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IF WAR DESTROYS...REVENGE BLINDS...BETRAYAL SHATTERS ...VICTORY TOO SOUNDS HOLLOW THEN ...TRUTH CALMS DOWN ..,SACRIFICE AND UNDERSTANDING ...FORGIVES AND BUILDS UP ... TRUST AND LOVE ..,HOLDS AND GATHERS PIECES TOGETHER ... ISS BAAR ...TO FIND...TRUE LOVE ...LIKE THE NIGHT ENDING ...AND ..THE SUN RISING ...EK BAAR PHIR...
Truth and Karma Hit ...The Whole Agnihotri Family...Along With InterConnected Kirloskars Too..Like
A Devastating Storm...Shattering Them All Fatally and With Fateful Consequences ..Iss Baar...
The Deep Calm...after...A Devastating Shattering Storm ...Seems like .. An Deathly Silence ::::Itself.
In Which Slowly...The Shattered and Devastated Nature Gathers and Recuperates...All The Remaining Pieces and Roots and Rustles and Bustles and...Renews and Stands Upright...Ek Baar Phir ...But Some Roots and Trees are Gone forever...BUT ...ITS SEEDS LIVE ON ...SPROUTING AND FLOWERING WITH FRUITS... FOREVER .
There is A Connecting Thread And Bond of Life Connecting One And All::::::::::::::There is No Creation Without The Creator...There is No Child Without The Mother Or Father ..Though the Umblical cord is Cut and Bond Broken ...They live Naturally in the Heart and Blood of The Child Forever ...There Is No Soul Without Love Entwined. ...There is No Heart Without Tendrails of Emotions and Feelings...Of Love Or Hate ...Interwined...There is No Mind Without Thoughts Unlimited . ...There Is No Body Without Borders and Limits ...There is No Life Without ...True Love :::::And Even If The Symbolic Connecting Threads .. Are Broken in Life or Death ...The Tendrails Of Bonds Created And Interwined By ::::::Deep Inner TrueLove ...Are ...Entwined...In Heart and Soul ...With Feelings and Memories.. Connecting .. Eachother...Through Distance And Space ...ForEver And ...Eternity.
AShlok's War and Struggles With ..The Vengeful Sarcar's ...To find...The Agnihotri Empire ...POA.. Ended ...With ...The Deadly Storm Shattering Away Everthing ... Ebp. .. With Truth and Betrayal ..Of NA..Baba Sahib Own Black Karma. Of First Marraige and Betrayal to Kavita The first wife ...Along with Takurmaas PentUp Fury ...And Sarcar's Vengence ... Finally Striking The Agnihotri Family Fatally ...Breaking Their Hearts and Bonds Holding Them Together ..Completely into Pieces ...With Anjali 's Death ... and Shlok's Coma and Astha's Missing...And Baba's Own Manipulative Mind Gone Mad with Bereavement. ...Varad and Sojal...Holding Everything...With Guilt ...Love and With Responsibility The Upright ...Good and Understanding Kirloskars Themselves Shattered By Astha's Missing ... in Anguish and Bereavement ...Seemed To Have Lost Their Own Trust and Stability Too. Sinking in Deep Anguish ...Now ...Ankush Himself ..Being Their Own Holding Bond ..Iss Baar...IF The Devastating Storm of ..The Black Truth and Betrayal of NA Sahib...Seemed to Hit ...The Battered and Betrayed..Sacrifycing ..Protective and Loving ...Blindly Devoted.. Anjali ..Fatally into... A Deep Deadly Sleep Forever . ...The Storm Seemed To Pull ..Niranjan Agnihotri. ...Into The Deadly Abyss of Insanity ...in Bereavement and Loss of...Anjali Agnihotri Forever...While The Storm Shook ..The Kirloskars. ...Main Roots of Trust and Goodness Too...With...Missing Astha.. Brewing in their Own Inner Storm Absolutely. ..With The Airy Ankush as Consolation and Support too..Searching For Astha Too...While The Storm gave .. The Unstable But still Grounded.. Varad and Sojal ...The Main Responsibility of Uphelding The Agnihotri Empire and Family Too... But..Without ...A Expectation of ...Its Fruits ...For Themselves.. But Whole Family ...Iss Baar. ...
WHILE ..ASTHA ..,WENT MISSING INTO..THE DEEP UNKNOWN ...OF AMNESIA..LOST TO ..HERSELF.. AND ... .HER TRUE LOVE ...AND ...SOULMATE ...SHLOK AGNIHOTRI. .But ..Astha ..Insecure and Absolute Love For Shlok...who always... Deeply Feared... her own Separation from ...Shlok ...in any circumstances. ..Love or Hate and Life or Death ..,...Seems to have...Beforehand Shown ...Patidev Shlok himself. ...How To Find and Regain ...Her Back...If She Was Lost Or Separated From him in Anyway...With Love and Possession too...Ek Baar Phir. ...As Astha told A Angry Possessive Shlok ...who couldn't even bear the thought of Astha separated from him...in dreams too...That he should Open his arms wide...and shout out his love ...for Astha loudly...So that Astha will come Running Right into his arms ...Ebp...While Shlok teased Astha ...that he would take back someone Else if Astha didnt Come too him...At all...To which Jealous Astha. ...Hid from Shlok...While Shlok had searched for Astha easily and Smiling Confidently ...knowing Astha was right with him...and would definitely Come too him ...With Love ..Har Baar. ..,..
THE AGGRESSIVE BUT EMOTIONAL AND VULNERABLE ..SHLOK AGNIHOTRI...WENT INTO ..A DEEP SILENT COMA ...IN SUBCONCIOUS FEAR ...AS HIS LAST HAZY BLURRED GLIMPSE WAS ... THE AAI ANJALI. ..HE LOVED AND WAS ATTACHED MOST .. AND FOLLOWED INSTICTLY..IN LOVE OR HATE AND BABA'S DEVOTION TOO...WAS ...HURT FALLEN ..SEPARATED .. DISTANCED..AND UNREACHABLE ...TO HIM ...AS ALWAYS ...BY BABA BEING THE CAUSE ...EK BAAR PHIR. ...
The Shlok Agnihotri. ..Who always was very Aggressive in Anger...Who was always very Vocal in Hate ...Whose Twisted words and Actions were Puzzling and ...Misunderstood By One and All... Too.
BUT IT WAS ...SHLOK AGNIHOTRI'S. ...SILENCE ...THAT SPOKE MORE ELOQUENTLY THAN MERE WORDS...HIS OWN ANGUISH AND DEEP FEAR...OF LOOSING LOVED ONES...OF BEING REJECTED IN LOVE ...OF BEING BETRAYED IN TRUST AND LOVE...EK BAAR PHIR. ...
Shlok came back to ..An empty house and Bedroom ..Devoid of Love.. only lLonliness and His Silent Anguish filling his heart...Ebp... ...Remininising of Astha's care and Love ...near the dining table...Where she always fed him with love ..and Care ..while Shlok Utterly Savoured Astha herself more than the Food.. Satisfying his Appetite with Relish...and...His Fbs...of him ...Unknowingly Blaming and Hurting His Aai Anjali ...As Selfish and Thoughtless Person ...Shouting out His Hate Loudly Then ..For trying to hurt Astha ...Maybe For .. trying Remove Astha Too from Him...Like she did With Swati before ...As Shlok Now realised he loved and Wanted For himself not only for Revenge and Now was Possessive of Astha Too... after Kolhapur trip so was Angry on Anjali .for firing her from job away from Shlok and trying to Hurt Astha by the Goon He thought Anjali hired and He saved Astha Too...Saying Hatefully ..That he didn't Care wheather she was alive or not ...as she already had broken the mother and son relation ship...with her betrayal of His Trust and Love...,AND SO ...Was Himself Declaring...That his Mother was Dead too him too...While Anjali had looked Helplessly...BEFORE THE ACTUAL CULPRIT BABA HIMSELF...Shlok Remembered The ..Ravan Dhahan Day he knew ...Baba's Betrayal. ..and ...His Aai Anjali's Bitter Truth...when she finally protested Baba...to Protect ..Astha...And...How Much His Aai Anjali. ...Deeply Loved and Really Needed Him and His Love... When he called her ...AAI...IN REMORSE. ...and She got Stuuned and ...Brokedown Utterly hugging him like she finally found back her Breath. And Support ...She holded for Years together...Inside her Silently Just As Shlok does too...Bearing Abuse and Standing Apart Alone ...Sacrifycing and Protecting her family Too ...Shlok Agnihotri. ...Finally. ...Revealing That only The most lucky Sons Had ..A Mother like Anjali. ..Asking her ...Forgiveness...Promising to protect and take Care of her now...Absolutely. ...Maybe That thought of ...Finding his mother's love and Care for him...and his own cceptance...and ...Apologies to Anjali. ..And Astha ...Saved Shlok Agnihotri. ...Even after...The Devastating Shattering Storm. ...Still Standing Upright...to Find Astha Ebp...
Shlok...With Anguish and Tears... looked at the Picture of ...Astha ...Anjali. .and Him...taken in Happy times of ...The Chawl ...Reminiscing The time When He was Contented and Happy...That his Aai Anjali had always loved him Absolutely. ..And Astha who was with him in dire Conditions too... Without A Complaint Anyway Helping him Everyway. ...His Loud Declaration of his love for Astha before sweekrithi ceremony. ...in middle of the road...In front of ...The Whole World Happily...But itvwas An Declaration Especially To Himself. .Freeing himself From Restrictions and fears too...As had Hidden it in fear of rejection or loosing Love ...Ebp...But Astha's Love had finally given him the Courage to admit it Fearlessly ...And then ...Their 2nd SR...When they had united together in body...As Patidev and Biwi...Without Revenge or Hate But Love ...And Became Lovers too.. Forever . .When Shlok had been able to sense and Save Astha from Ravan Dhahan..Schemed by Baba. ... .. Whereas ...Shlok could not save Anjali forever and lost Astha to unknown...Right before his own eyes and Arms...Maybe Recriminating hijself ..for his helpless ness...and Also feeling Betrayed Ebp...by Not The Two Women whom he loved ...very much ..for leaving him alone...BUT LOVE ITSELF REJECTING HIM EBP...Without Life or Love Shlok needed The most ...Not the Agni Mansion or Empire. .Which he had Regained for their Wishes for Baba too...Ebp...Now left in a Quandary. ...What to do...With all the Wealth...He never cared for ...Except Love and Loved ones..SHLOK Needed Most...With Love and Devotion and Trust...And For Whom Shlok Would even give his own Life for . ...Absolutely.
Shlok Accepted Ebp. ..like did before too that... Astha was his Maqsad and junoon...His Goal too in life ...Without whom he couldn't Live...Requesting her from his heart...to come back to him...Like she always did ...even from the first...As Astha was the one ...Who realised him from his darkness ..With Love...Absolutely. ...Only to find ...Kavya...who always Accepted And Welcomed Shlok ...with open Heart and Arms ...and then Cheered him Utterly ...just like ...Astha too Did...Absolutely. ...With Just Simply Love. .and So Kavya..AShlok's lucky charm ... was the ne who finally took him too...Mumbai too...By Shlok remembering ...Astha's Wishes to visit...Siddivinayaka Temple. ...After Regaining ...Agnihothri Mansion and Empire too.
Shlok Agnihotri. ...finally found ...Astha...in Mumbai...Ebp..He went to Fulfill Astha's Wishes of Darshan of God after getting...POA...AND ..Got His own Wish Fullfilled ...But Astha had ..Maang Sindoor ..Mangalsutra. .and Full on Bengali ...Bridal Getup ...And...She was walking right behind. .Shlok in the temple...Took the Marigold Flower Shlok dropped ...keeping it in her Basket ..Standing right behind Shlok ..for ...Praying...and AjiArti...While Shlok was Praying to Bappa or Shanmuga ...To Forgive his Sins and unite him with Astha ...Whom he cannot live without Ebp...The Pandit exchanged ...AShlok's Prasad ...Boxes...Shlok's. ...and ...Astha's ..giving it to each other. ...As the lords Blessings...to ..,ASHLOK...find eachother. Again ..Ebp..
After coming out temple ...Shlok heard Astha's Voice and saw A Glimpse of Astha ..getting into...A Car...Shlok Ran.. after her Car like hell in An Marathon but ...Missed Astha ...But Relieved to find Astha Alive...And returned. ...next day ..with Varad...Not understanding Why Astha if Alive didn't come home ...So now went to the ..Temple To Find her Again ...but will Shlok find her or Miss her... ..Ebp...How will AShlok deal with ...THE AFTERMATH..OF THEIR OWN SHATTERED STORM..NOW.
Shlok Agnihotri ..Woke Up after 6 months...from Deep Silent Deadly Coma ...As the doctor said ...he was physically Alright...but ..Mentally and Emotionally week...and the first thing...Shlok ...asked his Varad Dada ...was ...His AAI Anjali...The One Whom he loved ..Searched in Hate too ..and Was always Deprived of Her Love and Attention ...and Whom he followed the most ...In Heart and instincts too.. Even Baba's Devotion . Everyway. ..Whom Shlok Agnihotri Found Ebp..With Love and Trust...Due To Astha...Whom he saw Last in a blurr...as if he couldn't accept enen in thought ...the reality of any untoward happening to her or being taken away from him ..Ebp...and ...Then Astha. .His Love ...who was with him Everyway ...Absolutely.
Shlok ..Who was brought back to ...AM...Came to ...An Empty House...Iss Baar...Except for..His Varadada ...and family ...Where The House was Devoid of ...Anjali or Astha's Loving Presence ..,.Searching for them. ...with ..His Heart In His Eyes...asking one and all...for His AAi and Astha...Who didn't come to meet him...When he needed them the Most...and kept quiet only ..when he was told they had gone to do ...Havan ..by jyoti...Happy that she was pregnant and he was becoming Mama...But still feeling completely. ...Bereft...His Eyes and Heart ...questioning...Anjali's and Astha's Absence ...only that it was ...For him hat ...they were conducting havan for ...keeping him quiet...Completely. ...But feeling ...Restless without them...only to find ..His Heart doors Opening to see ...Astha enter their Own Bedroom...Her Dream Mainly too... after a long time ...with the Pooja Thalli...like ...A Breath of fresh Blowing Air..with Her Own Smile like ...A Lit Up Lamp. ...Lighting and Energizing ...Shlok Agnihotri ...into Contentment ..That Finally Astha returned to him and was with him ...Ek Baar Phir. .Turning into His ..Sulky and Possessive. .Mode ..Angrily berating ...Astha for not being attentive and with him even pointing out that if he had died...Untill Astha ..closed his mouth ...and then Cooled Shlok...with A Loving ..ASTHA'S I LOVE U...WHICH WAS .,SHLOK'S ADDICTION AND SECURITY ..IN LOVE ...Ebp...Which made Shlok Ignited...AShlok hugging eachother. ...While Shlok declared to ...Astha that now everything was alright ...and only...Happiness Remained..only to find ...Astha lost ...again...To Him...leaving him Alone...Which made Shlok...come down ...tonsearch for...Astha and AAI...ONLY TO FIND THE SHATTERING TRUTH OF ...,AAI ANJALI'S DEATH. ...AND ASTHA'S MISSING...ANGRILY BERATING HIMSELF FOR ANJALI. ..AND...DADA NOW ...FOR ASTHA'S ...AS HE WAS IN COMA...BUT SHLOK WAS ACTUALLY. ...GUILTY AND ANGUISHED HIMSELF. ...FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO..SAVE ANJALI OR ASTHA TOO...AS HE PROMISED... THEM ... PROTECTION AND HAPPINESS FOREVER...BUT LOST THEM INFRONT OF HIS EYES ...WHILE SELF MADE .,, VARAD... TOO WAS GUILTY AND BERATING HIMSELF. ..FOR BEING THE REASON ..FOR THE DEVASTATING STORM...HITTING AGNIHOTRI FAMILY...AND SO WAS MAKING AMENDS.. ..HIMSELF...FOR BABA ..EMPIRE ..ASTHA ..SHLOK,AND ..JYOTI TOO WITH SOJAL FOLLOWING ANJALI NOW... ...FOR FAMILY ..TOO ...ISS BAAR...WHILE BABA WAS THE REAL CULPRIT...BUT NOW IN REDEMPTION MAYBE .
Shlok went to ..kirloskars house...iss baar...pleading and Appealing ...Astha ..to come back home with him...Unlike before when Shlok had very Confidently and Aggressively ...Dragged and Cavelifted Astha as his Wife whom he had full rights on even not caring for her family too...But ..as Shlok now feels failed in his mission too protect and give happiness. .he had promised Astha after leaving Agni Mansion. ...in dire straits... thought Astha was angry with him ...or kalindi again took Astha away from him...as she was one who was always against Shlok completely. ...When Kalindi...Angrily told Questioned Shlok...about Astha's missing ...and her safety...telling him to go away ...Without even enquiring his health atleast ..,,Shlok knew that Now the whole Kirloskars were against him in .,their own Angst ...For not saving Astha ...Iss baar ...Or Prove his Love ..by bringing ...Astha back home ...Ebp...Shlok,...Shlok searched. ...All the places ..Astha visited...The Ashram Where he now didn't even care about baba's Whereabouts...The police station only to realise they were already declaring Astha dead..so went away in Anger...The place he declared his love...forAstha openly ...Trying to reach out to Astha ...just as she asked him...By putting his hands out ..and calling Astha ...with his love ...But Shlok's Anguish and fear ..of loosing both his mother Anjali and Astha ...right in front of his eyes... Created A Fear in Shlok...Making him Dejected and Lifeless ...Slowly Loosing Hope ...Now Knowing ...Astha was not there with him...to listen to his Call...and come back to him ebp... .Shlok's Hopes Sinking like the platform he sat on...going home to find Astha's cell ever charged up like her...but a dead ending in draw...Discharging Shlok's Hopes utterly..Slowly ...,.,looking at Astha's wedding picture...Telling his bereftness and yearning for her ...as a lover ...and Ordering her like Patidev to come back to him...As now Shlok felt Astha's Distance more and More...Feeling his life draining away from him... .Ebp... Dreaming of Astha's sweet memories ...,Now...And playfull cheeriness...fiiling his Life and Heart Completely ...But now Astha' vanishing into .Thin Air...Making Shlok Scared...For being ...,Separated from ASTHA FOR A LIFETIME...WHEN SHLOK,AGNIHOTRI WANTED ASTHA FOREVER AND ETERNITY. ...TOO.
Shlok is now out of his Blind devotion for Baba along with...His Mother Anjali being betrayed ...By Baba Ebp...With her sacrifycing Baba and life too...Finally Erasing Shlok's blind devotion 8f baba...Except for ..A Natural love of A Responsible loving Son...So went to...see baba in mental Asylum...who seems to have recognised shlok...At first sight ..maybe his deranged Mind...found Anjali in Shlok as Always. ...With love...
While Varad ...Jyoti...Though faced many...Trials and Tribulations...Themselves Always were the the stronger ones Emotionally. .. So were Vulnerable Shlok's support and Strength to always...even when ...Baba and Anjali. ...were there...Always seemed to look out for...Shlok..like Parents ..Everyway. ...Too.
AFTER ...A SHATTERING STORM..OF BABA'S BLACK BETRAYAL EBP...DEVASTATING EVERTHING IN AGNIHOTRI FAMILY...FATALLY...ISS BAAR... TWISTING EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS ...RELATIONS AND ...SITUATIONS...PERSONS ...TRUST AND UNDERSTANDING SHAKEN FROM ROOTS ..SOME THINGS OR PERSONS ..LOST AND GONE FOREVER. ..LIVING IN MEMORIES...BUT SOMETHINGS ..EMOTIONS AND PERSONS AND SITUATIONS ...TO BE REGAINED STILL...EBP...
SHLOK IS UTTERLY .SHATTERED.. DEVASTATED...DEFEATED..DEJECTED...DISTANCED ..AND DESPAIRED HIMSELF...,.OF LOOSING LOVE AND LOVED ONES...AAI ANJALI FOREVER...AND LOVE ASTHA MISSING ..HIS TRUST AND LOVE... LOOSING HOPE AND WILL TO DARK ANGUISH ...EBP .. ...COMPLETELY ..ONLY ASTHA BEING ALIVE... CALMING SHLOK DOWN ..GIVING ...HIM HOPE AND STRENGTH...TO SEARCH AND FIND...HIS HEART AND LOVE ASTHA ...EBP...
THESE ARE JUST SOME ...LITTLE GATHERINGS...ABSOLUTELY INCOMPLETE STILL ...IF THE WILL TO WRITE ABOUT WAR AND DESTRUCTION ..IS SO NEGATING AND DISCHARGING...THEN REAL ACTUALITIES OF WAR..AND DESTRUCTION. ., ARE MUCH MORE ...DEVASTATING UTTERLY... DRAINING STRENGTH ..WILL AND TRUST.. INTO HOPELESSNESS..,AND ...MISERY LEADING TO ..UTTER DEFEAT,..IN DARK FUTURE...EBP.,,..ONLY FIGHT FOR TRUTH AND JUSTICE..AND LOVE... HOPES LIKE LAMPS .,,LIGHTING THE WAY... LEADING THE PATH ..BLINDLY ..BUT IT IS ...TRUE TRUST AND LOVE ..THAT WILL HELP YOU STAND TALL AND STRONG AND UPRIGHT EK BAAR PHIR. ...AND START YOUR JOURNEY AGAIN .. ..TO FIND YOURSELF AND TRUE LOVE TOO... WITH TRUST. ..UNDERSTANDING...FORGIVENESS..LOVE OVERCOMING ..,ALL ODDS AND EVENS ...EVEN DESTRUCTIVE WAR ...BECOMING CONSTRUCTIVE TOO...AND FINDING ...TRUE LOVE. .LIKE ASHLOK ...EK BAAR PHIR. ...FOREVER AND ETERNITY. ...ABSOLUTELY.
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