MG SS || SHRIMATI || EPILOGUE 1/2 (COMPLETE) -PG 27- 26APR2015 - Page 11

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|| Chapter 5 ||

Geet paced the floor restlessly. It's been two hour since maan had gone; still he is not back. The snow fall hasn't stopped yet; it's getting dark and the temperature dropped couple of degrees below. Geet can hear her own erratic heart beats and her impatience grew each second while waiting for him.

Where did maan go? Why did he leave me alone now? What will I do if anything happens to him? Babaji abb main kya karu..please aap unka khayal rakkhna. Mera dil bahut gabraha hain...agar agar unko kuch bhi huwa tho main apne aap ko kabhi maaf nahi karpavoongi.

Geet looked around; the cottage looked so dull and empty without maan. How can she never noticed it before; Of course maan was always with her; beside her like a sunshine, he never left her alone for a second since they came here.

Each corner of this cottage filled with memory of her and maan's. Within a short period of time they created so many beautiful memories in this same cottage. There is no single space left which she and maan hadn't been. These two weeks were the best two weeks of her life. Geet touched her throat feeling suffocation; it's impossible to take another breath. It's impossible to breathe in here without maan. That's how she feltPata nahi Maan kabb mere saanson iss tarha bassgai ..jaise ki mujhe unke bina saans bhi lena mushkil hogai hain..

Suddenly Geet panicked imagining her life without maan. A sob escaped from her mouth and tears rolled down on her cheeks nonstop. Geet remembered the moments they both spent together starting from friendship. Maan always been patience with her even though it was hurting him, geet felt miserable remembering how his love always been selfless and pure.

Geet sobbed Ohhh Maaan why do you love me so much. Geet heard maan calling her name, she looked around circling. Again she heard him call her name meekly, geet ran to kitchen Maan but there is no maan to be found there

. Geet touched the wooden slab remembering maan sitting there cutting vegetables like a pro; well he pretend to be a pro chef. He cuts his finger while chopping vegetables; it was just a small cut, hardly bleeding but she never seen him fussing like a kid over simple cut. She chuckles wiping her tears when she tasted his special parathe only made for her by him. It was a disaster and tasted like a ashes in her mouth but still geet touched by his effort to try something which he has never done before just to bring a smile on her face and make her comfortable.

Geet shivered when a loud noise of window glass banged shut. She ran out hoping maan might be back. Snow has now covered all over the portico like a blanket. Geet felt helpless and miserable at the moment. She wants to see maan right this moment and tell him how lucky she to have him as her husband and how much she trusts him more than anyone or herself.

Geet unne kuch nahi huwa hoga..tum kaamkha pareshaan horahi hain. Maan ko kuch nahi hosaktha...kuch nahi hone dhungi main unne..kabhi nahi...per per q mera dil gabraha hain..q mujhe aise bechain horahi hain...q meri jee tadapraha hain...q meri saanse yun meri saath chodrahi hain..Q? Q?

Geet walks inside the cottage and picks up the phone to call maan number...unka cell number kya tha? Something flashes to geet and she runs to their bedroom opening the cupboard to search something anything which will help her to reach maan. She pulls out all her's and maan's cloths without caring where it goes looking for the card john, the house keeper had given them when they first arrived at cottage.

Geet stops abruptly looking when her eyes falls on the pair of paayals(anklets), which maan has gifted her as a wedding gift.

Geet wipes her tears taking them in her hands and showers kisses on them. She never realized till this moment that it was the first time maan has gifted her; her first gift from maan..her husband. Geet chocked trying to control her sobs and slides down holding the paayals close to her heart.

Maan main aapki pyaar ko kabhi nahi samjpaayi...main bahut buri hoon..bahut buri.. geet cries silently remembering how maan never ashamed or held back from sharing every emotions with her which is rear to see, even his family don't know maan is a sucker for romantic movies and cries buckets while watching it. Maybe that's the reason he never watches movies with his family around. "Geeet ...Geet.. chalo hum movie dekthe hain...hmm how about P.S: I love you... Or A walk to remember.. Or the last song?..." She laughs remembering how Maan cried entire movie A walk to remember, where as geet just concentrated on the story. Maan is so sensitive yet strong and level headed guy she ever met or seen till now.

Geet's eyes fell on the shirt which was lying near her feet on the floor and pulls it slowly inhaling his scent, nothing fancy only his and only scent. It calmed her erratic heart beats assuring her he is fine and nothing can happen to him.

Geet hugs his shirt taking the sleeves wrapping them around her like his arms always wraps her in a hug and realized how secured and protected she felt in his arms always.

Geet sits on the bed still holding his shirt and remembers how much self control he possesses within him and how he always puts her needs, wants before his holding back. He never imposed his husband rights on her alike her father, brother and uncles in her family.

Main aapki biwi honey ka ek bhi farz aada nahi karpaayi phir bhi aapne pati hone ka har ek farz nibhatey aayeee...Main apne hi dhun main ittna khogai thi ..ke kabhi unkey ehsaas ko maisoos nahi kar paayi...main ittni ulajgai thi ki hamare rishtey main ek deeware kadha hone diya ...per abb aur nahi...main samajgayi hun pyaar ki kohi seema nahi hothi...main samajgayi hun aap mereliye kya mainey raktey ho..

Suddenly Geet recalls seeing maan keeping his wallet and few bills in the drawer other day and crawls to drawer. She opens it and luckily there she finds his wallet. Geet finds his private card with cell number on it and dials in hurry, impatiently waiting to hear his voice but the call goes to his voice mail making her more anxious. Geet dials again and again but all she hears is his voice message. Geet don't know what to do now and whom she will contact and how to reach maan. Luckily she finds john's number (house keeper) in his wallet and dials without wasting another second.

John picks up the call on second ring. Geet "Ji.. main geet...I mean May I talk to Mr.john please?" her voice is trembling along with her body.

John immediately answers knowing exactly who is the person from other side "Yes John speaking Ma'm"

Geet cried in one go "John help me...help me to find maan..Its been more than two hours since maan has gone out and he has not come back yet...I am little bit worried now.. He is not taking calls.. It's snowing heavily out here.."

John knew it's unlike his boss to be out in this weather and stay out this long leaving his wife alone in cottage.

John tried to be optimistic "Ma'm you don't worry I am coming and you please stay inside the cottage. I hope there is nothing to worry..boss maybe stuck in traffic or waiting for snowfall to stop"

Saying this he cuts the call and dials 911 immediately for help. John is worried now and didn't want to think or assume that maybe maan is stuck in snow or his vehicle has given up on him. He doesn't know how long maan can sustain out there in cold if he really trapped in snow or something.

It's been three hours and there is no maan or john has called her. It's snowed like never before. She paced the floor impatiently and stared out at the dark sky snowing.

She tried maan's number nonstop and john's but neither one of them answered her call. She heard on news that snow storm has started and warned to stay inside the house until the snowing stops. Now geet couldn't sit here ideally and wait for them to come. She can't stop worrying nor is that odd feeling going away. She has to do it herself or else something bad gonna happen.

Geet decides to go search maan for herself even though john has warned her not to step out in this snow storm. She can't wait anymore for another second, she have so many things to say to maan. Geet steps out wearing her coat and shoes with a torch in search of maan,..her best friend her husband ...her maan. Now it's her turn to reach maan, not only just physically but emotionally and mentally. There is nothing can stop her now, not her stupid insecurities ...not her fear of rejection ...or this damn age difference. She knows that maan loves her beyond anything or anyone; even she can't match his selfless love to her.

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|| Author's Note ||

Hello Readers

Well I am back with an update and still typing another update. I said to update on Wednesday but due to some reasons it got delayed. Another couple of chapters, SHRIMATI will end. Then I am planning to give RIPPLES IN A POND - PART 2 (On Demand) and Later MT. In between I may squeeze in one or two OS's, I hope so. I read all your lovely comments and again sorry for not replying each one of you as I hardly get time to type an update but will surely reply you all once I get settled down with all the updates.

Thank you for reading and waiting for the update. I will give chapter 6(maybe last) tomorrow.

Ignore the mistakes and grammar; I hardly kept my eyes open while typing this update.

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Jhaanvi

part 5

hi thanks 4 emotional update! beautifully written! Geet all alone! she is worried abt Maan! its more than 2 hrs! Maan hasn't returned! its snowing terribly! Geet thinks abt Maan n all the things they did! memories throughout the cottage! Maan loves her so much! She realises her feelings! she tries to fond his number! she doesn't answer! she calls John 4 help! he agrees 2 help! John worried! When she doesn't get any news, she decides 2 go n search 4 Maan herself! update soon

It's nice part. Geet is very worried for maan as he isn't back at cotege since two hours. Geet is cursing herself for not giving givingimportance to maan's love. She was drowned and thinking about only on the age gap. She can feel maan's unconditional love but she couldn't able to reciprocate it. But now she is praying to god about his come back. She decided to move on with maan Leaving all hesitations.maan is still missing. Geet decided to go out and found her maan herself. Waiting for next dear

Amazing update

very nice emotional part. Geet finally realizes what Maan is to her.

really liked chap 5