of course.
Aayat elbows me. "Bet you five euros I'm picked last."
"I'll take that bet. Because it's totally me."
Amanda turns in her seat toward me and lowers
her voice. "That's a safe bet, Skunk Girl. Who'd want
you on their team?"
My jaw unhinges stupidly.
"St.Clair!" Steve's voice startles me. It figures
that St. Clair would be picked early. Everyone looks at
him, but he's staring down Amanda. "Me," he says, in
answer to her question. "I want Aaliya on my team, and
you'd be lucky to have her."
She flushes and quickly turns back around, but
not before shooting me another dagger. What have I
ever done to her?
More names are called. More names that are NOT
mine. St. Clair tries to get my attention, but I pretend I
don't notice. I can't bear to look at him. I'm too
humiliated. Soon the selection is down to me, Aayat,
and a skinny dude who, for whatever reason, is called
Cheeseburger. Cheeseburger is always wearing this
expression of surprise, like someone's just called his name, and he can't figure out where the voice is
coming from.
"aayat," Nicole says without hesitation.
My heart sinks. Now it's between me and
someone named Cheeseburger. I focus my attention
down on my desk, at the picture of me that Rizwan drew
earlier today in history. I'm dressed like a medieval
peasant (we're studying the Black Plague), and I have a
fierce scowl and a dead rat dangling from one hand.
Amanda whispers into Steve's ear. I feel her
smirking at me, and my face burns.
Steve clears his throat. "Cheeseburger."


here u go wid this chptr as well.. hope u all will like it!!:)
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so guys this is a really special update wid something really sweet inside!! this chptr will mark the infant stages of feeling which ZAYA have for each other!! its kinda cute!! hope u will like it! happy reading!!:):)
chapter eleven

You owe me five bucks," I say.
Aayat smiles. "I'll buy your movie ticket."
At least we're on the same team. Nicole divided
up Nate's list, so Aayat and I went out on our own.
The week shouldn't be too bad. Because of Aayat, I'll
actually earn class credit. She let me take some of the
pictures"a statue of some guy named Bud and a
group of kids playing football in the street"even
though she was the one who found both items.
"I miss football." Shazia pouts as we tell her
our story. Even her springy curls look limp and sad
tonight.
A breeze whips down the broad avenue, and we
hold our jackets tight and shiver. A dusting of brown
leaves crunches underneath our feet as Paris hovers on
the edge of autumn. "Isn't there some league you can
join or something?" Rizwan asks, putting his arm around
Aayat. She burrows into him. "I see people playing
around here all the time."
"Boo!" A familiar disheveled head pops between
Shaz and me, and we jump like startled cats.
"Jeez," Shaz says. "Give me a heart attack. What
are you doing here?"
"It Happened One Night," Zain says. "Le
Champo, right?"
"Don't you have plans with Sanam?" Aayat asks.
"Am I not invited?" He wedges his way between
Shazia and me.
"Of course you're invited," Shaz says. "We just
assumed you'd be busy."
"You're always busy," Aayat says.
"I'm not always busy."
"You are," she says. "And you know what's
weird? Shaz's the only one who's even seen Sanam this
year. Is she too good for us now?"
"Aw, get off it. Not this again."
She shrugs. "I'm just saying."
Zain shakes his head, but it doesn't escape
our notice that he doesn't deny it. Sanam may be friendly
enough in person, but it's clear she no longer needs her
SOAP friends. Even I can see that.
"What do you guys even do every night?" The
words slip out before I can stop them.
"It," Aayat says. "They do it. He's ditching us to
screw."
Zain blushes. "You know, Aay, you're as
crude as those stupid juniors on my floor. Dave what'shis-
name and Mike Reynard. God, they're arses."
Mike Reynard is Dave-from-French-and-history's
best friend. I didn't know they lived next to him.
"Watch it, St. Clair," Rizwan says. There's an edge in
his normally relaxed demeanor.
Aayat whips into Zain's face. "Are you
calling me an ass?"
"No, but if you don't back off, I bloody might."
Their bodies are tense, like they're about to bash
antlers in a nature documentary. Rizwan tries to pull
Aayat back, but she shakes him away. "God, St. Clair,
you can't be all chummy during the day and blow us
off every night! You can't come back whenever you feel
like it and pretend like everything's fine."
Shaz tries to cut them off. "Hey, hey, hey""
"Everything is fine! What the hell is wrong with
you?"
"HEY!" Shaz uses her considerable huge volleyball player built and
strength to force her way between them. To my
surprise, she begins pleading with Aayat. "I know you
miss Sanam. I know she was your best friend, and it
stinks that she's moved on, but you still have us. And
St. Clair . . . she's right. It hurts not to see you
anymore. I mean, away from school." She sounds like
she's about to cry. "We used to be so close."
Rizwan puts his arm around her, and she hugs him
tightly. He glares at Zain through her curls. This is
your fault. Fix it.
Zain deflates. "Yeah. Okay. You're right."
It's not quite an apology, but Aayat nods. Shaz
exhales in relief. Rizwan delicately pries her off and
moves beside his girlfriend again. We tread in awkward
silence. So Aayat and Sanam used to be best friends. It's
hard enough being temporarily separated from Rida,
but I can't imagine how awful it would be if she ditched
me completely. I feel guilty. No wonder Aayat's bitter.
"Sorry, Aaliya," Zain says after another muted
block. "I know you were excited about the film."
"It's okay. It's not my business. My friends fight,
too. I mean . . . my friends back home. Not that you
guys aren't my friends. I'm just saying . . . all friends
fight."
Argh. How distressing.
Gloom cloaks us like a thick fog. We resume
silence, and my thoughts circle around. I wish Bridge
were here. I wish Zain wasn't with Sanam, and Sanam
hadn't hurt Aayat, and aayat were more like Bridge.
I wish Bridge were here.
"Hey," Rizwan says. "You. Check it out."
And then the darkness gives way to white neon.
An Art Deco font, burning into the night, announces
our arrival at the CINEMA LE CHAMPO. The letters
dwarf me. Cinema. Has there ever been a more
beautiful word? My heart soars as we pass the colorful
film posters and walk through the gleaming glass
doors. The lobby is smaller than what I'm used to, and
though it's missing the tang of artificially buttered
popcorn, there's something in the air I recognize,
something both musty and comforting.
True to her word, Aayat pays for my ticket. I
take the opportunity to slip out a scrap of paper and a
pen that I'd hidden in my jacket for this very purpose.
Shaz is next in line, and I transcribe her speech
phonetically.
Oon ploss see voo play.
Zain leans over my shoulder and whispers.
"You've spelled it wrong."
My head jerks up in embarrassment, but he's
smiling. I drop my face, so that my hair shields my
cheeks. They blush more for his smile than anything
else.
We follow blue rope lights down the aisle of the
theater. I wonder if they're blue everywhere here,
rather than the golden glow of American cinemas. My
heart beats faster. Everything else is the same.
Same seats. Same screen. Same walls.
For the first time in Paris, I feel at home.
I smile at my friends, but Shaz and Aayat and
Rizwan are distracted, arguing about something that
happened over dinner. Zain sees me and smiles
back. "Good?"
I nod. He looks pleased and ducks into the row
after me. I always sit four rows up from the center, and
we have perfect seats tonight. The chairs are classic
red. The movie begins, and the title screen flashes up.
"Ugh, we have to sit through the credits?" Aayat asks.
They roll first, like in all old films.
I read them happily. I love credits. I love
everything about movies.
The theater is dark except for the flicker of
blacks and whites and grays on-screen. Clark Gable
pretends to sleep and places his hand in the center of
an empty bus seat. After a moment of irritation,
Claudette Colbert gingerly plucks it aside and sits
down. Gable smiles to himself, and Zain laughs.
It's odd, but I keep finding myself distracted. By
the white of his teeth through the darkness. By a wavy
bit of his hair that sticks straight out to the side. By the
soft aroma of his laundry detergent. He nudges me to
silently offer the armrest, but I decline and he takes it.
His arm is close to mine, slightly elevated. I glance at
his hands. Mine are tiny compared to his large, knuckly
boy hands.
And, suddenly, I want to touch him.
Not a push, or a shove, or even a friendly hug. I
want to feel the creases in his skin, connect his freckles
with invisible lines, brush my fingers across the inside
of his wrist. He shifts. I have the strangest feeling that
he's as aware of me as I am of him. I can't concentrate.
The characters on the screen are squabbling, but for
the life of me, I don't know what about. How long have
I not been paying attention?
Zain coughs and shifts again. His leg brushes
against mine. It stays there. I'm paralyzed. I should
move it; it feels too unnatural. How can he not notice
his leg is touching my leg? From the corner of my eye, I
see the profile of his chin and nose, and"oh, dear
God"the curve of his lips.
There. He glanced at me. I know he did.
I bore my eyes into the screen, trying my best to
prove that I am Really Interested in this movie. Zain
stiffens but doesn't move his leg. Is he holding his
breath? I think he is. I'm holding mine. I exhale and
cringe"it's so loud and unnatural.
Again. Another glance. This time I turn,
automatically, just as he's turning away. It's a dance,
and now there's a feeling in the air like one of us
should say something. Focus, Aaliya. Focus. "Do you like
it?" I whisper.
He pauses. "The film?"
I'm thankful the shadows hide my blush.
"I like it very much," he says.
I risk a glance, and Zain stares back. Deeply.
He has not looked at me like this before. I turn away
first, then feel him turn a few beats later.
I know he is smiling, and my heart races.
:):)
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chapter twelve


To: Anna Haider
<bananaelephant@femmefilmfreak.net>
From: Ghulam Haider <james@jamesashley.com>
Subject: Gentle Reminder
Hello, honey. It's been a while since we've spoken. Have
you checked your voice mail? I've called several times,
but I assume you're busy exploring Paree. Well, this is
just a gentle reminder to call your dear old dad and tell
him how your studies are going. Have you mastered
French yet? Tasted foie gras? What exciting museums
have you visited? Speaking of exciting, I'm sure you've
heard the good news. The Incident debuted at number
one on the NY Times! Looks like I've still got the magic
touch. I'm leaving for a southeastern tour next week, so
I'll see your brother soon and give him your best. Keep
laser-focused on school, and I'll see YOU at Christmas. Rizwan leans his muscular body over my shoulder and
peers at my laptop. "Is it just me, or is that YOU' sort
of threatening?"
"No. It's not just YOU," I say.
"I thought your dad was a writer. What's with the
laser-focused' gentle reminder' shit?"
"My father is fluent in clich. Obviously, you've
never read one of his novels." I pause. "I can't believe
he has the nerve to say he'll give Sameer my best.'"
Rizwan shakes his head in disgust. My friends and I
are spending the weekend in the lounge because it's
raining again. No one ever mentions this, but it turns
out Paris is as drizzly as London. According to Zain,
that is, our only absent member. He went to some
photography show at Sanam's school. Actually, he was
supposed to be back by now.
He's running late. As usual.
Shaz and Aayat are curled up on one of the
lobby couches, reading our latest English assignment,
Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress. I turn back to
my father's email.
Gentle reminder ... your life sucks.
Memories from earlier this week"sitting next to
Zain in the dark theater, his leg against mine, the
look that passed between us"flood back in and fill me
with shame. The more I've thought about it, the more
I'm convinced nothing happened.
Because nothing DID happen.
When we left the movie, Aayat announced, "The
ending was too abrupt. We didn't get to see any of the
good stuff." And by the time I'd finished defending it,
we were already back inside the dorm. I wanted to talk
to Zain, get a sign that something between us had
changed, but Shaz broke in and hugged him good night.
And since I couldn't hug him without exposing my
thudding heart, I lingered behind.
And then we had this lame wave goodbye.
And then I went to bed, confused as ever.
What happened? As thrilling as it was, I must
have exaggerated it in my mind, because he didn't act
any differently at breakfast the next day.We had a
friendly conversation, as always. Besides, he has Sanam.
He doesn't need me. All I can guess is that I must have
projected my own frustrated feelings about Rehan onto
Zain.
Rizwan is examining me carefully. I decide to ask
him a question before he can ask me one. "How's your
assignment going?" My team in La Vie actually won (no
thanks to me), so Aayat and I didn't have to go on
Friday. Rizwan ditched his last class to spend the hour
with us. It earned him detention and several pages of
additional homework.
"Eh." He flops down in the chair beside me and
picks up his sketchbook. "I have better things to do."
"But . . . won't you get in more trouble if you
don't do it?" I've never ditched. I don't understand how
he can just shrug everything off.
"Probably." Rizwan flexes his hand and winces.
I frown. "What's the matter?"
"It's cramped," he says. "From drawing. It's okay,
it's always like this."
Strange. I'd never considered art injuries before.
"You're really talented. Is that what you want to do?
For a living, I mean?"
"I'm working on a graphic novel."
"Really? That's cool." I push my laptop away.
"What's it about?"
The corner of his mouth rises in a sly smile. "A
guy forced to attend a snobby boarding school,
because his parents don't want him around anymore."
I snort. "I've heard that one before. What do your
parents do?"
"My dad's a politician. They're working on his
reelection campaign. I haven't talked to Senator
Qureshi' since school started."
"Senator? As in a senator senator?"
"Senator as in senator senator. Unfortunately."
Again. What was my dad thinking? Sending me to
school with the children of U.S. SENATORS? "Does
everyone have a terrible father?" I ask. "Is it a
requirement for attendance?"
He nods toward Aayat and Shaz. "They don't.
But St. Clair's dad is a piece of work."
"So I hear." Curiosity gets the best of me, and I
lower my voice. "What's his deal?"
Rizwan shrugs. "He's just a jerk. He keeps a tight
leash on St. Clair and his mom, but he's really friendly
to everyone else. Somehow that makes it worse."
I'm suddenly distracted by an odd purple-andred
knitted stocking cap walking into the lobby. Rizwan
turns to see what I'm staring at. Shazia and Aayat
notice his movement, and they look up from their
books.
"Oh God," Aayat says. "He's wearing The Hat."
"I like The Hat," Shaz says.
"You would," Rizwan says.
Shazia gives him a dirty look. I turn to get a
better look at The Hat, and I'm startled to realize it's
right behind me. And it's sitting atop Zain's head.
"So The Hat is back," Aayat says.
"Yup," he says. "I know you missed it."
"Is there a story behind The Hat?" I ask.
"Only that his mother made it for him last
winter, and we all agreed it was the most hideous
accessory in Paris," Aayat says.
"Oh, yeah?" Zain pulls it off and yanks it
down over her head. Her two black braids stick out
comically from underneath. "Looks great on you. Really
fetching."
She scowls and tosses it back, then smoothes her
part. He shoves it over his messy hair again, and I find
myself agreeing with Shaz. It's actually pretty cute. He
looks warm and fuzzy, like a teddy bear.
"How was the show?" Shaz asks.
He shrugs. "Nothing spectacular. What have you
been up to?"
"Aaliyas been sharing her father's gentle
reminder,'" Riz says.
Zain makes a yuck face.
"I'd rather not go there again, thank you." I shut
my laptop.
"If you're done, I have something for you," Zain says.
"What? Who, me?"
"Remember how I promised I'd make you feel
less American?"
I smile. "You have my French passport?" I hadn't
forgotten his promise but figured he had"that
conversation was weeks ago. I'm surprised and
flattered he remembered.
"Better. Came in the mail yesterday. Come on, it's
in my room." And, with that, he puts his hands in his
coat pockets and struts into the stairwell.
I shove my computer into my bag, sling it over
my shoulder, and shrug at the others. Shaz looks hurt,
and for a moment I feel guilty. But it's not like I'm
stealing him from her. I'm his friend, too. I chase him
up five flights of stairs, and The Hat bobs ahead of
me.We get to his floor, and he leads me down the
hallway. I'm nervous and excited. I've never seen his
room before. We always meet in the lobby or on my
floor.
"Home sweet home." He pulls out an "I Left My "
in San Francisco" key chain. Another gift from his
mother, I suppose. Taped to his door is a sketch of him
wearing Napoleon's hat. Riz's work.
"Hey, 508! Your room is right above mine. You
never said."
Zain smiles. "Maybe I didn't want you
blaming me for keeping you up at night with my noisy
stomping boots."
"Dude. You do stomp."
"I know. I'm sorry." He laughs and holds the door
open for me. His room is neater than I expected. I
always picture guys with disgusting bedrooms"
mountains of soiled boxer shorts and sweat-stained
undershirts, unmade beds with sheets that haven't
been changed in weeks, posters of beer bottles and
women in neon bikinis, empty soda cans and chip bags,
and random bits of model airplanes and discarded
video games.
That's what Bilal's room looked like. It always
grossed me out. I never knew when I might sit on a
sauce packet from Taco Bell.
But Zain's room is tidy. His bed is made, and
there's only one small pile of clothing on the floor.
There are no tacky posters, just an antique world map
tacked above his desk and two colorful oil paintings
above his bed. And books. I've never seen so man
books in one bedroom. They're stacked along his walls
like towers"thick history books and tattered
paperbacks and . . . an OED. Just like Bridge.
"I can't believe I know two people crazy enough
to own the OED."
"Oh, yeah? Who's the other?"
"Bridge. God, is yours new?" The spines are crisp
and shiny. Rida's is a few decades old, and her
spines are cracked and splintering.
Zain looks embarrassed. The Oxford English
Dictionary is a thousand bucks new, and even though
we've never talked about it, he knows I don't have
spending money like the rest of our classmates. It's
pretty clear when I order the cheapest thing on the
menu every time we eat out. Dad may have wanted to
give me a fancy education, but he isn't concerned
about my daily expenses. I've asked him twice for a
raise in my weekly allowance, but he's refused, saying I
need to learn to live within my means.
Which is difficult when he doesn't give me
enough means to begin with.
"Whatever happened with her and that band?" he
asks, changing the subject. "Is she going to be their
drummer?"
"Yeah, their first practice is this weekend."
"It's that one guy's band"Sideburns, right?"
St. Clair knows Rehan's name. He's trying to get a
rise out of me, so I ignore it. "Yeah. So what do you
have for me?"
"It's right here." He hands me a yellow padded
envelope from his desk, and my stomach dances like
it's my birthday. I rip the package open. A small patch
falls to the floor. It's the Canadian flag.
I pick it up. "Um. Thanks?"
He tosses his hat onto his bed and rubs his hair.
It flies up in all different directions. "It's for your
backpack, so people won't think you're American.
Europeans are much more forgiving of Canadians."
I laugh. "Then I love it. Thank you."
"You aren't offended?"
"No, it's perfect."
"I had to order it online, that's why it took so
long. Didn't know where I could find one in Paris,
sorry." He fishes through a desk drawer and pulls out a
safety pin. He takes the tiny maple leaf flag from my
hands and carefully pins it to the pocket of my
backpack. "There. You're officially Canadian. Try not to
abuse your new power."
"Whatever. I'm totally going out tonight."
"Good." He slows down. "You should."
We're both standing still. He's so close to me. His
gaze is locked on mine, and my heart pounds painfully
in my chest. I step back and look away. Rehan. I like
Rehan, not Zain. Why do I have to keep reminding
myself of this? Zain is taken.
"Did you paint these?" I'm desperate to change
the mood. "These above your bed?" I glance back, and
he's still staring at me.
He bites his thumbnail before replying. His voice
is odd. "No. My mum did."
"Really? Wow, they're good. Really, really . . .
good."
"Aaliya ..."
"Is this here in Paris?"
"No, it's the street I grew up on. In London."
"Oh."
"Aaliya ..."
"Hmm?" I stand with my back to him, trying to
examine the paintings. They really are great. I just can't
seem to focus. Of course it's not Paris. I should've
known"
"That guy. Sideburns. You like him?"
My back squirms. "You've asked me that before."
"What I meant was," he says, flustered. "Your
feelings haven't changed? Since you've been here?"
It takes a moment to consider the question. "It's
not a matter of how I feel," I say at last. "I'm interested,
but . . . I don't know if he's still interested in me."
Zain edges closer. "Does he still call?"
"Yeah. I mean, not often. But yes."
"Right. Right, well," he says, blinking. "There's
your answer."
I look away. "I should go. I'm sure you have plans
with Sanam."
"Yes. I mean, no. I mean, I don't know. If you
aren't doing any""
I open his door. "So I'll see you later. Thank you
for the Canadian citizenship." I tap the patch on my
bag.
Zain looks strangely hurt. "No problem.
Happy to be of service."
I take the stairs two at a time to my floor.What
just happened? One minute we were fine, and the next
it was like I couldn't leave fast enough. I need to get
out of here. I need to leave the dorm. Maybe I'm not a
brave American, but I think I can be a brave Canadian. I
grab the Pariscope from inside my room and jog
downstairs.
I'm going to see Paris. Alone.

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