Come back Sanam...

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Posted: 10 years ago
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Come back Sanam...

That gorgeous smile, excited to meet his Begum Jaan! Waiting to spend each and every moment with her. Make up for all the lost time! To turn each tear into a smile! Give her all the happiness in the world! He kisses the infinity ring in his hand, which is for her, to show her that their love is forever! He wants to be in her arms for the rest of his life and hold her in his! To never let go...

The excitement slowly turns into anger once he hears the words uttered by a dark cloud he believed had passed over them! He stands shocked as the drama is enacted before him, not believing a single word! All he hears is that Sanam has left. Panic sets in. No! Sanam is not one to leave like this! She cant be gone! He leaves in search for her, calling out her name. Trying to calm himself, he enters the kitchen. One of her favorite places to be. There he comes across her note, despite his panic state, he realizes that she is not mad at him! She has lovingly accepted his request. He was right! She was not mad at him! But then...where is she?!!

He waits for her return. She promised that she would never leave him, never go far, that they belonged together no matter what! She is not one to break a promise! Then where is she?!! When the wait becomes too long, he leaves in search of her.

He rushes out and begins a frantic search, not knowing where to look! All he knows is that he needs to find her! His desperation clouds everything else around him! He screams out her name! He needs her! Now! He needs her to appear and comfort him! To wipe his tears and calm his racing heart! To assure him that everything is just fine! But she doesn't appear!

The anxiety produces a gut wrenching feeling that overwhelms him completely! Where are you Sanam? He sinks to the floor trying to compose himself! But the lump in his throat makes it impossible to breathe as his tears threaten to spill out each second! He is shaking! His search continues but he feels increasingly helpless! No amount of assurance from family, from the police, from anyone can calm him down! He just wants her back! He wants to make everything right! He wants to apologize for anything and everything that may have hurt her! He wants her to know that there is no greater truth than the fact that he loves her!

Come back Sanam! He screams out her name from deep inside his heart and soul! Minutes seem like hours and yet she doesnt return! The tears spill out shaking his entire body with pain! But he cannot lose hope! She cant leave him like this! No! She wont leave him! His Sanam will always be there for him! She always was! No matter what! She cant give up now! She is too strong to give up!

All those beautiful memories bring tears to his eyes! They make him realize how much he misses her! She needs to come back! Thats all! She just needs to! He wants to hold her and cry out all the pain! He wants to feel her loving arms around him, breathe in her scent and feel her presence all around him! He wants to feel safe!

The day turns into night and once again the sun rises! But all he sees is darkness! Everywhere! Where are you Sanam! Please come back! The tears and desperation threaten to weaken him! The pain vows to rip him apart! But he cant lose like this! So he does to the one things that always brought her peace. He gets down on his knees before Allah. He prays for her safely, he prays for her to come back, he prayed for one more chance!


My god his prayer! 😭 I cried with him! The way he was choking out the words! The way he was begging Allah for another chance! The way he accepted his faults and wanted to seek forgiveness! The way he was repeating that he would never deceive Sanam! He wants one more chance! Any sign that will lead him to her!

Poor Aahil, he feels that he has hurt Sanam! On the other hand, Sanam is worried about how he will react when she is not there! She knows he will panic! Sanam prays to Allah as well! Even in the worse situation she does not lose her faith! Sanam cannot belong to anyone else! Sanam would rather be destroyed than belong to another while Aahil cannot feel anyone but Sanam! Their love is so pure! This separation is so heartbreaking! 🥺

Aahil has not and will never deceive Sanam! His heart, soul and body belongs to her only! Ever since he fell in love, he has only belonged to Sanam! Without her he is lost, lifeless, silent. The smile has disappeared and soon the tears will dry up. But the immense pain will remain. The wound will not heal without her! The heart will still weep and body will still shake! Each night will end with a silent prayer to bring her back and each morning with the hope to get a glimpse of her. But without her, he will be totally lost. 💔

The world will move on and feel that everything is normal. But one person has lost everything! No one will be able to tell! No one will care to know! The screams will slowly die out and all that will be left, is an eerie silence.

He needs her! He needs her love and comfort! He needs her to assure him that he has done nothing wrong! That he was and still is worthy of love! That he can never deceive! Without Sanam, Aahil will never be complete 💔

KV made me cry so much today! Aahil's desperation, his tears, him breaking down was so painful to watch! 😭 As Aahil, he truly showed once again why he was casted for this role, why we fell in love with Aahil and why we are so attached we are to him, Sanam and their love! ❤️

He is just brilliant! I found myself sobbing like crazy throughout the prayer! His tears and his pleas! KV we love you! Your truly the best! 👏

Aahil's redemption was so beautifully shown that throughout the episode, I wanted to take my words back about wanting him to suffer! It was too painful to watch! But then, I would not want to miss such a performance for anything! There could have been no greater redemption! It was an emotionally draining but a really amazingly executed episode! The episode belonged to Aahil, SaHil and their pure love! ❤️

The separation has happened and now they have yet another battle to fight. Aahil needs to be strong and make her remember each and every beautiful memory! Remind her what she means to him! Remind her of what their shared! The love, the passion and Junoon! Yes, Aahil needs to be strong and that taveez will remind him that their love cannot lose so easy! That this story is not yet finished! The nights are going to be tough without her, but he will have to be strong, for her! To make sure that she is with him forever! He admired her strength and determination, now its time for him to live her words, feel her strength and overcome any obstacle to get her back!!! He will be shocked and hurt but remind her he must! His Begum Jaan belongs to him and him only! His Miss Dhabewaali who taught him to love, will fall in love with him once again! SaHil are no mushy couple! They are about angst, passion, Junoon! As painful as this separation is, what is coming up will be a treat to watch! Junoon tere ishq ka will ring out once they meet! SaHil will once again blaze the screen with their chemistry! Bring on season 3!!! ❤️


I am still not over today's episode 😭 This was the best I could write... Its very difficult to capture the episode in words... Truly KV was the star of the episode ❤️ I think today each and every SaHil fan has cried! 😭 Anyway love u guys and take care 🤗

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Posted: 10 years ago
#2

Thank you Esha for this wonderful post.

I have nothing else to say...you penned it down so beautifully.
So many lovely posts about this episode.
I cried along with HIM and HER! 😭
The pain...OMG!!!
Dear Lord...take it away soon please!!!!
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Posted: 10 years ago
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👏 Yes ! I agree with everything you say 😉 Aahil will change in this new season and he won't spare anyone in order to get back his Begum Jaan lol The new guy needs to be prepared Aahil doesn't play game and this time he won't let anyone even destiny interfere in their life lol Bring it ! 😆
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Beautiful post
Come back Sanam

Come back Saahil
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Posted: 10 years ago
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You said it. ..

I too wanted to take back my words...
I don't want him to suffer...😭

But I feel his earnest prayer lead to Sanam being led away from her fate of being sold. She got thrown off and taken to someone who will help her.
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Posted: 10 years ago
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OH MY! OH MY. OH MY. ESHA!! 😭😭
This. This gorgeous piece that made me cry so much. This is too beautiful to be true Esha. This is all the emotions poured out in the most painful way 😭

He just wanted to be with her, to feel her presence once again. To be in her arms once again..To be with her. I can't..I can't say anything else Esha yaar! This was just beautiful. There is just nothing left to say...it would be only tears...😭

His redemption, we all wanted, so pissed at him we were. But his prayer and his broken being, too much to watch 😭 He has redeemed in most beautiful way :'))

Yes this is not the end of their journey. It can never be! It has just reached into its another phase. He would fight for her to come back into his life, he is hers and she is his. ❤️

Its Junoon all over again...
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Posted: 10 years ago
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O Sanam O Sanam
Kaash hota agar
Tum nibha jaate ye zindagi ka safar
Hum bhi tanha na rehte yoonhi umar bhar
Tum saath hote agar


Ahil seeing Sanam everywhere BG mein this song 😭
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Posted: 10 years ago
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I don't think I have anything more to say...you said it all esha! 👏👏👏 His sobbing, pain, agony and desperation to see Sanam just once was heart breaking! I am still not completely over from the episode! KVB has done a brilliant job...really hats off to him! We always got Sanam praying for Ahil yesterday for first time we saw Ahil praying for Sanam! And KV has nailed it brilliantly. ⭐️
Ahil don't worry you will soon meet your darling Sanam😳
And esha beautiful post 😳
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Posted: 10 years ago
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I dont know how i missed ur post 😲 i got to see it just now...
Beautifully expressed esha... It was so heart touching n beautiful.. Summarizing their last meeting rather their omgoing seperation...

Its good the makers are again concentrating on QH ... I wont forgive them fr the royal ignorance they showed before though 😡

Anyways reading ur post made me go back in time ... The first episode ... Aahil was lying half naked in a car after his "recent night endeavour" with lipstick marks all over his chest... N a few episides afterwards where he never cared about the woman he spent his nights with...

To the present day... Where he is not only "affected" by absence of somebody but was madly searching for her... Did he ever think about it before that one day he will madly fall for someone...

The girl who changed the meaning of his life...
The one who taught him how to love ...
The one who came like a whorlwind. N turned his life upside down...
The one who not only taught him the meaning of love but also took away all the miseries from his life...

What a character transformation it has been...
From a loveless purposeless life to present day ... Where his world is centred aroynd her...

N when he thought he has found the meaning of his life it was snatched away from him ...

N here he is again ... Lifeless... Loveless once again...
He is praying to his God... Crying like theres no tomorrow ...
Begging the Almightly to give him her love back... To be sble to see him once more n he will make up for all the wrong doings he has ever done ...

Okayyy my eyes r now stinging ...cant write more...

Just one word KV=Aahil=brilliance personified ❤️ the charactee growth n transformation has been to die for
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Eshu very beautiful post 🤗

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