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Originally posted by: nadine_lopez_48
I'm a new reader of this..and I love it so so so so so much!
Awesome updates Dhivya.
You describe each moment so beautifully...
Urvi's observations are like👏
But, then we have that Karna and Uruvi's cute conversations😳
The dice game part was so intricatlry written it touched my heartGreat going and after reading the previous part, I am craving for more!😆
Originally posted by: mistofshadows
Beautiful fanfic. Please pm me when u update next.
Vasudev!! His divinity broke down the strands of my tears.I stared at the vacuum and join my hands..I remember his blessings for me..Courage and peace..How apt!! I need courage to face the real face of my husband and to console myself.Peace..How could I seek peace in this pieced heart?The base of my life is got scattered which shattered me entirely.Why this day has come into my life..God please give me the power to forget this day but It cannot happen..I could not wipe out his day completely from my mind..My hear is cluttered with the frightful memories of this day.How could I consider him as my Lord henceforth?? My honor to him..my puja to him..my dedication to him may become fake!! No!! I cannot face him with a fake face..fake smile..fake pride..fake love..Matha Gowri you ruined my life completely ..I slapped madly on my face.
The doors of my chamber are opened .He stepped inside slowly with a downed head and lounged on the couch..He neither spoke anything nor looked at me.It seems he was buried in some deep thoughts.I saw him newly as if i saw him first..some words are scratching my mind..who is he?? Is he my husband??A deep moan fell out from my throat which I cannot control and that made him to turn at me."Devi!! " he ran towards me.He lifted my chin and saw me apprehensively.
"What happened" his hands were raised automatically to wipe out my tears.
"Do you really bother for the tears of a woman?"I asked
He turned his sight aside and pursed his lips.He got it what I meant exactly.It seems he is gathering patience to answer me politely.
"you are my wife.Are you stating that I am not caring for you?"
" how come a person can care for his wife alone when he doesn't care for other helpless woman??'"
"listen!! Why should I bother for a woman who constantly insults me and my friend? And stop bothering about her now?"
I saw him deeply with a clear disappointment in my eyes.He lost his conscience of grasping my mind.
"arya! Do you really think I bother only for Panchali?"
He furrowed his brows..
"hmm!! Who is she for me??neither a friend nor a enemy..I am not worrying for what she lost but i am dying for what I lost"
"what?? What you lost??"
" I lost everything aarya!! I lost the base of my life..I lost my hope..faith ..belief..everything aarya."
I approached him as a wild animal..I shook him madly
"how could you utter those words aarya?? Howww?? I thought you would stop this harassment..I strongly believed that my husband would save a woman from humiliation.I never thought a woman could be molested in front of your eyes.I cannot accept that you allowed it happen..How could you be apart in these brutal activities?? Whyyy?? "I choked..I could not speak more..He moved to the balcony and tied his hands behind staring up the sky.
"I can understand and accept whatever you did in the name of your friendship.Your hands were locked and you were supposed to act as per the situation.i can understand that.but this one..does your friendship insist you to abuse a woman?? Why can't you stay away from this? Why can't you keep mum in that hall filled with brutes"?
.I stopped my thunder words and a silence settled down in the room.he asked in a firm voice" why should I?"
What is he saying?? What is the meaning of his words??he is asking why should I stay way from this brutality??He has his full conscience.
"arya!! By uttering those words you joined hands with those uncouth..uncultured people"
He turned swiftly with a scowl face..
"enough!! I know better than you about morals and values..what happened in the dice hall today is a political tactics.."
"what ! trapping a helpless woman into a vulnerable position is your politics??"
"stop this!! Who is helpless?is she?? Didn't heard what had happened and who saved her?? The supreme power came running to save her..Don't you know that?"
He bite his teeth with rage.
"who is supreme?? You are supreme to me.Why you didn't help her?? How come my king allowed this..why?why?? my lord didn't save her?"
I closed my mouth with my palm to control my awkward sobbing.He approached me ferociously..He clutched my shoulders..
Now.listen!! I am not a Lord..not a God!! Stop addressing me as a God..i am an ordinary human being made up of all emotions ..I do have happiness..sorrow..love..lust..expectations..disappointments..anger..revenge everything..everything understand" he retorted.His roar echoed through out the hall.i am freezed..My eyes struck into his eyes.My brain stopped working.He pushed me away and left the place.My legs became shaky and I fell down on the floor.I sat in the same position like a statue..motionless..emotionless..tearsless..but one word buzzed up my mind again and again was" an ordinary man?? Is he an ordinary man??isn't he my king??my lord??"
The hot angry rays of sun which fell on my face brought me some consciousness.I took a decision and that is my fate too. Vrushali jij entered my cabin slowly and sat beside me.she lifted my chin.
I can understand you agonies Uruvi..Our husband is also worried and disturbed through out the night..but try to understand and accept the fact uruvi"
Her warm touch moved me and I fell on her lap bursting into tears.
how could you accept this jiji?? Aren't you disturbed or disappointed by his behavior??"
"uruvi!! I can accept this..i can accept him as he is with all his strengths and weaknesses..because i still consider him as my friend but you worshiped him as your lord..and you expected more from him..the more you expect more you get disappointed."
"yes!! I worshiped him..I created a golden idol of him in my heart and worshiped him daily..but it was broken into pieces yesterday.now,How can I live here with empty heart"
She saw me with a question
"what do you mean by it uruvi"
I sat erect..and wiped out my tears..
"I am going"
I ordered my maids to make all arrangements for my journey.she was shocked and panicked..
"what are you speaking?? Have you gone mad??"
"no jiji!! I am clear in my decision"
My stubborn words shook her.She left the place immediately.I know where is she going now.To my husband..I have to face him now.God give me the courage to express my agonies and helpless state to him.
Now I hear his footsteps hurrying to my room.He entered like a storm with blurred eyes and bumpy hairs.he lost his balance and kicked a flower vase which rolled on the ground creating an ugly noise.He was so exhausted like a man who was starving for a month.His eye balls are moving restlessly without finding a destination.He is looking like an insane now.He is regaining and it seems he is searching his words .Finally he spoke..my heart started thudding..
Don't loose your courage uruvi..face him!! Make him to understand your situation now..
"Devi!! What is this ?? what I heard from vrushali is true??' are you leaving ..leaving me' tears rolled down his golden cheeks..He is looking with a fear and tons of avidity on his eyes expecting my refusal expecting the word no" from me.
" say me it is not true..Devi please!! Say me i is not true"
I swallowed my saliva to wet my dry throat.
"no arya!It it true!! I...I..I am going"
"what ! where would you go?"
"I am going from where I came"
"no!! What do you mean by going..no...you ..you cannot live without me and ..and ..I too cannot live without you Devi..don't you know that"
His voice is trembling.
I gathered my strength..
"arya!!I cannot live without you yes!! But now also I cannot live with you..this is my helpless situation now"I looked up him.
He stepped back and fell on a chair and downed his head.
I knelt down in front of him.I am not angry with him..my melancholy overcame my anger.I am calm and clear now.
"Arya! Please understand!! I cannot accept what had happened yesterday.I tried a lot...I took great efforts but again and again my heart became empty.I..I loved a person who respected even a rude and egoist princess..He did not declined the honor of that princess even when she rejected him harshly.That was the base of my love.I never expected my king would act mercilessly decline the honor of a woman who lost everything including her husbands.
Arya!! My heart worshiped you as a Lord..it has no power to see you as an ordinary man.It would be better if it stops working rather than considering you as an ordinary man.I cannot show a fake respect to it.i cannot live with a fake love by compromising or stupefying myself..i cannot act throughout my life..I am going because of that fear.I am not blaming you arya..My perceptions went wrong..that is not you fault..it was my fault.I tried to be a good wife to you but I would fail in it if I continue with that.later in my life unknowingly I may decline your respect or ignore your love .I just cannot tolerate your pains on that time.and I cannot forgive myself for that.It would be better if I go now.I came myself to you and going myself now.
Please forgive me for what had I done to you!! Please forgive me if I hurt you..Will you accept my agonies..will you respect my decision..will you let me to go?? Please! I joined my hands.He is sitting silently but his eyes were pleading at me constantly.my tears fell on his feet.He drew back his feet immediately.
"your tears are scorching my feet devi..pls stop shedding tears." He cupped my face..
"you are an unexpected amazing sudden boon for me Devi!! Yes you came as a boon in this cursed man's life You came to me carrying loads and loads of love and showered my life with your pure love.You made me to admire myself.You taught me to love myself.You drove me crazy in your love..you showed me a different shade of love and made my life more colorful. You taught me the pleasure in getting defeated by his wife..you taught me the pleasure in depending on you..I forgot everything and remembered only you whenever I was with you..You are a wonderful wife..who worshiped her husband as a God..who broke all the obstacles bravely to reach her husband..who makes her husband to feel like the king of the universe..who shows the peak of happiness in his life..who always celebrates him..who makes her husband to feel proud of being her husband.You are a wonderful wife ..you made my life more beautiful and adorable..but I ruined it..please don't pay obeisance to me..I don't deserve this honor.I may be a good son..good friend..good father..good king but as a husband I failed terribly.I failed to win my wive's pure heart." His voice is breaking..he is trying hard to control his tears.
"Arya!! Please don't kill me by your words"
"no! I cannot because I am already dead"
A sharp sword made of icicle pierced my heart.
"arya !! you are an amazing husband..who loves and treats his wife selflessly..you gave me all sorts of freedom and happiness arya but I didn't consider you just as my husband..that...and that is..." I choked..
He closed my mouth with his palm
"shh!! Enough !! I can understand'
He wiped out my tears gently."Devi!! I never rejected whatever you asked me.If this is your decision then go ahead..if this gives you peace of mind which I failed to give you then I accept your decision happily"
I nodded my head ..I blinked my tears..I stood up slowly and turned to move.
"Devi!!"
He stopped me.
"At last I got your punishment" he grinned along with his tears.
"I was craving for a punishment but never thought of such a punishment.I accept this too as I accepted the curses from my guru and Bhoomi Devi"
My God!! Run uruvi..run from here otherwise you may die..My heart is adamantly refusing to accept his weaker part of his life..I cursed myself.I may not be a good wife if I stay with him anymore.I took another two steps to move
I glanced our chamber.This chamber witnessed some greatest ..sweetest and blissful moments between us..but now witnessing this horrible moments too.
"Devi!! Could you please wait for a while"
He stopped me again.He came closer to me.I can find the world's entire miseries landed in his eyes.suddenly he dug his face in my neck and inhaled my fragrance deeply.His hot breath burn my whole body.He inhaled even deeper then he said in a soft husky broken voice
"This is enough for me.I filled my heart with your fragrance..I can live with it" He gave me a winsome smile.
He is killing me.I hurried to the threshold.
"Devi" he stopped me thrice.My legs obeyed to his words automatically.
"If you forgive me one day then please don't hesitate to come back to me.This corpse would be waiting for it's soul back"
God!! What a peculiar heart i have..i cannot leave him but cannot even think of staying with him.I ran out to the corridors where I saw vrushali jiji standing with our children.Tears are peeping out from her tears too.I caressed the cheeks of my children.I kissed my little one.I embraced her tightly.
"take care of the children jiji"
"think twice Uruvi" she said
I cannot stand more..I shook my head and walked swiftly to my sedan chair which was ready for my journey.I inserted myself into the vehicle and covered with curtains.I ordered the soldiers to move.Darkness!! darkness everywhere darkness..I rejected the sun of my life.Where I am going now..what would be my future..can I live without him?? Again questions..unanswered questions..I remember when I came to Hastinapur with the same unknown dark future.The vehicle slowly turned right from where I can see the balcony of my chamber.I cannot resist my eagerness to see him..finally once..the last one.I slowly removed the screens and looked up.He is standing there resting his hands on the compounds and gazing at me.I peeped little out to see him clearly.a hot drop of his tears fell on my forehead rolled down to my eyes and dissolved inside my eyes.I closed my eyes to protect it carefully.
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