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Alaukik

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Posted: 10 years ago

#131

Very emotional, aww Sanyu loves him so much.

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vrinda mishra

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#132

Such an emotional update...

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Mansi Vatwani

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#133

Its super-amazing Saffi! I'm crying :'( Loved the last line-" I didn't have the power to murder my Randhir." Update soon.

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ishq2051

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Posted: 10 years ago

#134

Wow wow wow!!

Why didn't i cum across this ff before??

Man..it is,it is, i don't have words for it yaar..

It's amazingly beautiful,beautifully lovely,n highly emotional..

All the parts managed to water my eyes!!

This ff is a lot more praiseworthy but i don't have words..u left me speechless dude!!

U knw sandhir relationship, randhir's behavior, sanyu breaking down, n now they are living together again..everything just everything managed to make me emotional!!

This ff stole my heart <3 <3

I've so fallen in love wid it..

Love u(not more than this ff)

Loads n loads n loads of love,

Ananya

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Anushka Mukherjee

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Posted: 10 years ago

#135

it's awesome superb lovely lovely

lovely lovely lovely lovely lovely

fabulous amazing emotional update.

very very nice and emotional.

you describe everything flawless

amazing writing.

love it. update asap.😊

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Saffi Sanam

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Posted: 10 years ago

#136

Chapter 23

A part of me told me that I was being too easy. I couldn't move back in with him... but I knew, I wasn't God. Neither was Randhir. We were both humans.

The guilt was killing him. I could see it in his eyes - how could I abandon him at his lowest point? I loved him... I didn't want to bring him more misery than he deserved. I couldn't just desert him when he needed me the most.

He spent so many months, feeling guilty, avoiding me, trying to push me away, because he believed that I didn't deserve him anymore. What greater punishment could there be for him? He served his trial, he learned from his mistake, and this one mistake had left him in so much pain, it had left him so scarred... that he was dying.

His life was in his hands. I wasn't strong enough to kill him. If I was his ointment, I would stay by his side and heal him.

It was hard to put into words, what he did for me... but for my sake, he shielded me from the truth. He didn't lie to me because he was scared to lose me, as most people would. He hid the truth from me because he was worried that I would die if I heard it.

Randhir wasn't scared of losing me, in fact, he was practically committing suicide. He was about to give me a divorce because he couldn't bear seeing me hurt, because he couldn't bear the guilt of what he had done. He didn't try to hide it and continue life as if nothing happened.

How could I punish him more when he was already being punished to such a deep extent?

I broke the hug and I wiped his tears off his face with my fingers.

"It's okay," I murmured. "You made a mistake."

"Sanyukta, I did something to hurt you so much," he whispered. "It isn't just any mistake."

He was already punishing himself so much... how could I add on to that? How could I punish him anymore? He was traumatized.

"I said it's okay," I replied. "Now please, go to sleep."

I touched the dark circles under his eyes lightly, knowing he hadn't been sleeping well either.

"I'm sorry," Randhir said.

"I know," I said, "Now please, please sleep."

He nodded and then picked up his clothes and started to head to the bathroom with them in his hands.

"You don't need to be awkward Randhir," I said to him softly. "You can change in front of me... just because I asked for time, doesn't make me a stranger."

He nodded and started to unbutton his shirt. I went into the closet and picked up a nightdress. I hadn't taken all of my stuff back with me because I always had hope that I would come back here one day.

As soon as I changed and walked to the bed, I pulled the blanket down so that I could get in.

My eyes landed on a metal picture frame which had been under the covers - it was a picture of me, a picture that Randhir had taken during our college days.

"This is in our bed?" I asked Randhir softly, as he got into the other side of the the bed.

"Yeah," he responded, looking down at the ground. "You weren't here so... I needed something to hold on to."

I couldn't help but smile tearfully. He still loved me so much.

I put the picture on the side table and got into the bed.

"Good night Randhir," I whispered.

"Good night," he replied.

I wanted to tell him about my pregnancy, I really did... but, I knew that if I told him about it now, he would think I only returned to him because of our child, and he would go further into his misery. I couldn't let that happen... I would tell him when the time was right.

I moved closer to him on the bed, where he was facing the wall away from me, and wrapped an arm around his stomach which was bare, because as usual he didn't sleep with a shirt on. His hand immediately covered my hand on his stomach.

"You can hold on to me," I whispered. "If you want to."

He turned around and looked at me with wet eyes. I smiled sadly at him and leaned into his chest, as he held my body to his. I felt a teardrop roll down my cheek as I snuggled into his chest.

I felt his tears fall into my hair, but I kept quiet. I just wanted him to sleep well... something I knew he hadn't done for a while... and sure enough, his snores filled the room quickly, and then even I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

Edited by ilovepyaar - 10 years ago

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Soniya

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Posted: 10 years ago

#137

Awww that was cute 😊 😊

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lolita1997

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Posted: 10 years ago

#138

wooowww...
dat photo scene was awesome...
loved this update as well...
thank u di

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kasturi

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Posted: 10 years ago

#139

wow!! wht an emotional upd8

i cn actually imagine dis

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Rashi Bhargava

@newmoon18

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Posted: 10 years ago

#140

Superb update
Loved it

Sanyu loves rd so much
She's ready to forger everything
She don't want to punish him more
Rd is really dying in guilty

Wtng for next
Update soon

Love u
Keep smiling

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