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Chapter 29

As soon as my lips brushed over his, he gripped my hair tightly causing me to gasp - I missed his wild and passionate side. The side which caused me to tremble and quickly sent me over the edge.

He turned us around on the bed and pressed his lips against mines hungrily, as if he had been craving for this, just as much as I had. His hands lifted my nightdress up, and rested on my bare thighs. He always loved to dominate... I enjoyed dominating too, but today I decided to allow him to.

My lips opened of their own accord, almost naturally, as his tongue entered my mouth. I kissed him back just as hungrily, with the same amount of desire. My nails dug into his back, urging him on, silently telling him that I wanted more of him.

As his lips left mine and he started to plant wet kisses on my neck, I moaned loudly, feeling my body burn... I needed him.

His hand slid between my legs and rubbed the wetness between my thighs, making me go insane.

"Randhir," I moaned. "Pleas - please."

His lips were all over me, his hand busy in pleasuring me, but I wanted him inside of me now, not just for me, but for him. I knew he had been containing his desires all this while too. I knew he wanted me, perhaps more than anything else.

As our clothes came off, and our bodies merged, our heartbeats synchronizing along with our breaths, my eyes fell on Randhir's.

He had tears in his eyes.

I wrapped my hands around his neck, and brought his face down to mine, so that I could suck his lips to draw the attention away.

When we finished, and he rolled to the side, I rested my face against his chest, as he caressed my arm.

I kissed him on the cheek and he turned his face to kiss my forehead.

"I love you," I whispered to him.

He quietly rubbed my arm before he said, his voice hoarse, "I love you too."

I smiled against his skin and held on more tightly to him. He had to come back... I knew it wasn't easy for him, but life was never just a simple walk in the park.

Life was complicated, life had problems, life was crazy - but that didn't mean we simply stopped living.

I had to bring Randhir back, and my Randhir would come back... and if he took his time in returning, I would wait for him, standing by him the whole time, with a smile on my face.

Chapter 30

When I woke up the next morning, I was still lying on Randhir's chest. My lips curved upwards to form a smile, as I pressed a kiss on his chest.

Oh I loved him, I loved my Randhir so much.

His hand involuntarily started to rub my bare back and I breathed sharply, feeling myself blush - his touch never failed to leave me breathless.

He was still breathing deeply, still fast asleep, but his face turned towards my forehead, and he kissed me softly.

Then he started to snore again.

I nearly giggled - he was so cute, even after all these years of togetherness, I always had the initial feeling that I had towards my crushing stages.

I sat up on the bed and looked at his innocent face, deep in sleep. I kissed his lips lightly and felt his arm run up my back and pull me towards him, before he turned me around and started to lick my neck.

"Ohhh what are you doing?" I moaned, as his tongue moved up and down the front of my neck. "Randhirrr!"

"You think you can be sneaky?" he asked harshly.

"You - you were sleeping!" I said, surprised, as his tongue moved down the valley between my breasts. "Randhir stop, you're going to -"

"I was sleeping until you woke me up... I don't like being woken up Sanyukta, now you'll have to pay," he said coldly and I felt my body start to tremble with desire.

His mouth had found one of my nipples, and he had closed his mouth around it, as his tongue sensuously licked it.

I moaned.

"Oh, you're so -" I started but he had removed his mouth from my nipple, and instead pressed his lips against mine to silence me.

"Shh, don't talk, keep moaning," he commanded against my lips.

I moaned - it wasn't even like it was in my control. Randhir just had this crazy effect on me.

"Your moans are so hot," he said, as he went down to lick my navel.

My body tensed up as I felt his mouth moving downwards.

"Aah, Randhir," I moaned.

I knew that when I moaned his name, he would get even more turned on... it was a trick I used, to make him tease me less, and enter me sooner. If he couldn't control his own desire, then there was no way he would spend time controlling mine.

"Sanyukta," Randhir said breathlessly, as his tongue moved even lower, "Shhh..."

I felt his tongue bury itself deep inside my folds as my hands lost themselves in his hair. I was moaning loudly, and he was showing no sign of leaving me anytime soon.

"Aaah that feels so good," I moaned, as he thrust his tongue in and out of me.

His hands reached up to play with my breasts as I pulled on his hair.

"Faster," I ordered. "Randhir, faster!"

He was sweating as he worked harder to bring me over the edge.

"Ohhh Randhir," I moaned, my eyes squeezing shut, as I licked my lips.

That was it, he had sent me over the edge. My toes curled as I had a breathtaking orgasm. I felt like I wasn't there, like I had no identity. I felt in bliss.

As soon as I was able to get a hold of myself again, I pushed him back on the bed and pressed my lips against his, slipping my tongue inside his mouth as I tasted what he had tasted, my orgasm still fresh on his tongue.

"I love the taste of your orgasm," he murmured.

"My turn," I replied, my face flushed, as I removed my lips from his and started to trail kisses down his body.

Chapter 31

Warning: Adult content ahead

My lips were sucking on the soft skin of his neck, as his hands grabbed my hair, turning me on.

I moved my lips to the front of his neck, just below his Adam's apple, and I licked the area just below it, down to his collarbone. I heard him breathe more quickly - I knew that this turned him on a lot.

My tongue slid back up the front of his neck, all the way up his chin, to his lips, where his warm mouth was already open waiting for me. My tongue met his, and I sucked hard on his lips, before grazing over his bottom lip softly with my teeth.

He was going crazy - I could feel it from the way he had tightened his grip on my hair.

My lips left his and I planted soft kisses across his jawline, until my lips reached his earlobe. I flicked my tongue on his earlobe, before licking the length of his ear. I heard his heart begin to beat faster, as I sucked on every part of his ear.

"I'm so wet right now," I whispered into his ear, and I felt him shiver with pleasure.

I then moved my lips down to his chest, and sucked on each of his nipples softly, my hands falling down to his hips.

As my mouth traveled down his torso, pausing over his belly button, to gently suck, I could feel my desire getting out of control. Pleasuring Randhir made me feel a great deal of involuntary pleasure.

I rubbed his thighs gently, and his hands pushed my head downwards towards his desire. I bit down on my lip to prevent myself from moaning - it had always been so hot when he would push me towards him like that.

I kissed the top of his thighs before my hand wrapped around his desire - it was rock hard, ready for me.

My hand stroked it softly, before my grip on it tightened and I started to move my hand up and down his desire.

"Oh... f**k," Randhir said, his eyes squeezing shut.

I brought my body up on top of his and aligned his desire with mine, before rubbing him against my wetness. He grabbed my hips and tried to push me down on him, so he could enter me, but I held myself up.

Nope, I wasn't going to give it to him this easily.

I rubbed his desire softly on my c***oris, causing him to groan.

"Sanyukta," he groaned, "Sit down."

I smirked.

"Not yet, love," I teased.

My wetness was dripping down on his thighs, and I wanted him... but I wanted to pleasure him more than I wanted him inside me.

I got off him and spread his legs wide, before holding on to his desire with one hand and kissing his tip softly. I flicked my tongue against the tip, making him groan loudly, as he buried a hand in my hair, trying to press my mouth against him.

"Patience," I teased with a smirk, before I licked the length of his shaft.

Then I covered the tip of his member with my mouth and sucked softly. He pulled on my hair and tried to thrust inside my mouth, but I still held back.

It seemed like he had enough though - he pushed deep inside my mouth, causing me to nearly gag and held himself there. His size had my jaw hurting. My hands were on his hips, as he tried to go further in my mouth, but I already had all of him inside me, deep in my throat.

He was breathing quickly, and I knew that he was going to come over the edge soon.

I started to move my mouth back and forth, pulling his length in deeper each time. As I began to taste the change, I knew that he was about to release.

"f**k," he swore. "I'm - I'm coming."

I took his whole length inside my mouth, as deep as possible, which caused me to gag again, but I forced myself to stay in that position, my eyes filling with tears from struggling to breathe.

"Sanyukta," he groaned. "f**k... Sanyukta."

Both of his hands had pushed me down against him as far as possible and his body trembled, as he released his hot fluids into my mouth, deep into my throat.

When his breathing steadied, I removed my mouth from his member and pulled myself up against his body, as I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.

"God I love you," he muttered, as I held on to him tightly. "I love you so much."

"I love you too," I whispered, tears falling from my eyes as I smiled against his chest.
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Posted: 10 years ago
It was too hot to handle
Loved it


I just hope everything gets fine soon between sandhir

Update soon
Cnt wait

Love u
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It was really very hot...
Sanyu will soon take him out of his guilt...
hope everything goes well...

2 makeouts in just one update...ohhh...☺️

Update soon...

Love
Ayushi
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Chapter 32

We fell asleep for two more hours before I got up and showered first, a smile on my face. Being intimate with Randhir after so long had left me glowing and happier than I had been in a long time.

As soon as I got ready for work, Randhir woke up and went straight to the bathroom without saying a word.

He came out in a towel, with drops of water still falling down his body, and his hair wet. I walked up to him and held on to his shoulders before standing on my tiptoes and kissing his lips softly.

"Sleep well?" I asked him.

"Yeah," he replied and then walked away from me, towards the closet to put on his clothes.

As soon as he got dressed and was about to tie his tie, I walked up to him and ran my hands up his chest, taking the tie from him. I loved tying his tie. It made me feel good to do these little things for him.

"You don't have to do that," Randhir murmured.

"Randhir, I want to," I told him softly.

I finished tying his tie and then hugged him tightly, before letting go and smiling.

"I love you," I whispered to him.

"Sanyukta, we're already getting late for work," he mumbled, and then started to walk away.

With a smile on my face, I followed him out. The car ride was spent in silence, and for the first time this morning, I started to feel that maybe our intimacy didn't do anything to rid him of his guilt. He was still the same Randhir as yesterday.


Chapter 33

That night, once we both returned from work, Randhir had gone to the bathroom. I busied myself in the kitchen to make something quick for dinner. We had spent the whole day in silence, including the car ride back from work.

It was like Randhir just didn't want to talk to me. I didn't know what to do to get him to open up. Even sleeping with him and being intimate with him hadn't worked.

I finished making dinner, but Randhir was still in the bathroom.

I walked up to the bathroom and pressed my ear against it. I could hear sobs and immediately my heart dropped.

I knocked on the door.

"Randhir," I said loudly, "Open the door."

He ignored me and I could hear him hold his breath, as if he didn't want me to hear him cry.

I took a pin out of my hair and turned the lock from the outside so that I could enter the bathroom.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw that Randhir was sitting on the ground, leaning against the wall, his eyes bloodshot red.

I ran up to him and fell down to my knees, before cupping his face with my hands.

"What's wrong with you?" I murmured.

I threw my arms around his neck and held him tightly, as he leaned numbly against me.

"I love you," I said to him. "I love you Randhir... I love you so much. Don't you get it?"

He sat still, without moving a muscle.

I pressed my cheek against his, feeling his stubble scratch my cheek.

"Why are you locking yourself up and crying?" I whispered. "Cry openly. I'm here for you. You don't need to run away from me."

Then he let out a sob, and I pulled my face away from his and cupped his cheeks in my hands.

"Don't love me Sanyukta," he whispered.

There was so much pain in his voice. I felt myself get hurt as I listened to his pain, my eyes filling with tears.

"I have no choice," I whispered to him. "Randhir, understand this... loving you was not my choice, neither is being with you. We have to be together. We are Randhir and Sanyukta. We can't be apart."

Tears fell from his eyes, and I wiped them away with my hands. Then I grabbed his hand and placed it over my left breast.

"Can you feel my heart?" I whispered to him. "Can you feel it beat?"

He nodded and I felt tears escape my eyes.

"Why do you think my heart is beating? Randhir, I'm still living. We're still living. The world isn't over," I told him softly. "Randhir, mistakes happen... but life goes on. We have to go on with life, we can't just stand still while the world moves forward."

"I'm holding you back," he murmured, and before he could say anything else, I pressed my hand against his mouth.

"You aren't holding me back," I told him sternly. "That's impossible. I'm moving with my world... I'm moving with you Randhir."

I saw him look up into my eyes with shock as I said that.

"Yes, you heard right," I whispered to him. "You are my world. I'll be here beside you, whether you move slowly or quickly. I won't abandon you."

"Sanyukta stop," he said. "You can't say this stuff... you don't even know what you're doing to yourself."

"I'm ready to erase my existence for my love," I whispered to him lovingly, as I stroked his cheek. "I'm ready to die loving you."

"You love me too much," he replied. "Don't love me that much."

"Won't you do the same for me?" I asked him softly. "I know you would."

He looked up at me tearfully and I threw my arms around him again, as I climbed onto his lap.

"Randhir, don't ever feel like you are a burden on me," I whispered into his ear. "Because I wouldn't rather be anywhere else."
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Posted: 10 years ago
Awsme update
Sanyu really loves rd so much

He's handling him so patiently
Its not easy for him to get out his guilt
Bt sanyu will bring him out


Update soon
Wtng


Lovevu
Keep smiling
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Posted: 10 years ago
Wow another update...
Sanyu so happy after their makeout...
but randhir back to square one...

Sanyu so love him...
she is ready to do anything...
Hope she gets back her randhir soon...

Lovely chapter
beautifully penned sandhir emotions...

Update sooner...
cannot wait to know what happens next...

Love
Ayushi
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woww...the update was just freakingly awesome saffy di...
i am so much love with this story...😊
sanyu really loves rd alot...
and rd is too trying to give sanyukta all happiness
update soon
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Posted: 10 years ago
Awww...this love :'( u made me cry Saffi...
Hope things get well soon...
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Posted: 10 years ago
awesome update
rd kitna guilt feel kar raha hai
sanyu kitna pyar karthi hai rd se
hope all will be alright soon
continue asap :)
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The story is exceptionally freaking good
the relation between these two couple is so much complecated
RD is still strucked with for his one night stand
There is no healing untill he let it go.he unintentionally hurtting her by hurting himself

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