Things I want to tell you..
alias the things i wish i could tell to my hopeless crush but i cannot because he hates me we are finishing school and going separate ways in 10 days masquerading as a vidharth poem!
POV:: vidhushi trying to cope with parth leaving her .
Sometimes I look at you when no one's watching
And sometimes I catch you looking back at me..
I want to run into your arms and say I'm sorry
But then I turn around like nothing bothers me
I wanna tell you my dreams,hopes hidden in my heart
What I wished for from the shooting stars
That one day the disgust in your eyes will disappear
That one day, you'll look at me and just smile
A simple smile of yours lights up my day
And a mere hi' keeps me awake
And I'm jealous of that girl ,not coz shes is cute
But coz she can make you laugh ,which I cannot do.
I scoff at your insults,turn it into an art
But inside they are like barbed wires,piercing my heart
Indifference is a mask that protects me from you
It cracks with your everyword ,you slowly tear it apart.
I know I am selfish, and I am loud
I can be cunning too-of that I'm proud
But there is more to me than mere opinions by you
Like there is more to the ocean than the color blue.
I am more than what you think of me
Don't tag me black or white ,I'm varying shades of gray
A myriad of hues,a sea of emotions
An incomplete puzzle , a bundle of contradictions
And I know it will hurt , but I will move on
Because I am strong and independent ,a creation of my own
I can stand on my feet ,I don't need you anymore
I will save my heart for someone who will value it more.
Fin.
note:: this is the first time i am posting any of my written works in a public forum so bear with me.Written in a bout of madness induced by caffeine and integration formulas at 1 am preparing for maths boards ,which incidentally kicked my ass fabulously!
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