Ff-Nandini moorthy-the girl u never knew-part 2

Nandini murthy -the girl u never knew
Hi everyone..my name is kushi I've recently joined the forum and I love kyy
I love MANAN n their Cupid cabira too...so hear I am writing for the first time on nandini murthy as I love the character n feel that hasn't been explored much onscreen or in the posts made in the forum so here we go...please excuse me for mistakes and do comment n let me know how u feel..

Diary

Aaj kuch likne ka man hai...sare Purane yadein Taja karne ka man hai...apne dil ka Hal samajne ka man hai...hasne rone aur muskurane ka man hai aaj kuch hudh keliye likne ka man hai

Zindagi hasne gane ke liye hai pal do pal - my parents favorite song aur mera bhi
Zindagi aise hi haste gate guzar rahi thi..n abt me I'm the pampered one in the house papa ki pari mera chotusa bhai..ha waise dono ek dusre ko chidathe tey like all brothers n sisters but we love each other aur ma se har roj kahani sunte the and my mom sings so beautifully..my dad says he fell in love with her voice first n then her..oh whatever he says I knew they are hopelessly in love with each other and life was fun with family friends & masti... it was just awesome couldn't have asked for more

Lenin kise pata tha ki ek raat sab kuch badal jayega..who ek pal kash hum pen keliye jagada na ki hoti kash mere parents ki attention divert na hoti road se n kash ..kash.
Lekin sab kuch hua aur us pal Maine sab kuch ko diya...lekin ye baath muje samajne mein bahut waqt laga..nahin samaj aya kyun mom dad itne din dekne nahi aye kya wo naraz they ki humne jagada kiya..maybe this was like a time out for us..lekin rishab kyun baat nahi kar raha mujse why he is not fighting with me sab mujhe pity kyun kar Rahe hain..why do I need to be strong kyun itne sare log ghar par hai .. kya mom dad surprise party throw kar rahein hai isliye nahin aye but why everyone is crying ..

Kya us eight yrs ki Bacchi ko samaj nahin ayi thi ya uske dil ne samajne se Inkar kar diya pata nahi..har raat Intezar kiya ki kab door open hogi aur kab mom dad ayenge aur phi woh Promise karegi unse ki phir nahi ladenge...aur rishab will start talking seeing them and hum sab saath mein story sunenge..lekin woh nahi aye..
phir ek din rishab ko attacks ane lage I dint understand wht to do called 911 n rishab was taken to the hospital aur mein uske saath thi n I dint understand why the attacks came then the fear tht he will leave me like my parents just hit me so hard n next i knew I was on a bed unconscious when I got up n saw rishab was fine but they told me
tht he can not speak with me again I felt like crying badly but why didn't I cry shayad isliye ki I know my parents will come and set things right n my father the best scientist can make rishab talk again..hope is a beautiful thing n I was holding on to it with all my heart

Chapter 2

But reality strikes you- one day a lady came kishori moorthy from India said she is related to me n I can call her amms she said she is going to take us to India n I dint want to I said we want to stay with our parents n they will be coming any minute..n she said they r not coming they r no more n I have to understand the reality I dint like her she is saying all bad things I'm not believing her..I stopped talking to her ..the next day she said we had to leave the house it's no more ours n i need to pack stuff for me n rishab n have to leave otherwise they will just empty the house...I cried n cried n cried not knowing wht to do why this is happening to me why oh why n then I was hysterical n they gave me sedative to calm me down ...n I woke up with a scream ..ams consoled me though I was fighting her..she said I have to take things necessary which will be memories for my life time n my clothes n nothing else n if I don't I'll regret not having any memory with me...I took my dads pen , a cd of my mom songs n a fav toy of rishab n left ams packed our clothes n we left to a new place new world but I was numb the only thing I knew I was holding Rishabs hand n I will never leave him.

We reached mangalore..me n rishab dint eat anything tht night when rishab was sleeping amms came near me and told me I need to be stong..said tht it's tough for a eight yr old to take all this but we have no option n I have to be strong n look after my brother she said life is not easy ..it throws surprises n we have to be strong to face it n move on and so on..the words tht struck me most is I have to take care of rishab as he is the only one I have in my life n I'm his older sister I need to be strong for him.

After that I dint cry..followed everything that ams said took care of rishab never left his side went to school faced the bullying for being the new student ther but never said anything..as for me I have to study n take care of rishab thts the only thing my mind knew...dint make much friends as I dint spend much time playing it was shool n home to rishab but then ams told me to learn music n when I refused she said my mom will be happy if I learn music ...tht was enough I was the first student for the riyaz everyday

Days passed by I was a good student a topper did riyaz everyday took care of my brother and everything looked good on the outside but nobody knew my tears tht wouldn't stop when I'm alone holding my dads pen n recollecting all the memories missing them every moment...how do u forget n move on u can't they are my parents I remember them every moment..every moment they r with me..rishab is 4 he doesn't understand anything but he wakes up in the night crying for mom n dad n I hold him n make him sleep...no one knew the misery as I was strong for them to see..no one knew I missed the hugs of my dad missed holding my ma and listening to her stories n songs..missed every minute spent with them...missed them so much..