Kangana takes it to the social platform, pens down her feelings

Kangana Ranaut has always stayed from social networking websites. But that changed as she turned 28. The Queen' star celebrated her birthday on March 23 and as a gift to herself, she started a blog. This is the first time that she has shared her feelings on a social platform.

In her blog, which is titled Spring Child', Kangana writes how she felt as a teen and what happened when she was in her early 20s. She writes that at the age of 16 she felt like a girl trapped in a stranger's body and at 19 an artist was trying to sprout from her. When she turned 23 she liked her honesty and as she reached 27 she fell in love with the mountain woman.

Her blog is very brief, but very deep. In some way this is what every girl feels at that particular age.

Here's what she wrote:

At 16 she was just a girl who was trapped in a stranger's body, more often than not that body seemed possessed by alien forces like menstrual blood, cramps, stretch marks, acne, shameful desires and regretful deeds. Neither did she want that body nor that person.

At 19 the seed was bursting and an artist was trying to sprout from it, did it make it? Did it not? That seed might have not made it and many others after that didn't either but one seed eventually did, the price and the pain both were unbearable.

At 23 when she looked into the mirror she was faced with a bundle of contradictions, she contradicted herself but she didn't lie not even to herself. Her honesty was endearing and for the first time I liked her.

At 27 I 'd fallen madly and deeply in love with the mountain woman who speaks with clouds and butterflies.

I can't wait to grow old and meet her when her eyes will sparkle with wisdom and her voice will quiver with kindness and here another thought hits me, how much more time do I have with her?

Time is slipping from my hands just like sand does and I know one lifetime won't be enough for us.

Can I close my eyes and breath this beautiful spring day in and let it flow through my blood and make it a part of me? Can I stay in this moment for a little longer before 27 deserts me like a lost love affair and before 28 conquers me like a conquest.

- Kangana Ranaut