Why these men are crawling?? Can't they fly?? Am I such a heavy burden for them to carry??Come on fly soldiers fly!! I need to reach my husband as soon as possible..
"soldiers!! Why can't you make it fast!! Come on run fast"
Calm down uruvi!! What's the use of screaming now!! What were you doing these years?? You left a pure soul in deep melancholy for years and now are you pretending to be caring for him??yes!!! so far my faith..my perceptions..my emotions..my sentiments..my disappointments my difficulties..my hesitation..all my my my selfishness made a wall around me..but that wall is got scatted in front of this selfless soul..I missed him definitely..yes I missed him these years..I missed the grand golden opportunity of being with a pure soul because of my peculiar sensitive emotions.What i know about him was very mere to calculate him..judge him or draw an outline for him.He is apart from all those calculations..now how you are going to face him again?? No !! I will not face him..I would just prostrate him.
Those eyes filled with tears and a glint of avidity flashed inside my eyes.His pure..dazzling..flawless face with a winsome smile blossomed in my heart.
Along with his captivating face ..some other face also flashed inside me.A girl standing alone holding the most beautiful..heavenly just blossomed infant in her arms in front of the aggressive and arrogant matha Ganga!! The little lotus petals are closed now.The innocent infant is sleeping peacefully hoping he is in the his mother's lap.A voice inside me shouted" wake up you poor baby!! Wake up!! Your cruel mother is going to throw you away in the floods..come on open your eyes..don't sleep..cry !! cry aloud.."
The basket is pulled rotated by the force of the floods..and the pure little soul started its miserable journey to encounter all the struggles..pains..humiliations agonies in his life.Why didn't the sky opened it's mouth and swallow that cruel girl??why didn't matha Ganga arouse her hands and pull that selfish girl under her arrogant tides?? Why didn't his father surya dev burn her into ashes?? Why the nature remained mum?? Why the girl went mum?? The fresh cry of the newly born baby is buzzing constantly in my ears.
Enough uruvi!!! What rights you possess to curse his mother where there is nothing much difference between you and his mother.she abandoned him and you to did the same!! I shut my face in true embarrassment..but but..that cannot justify his mother..i still live as his wife..as his uruvi..but she forgot my husband after throwing him in the floods..She got married and gave birth to other sons and acted perfectly as a caring mother of those five sons.I may forgive that teenage girl but never forgive the mother of pandavs who suddenly remembered her thrown away garbage!! How caring and lovable mother she must be..where she approached her thrown away garbage for alms without any shame.Great!! what a sacrifice!!
My eyes became hot!! My nose tip is burning!! Arya!! What a divine birth you are but what life you lived so far?? Son of surya but brought of as son of suta!!Perfect kshatriya cursed by Baghwan Parashuram..The supreme divine warrior born to rule the whole aryavarth is bonded to yuvraj's friendship and ruling a country donated by him.The eldest of kunthi is now ready to slay his own brothers..You had everything but you got nothing!! All these because of a single lady and selfishness.It seems she is not satisfied with all these..she revealed his birth at the most crucial time and tore you internally..The cunning indra who tore you externally was far better than this mother..He healed my husband's wounds immediately and offered a divine weapon by being impressed and stunned by his alms..
Arya!! Now I accept what you did is right..everything is right!! If your humiliation in draupadi's swayamvar was justified then draupadi's humiliation must also have justification!!! If surya dev's son cursed by parasuram..ignored by Drona decided to be loyal to a person who loves and respect you much is right!! absolutely right.. you can do anything for him.but the alms you gave to that selfish mother is not fair..The decision of yuvraj in proceeding the war is not wise!! All are targeting you and started killing you slowly.i cannot let you die!!
As my vehicle approaching hastinapur the people moving in the same direction is increased.The crowd of soldiers carrying all sorts of weapons such as swords..axes..bows and arrows were moving towards hastinapur.Often they hurrayed.not only the soldiers..so many ladies..children. and old people were also moving to hastinapur.there were so many check posts and soldiers were checking each and every vehicles.my vehicle was also stopped in several places.my heart started palpitating while approaching the huge fort gates.my soul is on the other side of this gates..i am here in few distance from you..but why these gates are closed.my chair was placed in the ground and my escorts were speaking to the door keepers.I feel extremely ticklish and sheepish to stand odd in a crowd.I forgot how to present myself in such a crowd.
"Angarani uruvi is inside!! Who has guts to stop Angarani" my soldiers shouted..Soon a crowd formed around them..a lady stared at me..forwarded towards me and joined her palms.." Devi!! My husband is in your husband's army..my son who is 15 years old is very adamant to take part in the war..why should i fear when angaraj is here to guard his army.I am going to send both of them"
Something pricked me!! I signaled to move the vehicle.she ran behind me and shouted.."we win!! We will definitely win..har har mahadev!!" thousands and thousands of warriors echoed the same!! I closed my ears..how many husbands..sons..brothers..how many are going to be the victims of this cursed throne.
Now the gates opened wide immediately where people saw it strangely..all were rushing to the gates and were stopped arrogantly.Inside the fort i found the real fever of the war.Soldiers were roaming with their respective weapons everywhere.i got down in the majestic portico of hastinapur palace."what is going on today!! Why the gates are closed?
"maharani!! The vast army of hastinapur and the armies supporting hastinaputr are starting in some moments to war!! That's why the town is occupied by soldiers."
What ! starting now??
"urgent!! Find out where Angaraj is"
Those few seconds seemed to be few yugas for me!!
"Maharani! Angaraj is with yuvraj in his palace"
The next moment I fled away from that place!! All other thoughts left away from my mind.The only thought which occupied my mind is my husband.
I found lot of changes in yuvraj's palace. Some old maids and royal ladies saw me ..the lost wife of Angaraj who is walking madly in the corridors..but they regained and paid obeisance suddenly.some new people tried to stop me ..they were stopped by the old people.
"shh! She is angarani uruvi!"
"what! I heard Angarani is vrushali"
"no ! she is the other wife of angaraj! She was in her country so far.." their voice got evaporated..so for next few hours they have a good entertainment.no body dared to stop me.angaraj!! the word angaraj stopped me!.but it was pronounced by yuvraj.Aww!! what a disappointment!! my husband is not there.Yuvraj and Banu jiji came out from their chamber.is she banu jiji?? Years and tears might have changed her a lot.I stopped.
"Banu!! Did you find a slight discomfort or uneasiness in angaraj's eyes..I guess something is disturbing him.but my only hope is my mitr!! I neither believe my grand father nor my Guru!! But ...I am sure something is bothering my mitr!."
it's quite natural before a big war!! He has responsibilities..and you are also looking bothered for two days"
"yes! I have reasons..no no only one reason for my worries..He is Krishna.he is the biggest problem for us.He is constantly trapping trapping our ideas and plans.He played a wise game in fixing the date for the war..and i heard he approached Arjun's son Irvan for human sacrifice.They were well planned and would have a perfect start for the war.but we"
nothing to worry!! You to have a person for human sacrifice..don't you?"
Both of them were stunned and turned at me.Banu jiji's eyes grew bigger."why you are stunned..Am I right or not?? We too have another Irvan here..his name is karn.Will you oppose me?"
I glared at him.
They stood without words because of this most unexpected meeting.
"uruvi! Is that you" banu jiji clutched my arms.
"what did you said sister??may i know the reason for confronting me" he asked.
"because my husband became a victim in your game of rights..recognition and revenge between you and your cousins." He smirked.
"everybody are victims infront of fate"
"Hmm!!it's very easy to hide behind fate"
" sister!! I have no clues whether you trust your husband or not but I trust my friend"
"trust!! Yes your trust and your love ruined everything in my life"he got stunned.
"uruvi!! What are you speaking?/what's wrong with you" banu jiji asked me.. yes what's wrong with me..why should I blame yuvraj now..He is the only man who knows the real values of my husband.
I joined my palms now.
"I apologize for this!! I came here to meet my husband..heard he is here with you..where is he"
" Just now left to Angapradsh army camp near your anga palace'
"thank you much" I turned.
"sister"he stopped me.
"I am really happy that you came back to my friend.I am going to see the real happiness in his eyes after a long time" he smiled gently.I controlled my tears and gave back a smile.
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The army camp is quite confusing..busy and noisy..some were roaming..some practicing..my eyes are searching my king.thud!! thud!! Thud! I hear my heartbeat..there ..there is my sun..the center of attraction.my king..he is standing in front of a tent with his arms resting in his hips examining his soldiers.My legs were stopped for a while..then my legs pulled me to his direction.i can see a slight distraction in his stance too..hope he saw me.He is bending down to see me.My eyes are fixed on his eyes.All other people got diminished and his face grew gradually and occupied my whole sight.That eyes recognized me.at last what i see in that eyes..surprise..shock..suspicious..happiness..sorrow..love..tears..i increased my speed.he stretched his arms which were shaking.I stood in front of my king..Silver streaks running behind his ears without kundals..wrinkled skin on forehead and dark circles around the eyes but loads and loads of love in that lotus shaped eyes.My tears are hiding my vision!!he gazed at me from top to bottom.He took a step but his legs became tender and knees got bent.i clasped his shoulders before he fall down.He looked up at me and grinned ignoring his tears..His grin made me to grin.i managed to take him inside the tent.
"a...ary..aa" I just moved my lips" he chuckled.
"so ! I got my supporting stick at the right time" he said..How many long years i craved to hear this voice.
"A stick!!! So you say i am still slim as a bamboo stick??"
He guffawed.." do you think so?? Yes bamboo stick but slim as 200 bamboo sticks"he chortled..That rare laughter of my husband.
"arryaaa"
" 200 bamboo sticks in strength too"He said.
"Now..I lost all my strength in front of you arya"
He saw me sharply.
"of course!! You have become a grand ma now"he shrugged his shoulders
"what!! Am I a grand ma?? And what about you??didn't you see the silver hairs behind your ears?? You have also gone old"
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