Posted:
I have never been kind to this character. I liked her bindaas attitude initially but then her self-righteousness became unbareable and she started to desperately seek the G family approval. especially Ragini's love. i think we all know the upcoming track will show her sacrificing her love for her sister and laksh moving on with ragini, no she has no right to do that but I'm still going to side with her today. this maybe my last week on the show, and i owe swara a kind thought, helly is superb as always.
I'm feeling really sad for swara today. swara can see through everything around her- its her gift and curse. i think she'll see through ragini's villainy as well. she can see through laksh's family unit into the inside and she knows that AP still cringes when she hugs her, that she's not allowed in their kitchen. that won't change no matter what she wears. she can see through laksh, she also knows how much he loves her but also sees that if she's herself, then he'll be alienated from his family because of her and she loves him too much for that. she's a lot more perceptive than laksh has ever been. she can see that ragini still loves laksh and she'll always be the more easier choice for laksh's life with his family. she knows she'll break his heart, but she knows ragini and his family will heal it. she knows laksh would never make this choice. he'll fight till the end for his love so she's making the decision for him. giving him an easier life instead a life of struggle with herself. she can see her precious love story, but she can also see that the world around her, people she loves like her world won't let it breathe freely. she can see her precious sisterhood and knows its already lost. and all because she's her, she's swara- the daughter of her parent's mistake, the grand daughter of two strong women's strength, the lover of a conflict. she's good when she sacrifices for everyone but not good enough for anyone to sacrifice for her.
