Learning to Love Again - Chapters 40 (LAST) on Page 32 (June 19th)

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Diya

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Posted: 10 years ago

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Nice update saffi di...!!!😊
i wantt to killl randhirr...!!!😡

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eagarly waiting for todays update

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Mansi Vatwani

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Posted: 10 years ago

#113

I'm scared what will happen if he finds out the truth :( n he slept with someone...shit! :/ Update soon...

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Saffi Sanam

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Posted: 10 years ago

#114

Chapter 21

I didn't know what to do. I looked at him numbly. I hadn't been expecting this at all. When I suspected him of cheating on me, I never took it seriously. Yes, I had mentally prepared myself for the worst, but since when was being mentally prepared a sign that I was really prepared?

It was like I couldn't breathe as I continued to watch him. Randhir was right. I wouldn't be able to handle this. Telling myself I was willing to share him had been one thing, because I was part of that decision... but Randhir sleeping with someone without me knowing about it was not my decision.

I felt tears invade my eyes.

"Sanyukta... I'm sorry," Randhir murmured. "Whatever you choose to do now, I'll agree with. I won't make your choices for you... please just try to relax for the baby's sake."

I looked up at him and tried to breathe. I placed my hand on my chest and took deep breaths.

"I can't... Randhir... I can't do this. I'm sorry," I told him. "Maybe we're just not meant to be."

"I'm sorry," he apologized again and I tried to control my breathing, but it was really hard.

"Randhir I know... I know you feel guilty, and you wanted me to move on because you became insecure," I said hoarsely through tears, "That's - that's fine. You don't need to feel guilty. I... I just need time."

I let out an uncontrollable sob, and I couldn't help it. He placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Please... for the baby's sake," he murmured, looking down shamefully. "Please get a hold of yourself."

"Randhir there is no baby," I snarled. "I lied. Just like you lied."

Then I turned around and left his office, slamming the door behind me loudly.

As I exited the building, I cried loudly. I was shaking. I couldn't help it. It had been so easy to make situations in my mind and even accept them... but so hard when those situations actually became reality. It was like thinking of how it would feel to die, but only knowing the true feeling, when your breaths were actually snatched away from you.

"I didn't lie Randhir," I whispered into the cold night air, as I started to walk home. "I didn't lie... I am pregnant. I just don't want you to feel more guilty than you already are."

Where was I stuck? I was at a crossroad. I wasn't able to see him in anymore pain, but I wasn't able to take a step forward either. It hurt to think about going back to him, but the thought of staying away hurt too... and on top of that, I had a life growing inside me, a small Randhir, who I wouldn't be able to hurt no matter what situation arose.

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Soniya

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Posted: 10 years ago

#115

This is Bad

This is really bad

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nithu

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Posted: 10 years ago

#116

Wow superb turning point 👏

But rd slept with someone is not acceptable😡. Oh poor sanyu...

Their love is really pure...😊 So thinking about others...

what happens next😲...

y saffi choottuu update. Bada wala chahiye dear 😛...

expecting eagerly.

Take care.

love

nithu

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Indhu27

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Posted: 10 years ago

#117

Mind blowing update!!!

Congratulations to Mr. & Mrs. Shekhawat

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Strikhedonia

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Posted: 10 years ago

#118

Hello..!😛

This is A.M.A.Z.I.N.G..! I'm in love with this FF. For some odd reasons, I find this cute. This is getting interesting day-by-day...

Take care🤗

-Arthy.

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Rashi Bhargava

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Posted: 10 years ago

#119

Omg whtva shocking turn
Poor sanyu no matter what cheating is not acceptable
It might be one night stand still rd shouldn't have done this
Sanyu is so broken

She lied that she's not pregnant bt in actual she's
She's hiding bcz she don't want to hurt him more

This is getting very intrstng

Plz update one more
Cnt wait

Love u
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