I am alone...
Sometimes to realise one thing in life you need to break in million pieces... but even if you do break you want that one person to be there, to mend your heart and soul...
So now at least he knows he needs her...literally in her life...so that when he can't fight anymore and is crumbling by the harshness of life, she will be there to be his backbone and will not let him loose the fight...
" Manik jab tum thak jaoge, to I will pick your battles, I will protect you."
She his own personal shining star will shine for him...but this time the darkness is forced on him by his own friend...his buddy...his bother...his family...for whom he always used to put aside everything and go to his rescue...not because he was doing a " FAVOUR" , but because he loved him and cared for him...so what if one day that person stars doubting his love for him and says I don't need your ehsaan...really how can someone be so blind that he doesn't even realise what his friend was doing was not a favour...
And so Manik breaks down...fell on his knees...this giant man who had an ego of mount Everest fell apart and wo bhi infront of his nandini...he showed her his heart...his bleeding heart because he knew the only one person who could stop the bleeding is nandini...but for that he has to leave all his inhibitions and bare his every emotions...coz deep down he knew that he loves her irrevocably...and so he unveiled his true demons and cried his heart out... I think it was kind of necessary for him to let out his feelings...he was holding so much back from the last few months. It was like it was like a jar overfilled with emotions...so atleast because of dhruv he did let out his feelings and he went to nandini...and cried.. Damn...man...he was crying...he was getting ripped apart...but it was like we were feeling his pain ( hats of to parth...for pulling it so effortlessly...everytime I think he couldn't act better than this and...BANG... here he comes again with a splendid performance leaving us amazed and reeling from emotions...)...and the way she hugged him... he so big and large, she so small and petite...yet...she held him...so tenderly...affectionately... benevolently... and lovingly...God...it tore my heart to watch them like this... And then she wiped her tears so Tenderly as if he was a frail thing...
She kissed him on forehead with all the DEVOTEDNESS...FONDNESS...METICULOUSNESS...trying so strenuously to ease his pain...
For him the purest relationship in this world was of friendship...( as he never had the beauty and purity of family relations)...and that was torn apart by his one friend he valued the most. His buddy..his saviour...his brother...no...more than brother...his anchor...in life...
And so he went to her as he knew that this time the blow was fatal and he couldn't survive it by being ALONE...and so he went to her and hugged her with all his might...and she hugged him back with all the love...LOVE such a powerful emotion that sometimes we don't even realise it authority in our life until it is tested...and the love who survives the test emerges as a triumphed love...which will happen in manik's case...
He doesn't believe in true and eternal love...so the fate is trying to restore his faith in love by testing it...and nandini will emerge as a winner in this test...
The little boy was lost in the lonely fen
misled by the wandering light
began to cry, loosing all the hope
as for him the most beautiful thing was lost
and alas.. he couldn't find it
but yet..here appeared his shining star
trying to bring the radiance in his soul
kissed him, and eased his pain
by giving him a ray of hope
so that the hope can make him
fight the darkness...
And she gave him the hope he so needed...and yes he will fight it along with her...as he knew that if his step will falter she is there to hold him...protect him...and embrace him with all the love he needs..and so that he cant be alone...
P.S- sorry guys for such a long post but couldn't control it