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If you love someone then let it go,
if it comes back to you it's your,
if it doesn't, it never was
He too loves her.
Love her dearly
but it was time
it was time to let it go...
Siddharth looked with distraught, his eyes brimmed with tears and became red-shot. He gulped hard as every word sank in him and pierced his heart. Every other word seems useless after that and he just kept on seeing her, her expressions that her eyes were mirroring very well. He opened up his mouth to grasp the breath as he felt suffocated standing there while every moment spent with her, happy and sad, flashed infront of him. He looked away to compose himself, he knew it was a time to do it, to do what he should have done before but he was too selfish to even think about it but no more selfishness. Today he will killed his happiness and give Death to his Own Life
Siddharth inhaled deeply "You are right Roshni!! You are absolutely right"
Everyone looked at Siddharth shocked and confused
"we both are not capable of each other, we cannot live together! Let's just end it right here"Siddharth said in low but stern tone
Everyone looked on stunned. It was something no one thought will hapened but it did
"ab ye konsa naya tamasha h?"Rajveer thought
Rajveer looked at Kritika for answers but she also gave him same confused look
Roshni, Raj and nani were too confused to understand what is in Siddharth mind or what was in his words
Siddharth felt tears brimming but he closed his eyes blocking them to come in front of anyone. He silently took out his phone as he sniffed little and call some one. He went in side to talk and after ending call went outside the house leaving behind everyone stunned with only words to Roshni to "wait for him"
"ab kya karna chahta hai ye?"Roshni said in low voice not more than whisper
"phir se koi tamasha karne k irade mai hoga! Is k ilawa us ka kam kiya h?"DD said in her usual way and attitude
Simran looked at her angrily and was going to bark something when Raj intervene and stopped their fight
After about half hour wait when Siddharth didn't reaturned, DD get irritated
"chalo Roshni. Why are we even waiting for him? As usual he will come and create a new drama so it's of no use to wait for him"DD said angrily
Before anyone could say anything Siddharth came inside
"fikar mat karain sa..."Siddharth stopped saying sasumom as everything flashed infront of him and his eyes filled up again but he controlled
"Fikar mat karain, DDji"Siddharth said with wistful smile
Durga felt a strange pain in heart as she heared Siddharth calling him DD instead of sasumom that was very rare and strange
Roshni hold herself as she looked at Siddharth and her heart told her that there is something amiss and something wrong is going to hapened
Siddharth looked at Roshni and Roshni eyes told him what she is thinking. He gulped his pain and walked towards her
Siddharth looked in Roshni eyes searching to see the love and trust he once experienced but found confusion and accusation. Roshni also looked in Siddharth eyes searching for explaination of her confusion but found the blankness and pitch black darkness that feel her shivered
Without looking away Siddharth hold Roshni hand and start to walk away with Roshni following her still trying to know reason of his unusual behaviour
DD shouting and asking start to follow Siddharth but he remained silent an unusual silent that was never in him
Siddharth brought Roshni in court with everyone following him
"tum mjhe yahn kyun laye ho?"Roshni asked chocking as her heart and mind keep on warning her
"Divorce k liye!"Siddharth declared and looked in her eyes which showed shock
Patel's and Khurana's heared his confession and were shocked.
Roshni stumbled as she looked straight in Siddharth eyes and the word Divorce pierced her heart. All the feelings that Siddharth felt sometime back was rushing in every vein of Roshni but no words escaped from her mouth
Inside the court
"so do you both want divorce?"Judge asked
Roshni looked at Siddharth with brimming eyes hoping to say him no because she surely don't want divorce but Siddharth didn't looked at her and keeping a stone on heart replied
"yes!"
Roshni closed her eyes as tears spilled from her eyes but she wiped them as judge asked "and you?"
Roshni remembered her marriage with Siddharth, their sweet moments, his betrayal, his redemption, his filling sindoor with pichkari and finally their last moments and MMS. She took a deep breath and replied "yes"
"but both of your situation is saying something else! What is the reason behind this divorce?"Judge asked as he saw tears in both of their eyes
"our marriage was based on lie and betrayal and now she want to marry someone else and I also want to move on"Siddharth said without looking at Roshni
"she want to marry someone else? Surprise! Because she shouldn't have been crying now if she want so.."Judge comented
Siddharth looked away while Roshni looked down
Judge got his answer
"I guess you both are still not ready for the divorce so am giving you guys 3 month time till then you both will live together"Judge finally decided and walked away
Siddharth too walked away for his home.
At Khurana mainsion
Siddharth walked inside angrily while Roshni came behind him with slow steps followed by all others
Siddharth was about to walk in his room when he heared DD shouting
"bas phir se shuru hogya na tmhara tamasha? Yahi chahte the na tum isi liye le gye Roshni ko court takke tum acche ban jao aur in 3 mahinon mai phir se meri bachi ko behla phusla lo aur phir se dhoka de do"Durga said
Siddharth turned and looked at them
Durga hold Roshni from shoulder "tm fikar mat karo Roshni aur is ka jhanse mai bilkul mat ao dhoka de rha h tmhe. Pehle ki trah acha banne ka natak kr rha"
Siddharth looked at Roshni with anticipation, hoping from her to say something to give him another hope after the hope in court but when Roshni looked at him he found sheer accusation that was like a knife that pierced his heart and he closed his eyes feeling the pain
Durga then looked at Simran and fumed
Durga said with disgust - "this was what you wanted right? I was so right back then you had actually sold your son for money and now your daughter too! Your son is just disgusting"
"shut up! You have no right to say such things to my mom. At first see yourself! It's you who had sold her daughter for money first to my brother now to Yash"Kritika shouted
"enough!!! Enough is enough"Siddharth screamed
"what do you guys want from me huh? I have given everything to all of you that even now I have given my life death for your happiness then why are you now saying this?"Siddharth asked holding Kritika from shoulders
"bhai mai to bs"Kritika tried to argue
"no more words! Nothing, Kritika! Do you think I don't know? I don't know that you played with me and make that MMS just for your damn husband?"Kritika looked at Siddharth shocked
"janta hun mai, sab kuch janta hun mai! You want to live happily but can't see me happy no problem now see I sacrificed Roshni for you and Mom! I had sacrificed her for you both and for Her!"Siddharth then walked towards Roshni and Durga who stood silent
"and what was you saying DD ji? It was my play like before? No, NO! It was not! It was truth and about before then I lied for you. I lied to unite you with your daughter but what I did? Always insult and now too! What's my fault in all this that first I did all that for you and now for you wife?"Siddharth asked with low sad voice
Durga looked at Siddharth with shock and somewhere it pinched her heart
Siddharth then looked at Roshni who was looked at her
"tum batao Roshni mery ghalty kya h? Why should I sacrifise always? I sacrifice my real name my luxury life for you because I truly loved you and don't want to live without you! I sacrifise my self-respect to unite you and your mother and accepted her every harsh words even when she called me a servant. What was my fault that my mother hurted your mother? Why always your eyes accuse me Roshni? Why? Even when you yourself gave me divorce paper that day and you got fake signature your eyes were holding accusation on your Mehndi day! Why?! Why Roshni why?"Siddharth asked as tears rolled down his eyes
Siddharth wiped his tears whil everyone stood shell shocked after hearing Siddharth painful confession that somewhat pinched their heart
Siddharth - "don't worry DD ji and Roshni. We both will not live together and judge will never know because am sure no one will complain him as except me everyone wants this even you! So am leaving from this country for three months and after three months we will be divorced. Today am freeing you and killing our relation just like my life"
Siddharth then walked to Simran and holding her hand softly told her "mom your wish is fulfilled but am sorry to tell you, you gained me after all this months but your Siddharth is just now corpse am sorry"
Roshni stood rooted to spot. She was freezed their. She knew that their was no fault of Siddharth in all this then why did she always blame and hurt him? Why couldn't she see all this pain in his eyes? Was she so selfish in her and her mother pain to even notice Siddharth pain?
Simran was also shocked to hear his son saying himself a corpse on it. Was it her fault that her son is so broken? And that's when she realized her mistake but it was already late because she cannot do anything now, now everyting is in Roshni and Siddharth hand. When it was in her hand she just let the chance go and now she felt regret of doing so
"he did everything for me? For my happiness? Did I do wrong with him? With my own brother?"Kritika thought
Everyone's thought came to halt when they saw Siddharth coming out of his room with a suitcase. He looked at everyone but didn't say anything. He was just about to pass from Roshni when he felt a tuck on his heart and hand. He looked on his hand and then looked up to see his Roshni looking at him and holding his hand
"you can't leave me Siddharth! I love you! And I wish to spend my whole life with you"Roshni confessed
Siddharth felt overwhelmed. Looking in Roshni eyes he hold her hand that was holding his and took it away confusing Roshni
"Zindagi bhut dard dety h, Roshni! Bhut!"Roshni looked at Siddharth confused
"my heart always say that our relation can be affected by such pain but still there was always a hope that what storm may come my Roshni will never let anything hapened to our relation but you broke that hope Roshni! You broke it! Now I don't have any hope left for our relation"Siddharth said softly yet painfully
"just one chance, Siddharth! Just one! And believe me I will never disbelief you and will be always with you"Roshni demanded with a hope and tears in her eyes
Siddharth smiled painfully while his eyes brimmed with tears. He sniffed and replied with same smile "Trust can never be demanded, Roshni. Trust is always achieved and once it is broken it can't be same. Your trust is broken it can't be same and especially after when I demand it or told you some words. You cannot have same trust Roshni and we can't live without trust"
Siddharth start to go
"please Siddharth. Ek akhri mouka de do apni Roshni ko, and I promise I will achieve that trust from you and will be always beside you"Roshni hold Sidharth hand and continued "Till now you completed all the responsibilties of Jamai Raja and husband but now let me complete them. No matter what I will bring our relationship to same state, just one chance Siddharth"
"am sorry, Roshni but everything is finished now. Our families don't want us together and if they don't then we can never be happy"Siddharth told
"then let them decide too"Raj came forwards and finally break the ice
"what do you mean dad?"Siddharth asked confused
"let the both families stay together and live together for three months and then you both and they both will decide the future"Raj told
Siddharth tried to denied but Simran step in
"if it is for my son then am ready"Simran said
"mom please..."Roshni pleaded her mother and she too agreed
"okay then..."Siddharth too agreed after all he love Roshni and when she is trying to come to him he cannot push her always
so the journey begin...
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That's it guys! It is the end, no more continuation as it was wrote on Siddharth pain only
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