Vacations? Not today.

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One more job.

But she's burning on the ceiling behind your eyelids and you can't let it go, can't breathe through the smoke in your lungs and you need revenge like you needed her and the blood on your hands feels too much like redemption.

One more job.

But you're not the same, visions in your head and rotten blood in your veins and a man who promises darkness and a brother who's risked so much to see you live. And you can't leave now, not when you owe him so much.

One more job.

But he's going to hell and you need to save him. You need to save him because he saved you and because you don't know if there's anything to go back to if you don't save him. This is the first time you've considered not going back at all.

One more job.

But there are angels now and a mark on his shoulder you're unsure of. And you've got a craving in your veins for a blood that isn't yours and you want to watch the world burn for what it did to you. You didn't mean to break everything.

One more job.

But Lucifer's on your shoulder and you can see Michael across the way and this is so much bigger than anything you've ever dealt with. The hole opens up and you jump in. You think it's what you deserve, what you've earned. You don't think about coming back.

One more job.

But you can't feel anything and there's definitely something wrong with that and there's more blood lust than you bargained for. You don't know who you are anymore and then you don't know who you are at all. Everything is blurred lines.

One more job.

But there's more monsters, more messes you have to clean up, more things you can have to set right. Because you've never stopped blaming yourself and the echo of a burnt ceiling still sings in the back of your head. You don't know why you can't let go.

One more job.

But now you have the key to everything. You can make everything right, take away the bad, and replace it with something good. You're ready for this. You want this. And maybe this will be the last time you ever get to dream, but you'll pay your dues.

One more job.

But there's an angel in you now, a life you never asked for. And you're not sure what you want. You're not sure who you are. A brother you used to trust and are still horribly wrapped up in. And you don't know who you are anymore, if you ever did at all.

One more job.

But this is your life and you've learned to love it. You love the blood under your nails and you love the broken teeth. You love it because it's all you've ever known. This is your life. He is your life. And you will fight for it until it kills you.

But you won't do it without him.

Originally posted by: ~*sindhu*~

I m having trouble expressing myself lol. But yes yes everything that u said

Behind blue eyes is one of my most fav songs and when they put Sam in it, I was like the hell don't do that. That song fits so well with him especially now.Actually the song defines both of them perfectly 😳. Sam knows he is doing everything wrong. Everything that he hated when Dean did is coming back to him and lol didn't I want that so bad. I love how desperate he is and how badly he is going after anything and everything he can find for help. Sam is leaving behind his conscience, his morality, his honesty that he so badly kept demanding from Dean all his life. He is leaving behind everything to save Dean because he won't be able to continue without him. He can't even say it. I choked so bad when he said that.

Now I understand why Charlie was needed. Before the epi aired, those lame sneak peaks were killing me. I was like why do u need Felicia to bring u a stupid book and cry about her life when u have Misha Collins on paid holidays. He is booked for 23 epis and they don't even use him for half of the epis. But with that Sam and Charlie scene I get it. The way Sam finally opened up on the last year. His way of hurting Dean. I m telling the whole series would have been over and nobody would ever hear a single sentence about it if it wasn't for Charlie. She fitted perfectly to bring the brothers and the audience closer. I forgive Robbie for that terrible last epi of Charlie's.

Also forgive them for that Tay Tay song. The song selections this epi was awesome.

Sam is okay to die for the greater good and then forgets all of his ideas when it comes to Dean. Dean is all like he will die swinging but he won't let the same happen for Sam . If love is not the most selfish emotion in the world then u r clearly lying to yourself. It is the selfishness to protect the other that makes love so special. ❤️

Originally posted by: ~*sindhu*~

From tumblr

One more job.

But she's burning on the ceiling behind your eyelids and you can't let it go, can't breathe through the smoke in your lungs and you need revenge like you needed her and the blood on your hands feels too much like redemption.

One more job.

But you're not the same, visions in your head and rotten blood in your veins and a man who promises darkness and a brother who's risked so much to see you live. And you can't leave now, not when you owe him so much.

One more job.

But he's going to hell and you need to save him. You need to save him because he saved you and because you don't know if there's anything to go back to if you don't save him. This is the first time you've considered not going back at all.

One more job.

But there are angels now and a mark on his shoulder you're unsure of. And you've got a craving in your veins for a blood that isn't yours and you want to watch the world burn for what it did to you. You didn't mean to break everything.

One more job.

But Lucifer's on your shoulder and you can see Michael across the way and this is so much bigger than anything you've ever dealt with. The hole opens up and you jump in. You think it's what you deserve, what you've earned. You don't think about coming back.

One more job.

But you can't feel anything and there's definitely something wrong with that and there's more blood lust than you bargained for. You don't know who you are anymore and then you don't know who you are at all. Everything is blurred lines.

One more job.

But there's more monsters, more messes you have to clean up, more things you can have to set right. Because you've never stopped blaming yourself and the echo of a burnt ceiling still sings in the back of your head. You don't know why you can't let go.

One more job.

But now you have the key to everything. You can make everything right, take away the bad, and replace it with something good. You're ready for this. You want this. And maybe this will be the last time you ever get to dream, but you'll pay your dues.

One more job.

But there's an angel in you now, a life you never asked for. And you're not sure what you want. You're not sure who you are. A brother you used to trust and are still horribly wrapped up in. And you don't know who you are anymore, if you ever did at all.

One more job.

But this is your life and you've learned to love it. You love the blood under your nails and you love the broken teeth. You love it because it's all you've ever known. This is your life. He is your life. And you will fight for it until it kills you.

But you won't do it without him.

Originally posted by: ~*sindhu*~

I suddenly realise how scary this whole thing can be. Sam gave the most dangerous book to most witch in the whole planet. Does he even realise how bad this can be . Yup freaking out now